「医院革命」前情回顾 Previously, on "New Amsterdam"...
他的名字叫默罕默德 His name was Muhammad.
他求我嫁给他 He asked me to marry him.
你们分手了吗 You broke up?
脑动脉瘤 Brain aneurysm.
我还是很想他 I still miss him.
还记得我跟你说过我写了很多歌吗 I told you about the songs I'm writing,
我想制作个小样出来 well, I'd love to make a demo.
你能不能... I was wondering if you could...
给你些钱 Give you money?
我觉得这样不太好 Don't think it's a good idea.
我跟埃拉有约 I have plans with Ella.
-埃拉 -谢谢你介绍我们认识 - Ella? - Thanks for introducing us.
我服用的阿得拉比规定量多了点 I've been taking a little bit more Adderall than prescribed.
原创翻译 双语字幕
我想举报一个有缺陷的医生 I think that I need to report an impaired physician.
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翻 译 布塔 惠子
翻 译 人妻 1.0
翻 译 Alex 改良俱乐部
校 对 星星与野狗
时间轴 Caroline Jenny
后 期 斯人
总 监 夕橙
别忘了在肋骨上缘进针 Don't forget to go over the rib.
肋骨下缘依次排列着静脉动脉和神经 记得吗 The vein, the artery, and the nerve run under, okay?
好的 All right.
给你 Here you go.
什么情况 What you got?
急诊通知 糖尿病昏迷在路上 EMS notification, diabetic coma on the way.
听起来很有趣 Ooh, sounds interesting.
我以为你有个贵宾病人 I thought you had a VIP patient?
那是在我下班后 我有时间再接一个 Ah, that's after my shift. I've got time to take one more.
当然了 Of course you do.
艾莉森·梅德拉诺 68岁的渔船船长 Allison Medrano, 68-year-old fishing boat captain
患有二型糖尿病 with Type II diabetes.
被海岸警卫队救出 发现时昏迷 Rescued by Coast Guard, unconscious.
指测血糖 745 Finger stick blood sugar, 745.
皮下注射了四次十单位胰岛素 She's received ten units subQ times four,
仍然处于昏迷 but she's still unresponsive.
在她兜里发现了这个 Found these in her pocket.
杰西卡·梅德拉诺医生开的糖尿病药 Diabetes meds prescribed by a Dr. Jessica Medrano.
她是这里的全科医生 She's a primary care doctor here.
这可能是她妈妈 This could be her mom.
呼叫麦克斯和梅德拉诺医生 Let's page Max and Dr. Medrano,
把她送去创伤一室 and let's get her into Trauma One.
医 院 革 命 第一季 第十三集
你在干什么 What are you doing?
你看到那个男人了吗 Do you see that man?
他是我儿子 He's my son.
而你躲在这边是因为... And you hiding all the way over here because...
如果你相信两个人在一起 If you believe two people are together
是因为错误的原因 那么你就有责任... for the wrong reason, it's your responsibility to--
不 不 听着 不 不 Oh, no, no. See--no, no, nope, nope.
我来打断你 I'm gonna stop you right there.
我有一条原则 不牵扯家庭闹剧 See, as a rule, I don't do family drama.
所以如果你想谈这个 So, if you wanna talk about that,
我建议你去找伊吉 I recommend you talk to Iggy.
伊吉整天都很忙 而且这不是家庭闹剧 Iggy is busy all day, and there is no family drama.
那你为什么要躲起来 Then why are you hiding?
因为我需要看看我儿子是不是... Because I need to see if my son is--
不 不要家庭闹剧 伙计 No, no. No family drama, man.
我给你的唯一建议是 Look, my only advice for you:
别掺和你儿子的感情生活 stay out of your boy's dating life.
你想喝杯咖啡吗 维贾伊 Hey, you want a coffee, Vijay?
血液酸碱度7.19 Blood PH of 7.19.
血糖仍然超过700 Blood sugar still over 700.
再注射十单位胰岛素 Injecting ten more units of insulin.
妈妈 Mom.
能给我倒杯水吗 Can I get some water?
当然 凯西 Absolutely. Uh, Casey?
马上 On it.
梅德拉诺女士 你在新阿姆斯特丹医院 Ms. Medrano, you're at New Amsterdam Hospital,
我很乐意回答你提出的一切问题 and I will be happy to answer any questions you might have.
我的船在哪儿 Where's my boat?
除了这个问题 Except for that one.
我不知道这是什么意思 I--I don't know what that means.
她是一艘渔船的船长 She's captain of a fishing boat.
真的吗 Seriously?
怎么 你以为会有假腿和鹦鹉 What, you expecting a peg leg and a parrot?
不是 但那样也不错 No, but, uh, that'd be cool.
我只是没想到纽约 I just didn't realize there were any of you
还有船长留下来 left in New York City.
没有了 产业离开了 她没走 There's not. Industry moved on; she didn't.
纽约的渔船船长 Fishing boat captain in New York City,
太复古了 that--that's a throwback.
真是个有趣的工作 What an interesting job.
失陪一下 Excuse me.
他有时会这样 He does that sometimes.
营养顾问 媒体传递专员 Nourishment Consultant, Media Distribution Officer,
气动导管修理员 pneumatic tube repair?
这些人到底是干什么的 What do these people even do?
你不是医疗主任吗 Aren't you the Medical Director?
你不应该知道吗 Aren't you supposed to know?
你好 Hello.
这里有人见过足病科医生吗 Has anyone here ever met a Chiropodist?
你们当然没见过 因为他们不存在 Of course you haven't, because they don't exist.
但是一百年前 他们占据了 But 100 years ago, there was a whole department
一整个部门来给人们剪脚趾甲 full of 'em cutting people's toenails.
但是这个领域发展起来 足病科被足科兼并 But the field evolved and Chiropody was absorbed into Podiatry.
足病科医生被淘汰了 Chiropodists became obsolete.
我们为什么要谈足病科医生 Why are we talking about Chiropodists?
因为你要开除我们 Because you're firing us?
不对 No.
我们谈足病科医生不仅是因为 We're talking about Chiropodists not just because
这个词说起来很有趣 更因为我敢打赌 it's a really fun word to say, but because I'm willing to bet
在这里 在新阿姆斯特丹医院 that right here, at New Amsterdam,
有人的工作 there are people here whose jobs
是被落后的 虚假的 浪费的 are obsolete, bogus, wasted.
根本不算是工作的工作 Jobs that aren't really jobs at all.
但你们的工作被淘汰了 But just because your job is obsolete,
不代表你们被淘汰了 doesn't mean you are.
-等等 你要开除我们吗 -不是 - Wait, are you firing us? - No.
我想找到那些才能被浪费的人 I wanna find people whose talents are being wasted
为他们提供有意义的工作 and give them meaningful work.
我想为他们提供有价值的工作 I wanna give them jobs that matter.
每次有病人走出我们的大门 Every time a patient walks out our doors,
我们的员工应该感到他们 our people should feel like they
为病人的成功出了一份力 contributed to that patient's success.
不是的 And no...
我不是要开除任何人 I am not firing anybody.
每个部门都要尝试这个试验 Every department is gonna try this experiment,
就这一天 停止工作 just for one day, stop working.
坐着 站着 什么也不做 Just sit there, stand there, don't do anything.
如果没人留恋你做的工作 And if nobody misses what you do
或者一整天都没有人需要你去做什么 or needs you to do something for one whole day,
那么你的工作可能已经被淘汰了 then your job may be obsolete.
显然不是说那些人 Clearly not talking about those people.
但如果是你 过来见我 我想给你找份新工作 But if it is you, come to me. I wanna find you a new job.
一份激励你的工作 一份有价值的工作 A job that inspires you, a job that makes a difference,
一份让你成为达成新阿姆斯特丹医院使命的 a job that makes you an integral part of
不可或缺的成员的工作 New Amsterdam's mission.
潘塔基医生 Dr. Panthaki?
夏普医生 Dr. Sharpe.
在这里遇到你真巧 Fancy meeting you here.
是啊 不是 Yeah, well, no.
不是 No?
我来这里看一个病人 I came here to see a patient,
想跟你打个招呼 and I thought I'd stop by and say hi.
我去了你的办公室 I walked by your office,
但他们说你在楼下 所以我来了 but they said you were on the floor, so here I am,
无意中碰上你 故作偶然 casually bumping into you, accidentally on purpose.
我明白了 I see.
我也可以碰巧正好地离开 I can also accidentally on purpose leave.
不 我很高兴你来了 No, I'm glad that you decided to stop by...
碰巧正好 Accidentally on purpose.
你想跟我一起去冒险吗 And would you consider joining me on an adventure?
冒险 An adventure?
小冒险 It's a small adventure.
你喜欢电台司令吗 Do you like Radiohead?
英国摇滚乐队
喜欢 Yes.
超爱他们 Love them.
那我们几个小时后 Then we'll need to be on a train
要去宾州车站坐火车 from Penn Station in a few hours.
为什么 我们要去哪儿 Why? Where are we going?
费城 Philadelphia.
我们要过夜吗 So we'd be staying overnight?
是的 We would be.
不行 You know, yeah, no,
我现在不能跟你这样 I can't do that right now...with you.
好吧 Okay.
我将来会愿意的 只是 I mean, I want to eventually, I'm just...
海伦 我会帮你偷录演唱会的 Helen, I'll make you a bootleg.
我不确定 Well, I'm still not 100% sure
为什么梅德拉诺女士在船上晕倒了 as to why Ms. Medrano collapsed on the ship.
她的血糖是在在晕倒前还是昏倒后突然上升的 Did her blood sugar spike before or after the fall?
这个问题很关键 That's the million dollar question.
你拉我到这里来 So, this must be some VIP for you to
一定是个很重要的病人 drag me all the way up here.
是的 It is.
那病人是谁 So, who's the patient?
是你 You are.
朵拉 Yeah--hey, uh, Dora...
等一下 Hold on.
我想记住这重要的时刻 I just wanna take in this momentous occasion.
什么时刻 What occasion?
你倒过来追我的这一天 The day you chased after me.
我想记住所有细节 I wanna remember everything:
我穿的衣服 站的地方 what I was wearing, where I was standing...
你没有给我发短信 You haven't texted me.
-没有 -也没有呼我 - Nope. - Or paged me.
你想我了吗 Did you miss me?
我只是觉得现在大家会... Well, I just figured by now people would--
大家会承认 People would admit that
他们光拿钱不做事 they were getting paid to not work?
不是这个... That's not exactly--
然后尽管可以继续无所事事 And that they would ask you for work,
他们还会向你找事情做 when they could just keep on doing nothing?
这不是我的意图 That's not really in the spirit of what I'm trying--
如果是我 我绝不会告诉你 If it was me, no way I'd tell you.
麦克斯 Max...
那谁怎么样了 What's going on with, um, you know?
她跟伊吉在一起 She's with Iggy.
我觉得我要吐了 I think I'm gonna be sick.
你做的是对的 You did the right thing.
作为医生 是的 As a doctor, sure.
但作为朋友 肯定不对 But as a friend, I absolutely did not.
你做的肯定是对的 You absolutely did,
作为医生和朋友都是 as a doctor and as a friend.
好了 All right.
坐下来吧 Feel free to sit.
不用 I'm fine.
好吧 Okay.
好了 All right.
这里写着你在惠特曼学院读的大学 So, it says here you went to Whitman College.
是的 Yep.
在华盛顿州的瓦拉瓦拉市那边 All the way up in Walla Walla, Washington, huh?
你喜欢那里吗 Did you like it?
很喜欢 Loved it.
为什么去那儿 Why there?
因为我认为他们能帮我 Well, I guess it's because I thought that they would
走上治病救人的职业道路 prepare me for a career in lifesaving medicine.
我现在就很想继续治病救人 One which I would love to get back to right now,
但是你得告诉我这是怎么一回事 unless you're gonna tell me what this all about.
好的 Okay.
有人报告你有过量服用阿得拉的问题 Somebody reported that you have a problem with Adderall.
夏普 Sharpe.
我无权跟你谈论这个 I'm not at liberty to discuss that with you.
拜托 Please.
那么 你有吗 So, do you?
有什么 Do I what?
你有滥用阿得拉的问题吗 Do you have a problem with Adderall?
-没有 -好的 - No. - Okay.
你知道为什么有人会觉得 Do you have any idea why someone would suggest
你有这个问题吗 that you do?
我之前跟夏普说过一个私人问题 Look, I spoke to Sharpe about a personal matter,
很小的私人问题 a minor personal matter,
然后她就小题大做了 and she has blown it way out of proportion.
好的 那你能跟我说说这个私人问题吗 Right, well, can you tell me about the personal matter?
不行 No.
为什么 Why not?
因为是私人的 Because it's personal.
而且因为 说真的 这一整个偷袭 And because quite frankly, this whole ambush
非常地侮辱人 is unbelievably insulting,
我受够了假装这很正常 and I'm done pretending like it isn't.
我的话就不会这么做 I wouldn't do that.
医院给了我权力 让我确定 I have been empowered by the hospital to determine
你是否有缺陷但仍在行医 if you've been operating as an impaired physician.
如果你的确有问题 And if you have a problem with Adderall,
我会告诉麦克斯 他会上报医学委员会 I will tell Max and he'll report it to the medical board.
那如果我走了 我就会被停职吗 So, what, if I leave, I'm suspended?
不 如果你走了 你会被开除 No, if you leave, you're fired.
-雷诺兹医生 -古德温医生 - Dr. Reynolds. - Dr. Goodwin.
-我需要你做个会诊 -什么情况 - I need a consult. - What's the case?
艾莉森·梅德拉诺 我们暂且叫她 Allison Medrano, let's just call her
「不听话的糖尿病人」 a "Non-compliant diabetic."
糖化血红蛋白超标了吗 Hemoglobin A1C off the chart?
是的 我想确保她晕倒 Yeah, and I wanna make sure her collapse
不是因为突发心脏病 wasn't due to a silent heart attack.
好的 我巡完房去看看 Okay, I'll stop by after the rounds.
-谢谢 -对了 - Thank you. - Oh, by the way,
听说你早上的言论了 heard about your speech this morning.
你们科室有这样的人吗 You got someone for me in your department?
没有 我们科的人都在超负荷工作 No, everyone in my department's on overdrive.
但是你知道地下室有个人 But did you know there's a guy in the basement
还在打印X光片的吗 who still prints X-rays?
X光片 十年前就数字化了 X-rays... went digital a decade ago.
所以你要去看看他 Well, that's why you should check on him.
你好 Hello?
需要X光片吗 Need an X-ray?
那东西还能用吗 Does that thing still work?
XR-180吗 能用 What, the XR-180? Oh, yeah.
我喜欢让它保持干净 以防万一 And I like to keep it nice and shiny, just in case.
上次有人向你要这种复古的X光片 When was the last time someone ordered
是什么时候 an old-fashioned X-ray from you?
2008年 差不多吧 Uh, 2008...give or take.
所以你2008年开始就一直在这里吗 So, you just been down here since 2008?
做什么 Doing what?
-我要被开除了吗 -你喜欢你的工作吗 - Am I about to get fired? - Do you like your job?
我以前挺喜欢的 Um, I used to.
其实是热爱 大家都需要我 I loved it, actually. Everybody needed me.
医生都说没有人 Docs used to say nobody handled
处理X射线照片能做得比我好 radiograph paper better than I did.
我是麦克斯·古德温 这里的医疗主任 I'm Max Goodwin, I'm the Medical Director here.
天哪 我真的要被开除了 Aw, nuts. I am gonna get fired.
不是的 我想帮你找个新工作 No, no, I'd like to find you a new job.
让你再次觉得被需要的工作 A job that makes you feel needed again.
你感兴趣吗 Would you be interested?
就像你能把我看穿一样 It's like you can see right through me.
-这是个X光梗 -X光梗 - It's an X-ray joke. - X-ray joke.
真棒 你意下如何 It's great. So what do you say?
你知道的 技术还是一样的技术 You know, with technology being what it is
我又这么老了 and me being as old as I am,
我觉得我会就这样干到退休 I think I'm just gonna ride it out until retirement.
我意思是 I mean,
如果你不开除我的话 if you're not firing me.
罗汉 Rohan.
爸 Pappa.
你大老远到这里来 You came all the way down here
却不跟你爸说点什么就走吗 and won't say nothing to your father?
我不想打扰你 I didn't wanna bother you.
打扰 不会 不会 Bother? No, no.
我想向你道歉 贝塔 I wanna apologize to you, Beta.
为什么 For what?
我知道我之前拒绝支持你的音乐 I know I've hurt your feelings before,
伤害到你的感情了 when I refused to support your music.
我应该更支持你的 I should have been more supportive of you.
但那不意味着你要用埃拉来报复我 That doesn't mean that you use Ella to get back at me.
什么 What?
对 没必要把她牵扯进 Yeah, she doesn't need to be dragged into
我们家的事里 our family business.
你是这么认为的吗 Is that what you think is going on?
认为我在利用她 That I'm using her?
我是想保护她 I am trying to protect her.
澄清一下 Excuse me.
我和她来往是因为我真的喜欢她 I'm hanging out with Ella because I actually like her,
和你没一点关系 not that it's any of your business.
我觉得你误会我了 I think you are misunderstanding me.
没有 我完全理解你的意思 No, I'm understanding you just fine.
我知道对你来说这很难理解 爸 And I know it's hard for you to comprehend, Pappa,
但我之所以能戒酒一年 but the reason I could stay sober for a year
就是因为我不用处理这些事 was that I didn't have to deal with this.
我... I...
我不用和你相处 I didn't have to deal with you.
杰西卡 你应该搬回羊头湾 Jessica, you should move back to Sheepshead Bay.
妈 我也想 但是我的工作在这里 Mom, I'd love to, but my job is here.
你知道的 大多数父母都以子女是医生为荣 You know, most parents would be proud their kid's a doctor.
好吧 但是有一些关于传统的事情 Well, there's something to be said about tradition.
咱们家有传统... Our family has a tradition...
糖尿病 心脏病和肺癌 Of diabetes, heart disease, and lung cancer.
人们总得死于什么疾病 People gotta die of something.
艾莉森·梅德拉诺 您得进去了 Allison Medrano, I need you to get back inside.
你是谁 Who the hell are you?
-您的医生 -什么时候开始 - Your doctor. - Since when?
从你得接受心脏检查开始 Well, since you had to be evaluated for heart disease.
-梅德拉诺医生 -雷诺兹医生 - Dr. Medrano. - Dr. Reynolds,
谢谢你照顾我妈 thank you for taking care of my mom.
我不需要照顾 I don't need taking care of.
我们要对您做一个全身检查 We're gonna do a full work-up,
但是我需要您先进里面去 好吗 but I need you to get back inside first, all right?
好 好 Yeah, yeah.
-妈 -天... - Mom. - Jeez--
妈 Mom!
等等 等等 Hold on. Hold on.
我需要一个担架 I need a stretcher out here!
好的 Okay.
你知道这有多讽刺 You get what's ironic about this.
不知道 帮我理理 No. Help me out.
我有阿得拉的处方 I have a prescription for Adderall.
我意思是 我不吃药的话 I mean, the risk would be
才会有风险 in me not taking my medication.
你知道 我会在进行阑尾切除术时 You know, I'd be, like, mid-appendectomy getting distracted
因为阑尾看起来像个巨大的虾而分心 by how the appendix looks like a giant shrimp.
所以你认为自己被这个帮你成功的工具 So, you find it ironic that you've been placed
置于不利处境而感到讽刺吗 in jeopardy by a tool that helps you succeed?
不 不 我觉得讽刺 No. No, I find it ironic
是因为我服用了 that I'm being persecuted by
一个精神科医生开出的处方药 a psychiatrist for taking a medication
却被另一个精神科医生找麻烦 prescribed by a psychiatrist.
这么说有点过了 我知道你不是在找我麻烦 That was harsh; I know you're not persecuting me.
没关系 没事 It's okay. It's fine.
只是... It's just...
我有注意缺陷多动障碍 I've got ADHD.
我从十二岁开始就在按处方服用阿得拉了 I've taken Adderall, as prescribed, since I was 12.
这不是什么大问题 It's a non-issue.
对 Yeah.
你从来没有服用过超过处方的剂量吗 And you've never taken more than your prescribed dose?
我肯定我误服了双倍剂量 好吗 I'm sure I have doubled up by accident, okay?
两班倒 那些日子 都撞到了一起 Double shifts, the days, they can just run in together.
但是你从来没有... 你知道的 But you've never taken it just to, you know,
单单为了熬过一天而服药吗 just to get through the day?
没有 No.
绝对没有 Hard no.
你确定吗 You sure about that?
你不可能靠服药来管理急诊室 You can't run an ED propped up on pills, okay?
这不道德 我也不会这么做 It's unethical and I wouldn't do it.
所以 你从来没有因为服药对患者造成伤害吗 So, your drug use has never led to the harm of a patient?
你知道吗 我害死过好多人 Oh, you know what? I've killed thousands.
我嗑嗨了就开始拿手术刀 I just--I get high and I start stabbing people
胡乱捅人 with my scalpel.
这不是针对你个人的 布鲁姆 This isn't personal, Bloom.
我不是想羞辱你 I'm not trying to insult you.
你在问我有没有 You're asking me if I've ever
因为嗑药危及过患者的生命 risked a patient's life because I'm stoned.
对 你还没回答我呢 Yeah, and you haven't answered the question.
因为如果我有的话 我现在就不会在这里了 Because if I had, we wouldn't be here right now.
我会上交执照的 好吗 I would have turned in my license, okay?
没有 我从来没因为服用阿得拉伤害过患者 No, I have never harmed a patient because of Adderall.
你还记得拉戴维斯·鲍威尔吗 Do you remember LaDavius Powell?
拉戴维斯·鲍威尔 想起来了吗 LaDavius Powell? That ring a bell?
是你的一个病人 It's a patient of yours that came in,
因为对斯复利可过敏进医院的 allergic to Cephilicam.
反正是你开的处方 You prescribed it anyway.
要不是你的护士发现了错误... If your nurse hadn't have caught the mistake...
不 这不是事情的全部 所以... No, that's not the whole story, so...
不是 No?
刚才你怀疑 Earlier you assumed
有一位医生 that it was one single doctor
表示对你有疑问 that voiced concern.
事实并非如此 That's not the case.
很多医生都抱怨过你有问题 Multiple people have complained that you're having problems.
你在写患者报告时犯错 You're making mistakes on your patient reports.
你的反应时间变慢了 你的行为很反常 Your reaction time has slipped. Your behavior has been erratic.
你在戴维斯·鲍威尔身上犯的这些错误 And this mistake you made with LaDavius Powell could have
很容易就会要了他的命 very easily cost him his life.
但现在 你坐在那里 看着我的眼睛 And now you've sat there and looked me in the eyes,
却对我撒了谎 and you've lied to me about it.
我漏了故事的哪个部分 What part of the story am I missing?
我说错什么了 What have I got wrong?
是你自己亲口说的 You said, in your own words,
如果你因为服药伤害到患者 if your drug use ever led to the harm of a patient,
你就会上交你的执照 you would turn in your license.
所以你还在等什么 So what are you waiting for?
海耶克医生请到儿科 Dr. Hayek to pediatrics.
没关系 我来 It's okay. I've got this.
好的 Right.
她刚刚正在抽烟 Oh, boy, she was smoking,
因为血糖超过七百昏倒了 collapsed with a blood sugar of over 700.
注射了一百个单位的胰岛素才救回来 It took 100 units of insulin to bring her back.
所以 是高血糖的问题 So, it's the high blood sugar.
我们还是不知道血糖为什么会持续飙升 Well, we still don't know why it keeps spiking.
如果是因为吸烟呢 What if it's the smoking?
是的 吸烟有害健康 Yeah, smoking's bad for you.
万一她有类癌 What if she has a carcinoid tumor
会受尼古丁刺激发作呢 that's being stimulated by nicotine?
刚才她晕倒的时候正在抽烟 Just now when she collapsed, she was smoking.
在船上晕倒时她也在抽烟 On the boat when she collapsed, she was smoking.
万一是香烟中的尼古丁 What if the nicotine from the cigarettes is
压迫肿瘤 引起大量胰高血糖素产生 squeezing the tumor, making it kick out huge amounts of glucagon,
使得她的血糖飙升呢 and that is what is driving the blood sugar through the roof?
我给她做了胸腹CT检查 Well, I did a CT on Al's abdomen and her chest
没发现肿瘤 and no tumor.
但她的所有症状都指向了这一点 But all of her symptoms point to it.
可就是没有 Except it's not there.
那就做探查术查清楚 So do exploratory surgery and find it.
这年头还有人做探查术吗 Who does exploratory surgery anymore?
只要发现不对劲 我们就会做 We do when we know something's wrong.
哈里斯先生 Mr. Harris...
抱歉 Pardon me.
你是医疗合作组织的吧 Uh, you're from the Med Co-Op Group, right?
其实 我只是 Actually, I'm just...uh,
我在这里已经九年了 I've been here for nine years.
我让你等了那么久吗 I kept you waiting that long?
不 我今天听了你的讲话 No. I heard your speech today.
我想我的工作过时了 I think I've got one of those obsolete jobs.
你的工作是什么 So, uh, what's your job?
坐在那里 To sit there.
升降杆出现前 Before the arm showed up,
我坐在岗亭里检查证件 I sat in a booth and checked badges.
我就是你们早上打招呼 I was the guy you said good morning to,
询问从威彻斯特过来的交通情况的人 asked about the traffic down from Westchester.
无论何时 罗斯福东河公园大道都很拥挤 Always packed on the FDR, no matter what time of day.
但早上七点前走第二大道还凑合 But go down 2nd Ave before 7:00 a.m., not so bad.
谢谢提醒 Good to know.
但有了升降杆后 人们甚至没注意到我 But since the arm, people don't even notice me.
我想做的不仅仅是整天坐在椅子上 And I wanna do more than just sit in a chair all day.
我知道我能做的更多 I know I can do more.
瞧 你就是我要找的人 See, you're exactly who I'm looking for.
古德温医生 Uh--Oh, Dr. Goodwin--
不 你是我开始这个调查的原因 No, you are the reason I started this search.
-古德温医生 -怎么了 - Dr. Goodwin. - Yeah?
-你挡了她的路 -抱歉 - You're in her way. - Oh, sorry.
我的新工作是什么 So what's my new job gonna be?
我不知道 I have no idea.
伊吉医生的艺术墙
现在要怎么做 So now what?
现在我想再听一下 Well, now I'd like to hear about your life
你服用阿得拉前的生活 before your Adderall use began.
你真要我说我的童年吗 Are you seriously asking me to talk about my childhood?
不然我现在就提交报告 Or I could just file my report right now.
好吧 Fine.
我妈是个灾难 我妹更糟 Well, my mom was a disaster, my sister, worse,
我爸是个圣人 and my dad was a saint.
懂了吧 There ya go.
就是这样 There you go.
好吧 为什么说你妈妈是个灾难 Okay, well, how was your mom a disaster?
她是个酒鬼 She was an alcoholic.
抱歉 I'm sorry.
令人叹息 对吧 Yeah, well, boo-hoo, right?
她是上东区 She was, uh... She was a part of this-- this tacky
俗气暴发户的一员 nouveau riche Upper East Side crowd.
大家都知道她嗜酒 Everybody knew she drank.
但没关系 因为她可真有趣 But it didn't matter, 'cause Jeanie was so fun.
她的派对棒极了 Her parties were fabulous.
但派对总会结束 对吧 Yeah, but then the party ended, right?
对 Yeah.
是这样 That it did.
然后她开始抱怨 Then she'd start complaining...
班森先生如何不跟她调情 About how Mr. Benson wouldn't flirt with her,
或者多佛比目鱼很干 总有东西可抱怨 or the Dover sole was dry, always something.
她会变得刻薄 And she'd get mean.
-你有受到身体虐待吗 -没有 - Was there physical abuse? - No.
她喝酒后会恶心吗 Would she get sick after she drank?
是吗 Yeah?
谁带她去睡觉 谁来清理 Who'd take her to bed? Who'd clean up?
是我 That'd be me.
你妹妹呢 她帮忙吗 What about your sister, she help?
我不需要帮忙 I didn't need help.
总得有人帮她清理 所以我就帮她清理 Someone had to clean her up, so I cleaned her up.
第一次发生这种事时你多大了 How old were you the first time that happened?
我不知道 I don't know.
大概时间 Ballpark.
可能七岁 Seven, maybe.
早在你成为急诊科医生之前 You've been taking care of people long
你就曾经照顾人了 对吧 before you became an ED doctor, huh?
是的 Yeah.
有这种如同灾难的妈妈 Well, that's the silver lining of having
这也算是一线希望了 Hurricane Jeanie for a mom.
你会懂得如何应对危机 You learn how to be good in a crisis.
我想也是 Yeah, I bet.
听起来你爸爸让你陷入了一个很麻烦的境地 Sounds like your dad left you in quite a tricky situation.
我没这么说 I didn't say that.
不是吗 No?
你几乎不提他 You didn't say much about him at all.
我爸将一项低廉的皮肤科诊所 My dad... my dad took a two-bit dermatology practice
变成了百万美元的生意 and he turned it into a million dollar business.
那很了不起 That's amazing.
是的 他经常不在 Yeah, he was gone a lot,
但我一打电话 他就会接 but when I called, he always answered.
每次都这样 Every time.
所以你可以省省弗洛伊德那套废话了 So, uh, you can dial back the Freudian horse-crap, okay?
说他对你疏于照顾跟弗洛依德学说无关 There's nothing Freudian about saying that he neglected you.
他是个了不起的爸爸 He was amazing dad.
他不是酒鬼 He wasn't the alcoholic.
他不是那个在地毯上撒尿的人 He wasn't the one pissing on the carpet.
他也没有吐自己一身 He wasn't the one vomiting on himself.
不 他让一个二年级学生独自处理这些 No, he was the one who left a second-grader alone to deal with it.
因为他很清楚你所告诉我的事 Because he knew what you already told me:
总得有人来清理 someone always has to clean it up.
你刚把他描述为一个情感封闭 You just described him as an emotionally-closed off workaholic
不肯承认自己后院起火的工作狂 who was in complete denial that his personal life was on fire.
听上去像谁 Who does that sound like?
-古德温医生 -什么事 - Dr. Goodwin. - Yeah?
我一直在给新阿姆斯特丹医院的高层发邮件 I've been emailing the powers that be at New Amsterdamear.
关于我多年无用的工作 about my useless job for years.
没收到任何回音 And nothing, no response.
我甚至不再 I don't even feel bad
因为无所事事领薪水而感到不安 about taking a paycheck for doing nothing anymore,
但你应该知道 因为我联系过了 but you should know that because I tried to contact someone,
法律上 新阿姆斯特丹医院不能收回这笔钱 New Amsterdam legally can't take that money back.
我不会这么做 但你过时的工作是什么 I wouldn't even try, but what's your obsolete job?
-技术 -好 - Tech. - Cool.
在会计部门 In the accounting department.
闪付支付系统一有软件更新 Whenever FlashPay has any kind of software update,
我就要在整个医院 it's my job to install it on every single computer
所有电脑上安装 throughout the whole hospital.
听起来是一项非常重要的工作 That sounds like a very important job.
五年前是这样 It was five years ago,
那时新阿姆斯特丹还使用闪付 when New Amsterdam still used FlashPay.
现在全医院只有一个人还使用 Now only one person in the whole hospital uses it.
谁 Who's that?
我 在所有电脑上更新的时候用 Me, when I update it on all the computers.
-我会给你找个新职位 -太好了 - I'll find you a new job. - Great.
-什么职位 -没想好 - So, what'll that be? - No idea.
舒张压 140 血氧 97 Systolic 140; pulse ox 97.
-"爆米花棒" -腹部垫 - Popcorn on a stick. - Lap sponge.
湿敷整个前端 Wet wrap the whole tip.
你看到什么了吗 You see anything?
什么都没有 Nothing.
我们看过了整个腹腔 We visualized the entire abdomen.
是啊 Yeah.
真不敢相信我们竟然按照古德温医生说的做了 I can't believe we let Dr. Goodwin talk us into this.
他觉得她的症状符合良性肿瘤的表现 He thought a carcinoid tumor fit all her symptoms.
那他错了 Well, he was wrong.
托盘上有新的电刀笔 Fresh ESU pencil on the tray.
我要检查一下肠道 I'm gonna run the bowel.
-全部七米长吗 -是的 - All 23 feet of it? - Yep.
那你比他还要疯狂 Then you're crazier than he is.
问询台
你好 大人物 Hey, man of the hour.
你儿子真的很贴心 I-- - Your son is the sweetest,
我们相处得非常愉快 We have been having the best time.
今晚我们要去炮台公园 We're gonna go to Battery Park tonight.
是的 Yes...
关于罗汉 About Rohan...
今早我似乎伤害了我儿子的感情 It appears I may have hurt my son's feelings this morning.
当然我不是故意的 但是我想先说明一些事 Unintentionally, of course, but I wanted to clear things up
之后你可能会听到他那一边的说法 before you heard his side of the story.
还有不一样的说法呢 There are sides?
也不是 我只是在为你着想 知道吗 Not exactly, it's just I was looking out for you, you see?
想保护你 Uh trying to...protect you.
我为什么需要保护 Why would I need protecting?
我担心我儿子之所以对你表现出兴趣 I was concerned that my son had taken an interest in you
只是为了伤害我 simply to...to hurt me.
你怎么会这么想 Why would you think that?
因为我们对一件事意见不和 Because of a disagreement we had.
也许是因为你觉得 Or because you don't think
你儿子不可能对我这样的人感兴趣 your son could be interested in someone like me?
不是 我只是 Oh, well, no, I--I just--
因为你确实认为 Because you actually thought the only reason Rohan
罗汉对我感兴趣的唯一原因 would ever be interested in me
是想利用我来伤害你 is if he was using me to get back at you?
不 我不是这个意思 No, that's not what I meant.
你肯定是有这个意思 Well, you must have meant it on some level
不然你也不会这么说 or you wouldn't have said it.
我恐怕这里有一些很深的误解 I fear there has been a profound misunderstanding here--
不 我觉得你说的很明白了 No, I think I heard you loud and clear.
欢迎光临班得威 失陪 Hi, welcome to Pain de Vie. Excuse me.
我想要一小杯拿铁 Hi, um, I'll get a small latte.
-好的 全脂牛奶可以吗 -可以 - Sure, is whole milk okay? - Yeah.
可以再给我两个麦芬吗 And can I get two muffins?
你知道这就是为什么没人喜欢心理医生 You know this is why no one likes therapists.
你进入我的生活 你 You're taking my life and you're...
然后曲解它 You're twisting it around.
好吧 那你帮我 告诉我事实不是这样 Okay, well, then help me out. Tell me a different story.
帮我理解 Help me understand.
好 这样吧 All right, how 'bout this?
我爸让自己免于陷入一个不可能的情况中 Dad saved himself from an impossible situation.
当然 他并不完美 No, he was not perfect,
但我从未怀疑过他是爱我的 but I never doubted that he loved me.
所以你怎么攻击我都可以 So you can come at me all day,
但我不会把自己的错误怪在他身上 but I'm not blaming him for my mistakes.
我也没有把你的错误怪在他身上 I'm not blaming him for your mistakes, either.
他已经尽可能地尽力而为 He did the best he could for as long as he could.
你没听到吗 我没有把你的错误怪在他身上 Did you hear me? I'm not blaming him for your mistakes.
好吧 那到底为什么我们还在说这些 Okay, so why the hell are we still talking about this?
因为你从华盛顿瓦拉瓦拉市 Because you went to Whitman College
惠特曼学院毕业 in Walla Walla, Washington.
你其实哪儿都可以去 You literally could have gone anywhere else,
却非要跨过整个美国 but you went all the way across the country.
家庭心理问题的遗传跟基因很像 Family psychological histories are a lot like genetic ones,
你骨子里就有逃跑的基因 and you have the gene for running.
所以我在问你 So I'm asking you...
你在逃离什么 What are you running from?
你说得对 我很像我爸 You're right. I'm like my dad.
我们都会逃跑 We both ran.
是的 他逃离了我妈 And yeah, he was running from my mom.
但我不是在逃离 我是在直面问题 But I am not running from, I am running to.
我是名急诊医生 I'm an ED doctor.
我会直面危机 I run to crisis.
我是说 去帮助病人 I mean, I run to help people.
是 你知道吗 And yeah, you know what?
我的童年确实很糟糕 My childhood, it sucked.
但那成就了现在的我 But it made me who I am.
这间医院很幸运有我这样的医生 And this hospital is lucky to have me.
好的 Okay.
谢谢你刚才说的这些 Thank you for that.
你觉得你能控制现在的阿得拉问题吗 Do you think you can get your Adderall under control?
可以 Yes.
你觉得继续行医 And do you think that practicing medicine
是你恢复的最佳途径吗 is the best thing for your recovery?
我知道它是的 I know it is.
那么好吧 Okay then.
回到医院去吧 Get back out there.
你可以工作了 You're clear.
让他们看看你的本事 Go show 'em how it's done.
劳拉 Lauren?
劳拉 Lauren.
我不知道该怎么做 I didn't know what else to do.
没事 No problem.
我获得允许可以工作了 I was cleared.
氯维地平滴速 每小时一毫克 Clevidipine infusion rate: 1 milligram per hour.
贝尔福牵开器已准备好 Balfour retractor standing by.
她特别固执 She is so stubborn.
哪有孩子不觉得 Show me a kid who doesn't think
自己的父母固执的 their parents are stubborn.
她体重超标 患有糖尿病 大部分时间 She's overweight, diabetic, and spends most of her time
都在一根接一根抽烟 吃油炸食品 喝酒 chain-smoking, eating fried foods, and drinking.
她一点儿也不想改变 And she has no intention of ever changing.
那才是症结所在 That's problematic.
那就是造成灾难的因素 That's a recipe for disaster.
只有我告诉她不能再这样下去 I'm the only one telling her to stop.
她那些在羊头湾的朋友 The rest of her buddies out in Sheepshead Bay,
都有一样的坏习惯 they all have the same bad habits.
也许他们都需要一些关注 Maybe they all need a little attention.
他们需要被"击中要害"才能清醒 They need a swift kick in the pants.
你知道的 我一有时间就过去 You know, I got out there often as I can,
给他们开需要的处方 prescribe them what they need,
但那真的 but it's just...
真的不够 It's not enough.
找到了 Found it.
我在这里发现一处异常结节 Yeah, I can feel an abnormal nodule right here.
我要把它切出来送去病理科 I'm gonna cut it out, send it to pathology.
雷诺兹在我妈妈的肠子上找到一个肿瘤 Is it crazy I'm happy Dr. Reynolds found a tumor
我却很高兴 我是不是疯了 in my mom's bowel?
不 你没疯 No, you're not crazy.
跟我来 你给我了一个想法 Come with me, you gave me an idea.
-感谢大家的到来 - - Thank you all for coming. - He is canning us.
就像《好家伙》里演的那样 It's just like that scene in "Goodfellas"
乔·佩西饰演的托米听说可以加入家族后 when they tell Joe Pesci he's gonna get made
他非常兴奋然后盛装打扮 and he's all excited and dressed up,
然后他走进房间 重重一击 and then he goes in the room, and whack!
-他们给他重重一击 -我没想打击你们 - They whack him. - I am not whacking you.
我要雇佣你们 所有人 I'm hiring you, all of you.
我们要在羊头湾新开一个诊所 We're opening a new clinic in Sheepshead Bay.
既然你们都有领工资 And since you're all on payroll already,
这将会是我做的第一件赚钱的事 this will actually be the first profitable thing I've done.
羊头湾 Sheepshead Bay?
新阿姆斯特丹医院在全市都有卫星诊所 New Amsterdam runs satellite clinics all over the city,
但是我们忽略了布鲁克林的这片区域 but we've neglected this part of Brooklyn
和生活在这里的人们 and the people who live there,
在你们的帮助下将结束这种局面 and that ends today with your help.
听起来不错 Sounds great,
但是我有点受够看车员的工作了 but I'm kinda over the parking attendant thing.
很好 因为你将要负责咨询台那片区域 Good, because you'll be running our reception area.
向人们问好 让他们有宾至如归的感觉 Greeting people, making sure they feel at ease.
没问题 That I can do.
安娜 你将负责给我们电脑安装新系统 Anna, you'll be installing our new computer systems.
-Linux还是DOS -随便你 - Linux or DOS? - No idea.
杰西卡 你将对生你养你 And Jessica, you'll be caring for the community
并且需要你的社区提供帮助 who raised you and who needs you now.
谢谢你 麦克斯 Thank you, Max.
大家好 希望我没来晚 Hello? I hope I'm not too late.
各位 认识一下我们新放射科的同事 Everyone, meet our new radiology department.
你需要针线包 You're gonna need the suture kit.
没错 Yeah.
再问我一次 Ask me again.
你在逃避什么 What are you running from?
我告诉我妈我要去读纽约大学 I told my mom that I was going to NYU.
就在镇子附近不远处 That I'd be here in town, close by.
爸爸前一年刚去世 事情开始变得... Dad had died the year before, and things had gotten...
我甚至没告诉她我申请了惠特曼学院 I didn't even tell her that I applied to Whitman.
我没告诉我妹妹 瓦内莎 I didn't tell Vanessa, my sister.
我知道... And I knew...
我知道她们离不开我 I knew that they wouldn't be okay without me.
是我在保护瓦内莎 I mean, I protected Vanessa.
她觉得我很厉害 She thought I was a rock star.
但她才12岁... But she was 12...
我没办法带着她走 I mean, I couldn't--I couldn't take her with me.
我想带着她 I wanted to,
但我知道如果我不走... but I knew if I didn't go...
我就再没机会离开 Then I was never gonna get out.
那晚 我...我哄她上床睡觉... One night, I... I tucked her up in bed...
我就离开了 And I left.
我... I, um...
我扔下我的妹妹不管 I left my little sister.
她又开始进行康复治疗了 She's in rehab now, again.
第四次了 Fourth time.
这不是你的错 That is not on you.
我本可以帮助她的 I could have saved her, you know?
我本可以帮助我妈妈的 I mean, I could have saved my mom.
你当时还是个孩子 这不是你的职责 You were a kid, that is not your job.
那应该是谁的责任 Then whose was it?
我就是他们的全部 而我却弃他们不顾 I mean, I was all they had, and then I just--I just left.
听我说 Listen to me.
世界上有很多人的家庭 There are people all over the world
和你的情况很像 with families just like yours.
到处都是 All over the world.
他们中的很多人 大多数人 And many of them, most of them,
都没机会脱身 they never get out.
你拯救了唯一一个你可以拯救的人 You saved the only person that you could save.
你没有失败 You did not fail.
你表现出了惊人的力量 What you did was an act of incredible strength.
我没感觉很有力量 I don't feel strong.
你只需要鼓起勇气再做一件事 You only have to be strong enough to do one more thing.
我需要帮助 I need help.
没问题 Okay.
我们能做到的 We can do that.
好吗 Okay?
你当时 Were you, uh,
你当时真想让我重回工作吗 were you really clearing me to go back to work?
让一个瘾君子待在急诊部吗 And let a drug addict loose in the ED?
当然不会 God, no.
你在跟我开玩笑吗 You kidding me?
BGM: Moving Pictures Silent Films by Great Lake Swimmers
♪ Throw away your things ♪
♪ When this is over ♪
♪ Oh, when the ice ♪
♪ Is melted away ♪
♪ And the hunger returns ♪
♪ I will be the same ♪
没想到会见到你 I wasn't expecting to see you.
因为我强硬地回绝了吗 Because I cut you off at the knees?
我表现得太强势了 这是我的人格缺陷 I came on too strong. It's a personality defect.
不 你没有 这也不是缺陷 No, you didn't, and it's not.
我们的交往很自然 有趣 It was spontaneous and fun
而且非常有爱 and completely lovely.
所以我才会感到害怕 And that's what made it utterly terrifying for me.
我已经很久不想在某件事 I haven't wanted to take a chance on something--
或者某个人身上花心思了 um, on someone in a really long time.
我之前是那种爱花心思的人 I mean, I used to be a person who took chances,
我真的想变回那个人 and I really wanna be that person again.
你不用解释 You don't have to explain.
不 我想这样 No, I want to.
你让我想去这样 You make me want to.
我有包袱 I--I have baggage.
我走到哪它都如影随形 And it comes with me wherever I go.
老实说 我已经厌倦了 And to be honest, I'm so tired of
拖着它到处跑 dragging it around with me.
那是过夜的行李吗 Is that an overnight bag?
没错 Yes.
我还真的带了个包袱 I have literally brought my baggage with me.
但都是为了费城的 But only 'cause there's
电台音乐会准备的 a Radiohead concert in Philadelphia.
想带我一起去吗 Any interest in going with me?
♪ I took it for love ♪
♪ Or at least something ♪
这间医院那么多走廊那么多窗户 Of all the windows in all the hallways in this hospital,
你非得抢占我的那扇 you had to stand in front of mine.
找扇你自己的去吧 Get your own window.
我今天需要你的建议 我的朋友 I needed your advice today, my friend,
但是你太忙了 but you were busy.
是啊 有时候是会这样 Yeah, I mean, that happens sometimes.
结果 我要失去我唯一的朋友 As a result, I managed to lose my only friend
和我的独子 and my only son.
我相信情况没那么糟糕 I'm sure it's not that bad.
就那么糟糕 It is that bad.
好 我很抱歉 Okay, sorry.
那我现在该怎么办 So what do I do now?
伊吉 我需要你的帮助 Iggy, I need you to help me.
好的 Okay.
♪ Where have you been ♪
♪ And what have you done ♪
VIP待遇感觉如何 How's the VIP?
并没有感觉自己很重要 Not feeling very important.
你很重要 Well, you are,
对我 对大家而言 to me, to everyone.
这个过程会很艰难 但等你渡过难关... It's gonna be hard, but...when you make it...
你的工作会一直在这里等着你 Your job's gonna be right here waiting for you.
我的工作对我意味着一切 麦克斯 My job means everything to me, Max.
我能理解你 I know the feeling.
♪ Moving pictures ♪
♪ In silent films ♪