「医院革命」前情回顾 Previously, on "New Amsterdam"...
-布鲁姆医生 -布鲁姆医生 - Dr. Bloom. - Dr. Bloom?
过去几周 我服用的阿得拉 The last few weeks, I've been taking
比规定量多了点 a little bit more Adderall than prescribed.
-我觉得你需要帮助 -我只是累了 - I think you may need help. - I'm just tired--
鲍威尔先生可能会因你的错误而死 Mr. Powell could have died.
来管理心脏外科 Run the Cardiac Surgical Department.
可是已经没有心脏外科了 There is no Cardiac Surgical Department.
那就再创建一个 Then build one.
当高能体外辐射光线对准 When we aim high-energy external beam radiation
你喉部癌细胞 at the cancer in your throat,
如果那时你动 就会死 if you move then, you die.
我不想让别人看到我如此软弱 I don't want everyone to see me so weak.
我同意了 麦克斯 The answer's yes, Max.
我愿意当你的副手 I'll be your deputy.
这里有些东西我都不知道是什么 I don't even know what some of this stuff is.
宝贝 我都不知道我们有那么多朋友 Babe, I-I didn't know we had so many friends.
这个要退货 对吧 This is a return, right?
-不行 -不行 - No way. - No?
布质尿布对环境更友好 Cloth diapers are way better for the environment.
嗯 但是一次性尿布 Yeah, but disposable diapers are way better
对周日赖床更友好 for sleeping in on Sunday.
-好吧 待定堆 -待定堆 - Fine, maybe pile. - Maybe pile.
你以为自己周日能赖床 太可爱了 It's very cute that you think you're sleeping in on Sundays.
好吧 电动吸鼻涕机 退货 Yeah. Electric snot sucker? Return.
那你觉得我们应该怎么从孩子的 How do you suggest we remove snot
鼻腔中去除鼻涕 from our baby's nasal passages?
用老办法 The old-fashioned way.
你把嘴放到鼻子上 然后 You put your mouth on that nose and you...
太恶心了 That's disgusting!
-留下 -宝贝 我只是说说 - Keeping. - Babe, I'm just saying...
这个呢 婴儿搅拌机 What about a baby-- a baby blender?
这个是待定 That's a maybe.
我是说 我们连成人搅拌机都没有 I mean, we don't have an adult blender.
好吧 上面的瑞典语写着 All right, well, the Swedish here says, uh...
这样的话 Oh, well, in that case...
退货 Return.
退货 好 Return. Yeah.
宝贝 又反胃了吗 Oh, babe, more nausea?
我以为海伦说 Hey, I thought Helen said that
你不会这么快就出现化疗恶心 you wouldn't experience chemo nausea so soon.
也许我 Well, maybe I'm, uh...
也许我是特别的 Maybe I'm special.
也许你该待在家里 Maybe you should stay home.
我没事 I'm good.
已经好了 I'm already over it.
没事了 It's fine.
我等不及要出发了 I'm raring to go.
我不会让小小的癌症拖累我 I'm not gonna let a little cancer slow me down.
我没事 I'm fine.
BGM: Walking On Sunshine by Katrina & The Waves
医 院 革 命 第一季 第十二集
我能做些什么 How can I help?
弄清楚了前心血管科失去方向的原因 Figured out why the old Cardio Department lost its way:
我们的利益冲突政策 Our conflict of interest policy.
-政策有什么问题吗 -我们没有政策 - What's wrong with it? - Well, we don't have one.
制药巨头可以给我买一座岛 没人会发现 Big pharma could buy me an island, and no one would know.
应该挺好玩的 Could be fun.
我们应该要求完全透明化 We should mandate total transparency.
有多少家医院这样做 Uh, how many other hospitals do this?
-零家 -看来我们要做第一家了 - Zero. - I guess we'll be the first.
在临床试验中 In clinical trials,
你知道理想的受试者应该具备什么条件吗 do you know what you want in ideal candidates?
这个我知道 病人 Ooh, I know this one. Sick people?
-多样性 -嗯 - Diversity. - Yeah.
我们的受试者应该和我们力求 Our candidates need to be as diverse
治疗的国家一样多样 as the country we're aiming to treat.
对 那问题出在哪里 Yeah, so what's the problem?
我要治疗的国家不是芬兰 The country I'm trying to treat isn't Finland.
我明白了 I can see that.
嗯 Yeah.
我打几个电话安排 I'll make some calls.
还要闪粉 对吧 好的 More glitter, right? Okay, yes.
纽约的波利尼西亚难民出现了激增 So New York has seen a spike in Polynesian refugees
因为他们的国家 你知道 because their countries are, you know,
-被太平洋淹了 -对 - sinking into the Pacific Ocean. - Right.
他们中大多数人不会说英语 Not a lot of them speak English--
就像这些从图瓦卢来的小可爱 对吗 like these little cuties right here from Tuvalu, aren't you?
想象我刚刚用图瓦卢语说「我能做些什么」 Imagine I just said "How can I help?" in Tuvaluan.
我也想 但我做不到 I wish I could, but I can't,
因为纽约没人会说图瓦卢语 because nobody speaks Tuvaluan in New York--
真的 会说的不到二十人 literally, like, less than 20 people.
我需要一名翻译 I need a translator.
好吧 Oh, okay.
我刚学会了「上厕所」这个词 So I just learned the word for "potty."
-是吗 -但我要走了 - Oh, did you? - But I'm gonna take off.
好吧 格拉蒂斯 Okay. Oh, oh. Gladys!
我的科室刚被医疗联盟标记为 My department was just flagged by HCC
不成比例地为没有 for "Disproportionately providing coverage
医疗补助资格的病人供保 to patients ineligible for Medicaid and for--"
解决了 Solved.
以为能投进呢 Thought that was gonna go in.
还是解决了 假装投进了 Still solved. Pretend it went in.
但是他们说要限制我的预算 But they said they would cap my budget--
无所谓 It doesn't matter.
在这里我们治疗所有人 We treat everybody here,
不管他们受不受保 都无所谓 and if they're not covered, if they're covered, it doesn't matter.
价格... The price...
我们治疗所有人 We treat everyone.
这就是新阿姆斯特丹医院的力量 That's the power of New Amsterdam.
失陪一下 Excuse me.
-麦克斯 你还好吗 -嗯 - Max, are you okay? - Yeah.
麦克斯 你想要我们等你吗 Max, you want us to wait for you?
天啊 「吐到脸掉」的医学术语是什么 Oh, God, what is the medical term for "Barfed my face off"?
现在不太方便 This isn't a great time.
你根本想不到我刚刚吐出了什么 You don't even know what just came out of me.
我说的不只是数量 还有质量 I'm not just talking quantity, I'm talking quality.
我是说 我吃了什么才能... I mean, what the heck could I have possibly eaten--
-麦克斯 -怎么了 - Max. - What?
这是在海地一家WHO机构的 This is a consortium of top oncologists
顶级肿瘤学家联盟 being hosted by a WHO facility in Haiti.
各位 这是古德温医生 我们的医疗主任 Everyone, this is Dr. Goodwin, our Medical Director.
你们好吗 How you doing?
-你好 -你好 - Hello. - Hello.
我们十五分钟后再继续 好吗 Let's pick this up in 15, shall we?
-抱歉 -没事 - Sorry about that. - It's fine.
我在为一个非常棘手的病例会诊 I'm consulting on a very challenging case.
关于你呕吐物质地的题外话 A digression about the texture of your vomit
正是我们所需要的气氛调节 was just the mood-lightener that we needed.
乐意效劳 I'm happy to help.
你需要止吐药 And you need anti-nausea meds.
比我想的要难熬 This is harder than I thought.
一线希望是 Silver lining?
等我们今晚开始放疗 When we start radiation tonight,
你的喉咙就会疼得吃不了东西 your throat's gonna be too sore to eat anything.
反胃状况会减少 Less nausea.
当你经过时 So you'd walk by,
能看到烟雾从门缝下冒出来 and you'd see all this smoke seeping out from under the door.
但并不是起火了 But it wasn't a fire.
那是心脏病专家门的吸烟区 It was the cardiologists' smoking lounge.
在医院里 In the hospital?
没错 C楼 Yes, Building C.
三层 Third floor.
消防局每个月至少 They had the fire department called on them
拜访他们两次 at least twice a month.
真不敢相信你以前没跟我提过这事 I can't believe you've never told me that one before.
时代不同了 It was a different time.
没有更多的病人去世就已经是个奇迹了 It's just a wonder more patients didn't die.
可不是嘛 Yeah, no kidding--oh.
没事 没事 我来吧 No, it's okay. It's okay, I got it.
不不 我来吧 亨利 没事的 No, no, no, I got it. Henry, it's cool.
谢谢 Thanks.
我受过训练 知道如何应付 I've been trained for such situations.
只把大的碎片捡起来 对吧 Just got to get the big chunks, right?
-没错 -谢谢 - Yeah... - Thanks.
其他的都踢到桌子下面 Kick the rest under the table.
我太笨手笨脚了 Clumsy.
你知道吗 我的 You know, my, uh--
我实习的时候很无趣 my intern days were totally tame.
没有经过什么疯狂的故事 I-I don't have any crazy stories, you know.
话别说太绝 Oh, don't be so sure.
等你到了我这个年纪那些回忆就都回来了 Those memories will come flooding back once you're my age.
比如说 我明天有台颞骨手术 For example, I have a temporal bone surgery scheduled tomorrow.
这要是放在过去 Now, back in the day,
除非看到脖子和下颌变色 we wouldn't even consider operating
否则我们都不会考虑动手术 until we could see discoloration in the neck and the jawline.
太疯狂了 That's crazy.
-好的 -非常感谢 - Okay. - Thank you so much.
-劳拉 -我已经迟到了 - Lauren. - I'm late.
劳拉 Lauren...
我非常非常抱歉 I am deeply sorry.
如果你能听我解释 If you would just hear me out--
我已经清楚明白地告诉你我戒了 You rooted through my bag for drugs
你还翻我的包找药 after I explicitly told you that I was clean.
你就是不信任我 对吧 You just couldn't trust me, could you?
没那么简单 你知道的 It's not that simple, and you know it.
我很担心 I was concerned.
我多管闲事了 我只想 I overstepped. What I wanted--
我们曾是朋友 We were friends.
-现在也是 -还怎么做朋友 - We still are. - How?
你在寻求帮助 You asked for help.
你承认自己需要帮助 You admitted you needed help.
让我帮你吧 Let me help you.
不如这样 How about this?
从现在起 你待在你的大楼 From now on, you stay on your side of the hospital.
我待在我的大楼 I'll stay on mine.
你好 Oh, hi.
麦克斯 Max?
朵拉说我可能会在这里找到你 Hey, Dora told me I could find you in here.
-嗯 -好吧 - Yeah. - Oh, okay.
没事 我等你 That's all right. I can wait.
我能做 How can I...
好好 我懂 Yeah, okay. Yeah, I got it.
这么说吧 假设 So, um, let's say, hypothetically,
我在医院有个朋友 I have a friend here at the hospital.
我们就称他德瑞医生吧 Let's call him, uh, Dr. Dre.
如果他有点 也许不太适合 And, uh, what if he kind of, sort of maybe...
不应该继续做手术了该怎么办 shouldn't probably be performing surgeries anymore?
我们不能这样非正式地讨论 We're not having an unofficial conversation
一位无法继续工作的医生 伊吉 about an impaired physician, Iggy.
我们有专门的系统 We have a system.
我知道 I know.
我只是不想毁了别人的职业生涯 你知道吗 I just don't want to ruin anyone's career, you know?
如果你已经担心到在这和我说这事 Well, if you're concerned enough to bring it to me here,
那必须要走程序 then it has to be official.
明白吗 All right?
报告不能随便写 不准使用假名 No half reports, no pseudonyms.
顺便说一下 你最好选个更好的地方 By the way, maybe pick a better one.
-我知道 -你就告诉我怎么了 - I know. - Just tell me what's going on
这样我好按程序调查 so I can investigate the doctor properly.
拜托 老兄 Come on, man.
我们就不能再假设一下吗 Can't we just hypothesize about it for a little while longer?
伊吉 你的名字会保密 我保证 Iggy, your name will be kept confidential, I swear.
是马拉维奇医生 It's Dr. Maravich.
怎么了 What's going on?
-你会说英语吗 -会会 - Do--do you speak English? - Yes, yes, yes!
求求你们 救救他 他需要帮助 Please, you have to help him! He needs help!
严重脱水 Severe dehydration.
送到27床位检查一下 Okay, let's get him over to Bay 27 for a workup.
-你叫什么名字 -伊万·维莱兹 - What's your name? - Ivan Velez.
伊万 你们怎么认识的 Ivan, how do you know him?
米盖尔和我是兄弟 Uh, Miguel, we are brothers.
你们必须救救他 求你们了 You must help him, please!
-他体温很高 -伊万 看着我 - He feels hot. - Ivan, look at me.
他病成这样多久了 How long has he been sick like this?
大概一周 About a week.
他开始发抖 然后他 He started shivering, and he--
他无法喝或者吃东西 he couldn't, uh, drink or eat anything.
我们以为他缺觉 但情况越来越严重 We thought he needed sleep, but it only got worse.
吞咽时有疼痛感吗 Does it hurt to swallow?
-你们得帮帮他 -我会尽全力 - You have to help him! - I'll do everything I can.
布鲁姆 淋巴肿大 Bloom, lymphs are swollen.
好吧 张嘴 Okay, open for me?
什么 你看见什么了 What? What do you see?
他需要马上进行细针穿刺活检 He needs an FNA, ASAP.
-今天肿瘤科是谁值班 -夏普医生 - Who's on call for oncology? - Dr. Sharpe.
爸爸 这个人是谁 Daddy, who is that man?
我是卡普尔医生 My name is Dr. Kapoor.
我要帮助你的妈妈 I'm going to help your mom.
她看不见 She can't see.
她的眼睛坏了 Her eyes are broken.
那我就要试着修好它们 Then I'll try to fix them.
我们去找点好吃的 宝贝 Let's find a healthy snack, kiddo.
去吧 Yeah.
我们就在外面 We'll be just outside.
莫伦 你的病例上写着 I see from your records, Maren...
你过去几年受了不少苦 you've had a rough time.
是的 Yeah.
维奥蕾特出生时我的全身器官都衰竭了 My organs, they shut down during Violet's birth.
我经历了大出血 I couldn't stop bleeding.
在重症监护室住了九个月 I was in the ICU for, uh, nine months.
伊恩只能安排好后事 Ian had to make arrangements.
以防万一 Just in case.
-但你活下来了 -没错 - But you survived. - Mm-hmm.
大部分的我活下来了 Well, most of me.
你的脑底产生了腺瘤 So you developed an adenoma at the base of your brain.
压迫着视神经交叉 It's pressing on the optic chiasm
导致你看不见 and causing your blindness.
对 大家都说没法切除 Yeah, and everyone says they can't remove it
因为我的肝脏有问题不能进行麻醉 because I can't have anesthesia 'cause of my liver.
没错 That's right.
不过现在有了新的治疗方法 But there is a new treatment--
无需手术 non-surgical.
完全不用开刀 I won't even need to break the skin.
什么方法 How?
一种由核磁共振成像引导的超声刀切除术 It's MRI-guided focused ultrasound--
不开刀 不麻醉 noninvasive, no anesthesia.
只有一个问题 Just one catch.
我知道 Yeah.
永远都会有个问题 There's always a catch.
我需要替换你因为维奥蕾特的出生 Before I can address your brain tumor,
而植入的一片心脏瓣膜 we need to replace one of your heart valves
来定位你脑部的肿瘤 also weakened by Violet's birth.
但我相信我的同事 雷诺兹医生 But I'm sure my colleague, Dr. Reynolds,
可以在无麻醉的情况下完成手术 can do that without anesthesia as well.
我等不及看到我女儿的小脸了 I would love to see my daughter's face.
等不及看到她的眼睛了 I would love to see her eyes. I would.
嗨 Hi.
你呼我了 I got your page.
没错 Yeah.
维莱兹先生 Mr. Velez?
这位是夏普医生 This is Dr. Sharpe.
她会给你哥哥的喉咙做个切片检查 She's gonna biopsy your brother's throat
来查出他患了什么病 so we can figure out what's making him so sick.
张开嘴 维莱兹先生 Open up for me, Mr. Velez.
他叫米格尔·阿罗约 Arroyo. His name is Miguel Arroyo.
我还以为你俩是兄弟呢 I thought you guys were brothers.
我们就像亲兄弟一样 We're like brothers.
我们是波多黎各移民 You know, we are Boricua.
我们在拉伊岛的一个小镇长大 We grew up a town apart on La Isla,
但来到纽约才相识 but we never knew each other until we came to New York.
你们什么时候搬到这里的 When did you move here?
玛利亚飓风把一切都毁了 Hurricane Maria took everything.
我的家被夷为平地 My home was washed away, and no one was coming to help.
所以我出来赚钱准备重建家园 So I left to find work so I could rebuild one day.
什么活我都肯干 搬砖 摘苹果 Took any job I could get-- construction, picking apples.
我就是在一个农场里遇到米盖尔的 And that's where I met Miguel-- on a farm upstate.
这就是缘分 El destino.
我们的境遇相似 We both lost everything but fate.
命运让我们走到了一起 She brought us together to protect each other.
所以我们比亲兄弟还要亲 You see? So we are more than friends.
他就是我亲哥哥 Hermano.
给我样品杯 Ah...specimen cup.
给你 Here.
威廉·梅利特 医学博士 心胸外科主任
管理员说这个名牌的主人需要帮忙 Admin sent me about a nameplate?
没错 Oh, yes.
谢谢你 Great. Thank you.
我都打了一个月电话了 I've been calling for a month.
告诉我需要什么就可以了 梅利特医生 Just tell me what you need, Dr. Merritt.
我是雷诺兹医生 No, actually, I'm, uh, Dr. Reynolds.
名牌上写的是梅利特 Oh. Nameplate says "Merritt."
没错 所以我想把他换成雷诺兹 Right, and I want it replaced with "Reynolds."
-雷诺兹医生 -没错 - "Dr. Reynolds"? - Correct.
那你得有心胸外科主任的 Okay, gonna have to get the Chair or Cardiothoracic Surgery
签字才行 to sign off on a request like that.
没问题 Not a problem.
我就是心胸外科主任 I'm the Chair of Cardiothoracic Surgery.
梅利特医生 Dr. Merritt.
不 雷诺兹医生 No, Dr. Reynolds.
这上面写着梅利特医生才是主任 Well, it says Dr. Merritt's the Chair.
他不是 我是 Well, he's not. I'm the Chair.
那你干嘛待在他的办公室 Well, then why are you in his office?
这是我的 This is my--
你也体会到这种困惑了吧 Um...you see how confusing this is?
我已经和许多来这的患者 Well, I have this same conversation
有过类似的对话了 with every patient that comes in here,
他们对于我为他们做手术这件事 which doesn't help them to be confident
完全没有信心 in the doctor they chose to cut them open
因为门上连我的名字都没有 because he can't even get his name on the door.
看来你需要一个新的名牌 Yeah, I'm thinking you might need a new nameplate.
没错 Yeah.
亨利 Henry.
化疗的胃可不容易对付 Chemo stomach. It's no joke.
一点都没错 You're telling me.
-欢迎 -谢谢 - Thanks for coming. - Sure.
你知道这件屋子以前是干嘛用的吗 You know what this room used to be?
是法务部的办公室吧 Mm, I think legal had it?
再之前呢 Well, the fun part is who had it before legal.
在60年代 我们称之为性爱衣柜 In '67, we'd call this the "Nookie Closet."
不是吧 Did you?
可现在离人力资源部只有一步之遥 Now it's a stone's throw from HR,
我们还是跳过这个话题吧 so why don't we let that one sail right by?
我们说正事吧 You mind if we get right to it?
没问题 Not at all.
我想给你安排一次体检 I'd like to schedule you for a medical evaluation.
我的身体很健康 Nothing wrong with my health, Dr. Goodwin.
就当是例行公事吧 Just consider it a formality.
行吗 Okay?
医院两年做一次 This hospital requires a medical eval
体检 every two years.
我不到一年前刚刚做过 I passed my last exam less than a year ago--
各项指标都很正常 with flying colors, I might add.
我也不想这样 I don't like it any more than you do,
但这就是我的工作 but it is my job.
我从业40多年 I've been in practice for more than 40 years...
我的整个人生都在这里 all of them here.
我闭着眼睛都能开刀 I can do my surgeries blindfolded.
我知道 I appreciate that, Henry.
真的 但你必须得接受 I do, but I would still like to schedule you
例行的检查 for a routine eval.
明天就去 Tomorrow.
没问题 Of course.
我尊重你的工作 You got to do your job.
你想要我置换一片心脏瓣膜 So you need me to perform a valve replacement
以便你做超声切除术 so that you can do an MRI-focused ultrasound.
-没问题 -往下滑 - It shouldn't be a problem. - Keep scrolling.
患者不能接受麻醉 Oh, your patient can't withstand anesthesia.
没错 但如果我能不用麻醉 That's right, but if I can perform a procedure
进行脑部手术 the procedure on the brain without anesthesia,
你应该也没问题吧 you can certainly do the same thing for the heart.
非侵入性手术成功的先例只有 Yeah, the only noninvasive surgery
导管主动脉置换 is catheter aortic replacement therapy.
没错 就用这种方法 Yes, do that.
但这种方法需要一台导管主动脉置换仪 Which requires a C-ART device,
但我们这里根本没有 which New Amsterdam does not have.
那就买一台 So we'll get one.
你说的轻巧 Yeah, sure. "So we'll get one."
买一台这样的设备要花300万美金 A C-ART device costs $3 million.
我向莫伦·汤普森保证 I made Maren Thompson a promise
我会让她看到她女儿的样子 that I would help her see her daughter.
我会给你搞到这台设备的 I'll get you this device.
听着 Okay, Vijay, look,
我的办公室门上都没有我的名字 I can't even get my name on my own door, all right?
他们不会给你买一台300万的设备的—— They're not gonna just buy you a $3 million device.
别这么急下定论 We will see about that.
还记得你说我们会治好这里的每个人吗 Uh, remember when you told me we'll treat everyone here
不管要多少钱 no matter the price?
这就是新阿姆斯特丹医院的力量 That's the power of New Amsterdam.
我们需要一台心脏再同步设备 Yes, well, we need a C-ART device.
好的 我会打给医疗联盟 搞定 Okay, I'll call HCC. Done.
你知道什么是心脏再同步治疗仪器吗 Do you know what a C-ART device is?
这能帮到你的病人吗 Will it help your patient?
只有这台设备能帮到 It's the only thing that will help.
-那就可以了 -谢谢 - Good enough for me. - Thank you.
我以为你会处理M医生的问题 I thought you were gonna handle that whole Dr. M situation?
搞定了 Yeah, handled.
安排了明天对他进行体检 Medical eval scheduled for tomorrow.
他把那台颞骨手术提前到今天了 Well, he moved his temporal bone surgery up to today.
来人 他需要救治 Help! Help! He needs help!
他怎么了 What's happening to him?
注射两毫克劳拉西泮 Push two milligrams of Ativan.
活检结果呢 Biopsy results?
刚出来了 不是癌症 They just came back. It's not cancer.
肯定是感染了 Must be an infection.
就溃疡的情况来看 肯定是病毒性的 Given the ulcers, it's got to be viral.
我先上阿昔洛韦 I'll start Acyclovir.
活检结果显示有多形核白细胞 I saw polys on the biopsy.
更像是细菌性的 Bacteria's much more likely.
多形核白细胞也有可能是病毒感染后 Or the polys are due to a secondary infection
继发感染导致的 并不重要 on top of the viral infection and irrelevant.
这是我的急诊室 我说了算 It's my ED, my call.
如果我不同意你的诊断呢 And if I disagree with your call?
布鲁姆 又有四个病人 Bloom, we got four more!
跟阿罗约先生症状一样 Similar symptoms to Mr. Arroyo!
口腔后部有可见溃疡 Visible ulcers in the back of the mouth.
又有四个 Four more?
他们从哪里来的 Where did they come from?
我们一起工作的 他们也病了 We all work together. They were all sick, too!
介意我也参加吗 Mind if I scrub in?
你想证明什么 What are you trying to prove?
没什么 只是在这里看着 Nothing, just here to observe.
这个手术我做了上百次了 古德温医生 I've done this surgery hundreds of times, Dr. Goodwin.
我不需要医院的医疗主任 I don't need the hospital's Medical Director
站在那儿评估我的每一个切口 standing over my shoulder evaluating my every incision.
那就假装我不在这里 Then pretend I'm not here.
你想影响我做手术 是吗 You trying to throw me off my game, is that it?
我希望医院里所有的外科医生 I expect all the surgeons in my hospital
不管有没有我在这儿看着 to perform at their best
都能以最高水平来做手术 whether I'm here watching or not.
如果说有谁没拿出最高水平 那也是你 Anyone's not performing at their best, it's you.
一边化疗一边管理医院 Running a hospital while undergoing chemo?
你没有权利指责我 You have no right to judge me.
这跟我无关 This isn't about me.
我在这家医院治疗了几千个病人 I've helped thousands of patients at this hospital.
几千个 Thousands.
我的记录保持优秀 My record is sterling.
我的口碑无可挑剔 My reputation impeccable.
亨利 你是我们这里的传奇了 Henry, you're a legacy here.
当然 Damn right I am.
但是你希望最后的故事是怎样的 But what story do you want told in the end?
是业界的一位伟人 That you were a titan in your field,
还是一名 or that you were a doctor
不知道什么时候该放下手术刀的医生 who didn't know when to lay down the scalpel?
麦克斯 总有一天 There'll come a day, Max...
你也会没法像以前那样行医 when you won't be able to perform as well as you once could.
可能会比你想象中来得快 Maybe sooner than you think.
他们都在 Well, they all work
长岛的一个葡萄园工作 together out at some vineyard out in Long Island.
然后他们都表现出相同的症状 And they're all exhibiting the same symptoms?
没错 To a T.
葡萄园什么东西能让他们病得这么厉害 What at a vineyard could have made them all so sick?
我们去问问 Let's find out.
园主让我们睡在一个破旧的谷仓里 The owners made us sleep in this old, rundown barn.
全部人都挤在一起 All crowded together, cramped.
多少个人 How many of you?
十七 有时十八个 17, sometimes 18.
晚上的时候 我就尽量去想家乡的亲人 At night, I just tried to think of my family back home.
老鼠 Las ratas.
对 那里有很多老鼠 Yes, there were so many rats.
我从飓风乔治之后就开始摘葡萄了 I've been picking since Hurricane Georges.
二十年没有回波多黎各了 Been 20 years since I've seen Puerto Rico.
你之前在这个葡萄园工作过吗 Have you harvested at this vineyard before?
没有 No.
将来也不会回去的 And I will not go back.
我宁愿饿死 I will starve first.
园主对我们像畜生一样 The owner treat us like animals.
不给钱 Pay us nothing.
什么东西都是潮湿的 And everything was damp and wet all the time...
到处都发霉了 mold everywhere.
领班让我们使用了不该用的农药
什么农药
我不记得叫什么了 但的确很危险
但我们不能跟领班说 不然可能会丢掉工作
我认为是农药引起了自身免疫反应 I'm thinking pesticides led to an autoimmune reaction--
多形红斑 erythema multiforme.
这就能解释所有症状 EM would explain everything.
但他们的肾功能没有问题 Their kidney function's fine.
老鼠和拥挤的住处 The rats and the close quarters
是汉坦病毒繁殖的绝佳环境 are the perfect breeding ground for the hantavirus.
有些不对劲 Something's off.
-我们遗漏了什么 -是吗 - We're missing something. - Really?
我认为夏普已经得出结论了 汉坦病毒 I think Sharpe may have nailed it--hanta.
-不是汉坦病毒 -为什么 - No, it's not hantavirus. - Okay. Because?
因为 Because...
我的直觉 I have a gut feeling.
你就是要跟我持相反意见 Or you're just disagreeing with me
因为这是我的诊断结果 because it's my diagnosis.
一切都还好吗 Everything okay here?
-是的 -很好 - Yes. - It's fine.
即使这样可能会卷入争端 Okay, at the risk of stepping into something,
我还是要做决定 I'm gonna make the call.
按汉坦病毒治疗 Treat for hantavirus.
-吸引 -吸引 - Suction. - Suction.
我只是弄掉了一个瓶子 伊吉 I dropped a bottle, Iggy.
一个破瓶子 One stupid bottle.
我当时 I was, um...
我很担心 I was worried.
你把手术提前了 You moved the surgery up
因为你知道自己过不了体检 because you knew you wouldn't pass the medical evaluation.
我把手术提前 I moved up my surgery
是为了证明那个评估是没有必要的 to prove the evaluation wasn't necessary.
亨利 No, Henry, come on--
我可能不再年轻 伊吉 I may not be a young man anymore, Iggy...
但我是个有四十多年经验的外科医生 but I am a surgeon with over 40 years experience.
这还是有点意义的 And that counts for something.
至少应该是有意义的 At least it should count for something.
你真的是隐瞒了心脏再同步器的重要信息 You really buried the lead on the whole C-ART device, didn't you?
三百万美元 Three... $3 million.
可是你的确说了 「不管要多少钱」 To be fair, you did say, "No matter the price."
你说的对 No, you're right.
我应该再追问几个更谨慎的问题 I really should have asked more prudent follow-up questions.
比如说「要花三百万吗」 Like, "Does it cost $3 million?"
说白了 To be clear,
新阿姆斯特丹永远都不会有心导管置换器 New Amsterdam will never get a C-ART device.
看 我就说吧 See, what'd I tell you?
这个体制连小事情都搞不定 The system can't handle the small things.
在它搞不定大事情的时候 Why in the hell should we be surprised
我们又为什么要感到惊讶呢 when it can't handle the big ones?
你们还没让我说完呢 You didn't let me finish.
新阿姆斯特丹永远都不会有心导管置换仪 New Amsterdam will never get a C-ART device,
所以你们要去有这台设备的医院做手术 so you should do the surgery at a hospital that does have one.
这话是什么意思 What are you saying?
大学医院里有心导管置换仪 University has a C-ART device.
我们有患者 We have a patient.
花生酱配果酱 绝配 Peanut butter, jelly.
所以 作为我们的姊妹医院 So, as our sister hospital,
他们会让我们在那做手术吗 they'll let us do the surgery there?
不完全是 绝对不会是免费的 Not exactly... and definitely not for free.
但是她的医保不会涵盖大学医院 But her insurance won't cover University.
对 那我就不能做手术 Yeah, and then I can't do the surgery.
对 你不能 No, you can't.
但是梅利特医生可以 But Dr. Merritt can.
我记得 他在大学医院还有资格 Last I checked, he's still credentialed at Uni.
好吧 等等 Okay, wait, wait.
冒充另一位医生是渎职 Impersonating another doctor is grounds for malpractice.
我不能丢掉我的执照 我不能进监狱 I can lose my license. I can go to prison.
没有人要去冒充别人 好吗 Nobody's suggesting impersonating anyone, all right?
你是新阿姆斯特丹医院心胸外科的主任 You are the Chair of Cardiothoracic Surgery at New Amsterdam.
-这么说就行 -这简直是疯了 - Just say that. - This is crazy.
-即使是你说的 -你想帮助患者吗 - Even for you. - You want to help the patient?
这就是办法 This is how.
你是认真的吗 Are you really talking about this?
偷偷带患者穿过城市 Sneaking a patient across the city
进入大学医院 into University Hospital?
如果这个体制不能处理小问题的话 If the system can't handle the little things...
那它就不会注意到大问题 then it certainly won't notice the big ones.
你是疯了吗
是的 Sure.
去大学医院 University Hospital.
急诊部
大学医院
心导管实验室
需要什么帮助吗 Can I help you?
诺丁汉医生 Dr. Nottingham.
我是作为住院医师来旁观心导管手术过程的 I'm here to observe a C-ART procedure as part of my residency.
-我之前打过电话 -旁观谁的手术 - I called earlier. - Observe who?
新阿姆斯特丹医院心胸外科的主任 The Chair of Cardiothoracic Surgery at New Amsterdam.
很高兴见到你 It's nice to meet you.
梅利特医生 Dr. Merritt?
我门上正是这么写的 That's what it says on my door.
将输送系统推进主动脉瓣 Pushing the delivery system up to the aortic valve.
-快到了 -还要多久 - You're nearly there. - How much longer?
别催我 我也不会催你 Don't rush me, and I won't rush you.
如果我们被逮住了 日程表上是我的名字 If we get caught, it's my name on the schedule.
梅利特医生会掩护你的 Well, Dr. Merritt will cover for you.
我什么都没看见 I didn't see anything.
谢谢你 莫伦 Thank you, Maren.
动脉鞘已就位 Sheath's in place.
明白 Got it.
给球囊充气 Inflating the balloon.
小叶在移动 Leaflets are moving.
莫伦 你会感受到一些压力 Maren, you'll feel some pressure.
放轻松 Nice and easy.
差一点点了 Almost got it.
好的 新动脉瓣已就位 All right, new aortic valve's in place.
-给球囊泄气 -太棒了 - Deflating the balloon. - Wonderful.
我们把她送回我们医院 Let's get her back to our hospital now.
-雷诺兹医生 -我看见了 - Dr. Reynolds. - I see it.
怎么了 What?
导管插入的地方正在出血 A bleed at the cath insertion site.
这是很常见的副作用 It's a common side effect,
但莫伦得保持平躺 but Maren's gonna have to remain flat
在臀部垫个沙袋来保持压力 with a sandbag on her hip to keep the pressure on.
要多久 For how long?
看来你也得在这里 It looks like you're gonna have to
进行你的手术 do your procedure here as well.
但是我...也不是梅利特医生 But I'm not Dr. Merritt... either.
给他们都服用了抗病毒药物 Got them all on a cocktail of antivirals,
我们正在做活性液体替换 and we're doing active fluid replacement.
谢谢 Thanks.
你不会认为是汉坦病毒吧 You don't think it's hanta?
不是 No.
我又知道什么呢 What do I know?
A栋
你知道吗 亨利非常难过的 You know, Henry was shattered--
站在那里看着手术在没有他的情况下进行 just standing there watching the surgery go on without him.
就像是看着一个心灵破碎的人 It's like looking at a broken man.
你做的是对的 You did the right thing.
-是吗 -是的 - Did I? - Yeah.
那为什么我发现我在回想 Then why do I find myself trying to recall
犹大的优点 Judas' good traits?
伊吉 我知道他是个好朋友 Iggy, I know he's a good friend,
你也是 好吗 but so are you, okay?
你没有背叛他 You didn't betray him
因为有人可能会受伤或者更糟 because somebody could have gotten hurt or worse.
好吧 他的身体在变老 Well, his body is going.
但他的思想却没有 His mind is not.
很少有医生拥有那种专业技术 Very few doctors have that kind of expertise.
我意思是 如果我们让他退休 I mean, if--if we send him on his way,
所有的那些知识 all that knowledge,
所有那些专业技术就都随他而去了 all that expertise goes out the door with him.
你知道吗 我们还不如说 You know, we might as well be saying,
「医生 你太老了 我们不需要你了 "Hey, Doc, thank you. You're ancient. Don't need you anymore.
出门的时候别让门撞倒你这个 Don't let the door hit you on the wrinkly old ass
皱巴巴的老家伙」 on the way out."
你好 Hi.
你们好 Hello.
-你们好吗 -你好 - How are you? - Hello.
拜拜 伊吉 Good-bye, Iggy.
出去 Leave.
好 抱歉 Yes, I'm sorry.
拜拜 Bye.
我十分钟后回来 Um, I'll be back in ten.
我需要开除几个人 I just need to fire a few people.
你知道你不能开除我 对吧 You know you can't, uh, fire me, right?
我说的是伊吉 I was referring to Iggy.
对 你也不能开除他 Yeah, you can't fire him either.
是 我知道 麦克斯 Yes, I know, Max.
但这能让我看起来像是掌控一切 But it makes me look in charge,
现在我正需要一点高高在上的感觉 and right now I could use a little bit of that.
你和布鲁姆怎么样了 How are things with you and Bloom?
还好 Fine.
你感觉怎么样 Um, h-how are you feeling?
很好 Good, yeah.
除了伊吉引发了一个国际谣言 Aside from Iggy starting an international rumor
说我们有年龄歧视之外 都... that we traffic in ageism, pretty...
挺好的 good.
你恶心吗 Your nausea?
化疗想要把我拖垮 Chemo tried to slow this man down,
-但你猜怎么着 -失败了 - but you know what? - It failed?
不 它成功了 非常成功 No, it succeeded, big-time.
但你给我的那些药还是有帮助的 But, uh, the drugs you gave me are helping.
很好 Good.
你的心态听起来还不错 Well, it sounds like you're in the right frame of mind
可以开始放疗了 to start radiation.
来这儿一趟挺开心吧 Aren't you glad you swung by?
太开心了 So glad.
好了 Okay.
大家都正常一点 好像你是医院的人 Everyone just act normal, like you belong here.
装医院的医生吗 Like we're doctors in a hospital?
磁共振实验室在这边 MRI lab is down this way.
我们要怎么进去 How are we gonna get in?
你可能得给我们重新约个时间 You might have to schedule us again.
我开始想念真正的梅利特医生了 I'm starting to miss the real Dr. Merritt.
-你感觉怎样 莫伦 -紧张 - How are you doing, Maren? - Nervous.
我已经很久很久没有给自己希望了 I haven't let myself be hopeful in a very, very long time.
我知道这整个流程非常不常规 I know this whole process has been rather unorthodox,
但我既然答应你了 就会履行我的诺言 but I made you a promise, and promise I will keep.
卡普尔医生 您怎么在这儿 Dr. Kapoor, what are you doing here?
说起来挺逗的 Funny story, actually.
卡尔巴赫医生当年是我最好的实习生之一 Dr. Carlebach was one of my best interns back in the day.
现在他是大学医院的一流神经学家 And now he's this big-time neurologist here in University.
是啊 卡普尔医生当时想 Yeah, Dr. Kapoor tried to
把我招去新阿姆斯特丹 recruit me to New Amsterdam.
我是想去的 这是实话 维贾伊 I wanted to go -- I really did, Vijay --
但我的医学院助学贷款真是高得离谱 but my med school loans were out of control.
我就只能去私立医院 I had to go private.
-很高兴见到你 -我也是 - It's nice to meet you. - Likewise.
我得承认 I got to admit,
我还是怀念在新阿姆斯特丹的日子 I still miss my days at The Dam.
将小处做大 打破常规思维 Making the most out of nothing, thinking outside the box.
生活总像探险一般 Always such an adventure.
您这话真有趣 卡尔巴赫医生 Funny you should say that, Dr. Carlebach.
启动超声脉冲 Initiating sonication pulse.
第二次 And going again.
汤普森夫人 我们正在使用高强度聚焦超声 Mrs. Thompson, we're using high-intensity focused ultrasound
来对您脑底部的肿瘤进行精准定位 to pinpoint the tumor at the base of your brain.
好的 Oh, okay.
莫伦 你感觉如何 Maren, how are you feeling?
说实话 我说不好 Honestly, I don't know.
我以为做了这个 I thought I was doing this
我就可以看到我女儿的脸蛋 但 so that I could see my daughter's face, but...
我想我是看不到了 I don't think I am.
我想 I think...
我想让她能看到我的脸 I wanted her to see mine.
我想 我想让她看到我看着她变得 I want -- I want her to see me seeing her, being...
自豪 成长 面临挫折 Proud and growing up and falling down,
或是害怕 being scared.
我想让她知道 I want her to know...
她这一辈子 all her life...
都有我看着她 that she's seen.
肿瘤有反应了 The tumor is responding.
旁边没人吧 Hey. Is, uh, this seat taken?
对于米盖尔和其他人 我们已经 You know, we're, uh, doing everything we can for Miguel...
竭尽全力了 and the others.
谢谢你 Thank you.
那是什么 What's that?
圣像 A santo.
飓风玛利亚过后 我家成了一滩泥水 After Maria, our house was just mud and water
我原先卧室所在的地方是一株大树的树干 and the trunk of a huge tree where my bedroom once stood.
我找到镇上的祭司 求他用那株树 I went to a santero in town and asked him to carve this
刻了这个 from the wood of that tree.
-来提醒自己吗 -不不 - As a reminder? - No, no.
岛上有很多圣者 There are many a santo on the island.
这是个孤灵 This one is Anima Sola--
孤独的灵魂 the Lonely Soul.
她身处炼狱 永世不得脱离火海 She is in Purgatory, bound to the flames forever.
我向她祈祷以获得力量和耐心 And I pray to her for strength and patience...
以及救赎 and redemption.
为什么是救赎 Why redemption?
我 I, um...
我曾经喜欢喝酒 I liked to drink...
喝了太多 too much.
我停不下来 And I could not stop.
要不是她 我早就不在这人世了 And I would be dead if not for her.
她帮我向酒精说不 She helps me to say no.
她提醒我要心存未来 She reminds me to always think of tomorrow.
是她让我活下来 She keeps me alive.
但你又是在葡萄园工作 And yet you work on a vineyard...
每天身处诱惑之中 Surrounded by temptation every day.
米盖尔帮了我 Miguel helps me with that.
他从不让别人拿天使那份诱惑我 Never lets the others tempt me with the angel's share.
「天使那份」 "Angel's share"?
酒桶最上面那层酒 In the barrels, the top layer of wine?
会蒸发 It evaporates.
那就是他们所说的「天使那份」 They call that the angel's share.
有意思 I like that.
我所有的朋友 相信我 So do all my friends, believe me,
还有所有那些工人们也都喜欢 and all the other workers.
下工前 At the end of a shift,
他们会从酒里取一杯喝 they would dip into the crush and drink.
在那样对待我们之后 After the way they treated us,
工人们觉得自己有权利尝点好滋味 they felt like they deserved a little taste.
我想天使们会同意的 Well, I'm sure the angels would agree.
脉搏测得血压为60 Blood pressure 60 over palp.
-他的病情恶化的很快 -加多巴酚丁胺 - Then he's fading fast. - Add Dobutamine.
每分钟10毫克 Ten micrograms per minute.
奇怪 他的心率是78 It's odd that his heart rate is 78.
应该是178的 抗病毒药没作用 It should be 178. The antivirals aren't working.
玛丽安娜 玛丽安娜 给他挂一袋链霉素 Mariana! Mariana, hang a bag of streptomycin!
等等 别别别 Wait, no, no, no, no, no!
汉坦病毒影响了他的心脏功能 The hantavirus is affecting his heart!
他需要起搏线 He needs a pacing wire.
不 他需要链霉素 好吗 No, He needs streptomycin, okay?
我没时间解释了 I - I don't have time to explain.
你到底信不信任我 Do you trust me or not?
我去设置起搏线 I am setting up a pacing wire.
劳拉 把门打开 Lauren, you open this door!
劳拉 Lauren!
你在做什么 别这样 What are you doing? Don't do this!
打给古德温医生 Call Dr. Goodwin.
准备好了吗 Ready?
来这儿 Come here.
走你 Here we go.
妈妈 你能看到我吗 Mommy, will you be able to see me?
-希望是这样 亲爱的 -马上就好 - Oh, I hope so, honey. - Almost there.
您看到了什么 汤普森夫人 What do you see, Mrs. Thompson?
妈妈 Mommy?
没关系的 宝贝 It's okay, baby.
因为在我的头脑和心里 我都能看见你 Because in my head and my heart, I see you...
我看得一清二楚 好吗 so clearly, okay?
我能清楚地看见你 I see you perfectly.
我不懂 I don't understand.
你之前不是说会成功的吗 I thought you said it was gonna work?
肿瘤已经被清除了 The tumors were destroyed.
手术应该起作用才对 Surgery should have worked.
我们肯定遗漏了什么 There must be something we missed.
619检查室
米格尔·阿罗约情况稳定 Miguel Arroyo is stable.
其他人按照口咽型土拉菌病进行治疗 Let's, um--let's treat the others for oropharyngeal tularemia.
他们得病是因为喝了 They got it from drinking partially fermented wine
桶里半发酵的酒 right out of the barrels.
这也是伊万没有生病的原因 That's why Ivan never showed signs of illness.
他戒酒了 He's sober.
你知道吗 我们这样相处共事... You know, you and I working together like this...
不会有好结果的 It's not gonna work.
你说的对 You're right.
对了 你的放疗进行的如何 Oh, hey, how was your radiation treatment?
就像在切尔诺贝利... Mm, like a relaxing vacation...
度假般轻松 at Chernobyl.
好吧 Right.
亨利 你好 Henry, hi.
如果是离职手续的问题 if this is about the exit paperwork,
我正要处理 I was about to get to it.
好吧 很好 没问题 Yeah, good. Great, okay.
不用弄了 Don't get to it.
什么 Excuse me?
因为你不会被辞退的 Because you're not exiting.
因为你喉咙的问题我就替你说了吧 Can I tell him because of your whole throat thing?
如果我阻止你你会听我的吗 Could I stop you if I wanted to?
不会 No.
好吧 我... Okay, I am, uh...
非常高兴的告诉你我们新阿姆斯特丹医院 very happy to tell you that we here at New Amsterdam
要正式聘请你 would officially like to offer you
担任新的远程医疗的主任 the brand-new position of Chair of Telemedicine.
-"远程医疗" -视频会议 - "Telemedicine"? - Video conferencing.
我们可以联系我们在拉丁美洲 We can reach our sister hospitals in Latin American,
灾难现场 战争地区 全世界的姊妹医院 disaster sites, war zones, all around the world.
没错 都需要像你一样经验丰富的医生 Yeah, all in need of experienced doctors like you
在复杂手术上给予他们指导和意见 to help guide and consult them through complicated surgeries.
那些你做过数百次的手术 Surgeries that you've done hundreds of times.
我... I, uh...
谢谢 Thank you.
无可替代的是你的经验... It's your experience that's irreplaceable...
而不是你的手 not your hands.
我没发现什么异常 I just don't see anything.
为了一项检查我能摸下你的脸吗 May I touch your face to perform an examination?
好的 没问题 Yeah, that's fine.
-请闭上你的眼睛 -好的 - Please close your eyes. - Mm.
给我来点拉坦前列腺素滴眼液 I would like to try latanoprost.
这... That's...
怎么回事 Uh, what's wrong?
你的眼睛有点发硬 Your eyes are harder than they should be.
有可能长了青光眼 This indicates glaucoma might have developed.
但是你不知道也很正常 But there is no way you would have ever known about it.
总是会有的曲折的 对吧 There's always a catch, right?
请把头往后仰些 Please lean your head back for me.
好的 Yeah.
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眨眨眼 Blink.
翻 译 苏葵 Azerother
翻 译 Alex 布塔 1.0
翻 译 arcadiachi 改良俱乐部
校 对 星星与野狗
BGM: Into the Sea by Aidan Hawken
时间轴 Caroline 格瑞特
后 期 斯人
♪ Your mother wades in the sea ♪
总 监 夕橙
♪ She keeps her eyes fixed on me ♪
♪ Her hands are cold and the ♪
你画得真好看 宝贝儿 Oh, that's a beautiful drawing, baby.
♪ Sun arcs low as it bleeds ♪
♪ Into the sea ♪
你能看到我们吗 Can you see us?
是的 亲爱的 我能看到你们 Yes, my love, I can see you.
♪ Your sister's heart made of dust ♪
-你能看到我吗 -我能看到你 - Can you see me? - I can see you.
你可以吗 You can?
♪ Into the sea ♪
我能看见了 I can see.
♪ I'm done ♪
看来当梅利特医生还是有点用的 It turns out being Dr. Merritt does have its advantages.
♪ It's fine I'm not their son ♪
♪ Of your mother her daughter and their sins ♪
来抱抱 Come here. Oh...
♪ Just be fine with everything ♪
我能看到你了 I see you.
拉钩给我 Retractor.
梅利特医生 心胸外科主任
某人状况似乎好多了 Oh, looks like someone's feeling better.
是的 谢谢你
不 别谢我 No, don't thank me.
谢谢你的兄弟和他的圣者像 Thank your brother and his santo.
我从她那里知道的答案 She told me the answer.
-阿尼玛·索拉 -没错 - El Anima Sola? - Yes.
你们两个能够相识真是一种缘分 You two are really lucky to have each other.
我... I, uh...
和我的亲姐妹就合不来 don't really get along with my real sister.
但是你们两... But what you two have...
你们如再生兄弟 you're gonna rebuild.
我笃信 I know it.
拿着 Here.
请笑纳 Please, for you.
-不 我不能 -没事 拿着吧 - No, I-I can't-- - Yes, yes, yes.
我坚持 I insist.
我的兄弟 他会照顾我的 My brother, he will take care of me,
阿尼玛·索拉 她会照顾好你的 and Anima Sola, she will take care of you.
谢谢 Thank you.
麦克斯 Max?
怎么回事 What's wrong?
我... I've, um...
我一直在想 I've been round and round in my head,
但是我想不到别的方法 but I can't see that there's any other way.
海伦 Helen?
这比我想的要难 This is harder than I thought.
我想我需要举报一个有缺陷的医生 I think that I need to report an impaired physician.
不用了 我们已经解决了 No, we already took care of it.
-已经没有 -麦克斯... - There's no-- - Max...
我说的是布鲁姆 I'm talking about Bloom.
亲爱的 是你吗 Babe, is that you?
没错 Yep.
那个不会让癌症挡住前行道路的男人感觉如何 How is the guy who's not about to let cancer slow him down?
非常的幸福 Profoundly humbled.
我做了晚饭 I made dinner.
有牛排 烤土豆 西蓝花 Steak, baked potato, and broccoli.
化疗的影响 Chemo?
放疗 Radiation.
-我的喉咙 已经 -亲爱的 - My throat, it's already-- - Oh, babe.
海伦说我四五天 Helen said that I wouldn't even feel it
都会没有味觉 for four to five days.
你还真的是很特别 Well, you really are special.
非常特别 So special.
闻起来... It smells...
闻起来好香 it smells amazing.
-抱歉 -嘿... - Sorry. - Hey...
这不是你的错 you have nothing to be sorry about.
也许你该把我放在退货那一堆里 Maybe you should put me in the return pile.
不要 Nope.
你值得被拥有 You are a keeper.
待着别动 Stay there.
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