你们看起来和我的感觉一样糟 You guys all look how I feel.
最糟糕的一天被永恒地记录了就是这感觉 Happens when your worst day is immortalized in print.
因果报应 Bad karma.
哪来的因果报应 Bad karma for what?
我们当时才开始上班 不是吗 We were all just starting to groove, weren't we?
我不该怀疑自己的 I should have never doubted myself.
我应该早些赶到的 I should have gotten there sooner.
我的个人生活影响了我的决策 My personal life affected my decision-making.
伙计们 我应该更快做出诊断的 Guys, I should have made a diagnosis sooner.
但我们不能光坐在这自责 好吗 But we can't just sit here beating ourselves up over it. Okay?
我觉得我们能 I feel like we can.
至少我能 Or at least I can.
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翻 译 arcadiachi 惠子 小胖橘子
新阿姆斯特丹医院的意外死亡
翻 译 苏葵 InATrance 人妻 1.0
昨天早上7点38分 "Yesterday morning, at 7:38 A.M.,
翻 译 布塔 cdreformclub 贝七
一发子弹打穿了新阿姆斯特丹医院 a bullet ripped through New Amsterdam."
校 对 星星与野狗
医 院 革 命 第一季 第五集
时间轴 Jenny 格瑞特 Caroline
24小时前
没有及时为病人转台我就被投诉了 I got dinged for not changing my patient's TV channel fast enough.
后 期 斯人
显然我的名字会使人想起不好的回忆 Apparently my name brings back bad memories.
总 监 夕橙
我明白 I get it.
客户满意度调查结果很糟糕 The customer satisfaction survey isn't good.
-那就重写调查 -什么 - So rewrite the survey. - What?
如果你们不喜欢答案 If you don't like the answers,
那就改变问题 change the questions.
病人应该关注什么 What should the patients focus on?
护士比任何人都了解 Nurses know better than anyone.
哈罗德 Harold.
你怎么不在太平间 You're a long way from the morgue.
这家医院里只有重症监护室的咖啡能下咽 Oh, the ICU has the only decent coffee in the hospital.
我在死人堆里工作 You know, I may work with the dead,
不代表我的味蕾也是死的 but that doesn't mean I have their taste.
那我宣布从现在开始同工同咖啡 Well, I say equal coffee now, equal coffee forever.
是个笑话 哈罗德 咖啡会有的 It's a joke, Harold. We'll get you the same coffee.
夏普 为什么没人懂我的笑话 Sharpe, why does nobody get my jokes?
你错过了我解决这家医院最棘手问题的瞬间 You just missed me solve the hospital's most vexing problem.
只有重症监护室的咖啡能下咽 That the ICU has the only decent coffee?
真有这种说法吗 So that is actually a thing?
-你要走了吗 -本来要走 - Are you heading out? - I was.
你的声音什么时候变成这样了 When did that happen to your voice?
休息日的时候 休息准没好事 On my day off. That'll teach me.
你不会觉得是癌症[巧克力榛果酱]抹开了吧 You don't think the, uh, "Nutella" is spreading, do you?
你不会想让我这样叫它吧 I hope you don't expect me to call it that.
怎么 大家都喜欢巧克力榛果酱 Why? Everyone loves Nutella.
让我做个喉镜检查看看 Let me do a laryngoscopy and see what's going on
巧克力榛果酱的情况 with the, uh... Nutella.
瞧 朗朗上口 See? It's catchy.
朵拉 Dora.
越来越擅长于找我了 Getting exceptionally good at finding me.
那是因为我升级了你的追踪装备 I've updated your tracking device.
不管你想和我说什么或让我做什么 Whatever it is that you wanna tell me or want me to do,
我都没空 因为我有事 I can't do it 'cause I have a thing.
我的事压倒你的事 My thing trumps your thing.
-之后来找我 -好的 - Find me later. - Okay.
麦克斯 这是标准机构的路易斯·纳瓦罗 Max, this is Louis Navarro from the "Standard."
显然 医疗联盟指派了他来跟随你 Apparently HCC approved him to shadow you.
对 为了写介绍 Right, yes. For the, um, profile.
大王告诉我了 Overlord told me.
-大王 -医疗联盟 - Overlord? - HCC.
你的监管者 Your supervisors.
谁会不喜欢有趣的绰号呢 Who doesn't like a fun nickname?
医疗联盟大概不喜欢 Probably HCC.
你与医疗联盟的 Do you have a contentious relationship
关系不和吗 with the Health Care Commission?
开局真好 Off to a great start.
失陪一下 我要去 Well, if you'll excuse me, I'm gonna go start
投简历了 posting my résumé.
是吗 Do you?
我们重新开始吧 Why don't we start over?
很高兴认识你 纳瓦罗先生 Pleasure to meet you, Mr. Navarro.
叫我路 No, Lou.
很感兴趣认识让新阿姆斯特丹医院天翻地覆的 So intrigued to meet the 'Dam's newest medical director
新医疗主任 turning this place upside-down.
我是个一目了然的人 Well, I'm an open book.
你的声音还好吗 Hey, is, uh, your voice okay?
卡拉OK弄的 Karaoke.
总有一天 我得接受《心已全蚀》 You know, one of these days, I have to accept that
对我来说调太高了的事实 "Total Eclipse of the Heart" just isn't in my range.
全烤海鲈 Pan roasted whole branzino.
配野蒜和特色蕨菜 Served with ramps and fiddleheads
佐油质舞茸菇酱汁 steeped in an unctuous maitake jus.
-什么是特色蕨菜 -我不知道 - What are fiddleheads? - I have no idea.
但我今晚会点这个 But I'm gonna order them tonight.
搞不好会点两次 Maybe even twice.
要带马丁去韦尔杜戈餐厅吃晚餐 Taking Martin to Verdugo for dinner.
二人世界 No kids.
我认为每年总得去一家 You know, I think once a year, it's important to go somewhere
菜单简单明了的餐厅吃顿饭 that doesn't have a maze on the menu.
-你懂我的意思吧 -卡普尔医生 - You know what I mean? - Dr. Kapoor?
要接诊吗 Am I needed?
有人要见你 There's somebody here to see you.
他说是你儿子 He said he's your son.
谁 Who?
-你儿子 -什么 你有儿子吗 - Your son? - Wait, you have a son?
你有个儿子 You have a son?
维贾伊 Vijay.
不大好 Not good.
排卵周期内 You only have five eggs-- oh, maybe six in play,
你的窦卵泡只有五六个 in your ovulation cycle.
正常情况下应该是十个 Ten is considered normal.
我的周期还剩几个星期 There's a few weeks left in my cycle.
其它的还有机会出现 Others could still catch up.
是的 理论上是可以 但是 Yes, in theory, they could, but--
我是大器晚成型 I'm a late bloomer.
读书 胸部发育 男人缘 都这样 School, my chest, men.
这些卵子总会出现的 These eggs will come round.
海伦 你说想知道你的生育能力 Helen, you said you wanted to know where your fertility was.
这就是了 Well, here it is.
你的促卵泡激素偏高 Your FSH is high.
抗苗勒管激素偏低 因为你的卵巢老化很快 Your AMH is low because your ovaries are aging fast.
卵巢储备功能减退 You have diminished ovarian reserves, which--
只是要解决基因问题 Hey, it's just the genes you were dealt.
是 没错 Yeah, right.
如果你想要拥有自己的孩子 If you're interested in having your own biological child,
那现在就要准备了 you're gonna have to work on that now.
你可以选择冷冻胚胎 One option, we freeze embryos.
或者下个排卵周期一开始 Or we could work to start getting you pregnant
我们就设法帮助你受孕 as soon as your next cycle.
所以 So, um...
你必须做出决定 You're going to have to make some decisions on this.
你为《纽约时报》写的那篇 That piece that you wrote on the uh, uh,
关于医疗保险企业化的文章很棒 corporatization of health care for the "Times" was great.
你还记得 那是十年前的事了 Oh, you remember that? That was a decade ago.
是的 但我最喜欢的还是你写的那篇 Yeah, but my favorite is the one you wrote on the, uh,
关于产妇产后护理不足的文章 inadequacies of-- of maternal postpartum care.
也是十年前的事了 Also ten years ago.
对 你为什么不再写那样的文章了 Yeah, why aren't you writing pieces like that anymore?
现在的受众喜欢篇幅更短 Well, you know, the market now demands shorter,
更热门的话题 buzzier topics.
但是医保系统需要更多篇幅 But the health care system demands more.
好吧 我们来谈谈你 Okay, yeah, let's-- let's talk about you.
你的故事 你怎么到这儿来的 Your story. How you got here.
路 我受宠若惊 但我不是主角 Lou, I'm flattered, but I'm not the story here.
新阿姆斯特丹医院才是 New Amsterdam is.
新阿姆斯特丹医院唯一新鲜的就是你 The only thing new about New Amsterdam is you.
现在 医疗联盟给了我完全权限 Now, HCC gave me full access to follow you around
-能跟着你进入医院所有区域 -完全权限 - the entire hospital. - Full access?
医院任何地方都行 Anywhere in the hospital is fair game.
麦克斯 Max.
你知道医疗联盟给了路完全权限吗 Did you know that HCC gave Lou full access?
警察局长刚刚打电话来 The Chief of Police just called.
情况不妙 It's--it's bad.
马利克·斯托克斯 14岁 双侧枪伤 Malik Stokes, 14-year-old GSW to left and right.
看起来像是贯穿伤 It seems like a through and through.
未进行院前急救 Scoop and go.
心跳120 血压100/68 He's tachy at 120, 100 over 68,
呼吸16 respiration's at 16.
老天 他只是个孩子 Jesus, he's just a kid.
马利克 我是布鲁姆医生 Hey, Malik, I'm Dr. Bloom, okay?
我们是来帮助你的 We're here to help you.
马利克 Malik?
我在这里 宝贝 I'm here, baby.
马利克 马利克 Malik? Malik?
我就在这里 宝贝 我在这里 宝贝 I'm right here, baby. I'm here, baby.
女士 我得请你离开了 Ma'am, I'm gonna have to ask you to leave.
他不能就这样死去 你们得救他 He can't die like this. You have to save him.
他不能死 He can't die--
请带她出去 Escort her out of here, please.
听我的口令移动她 一 二 三 Okay, transfer on my count. One, two, three.
又来了一辆救护车 Second ambulance coming in.
做血型检测和交叉配血 再开一条静脉注射 Type and cross two units and get a second IV.
杰伦·蒲甘 Jalen Pagan.
十七岁枪伤患者 左侧颈部 17-year-old GSW with a bullet hole on the left side
有一处枪伤 of his neck.
脉搏98 98,
血压145/85 呼吸指数14 145 over 85, 14.
他和第一位受害者都在那个街角 He was on the same corner as the first victim.
据纽约警署说 只开了一枪 According to NYPD, only one shot.
一颗子弹 One bullet.
这可真是颗厉害的子弹 Must have been some bullet.
把他放置在第二十四区 Okay, let's get him into bay 24.
杰伦 你能动动脚趾吗 Jalen, can you wiggle your toes for me?
很好 Okay, that's great.
马利克血压下降 心率加快 Malik's BP is dropping. Heart rate is rising.
挂两袋普通生理盐水 Okay, hang two bags of normal saline.
做血型检测和交叉配血 Let's get a type and cross match.
收到 On it.
现在心率上升至154 Heart rate's climbing now to 154.
血压下降至80/40 And BP's dropping. 80/40.
收缩压50 没有舒张压 BP's down to 50 over palp.
心音低钝 Muffled heart sounds.
马利克有心包积液 Malik's got a pericardial effusion.
积液肯定聚集在他心脏周围 Fluid must be accumulating around his heart.
心率从100上升至160 Heart rate's gone from 100 to 160.
如果我们不赶紧做心包穿刺 Okay, if we don't do a pericardiocentesis soon,
他就不行了 心胸外科的人都去哪了 his BP will bottom out. Where's cardiothoracic surgery?
雷诺兹十分钟后到 Reynolds is ten minutes out.
他新雇的人呢 What about one of his new hires?
新来的三人都在准备做自己的手术 All three have been scrubbed for their own surgeries.
血压又下降了 BP's dropping again.
好吧 我来做 Okay, I'll do it.
给我18G脊椎穿刺针 get me an 18-gauge spinal needle
和一支二十毫升注射器 快 and a 20-cc syringe. Go.
-这不符合规则 -那你想让我怎么做 - It's against protocol. - What do you want me to do?
等他心跳停止然后宣布死亡吗 Wait until he's pulseless so I can call time of death?
给我18G粗脊椎穿刺针 Get me an 18-gauge spinal needle
和一支二十毫升注射器 快点 and a 20-cc syringe. Now.
收缩压50 舒张压没有 BP's down to 50 over palp.
心率上升至180 Heart rate's up to 180.
再拿一袋静脉注射液 Get a second IV bag.
氧饱和度在下降 O2 sats are dropping.
慢点 慢点 Steady. Steady.
-血压还在下降 -我搞定了 - BP's dropping. - I got it.
-你插到心脏里了 -心率上升 - You're in the heart. - Heart rate's rising.
该死 Damn it.
麦克斯 这不是去你办公室的路 Max, you're not walking towards your office.
我现在要去急诊室看枪伤病人 I'm walking to the ED where the GSWs are.
那威廉姆斯局长怎么办 What about Chief Williams?
上次我检查时 他还没被枪击 Well, last time I checked, he wasn't shot.
他肯定会再打来的 He--he's just gonna call again.
那我就再忽视 最终 Well, I'll ignore that call, too, and then eventually,
他就不再打了 he'll stop dialing.
他可不是自己拨电话号码 He doesn't dial his own phone.
你通常都习惯于不理会 You normally in the habit of blowing off
警察局局长吗 the Chief of Police?
警察局有自己的目标 Oh, the police department has its own agenda.
但我和我医院的目标是救死扶伤 But my agenda and the agenda of my hospital is to save lives.
就这么简单 Plain and simple.
但你知道这可能是 Yeah, you realize this is probably
一起与警方相关的枪击案 对吧 a police-related shooting, right?
这则信息 尽管悲伤又令人难过 That information, while tragic and upsetting,
-但在这无关紧要 -等等 不重要 - doesn't matter in here. - Wait, doesn't matter?
仅去年一年就有超过七百人被警察 More than 700 people have been shot and killed by the police
枪击致死 just this year.
当他们穿过这些门时 And the second they come through these doors,
就是病人 而不是数据 they become patients, not statistics.
好吧 等等 Okay, hold on. Wait.
如果你想随同警车一起巡逻 If you wanna do a ride-along with the police,
那你就去 then you go ahead.
但在这 救命才是正事 But in here, the hospital is the story.
你什么时候成为心外科医生了 When exactly did you become a cardiac surgeon?
当我们在等你 或其他心外科医生时 When we were waiting on you. On anyone.
因为你们部门缺人缺得太严重 'Cause you're still so insanely understaffed.
那你让我怎么办 I mean, what was I supposed to do?
-遵守流程 -那他就死了 - Supposed to follow protocol. - He would have crashed.
因为你不是个心外科医生 所以他心脏上的那针 You pushed that needle way too deep into his heart
扎得太深了 'cause you are not a cardiac surgeon.
你最好希望我能修复 You better hope I can fix this.
图克斯女士 我能跟你谈谈吗 Ms. Tewkes. Can you talk to me?
图克斯女士 图克斯女士 Ms. Tewkes? Ms. Tewkes.
你是在什么时候看到警察 At what point did you see the officers--
等一下 Uh, hang on. Hang on there.
就一下 Just one sec.
抱歉打断你 警官 I'm sorry to cut in on you, Officer...
是警探 我叫亚当斯 Detective. Adams.
纽约警局的 你是 NYPD. And you're?
我叫弗罗姆 来自NAMC Frome. NAMC.
新阿姆斯特丹医疗中心 New Amsterdam Medical Center.
我知道这名字有点长 It's, uh, it's a mouthful, I know.
可以请你给图克斯女士一点空间吗 I'm gonna need you to give Ms. Tewkes a little room here.
我只需要她的几句证词 I just need a few statements from the aunt there.
我明白 但是 No, I understand, but we're just--
我们得先把这边的事做完 可以吗 We're gonna do our thing first, okay?
谢谢 我会送她回来的 Thank you. I'll bring her back.
你也是马利克的外科医生吗 Are you one of Malik's surgeons?
不是 Um, no. No.
来 进来 Here. Come in here.
我是心理医生 No, I'm, uh-- I'm a psychiatrist.
是马利克的心理创伤治疗团队的 I'm on Malik's trauma support team.
我叫伊吉·弗罗姆 I'm Iggy Frome.
他要心理医生干什么 What does he need with a psychiatrist?
-他手术完了吗 -没 还没有 - Is he out of surgery? - No. No, not yet. Um...
但是如果他手术成功了 But, uh, if his surgery is a success,
他需要康复的可就不止身体了 he's gonna need more than physical rehabilitation.
到时会有很多很多心理障碍要克服的 There will be many, many mental hurdles to overcome.
所以你不知道他现在怎么样了 So you don't know how he is now?
不知道 No.
但我可以向你保证 But, um, I can assure you that he's in...
他会受到最好的照顾 He's in the best hands.
这太过分了 Yo, that's so bugged.
是啊 老弟 Word to, son.
不过没事的 It's all good, though.
我可是防弹的 Your boy bulletproof.
你要是防弹怎么还挨了枪子儿 小佩 How are you bulletproof with a bullet hole, B?
你被打傻了吧 You sound dumb-smacked.
你只是嫉妒了 You're just jealous.
为什么杰伦·蒲甘还在这里 Why is Jalen Pagan still here?
你的声音怎么跟青蛙似的 Why do you sound like a frog?
过敏了 为什么他还没有去做核磁共振 Allergies. Why hasn't he been sent for an MRI?
他第一胸椎附近有一颗子弹 He's got a bullet lodged near T1.
是的 但他体征稳定 而且还未成年 Yes, but he's stable, and he's a minor.
所以我们在联系他的母亲以取得家属同意 So we're trying to contact his mother for consent.
做个核磁共振而已 It's an MRI.
我只是按规矩办事 I'm just following protocol.
我可不想因为违反什么宝贵的规定 I mean, I wouldn't wanna piss anyone off overstepping
而惹火任何人 对吧 any precious rules, would I?
对 Gonna say no.
警察在这里多久了 How long have the cops been circling?
有一会儿了 A while now.
跟昨天一样 他们想要杰伦的证词 They want a statement from Jalen like yesterday.
在我们联系到他的父母之前都不行 Not till we reach his parents.
各位 杰伦要挂了 Yo, what's up, guys? Jalen's gotta go.
我们得打电话给他妈妈 谢谢 再见 We gotta call his mom, okay? Thanks, bye.
我的天 你是认真的吗 Oh, my God. Are you serious?
这也是为你好 帮我打个电话给你妈妈 It's for your own good. Now, help me call your mom.
你需要钱吗 You need money?
我有工作的 I have a job.
在餐馆里做事 It's at a restaurant.
索勒斯提思饭店 在商业区里的 Solsistce, in SoHo.
虽然是新开的 但已经开始有起色了 It's new, but it's making noise.
餐馆 A restaurant.
对 我负责管理那家餐馆 Yeah, I manage the place.
不是什么了不起的事 但是 I mean, it's no big deal. Just...
你为什么之前都不说 Why were you hiding all this?
我不知道 I don't know.
我这样子出现已经够奇怪的了 但是 It's weird enough, me showing up like this, but...
我收到你语音信箱的留言后 我 After I got your voice mail, I...
罗汉 我 Rohan, I'm...
我很高兴你来了 I'm glad you came.
我原谅你了 I forgive you.
你原谅我了 You forgive me?
对 Yes, for...
那个葬礼 还有所有的谎言 For the funeral, for all the lies.
我都原谅了 For everything.
你原谅我了 You forgive me?
这不是像你这样的人想听到的吗 Isn't that what people like you need to hear?
我的担保人叫我不要 You know, my sponsor said not to...
不要期待 Not to expect...
算了 Never mind.
-但我不懂 -你当然不懂 - But I don't understand-- - Yeah, of course you don't.
玛吉说得对 你这个就是固执己见 You know, Maji was right. You are just so pigheaded.
错永远不在你 Nothing is ever your fault.
我还在期待你会在她过世之后 You know, I was hoping you might change
稍微做出点改变 just a little after she passed.
但你还是老样子 But you're still you.
再见了 爸爸 Good-bye, Appa.
图克斯女士 您能和我说说有关马利克的事吗 Ms. Tewkes, can you tell me about Malik?
朗达 Rhonda.
说什么 你怎么还在碎碎念 What? Why are you still talking?
我只是想多了解一下马利克的 I'm just trying to learn more about Malik's
家庭支持情况 home support system.
他不是什么福利院小孩 He's not some charity case.
不 不 我不是这个意思 No, no, I didn't mean to imply--
马利克被深深地爱着 Malik has been well-loved.
也得到了相当充足的关心 And extremely well cared for.
你想听的是这个吗 Is that what you need to hear?
-那很好 -教堂唱诗班 - It's good. - Church choir.
课后托管 全年的体育活动 After-school care. Year-round sports.
我已经竭尽所能地让他得到最好的保护 I've done everything in my power to keep him safe.
为了避免他像他的父母一样死去 To keep him from dying like his parents.
可他还是犯了傻 This foolishness still found him.
我是真心地只想帮助您 I'm genuinely just here trying to help.
你要真想帮 If you really wanna help,
就去制止那些胡乱对黑人男孩开枪的警察 then stop the police from shooting black boys
孩子们只是想按时到校罢了 trying to get to school on time.
然后你去把城市里每一颗子弹都除掉 And get every bullet out of this city.
这样我侄子才有机会熬到他的21岁生日 So my nephew has a chance of seeing his 21st birthday.
你能做到吗 创伤安抚先生 Can you do that, Mr. Trauma Support Man?
我们该开始了 So we should start.
稍等 Excuse me one minute.
-我接到你的呼叫了 -你哭过了 - I got your page. - Have you been crying?
你还想不想做这个喉镜检查了 Do you want this laryngoscopy or not?
喉镜检查是什么 What's a laryngoscopy?
空了再打给我 Just call me when you're free.
路 你观察到什么了 So, Lou, what's the story?
看来你在心血管外科的裁员 Well, it seems your purge of the cardiac surgery department
造成了人手短缺 has resulted in, uh, staffing shortages.
新的科室主管已经有意开始增员了 That the new department head is thoughtfully refilling.
很明显 增员的速度还不够阻止 Yeah, apparently not fast enough to stop a breach
你们的一位科主任违反规定 of protocol by one of your department chiefs.
这位医生将针头过深地插入了 The doctor stuck a needle way too deep into
马利克·斯托克斯的心脏 Malik Stokes' heart.
现在他很有可能因此死亡 Now, it's very possible he could die from this.
你对此有什么要说的吗 Now, do you have a comment?
你会解雇布鲁姆医生吗 Uh, you gonna fire Dr. Bloom?
我有提解雇两个字吗 Who said anything about firing?
如果马利克因为她违反规定而死亡 Well, if Malik dies because she broke protocol--
我只在乎她是怎么救治他的 I only care if what she did helped him.
我们这是救死扶伤的行业 We're in the business of healing.
如果规定的存在干扰了我们的目的 And if protocol gets in the way of that,
那我们就得对规定做出改变 then we will change the protocol.
我 我能引用你这句话吗 Oh, can-- can I quote you on that?
我只希望我们这次谈话是全部公开的 I just assumed all this was on the record.
-麦克斯 -讲真 - Max. - Really?
还是那个警察局长吗 The police chief? Still?
不 是市长 恭喜你 No, the Mayor. Congratulations.
你跻身上流社会了 You've moved up in the world.
他要一份枪伤和 He wants an update on the injuries and the kind of bullet
子弹种类的报告 that was used.
我也不想跟他谈 I don't wanna talk to him either.
知道他为什么想了解这个吗 Any idea why he would wanna know that?
是的 但他的主张你不能拿去报道 Yeah, but his agenda is not your story.
你只能报道医院的事 记住了吗 Hospital is, remember?
你好 杰伦 Hello, Jalen.
我是维贾伊·卡普尔医生 I'm Dr. Vijay Kapoor.
可以请你为我动动脚趾头吗 Would you mind wiggling your toes for me, please?
我已经查过了 维贾伊 I already did a work-up, Vijay.
子弹不取了 The bullet stays.
过会儿送他去观察病房 Sending him up to the ward for observation.
-动一动 杰伦 -我在动了 - Jalen, go ahead. - I am.
要是有感觉就告诉我 好吗 Okay, tell me if you feel something, okay?
好的 Yeah.
-把他的X光片调出来 -没问题 - Pull his X-rays. - Sure thing.
哈特曼医生 他有上行性麻痹 Dr. Hartman, he has ascending paralysis.
没知觉只是刚出现的 可能是水肿的缘故 That just started. It's probably from edema.
我已经给他开始用甲基强的松龙了 I already had them start on methylprednisolone.
不是因为水肿 他的脊椎不稳定 It's not edema. His vertebrae is unstable.
你是外科医生 把问题给解决了 You're a surgeon. Fix it.
你今天怎么回事 What's got you riled up today?
神经学家竟然建议动刀子吗 A neurologist advocating for a construction project?
因为这很明显 Because it's indicated.
这些片子并没有明确表现出这一点 These scans don't say that definitively.
如果你好好看看 有表现 If you actually look, they do.
你这是在固执己见 You're being stubborn.
好 那我们就等着那节椎骨碎裂 Okay, let's wait for the bloody vertebrae to collapse
证明给你看 for proof!
看什么 What?
为他做术前准备 Prep him for surgery.
你会来吗 「约翰·维恩」 You coming, John Wayne?
美国电影明星 曾获奥斯卡最佳男主角
看见了吗 T波没有变化 See, there? No trace wave.
所以那些血一定是因为子弹划破心脏 So all that blood must have come from where the bullet
才流出来的 不是因为我的针 nicked his heart, not my needle.
那你还需要录像来证明这点 And you needed a video to tell you that?
我需要点什么 好吗 Oh, I needed something, okay?
我在回想当时的每一个步骤 I'm second-guessing every move I make in there now.
你认为雷诺兹会坐在那里抱怨 Do you think that Reynolds sits around whingeing
他做的决定吗 about the calls that he makes?
不会 No.
怎么了 What is it?
他们需要血液科的人去手术室会诊 They need a hematology consult in the OR.
-马利克 -不是 - Malik? - No.
是另一个枪伤患者 杰伦 The other GSW, Jalen.
滴速为每分钟零点五毫升 Infusion rate is .5 mils per minute.
血液就是不凝固 It won't clot.
血一直在往我的手术视野渗 Blood keeps oozing into my surgical field.
说明血肿在扩大 And you've got an expanding hematoma.
因为卡普尔急着要装稳定支架 It's because Kapoor pressed for stabilizing rods.
你知道他需要那个 That you know he needed.
但现在我没法缝合 我们应该等等的 But now I can't close, so we should have waited.
然后让他半身不遂吗 And let him became paraplegic?
老天爷 你们两个能歇歇吗 For goodness' sake, will you both give it a rest?
注射氯化钙然后再输新鲜冰冻血浆 Push Calcium Chloride before giving him FFP.
在我细查凝血因子的时候 That should stabilize the oozing while I run
应该能稳住出血 a detailed clotting factor analysis.
嗨 Hi.
我... I will, um...
必须承认我在化压力为食欲 Freely admit that I'm stress-eating right now.
一会儿要和我老公去吃一顿肯定会很贵的晚餐 Ruining my appetite for what will surely be
现在吃这个肯定会让我没胃口 a very expensive meal with my husband later.
我什么也没看见 I didn't see anything.
谢谢 Thank you.
你嗓子怎么了 What's wrong with your voice?
是个...大难题 Ah, it's the, uh, big game.
-什么大难题 -你为什么要化压力为食欲 - The--What big game? - Why are you stress-eating?
他们都是为了马利克和杰伦来的 They're out there right now for Malik and Jalen.
但是明天 又会有别的家庭 But tomorrow, it's gonna be another family
哭泣 恐惧 祈祷 crying, scared, praying.
而且每天都会这样 And this happens every day.
就算没犯任何错 马利克和杰伦可能 And Malik and Jalen could end up here again through no fault
-还会回到这 -对 - of their own. - Yeah.
也许吧 但是你在这里尽力了 Maybe, but you do what you can in here,
或许能让外面的情况有所好转 maybe make a difference out there.
我看不见得 I don't see how.
马利克住的地方不太平 Malik lives in a war zone.
他父母都过世了 Both of his parents are dead.
他的姑姑... His aunt is...
在夹缝中求生存 她很愤怒 Fraying at the seams, and she's angry.
而且忧心忡忡 Distracted.
你好像特别关注马利克 You seem very focused on Malik.
那当然了 Of course I am.
马利克好像不是你唯一的病人 Sounds like Malik isn't your only patient.
血压又下降了 Blood pressure dropped again.
拜托 马利克 你的出血点到底在哪 Come on, Malik. Where is that damn bleeder?
擦汗 Wipe.
诺丁汉 腹部有没有肿胀 Nottingham, is this abdomen distended?
没感觉到 I don't feel anything.
剪开手术被单 Cut the drapes.
他腹部出现了格雷·特纳征 He's got Grey Turner's sign on his abdomen.
左腰部皮下淤血而发蓝
因为里面都是血 Because it's full of blood.
出血点在那儿 该死 That's where that bleeder is, damn it.
准备将手术视野扩大到腹部 Prepare to expand the surgical field to the abdomen.
要叫普通外科医生吗 Shouldn't we call the general surgeon?
如果我们触及脾脏... If we're hitting the spleen...
出血太快 我不能眼睁睁的看着这孩子 He's bleeding out fast, and I'll be damned if this kid
死在我面前 dies on my watch.
十号刀 Ten blade.
刷手上台 快 Scrub in. STAT.
你的跟屁虫呢 Where's the barnacle?
说不定在写文曝光我们的咖啡问题 Probably writing an expose about our coffee situation.
我现在就可以给你做喉镜 Well, I can scope you now.
我正在等杰伦的检查结果 I'm just waiting on Jalen's test results.
你怎么了 What's going on with you?
-没事 -之前哭过 - Nothing. - Red eyes earlier.
而且你又在撂狠话 Now you're mean-mugging.
海伦 你知道我最大最可怕的秘密 Helen, you know my biggest, hairiest secret.
如果你想跟我谈谈 So if you need to talk to me...
你才是那个有「巧克力榛果酱」的人 You're the one with the "Nutella."
不是我 Not me.
所以在你去忙别的事之前 So let's just do the scope
我们先把喉镜做了吧 before you get another page.
麦克斯 Max!
我说了我不会给你我的手机 I said I ain't giving you my phone!
出什么事了 What is the problem?
他是哈维尔·蒲甘 The name's Javier Pagan.
我们发现他在急诊拍摄 We found him filming in the ED.
因为你们把我弟弟带去那里 Yeah, because that's where y'all took my brother--
-好了好了 -现在他不在那儿 - Okay, okay. - And now he isn't there!
你弟弟叫什么名字 Hey, who is your brother?
我到底得说多少次 他叫杰伦 How many people I gotta tell? Jalen.
-好的 -杰伦·蒲甘 - Okay. - Jalen Pagan.
他从背后中枪 He was shot in the back.
没有人告诉我你们把他带到哪儿了 But now nobody wants to tell me where y'all took him!
我妈正从上班的地方赶来 一直在给我打电话 My mom keeps calling me trying to get here from her job.
她一直在问我情况 我却什么都不知道 Keeps asking me for news that I can't give her!
-我理解 -而这两个白痴假警察 - I understand ... - And now I got these two dumb-ass rent-a-cops
却因为该死的手机找我麻烦 getting spicy over a damn phone!
我理解 冷静 I understand. Calm down.
冷静 听着 听着 Calm down. Listen, listen, listen!
你跟我走 You're gonna come with me.
我们会谈一谈你弟弟的情况 好吗 We're gonna talk about your brother, okay?
你得确保他没有拍摄到医院的 You need to make sure he didn't film any hospital
任何工作人员或是病人 这是规定 personnel or patients. It's policy.
你是在让事情变得更糟 You are making this worse.
怎么 你觉得我怕了吗 What? You think I'm scared?
退后 Back up.
没事的 没事的 Okay? It's okay.
不 不 你觉得我怕了吗 No, no. You think I'm scared?
-你也要开枪打我吗 -没事的 - Are you gonna shoot me, too? - It's okay.
冷静 伙计 Easy, man.
-你也要开枪打我吗 -冷静 小伙子 - Are you gonna shoot me too? - Calm down, son.
-退后 -你得冷静 - Back off. - You need to calm down.
退后 给他些空间 Hey, hey, just back-- give him space!
麦克斯 Max!
不 No!
我要是知道迎面打你一拳就能让你 If I'd have known that punching you in the face was all it took
腾出时间 我就该自己那么做 to make you available, I'd have done it myself.
检查结果需要多久 How long for the test results?
明早就能拿到 I'll have them in the morning.
同时 我在想用一些 In the meantime, I was thinking a course
类固醇能帮助消... of steroids might help clear the, uh...
类固醇 Steroids.
什么 What?
-我得走了 -那我怎么办 - I have to go. - What about me?
给 治愈你自己吧 Here. Heal thyself.
更换二氧化碳滤除 Changing out the CO2 absorber.
挂一袋冷凝蛋白质 Hanging a bag of cryoprecipitate.
-已挂上 -结果出来了吗 - Hanging. - Tests come back?
没有 但是杰伦没有出现血栓 No, but Jalen isn't clotting
因为他在服用蛋白同化甾类 because he's on anabolic steroids.
好像有点不着边儿啊 Seems a bit out of left field.
如果你见过他的哥哥或是 Not if you've seen his brother or factor in
杰伦的受损肝脏 就不会这么觉得了 Jalen's damaged liver.
但他的肝功检测一切正常 But his liver function tests were normal.
只是看起来正常 Appear normal.
可他的蛋白水平才说明了真实情况 But his protein levels tell the whole story.
我确认他的白蛋白球蛋白比值低于一 I confirmed his A/G ratio is less than one.
他在服用类固醇 He's on steroids.
我们应该等结果出来 We should wait for the tests to come back.
每分钟四毫升 4 mils per minute.
等一下 等一下 Wait, wait.
没有血流了 It's drying up.
起作用了 It's working.
做得好 夏普 Well done, Sharpe.
是我 Hi. Just me.
发生什么了 What happened?
没事 Uh, nothing.
马利克还在手术中 Malik is still in surgery.
但我想你会需要 But, um, I thought you might appreciate a fresh
一套干净的衣服 set of clothes.
-谢谢 -不客气 - Thank you. - It's my pleasure.
关于马利克的一切 And I've said all I had to say about Malik
该说的我都说了 in all of this.
其实我不是来跟你谈马利克的 Well, I'm actually not here to talk about Malik.
我是来聊你的事情 I'm here to talk about you.
你是乌眼青是怎么搞的 Hey, how'd you earn the shiner?
没有一两个黑眼圈也当不了 Can't be Medical Director at the 'Dam without
新阿姆斯特丹医院的医疗主任 at least one.
听着 我在市长办公室的联系人说 Hey, listen, my contact at the mayor's office
他们想开一个新闻发布会 says they want to hold a press conference.
关于子弹对马利克和杰伦造成的伤害 It's about what the bullet did to both Malik and Jalen.
是得开一个 Of course they are.
你要去发布会吗 You going to?
你太专注于我的乌眼青了 路 You're getting caught up in the shiny thing again, Lou.
但是你就能讲一下你的主张 Yeah, but you get to talk about your agenda.
讲述你这边的故事 Tell your story.
我无比愿意向公众讲述 I would love nothing more than to tell people
空尖弹会对人体造成怎样的伤害 what hollow points do to flesh.
子弹在人体中如何膨胀 How the bullet blooms inside of you,
膨胀至其本身三倍体积 expanding to three times its size.
它又是如何爆裂 撕裂肉体 How it breaks apart, tearing through flesh,
击碎骨骼 溶解肌肉 pulverizing bones, liquefying muscles.
但我不会为市长去做 Just not for the mayor.
你不和市长站在相同立场吗 Aren't you on the same side?
市长正在呼吁警察 The mayor's been campaigning the police
使用另一种不同的子弹 to use different bullets.
他希望我去影响公众舆论 He wants me to influence public opinion.
我如果在市长和警察中间选一方站队 I pick a side between the mayor and the police,
后果要么是周边街区巡逻警力骤减 all of a sudden there's less patrolling in our neighborhood
要么就是已确定拨给我院的拨款 or a--or a grant we were assured gets diverted
被临时调拨给其他医院 to another hospital.
无论站哪一边都不安全 There are no safe sides.
所以你打算怎么办 So what are you gonna do?
路 我们要让你怎么办 Lou, what are we gonna do with you?
让我猜猜 Let me guess.
别想报道这事了 It's not the story.
你还是有点希望嘛 May be hope for you yet.
创伤后精神紧张性精神障碍 PTSD.
我不是个士兵 也没上过战场 I'm not a soldier. I haven't been to war.
这种精神障碍可能由任何创伤事件引发 PTSD can occur from any traumatic event.
目击你侄子被枪击 这足够造成精神创伤 Seeing your nephew get shot, that would be more than enough.
但很可能是由于唤起了你其他 But it most likely triggered other traumatizing memories
创伤性的回忆 for you.
它会造成入睡困难 It can make sleeping hard.
对突发的声音敏感 Sudden noises can be jarring.
我的孩子也经历过同样的事 Same thing happened to my kids.
两年前我们从孟加拉国领养了他们 We, uh, we adopted them from Bangladesh two years ago.
刚把他们接过来时 When we first got them here,
他们很害怕 they were terrified.
对一切都很害怕 Of everything.
汽车鸣笛 学校铃声 Car horns, school bells.
人多拥挤的地方 一切事都让他们恐惧 Crowded spaces, everything. They were just... petrified.
我们五人都挤在一张床上睡了几个月 All five of us slept in the same bed for months.
他们经常会哭醒 And they would just wake themselves crying.
每晚如此 Night after night after night.
你上次睡个好觉是什么时候 When was the last time you had a good night's sleep?
从没有过 Never.
我以为这就是生活 I just thought that was life.
其实生活不必如此 It doesn't have to be.
我可以帮你 I can help you.
然后你可以帮助马利克 And then you can help Malik.
马利克的手术顺利吗 Malik's surgery all good?
顺利 情况有些危险 但他能挺过去 Yeah, it was a bit dicey, but he's gonna pull through.
我正要去告知他的家人 I was just, uh, going to tell his family.
他们把杰伦也缝合了 Yeah, they just closed Jalen as well.
好人一方得一分 是吧 Score one for the good guys, huh?
我想是的 I suppose.
为任何人处理弹孔伤都令我难受 Never felt good about fixing bullet holes in anyone.
更不要说伤者是孩子 Let alone kids, you know?
这正是这个国家令我永远无法理解的事情 That's something I will never understand about this country.
作为深色皮肤的人在走在街上的危险吗 The dangers of walking around in brown skin?
在搬来这里之前它并未对我构成困扰 I never really gave it much thought until I moved here.
现在我不得不去考虑它 Now I can't not think about it.
不幸的是 这是我们早就学到的教训 Yeah, well, unfortunately it's a lesson we learn early.
但这样的日子没法过 But this is no way to live.
是没法过 No.
虽然没法过 但我们仍然在过着 It's not. Yet we do.
对吗 You know?
如果需要一百万个摄像手机和抗议游行 So if it takes a million camera phones and protests
和屈服才能表明这一点 那就只能这样 and knees to make that point, so be it.
我不是故意的 I didn't mean to do all that.
真的 我很抱歉 Seriously. I'm so sorry.
杰伦是我的弟弟 It's just, Jalen is my little brother.
-我只有一个弟弟 -没关系的 - And I only got one. - Don't worry about it.
真的 Really.
我有个妹妹 I have a sister.
我明白 I get it.
我要被捕了吗 So am I being arrested?
我有更好的主意 I have a better idea.
我们去看看你弟弟怎么样 How about we go see your brother instead?
他的手术很顺利 His surgery went well.
他在恢复 He's in recovery now.
手肘悠着点 Just easy on that elbow.
好的 Yeah.
等我妈来了她会很激动的 My mom's gonna be so hyped when she gets here.
-杰伦可是个宝贝 -是吗 - Jalen's the baby. - Yeah?
还是个小坏蛋 A little badass too.
有一次他把番茄酱弄得满衣服都是 Once he poured ketchup all over his T-shirt.
假装被枪击了 Acted like he got shot.
吓死我妈了 Scared the crap out of my moms.
拿拖鞋抽了他一顿 He got the chancla for that one.
肯定的 No doubt.
他总是干这种蠢事 He's always pulling stupid stuff like that.
-怎么了 -待在这 - What--What's going on? - Stay here.
-杰伦在哪儿 -哈维 看着我 - Where's Jalen? - Javi, look at me.
我需要你待在外面 I need you to stay out here.
他进入无脉性电活动了 He's in pulseless electrical activity.
-胸外按压呢 -戈麦斯 - Chest compressions? - Gomez.
麦克斯 一毫克肾上腺素 Max, one milligram of epi.
已经打开了 No, it's already open.
-室颤 -开始 - V-fib. - Go.
离手 Clear.
-还是室颤 -再来一毫克肾上腺素 - Still V-fib. - Another round of epi.
离手 Clear.
没有脉搏 No pulse.
还是没有脉搏 Still no pulse.
-麦克斯 -再等等 - Max. - Wait.
-麦克斯 -等等 - Max. - Just wait!
停下 麦克斯 Stop it, Max.
停下 Stop it.
没救了 It's over.
死亡时间 3点18分 Time of death, 3:18.
老天 你看到妈妈的脸了吗 Damn, you saw Mami face?
挡不住的 听到没有 Unstoppable, you heard me?
我说 别挑衅了 Oh, man, stop fronting.
你知道我才是行动的首脑 You know I'm the brains of the operation.
什么首脑啊 What brains, man?
什么首脑 你说什么头脑 What brains? Oh, yeah?
我听说马利克病情稳定了 I heard Malik is stable.
但是 And, um...
杰伦死于枪伤继发的心脏停搏 Jalen died of cardiac arrest secondary to a gunshot wound.
你要打给警察局长吗 So you gonna call the Chief of Police?
还是市长 Mayor?
这不是应该报道的事 路 It's not the story, Lou.
那 那是什么 Well, then--then what is?
如果你不是 警察不是 And what is the story if it's not you,
市长也不是 什么才是该报道的事 the police, or the mayor?
如果你在这座医院待了一整天还是不明白 If you don't know after spending all day at this hospital,
那就是我挑错来做这份工作的人了 then I picked the wrong man for the job.
等等 是你挑的我 Wait, you picked me?
这么说给我完全权限的不是医疗联盟 So HCC didn't give me full access.
是你 You did.
他们压根没想让我来吧 Did they even want me here at all?
你为什么这么做 Why did you?
让你看清真相 Gotta see the truth.
记录真相 To write the truth.
挡不住的 听到没有 Unstoppable, you heard me?
我说 别挑衅了 Oh, man. Stop fronting.
你知道我是行动的首脑 You know I'm the brains of the operation.
BGM: Cycling Trivialities by José González
住手 这不好笑 Get off, man. That's not funny.
这不好笑 没脑子 It's not funny. No brains.
没脑子 No brains.
♪ Too blind ♪
♪ Hurrying through the forks without regrets ♪
♪ Different now, every step feels like a mile ♪
♪ All the lights seem to flash and pass you by ♪
♪ So how's it gonna be ♪
♪ When it all ♪
马丁 是我 Hey, Martin, it's me.
今晚的约会之夜方便改期吗 Do you think I could take a rain check on date night tonight?
我只是 I just, um...
我很想和你还有孩子们在一起 I really wanna be with you and the kids.
♪ But don't know which way to turn ♪
如果我没做心包穿刺的话 You know, there might not have even been a patient to save
你可能就没病人可抢救了 if I hadn't done the pericardiocentesis.
是啊 而且我想说你做得非常完美 Yeah, and I wanted to tell you that you did it perfectly.
这我知道 I know I did.
我既不需要 也没必要问你的观点 I didn't need--nor would I ask--for your opinion.
弗洛伊德 你是一位十分有天赋的医生 Look, Floyd, you're an incredibly gifted doctor
你领导着一个世界级科室 who heads up a world-class department.
但我也同样如此 But so am I.
是的 你说的没错 Yeah. You're right.
所以我们和好了吧 So we're good?
不知道 I don't know.
你说呢 Are we?
我也不知道 I mean, I don't know.
我真不希望以后工作中再发生摩擦了 I really don't want no static at work after this.
同意 Agreed.
你听着还很情绪化 所以 Well, you sound like you're still in your feelings, so...
天啊 Oh, my God.
你就是不能闭嘴 是吗 You just can't help yourself, can you?
郑重声明 You know, for the record,
脾脏完全在心外科职责之外了 the spleen is way outside of cardiac's protocol.
「昨天早晨7点38分 "Yesterday morning, at 7:38 A.M.,
一发子弹打穿了新阿姆斯特丹医院」 a bullet ripped through New Amsterdam."
「子弹让医生心碎 "The bullet tore doctors apart.
子弹让家庭破裂」 The bullet tore families apart."
「它也让社区四分五裂」 "It tore communities apart."
「它将杰伦·蒲甘的身体撕裂」 "It tore Jalen Pagan's body apart."
♪ Who'll remember all the players ♪
♪ Who'll remember all the clowns ♪
「尽管新阿姆斯特丹医院辛勤的医生们 "And although the hardworking doctors of New Amsterdam
没能挽救杰伦的生命 他们都尽力了」 couldn't save Jalen's life, they all did their job."
♪ How's it gonna be ♪
新阿姆斯特丹医院病人意外死亡
「只是子弹更完美地完成了自己的使命」 "Except the bullet did its job better."
♪ To cycling trivialities ♪
这是事实 That is the truth.
没人做错什么 Not one of you is at fault.
♪ What does this really mean ♪
没人应该背这个责任 Not one of you is to blame.
♪ When it all comes down to cycling trivialities ♪
我知道你们都可以另谋高就 I know you could all be working someplace else.
赚 Making...
赚更多钱 Making more money.
♪ Cycling trivialities ♪
少工作几个小时 Working less hours.
但你们选择在这里工作 But you're here.
我十分感激 And I'm so grateful.
今天是全新的一天 Today is a new day.
散会 Go.
「巧克力榛果酱」没有扩散 The "Nutella" didn't spread.
我不该再叫它「巧克力榛果酱」了 I should stop calling it Nutella.
不是「巧克力榛果酱」 是癌症 It's not Nutella. It's cancer.
我应该诚实一些了 I should start being honest.
至少对自己诚实 At least with myself.
我想要个孩子 I want to have a baby.
好吧 Okay.
但我单身 也过了35岁 But I'm single and on the wrong side of 35.
哪怕我想给自己一个机会 I'd have to do injections and deal with epic mood swings
也得注射药物并忍受巨大的情绪波动 if I even wanna give myself a chance.
我不知道自己为什么想生小孩 I don't know why I'd wanna bring a child--
把一个棕色皮肤的孩子带到人世 a brown child--into this world.
明明有一万个理由阻止我这样做 There are a thousand reasons not to.
但战胜死亡的唯一办法 But the only way to beat death...
是生命 is life.
有个词更准确 There's a word for it.
代孕 Surrogacy.
希望 Hope.