我有这么个朋友 So, I've got this friend,
他人很好 有点固执 但生活就是这样 and, great guy, little stubborn, but as life would have it,
他得了癌症 he's got cancer.
是这样吗 Is that so.
别担心 他没有放弃 仍然保持乐观 Don't worry. He's keeping his head up, staying positive.
-不过有一个问题 -有问题啊 - And, uh, here's the thing-- - Oh, there's a thing.
我还以为癌症就是大转折呢 I assumed cancer was the big twist.
不 是这样 我朋友最近换了个新医生 No, see, my friend recently got this new doctor
结果这个医生让他 who, uh, as it turns out, is making it really hard
很难保持乐观 for my friend to stay positive.
等等 听起来像我认识的人 Hang on, this sounds like somebody I know.
是吗 真奇怪 Really? Weird.
她不仅给我朋友安排了 Not only did she put my friend on
无法遵循的治疗时间 an impossible to maintain schedule
而且现在还坚持要给我朋友放置鼻饲管 but now she's insisting that my friend get a feeding tube.
所以他真的很希望 So he was really hoping
能征求其他人的意见 that he could get a second opinion.
你朋友不会同时也是 And your friend wouldn't also happen to be
纽约一家大医院的 the medical director of a major public hospital
-医疗主任吧 -这个嘛 - in New York, would they? - Well, uh,
他请我不要透露他的名字 he asked me to keep his name out of it.
-麦克斯 我 -不行 不能说名字 - Max, I-- - No, no names.
那将是对我格外在乎隐私的朋友的巨大背叛 That would be a huge betrayal to my incredibly private friend.
但是我朋友想知道 But my friend was wondering
你能不能找斯汤顿医生谈谈 if maybe you could talk to Dr. Stauton
让她改变主意 and change her mind?
-我绝不会那样做 -我要走这边 - I will do no such thing. - I'm this way.
所以我要走这边 Which is why I'm going this way.
好吧 但是她完全不按常理出牌 Okay. But she's totally gone rogue.
好吗 她在诊断中加入了大量的篮球类比 Okay? She peppers all her diagnoses with basketball analogies.
-有时就是得从中场投篮 -不要啊 - Sometimes you've just got to shoot from mid-court. - No. Not you too.
麦克斯 你已四次犯规而且暂停都用光了 Max, you're on the fourth foul and there are no timeouts left.
好了 这些篮球类比已经失去控制了 Okay, this basketball thing is spinning out of control.
我只需要一个对鼻饲管的不同意见 Just a second opinion on a feeding tube.
-我只有这一个请求 -好吧 - That's all I'm asking for. - Okay.
-你想听我的意见吗 -是的 - You want my second opinion? - Yes.
你得老实听你自己的医生的话 You need to listen to your actual doctor.
我明白你的把戏了 I see what you did there.
-如果能让你好受些 -肯定不会的 - If it makes you feel better-- - I'm sure it won't.
你可以把鼻饲管想象成首发阵容 Think of the feeding tube like the sixth man
需要休息时从替补席上场的第六人 coming off the bench when the starters need a break.
是吗 可我觉得更像是一根从我胃里伸出的 Really? 'Cause I see it more like a pipe
把早上的咖啡倒灌出来的管子 protruding from my stomach, spilling my morning coffee.
化疗使你经常感到恶心 The chemo has left you with frequent nausea.
放疗灼伤了你的喉咙 The radiation has burned your throat.
结果 你吃的越来越少 As a result, you have been eating less.
一周内你的体重下降了五磅 You've lost five pounds in one week.
营养不良会对你的治疗产生负面影响 Malnutrition negatively affects your treatment.
还会损害肌肉功能 It can also impair muscle function,
降低免疫反应 decrease immunoresponse,
并在体内积累危险的毒物浓度 and amass dangerous toxicity levels within your body.
麦克斯 放置鼻饲管能缓解这一情况 Max, inserting a feeding tube would mitigate that.
好吧 Okay, yeah.
让我上场吧 教练 Put me in, Coach.
医 院 革 命 第一季 第十九集
如今这种实地考察更像是走个形式 所以 These site visits are really more of a formality at this point, so...
我一直很期待 I've been looking forward to it.
-袋子里是什么 -开始了 - What's in the bag? - Oh, here we go.
这是詹玛的最爱 These are Jemma's favorites.
这是医院附近的一家 They're from a little Trinidadian restaurant
特立尼达餐厅做的 孩子们有时在那里订餐 near the hospital the kids order from sometimes.
有一次 不开玩笑 詹玛一口气吃了四个 Once, no joke, Jemma ate four of these.
我可能也吃了一点点 但是 I mean, I might have helped a little bit, but...
但愿你带来的足够分享 Hope you brought enough to share.
不 不 没有分享的机会 No, no. There will be no sharing.
等我把这个放在她面前 注意她的手指 Once I put these down in front of her, watch your fingers.
-詹玛 -孩子 - Hey, Jemma. - Hey, kiddo.
你好吗 詹玛 How you doing, Jemma?
我挺好 I'm fine.
那你最好准备变得超级棒 Well, uh, I hope you're ready to be awesome
因为我从莉莉饼店买来了双拼和炖菜 because I brought doubles and kurma from Leelee's Roti Shop.
请看 Boom.
不用了 I'm good.
好吧 我把它们放在柜台上 Okay, well, I'll leave them here on the counter
你可以之后再吃 好吗 if you want them later, okay?
一切还好吗 Everything's okay?
她只是在突击复习准备考试 Oh, she's just cramming for a test.
一切都很好 Things have been great.
那在学校也一切顺利 So everything's okay with school?
是啊 她在杰弗逊中学的老师说 Yeah, her teachers at Jefferson
说她很快就能赶上进度 say she's catching up.
-那她的朋友呢 -我基本都见过 - And her friends? - I met most of them.
都是好孩子 有创造力不合群 和詹玛一样 Good kids. Creative, misfits, like Jemma.
但看起来他们的关系很好 But they really seem to get each other.
在我看来 她安顿得很好 Seems to me she's settling in just fine.
最后克里斯蒂安森医生要测试低音 So Dr. Christiansen will finish up with the low pitches now.
和之前一样 如果听到声音就举手 As before, raise your right hand if you hear a sound.
如果听不到 也没关系 If you don't, it's okay.
这能帮助我们诊断 This is to help us diagnose
人工耳蜗出了什么问题 what's going wrong with the cochlear implant.
玛戈特 玛戈特?
你需要休息一下吗 你还好吗 Do you need a break? Is everything all right?
她不喜欢测试 She doesn't like tests.
接受测试的是设备 不是你 It's the device we are testing, not you.
如果能让你好受些 And if it makes you feel better,
我会给你打A+ 好吗 I will give you an A+. Hmm?
托莉和我就在门外 Tori and I will be just outside the door.
好的 Okay.
我们开始吧 Okay, let's start.
已经九个月了 So, it's been nine months.
我们还有问题吗 We're still having problems?
装上人工耳蜗后 It's almost impossible to predict
几乎无法预测病人的康复时长 the rehabilitation period after a cochlear implant.
我们并不指望她能接电话 I mean, we weren't expecting her to talk on the phone
但她坐地铁时也会头晕 but she can't even take the subway without getting dizzy.
她看上去既困惑又悲伤 She seems confused and sad.
我知道看见心爱之人受苦是什么感受 I know how it feels to see your loved ones in pain,
但一旦我们知道了设备故障后 就能修复 but once we diagnose the issue with the device, we can fix it.
一切都还好吗 Is everything okay?
耳蜗似乎起效了 The implant seems to be functional.
-基底电极反应呢 -一切正常 - Basal electrode responses? - All normal.
如果不是设备问题 那是怎么回事 So it's not the device, then what's the matter?
-雷诺兹医生 -麦克斯 - Dr. Reynolds. - Max.
雷诺兹医生 Dr. Reynolds.
为什么我感觉你俩准备把我绑了 Why do I feel like the two of you are getting ready
扔进无牌货车里 to throw me into an unmarked van?
你的季度预算报告已经迟了三周 Your quarterly budget is three weeks late.
对 事情是这样的 Oh, yeah. See, what had happened was--
如果今天不搞定 Yeah, and if it's not done today,
心胸科下个季度就没有预算经费了 then cardiothoracic is going to have no budget for next quarter.
意味着没有手术材料补给 没有外科医生 Which means no surgical supplies, no surgeons,
也没有手术 and no surgeries.
幸运的是 我们有朵拉 Luckily for you, we have a Dora
朵拉将会帮助你 and Dora is going to, uh, help you.
我说的帮助 是指折磨你直到报告写完 And by help you, I mean torture you until it's finished.
每一行都规则有序 连续不断 Every line in perfect order, back-to-back.
她真的很严格 She's really kind of tough.
所以你被分配到这间隔离的办公室 So you are here by sequestered to this office
直到报告完成或者 until it's done or,
等你死了 看哪个先发生 you're dead, whichever comes first.
等等 你说现在开始 Wait, you mean now?
不行 他们需要我 No, but--but they need me on the floor.
不能让别人干这活吗 Can't somebody else do this?
这是你的部门 你的预算 It's your department. Your budget.
你能得到想要的一切 只需要提出要求 You get everything you want. You just have to ask for it.
写在一份格式标准的Excel表格里 In a properly formatted Excel-generated spreadsheet.
朵拉非常擅长 And Dora really excels at this.
不好笑吗 好吧 No, it's not funny? Okay.
微笑点头或过后付账 Well, smile and nod or pay the price later.
麦克斯 拜托 我是个医生 Max, come on! I'm a doctor!
没有预算就当不成医生 Yeah, not without a budget.
我们开始吧 雷诺兹医生 Shall we, Dr. Reynolds?
我能先去上个厕所吗 Can I at least go to the bathroom first?
我想你知道答案 I think you know the answer to that.
大家都躲开 让个道 Everybody out of the way. Yo! Clear the way!
天哪 玛丽 我刚转身两秒 Jeez, Marie. I turn my back for two seconds...
-本来该是你 -说得好 - It should've been you. - Oh, nice.
-什么情况 -玛丽·迈克尼尔 - All right, what do you got? - Marie McNeil.
四十岁女警 40-year-old female police officer
-步行时被... -被酒驾司机撞了 - on foot when struck-- - By a drunk driver.
-肇事逃逸 -交给我们吧 谢了 - Hit and run. - All right. We got it. Thanks.
汽车撞到右腿 造成股骨骨折 Motor vehicle struck right leg fracturing the femur.
她被引擎盖撞飞 又摔到路上 She bounced off the hood followed by the road,
造成胸部擦伤和挫伤 resulting in thoracic abrasions and contusions.
她会没事的 对吧 She's going to be all right, right?
你去通知她家人吧 Why don't you alert her family?
告知他们 她在这里 Let them know where she is.
我是她搭档 我就是她的家人 I'm her partner. I'm her family.
好的 带她去29区 All right, let's get her to bay 29
-叫麦克斯下来 -坚持住 好吗 - and get Max down here now. - Hang in there, okay?
一定要好起来 拜托 Be okay. Please.
给我们点空间 她没事 Give us some room. She's okay.
嗯 我听到了 局长 当然 Yeah, I--I hear you, Commissioner. Of course.
不 我向你保证 No, you have my word.
迈克尼尔警官将得到最好的治疗 Officer McNeil will receive the very best care possible.
一切都在我们掌控之中 We've got everything under control.
不 谢谢您 长官 Yes. No, thank you, sir.
-警察局长 -就是他 - Police Commissioner? - The one and only.
你经历过蓝波吗 You ever experience a blue wave?
原意指中期选举中进行理论化的民主扫荡
当然 在唐人街 Sure. In Chinatown.
那你还没经历过真正的蓝波 Then you haven't experienced a blue wave.
在新阿姆斯特丹 当警察就医时 At New Amsterdam, when a cop is brought in,
他的所有家人会一起跟着来 it's like his whole family comes with them,
不过这个家人是四分之三的纽约警察 only that family is 3/4 of the NYPD.
-正如我所说 -我懂你的意思了 - As advertised. - I see what you mean.
各位 我是麦克斯·古德温 医疗主任 Uh, everyone? I'm Max Goodwin, the medical director.
我理解大家前来支持同事的心情 Hi, I appreciate that you want to support your colleague,
但这里是一个正常运转的急诊室 but this is still a functioning ED.
去吧 所以我们需要保持这里通畅 有序 Go ahead. So we need to keep this area clear and calm,
如果能做到 if at all possible.
我想请大家去门外守着 I'd like to ask everyone to move this vigil outside these doors.
非常感谢大家 We really appreciate it.
利昂·哈格朗 68岁 可能酒驾 Leon Hargrow. 68. Probable DUI.
左前臂有撕裂 Lacerations to left forearm.
脸部和手被安全气囊造成了化学烧伤 Chemical burns on his face and hands from the airbag.
我没看到 这是哪... I didn't see. Where...
我在哪里 Where--where am I?
有头部创伤的迹象吗 Any sign of head injury?
目击者称车祸发生前 Witnesses saw him swerving all over the road
-他在路上急转弯 -就是他 - before the accident. - That's him!
就是他酒驾撞了玛丽 That's the DUI who hit Marie!
快叫安保人员 Someone call security.
我觉得这里的「安保」够多了 I think security is covered.
你会坐穿牢底的 听到了吗 You're going down for a long time, you hear me?
-冷静 冷静 -我知道你能听到 - Easy, easy. - I know you can hear me!
我会确保你这一辈子 I'm gonna make sure you're locked up
都会被关在里面 for the rest of your sorry-assed life!
别激动 拦住他 Easy! Get him back! Get him back!
退后 马上 Back up! Back up, now!
-你会跑不了了的 -拦住他 - You're not getting away! - Get him back! Get him back!
安杰罗和玛丽已经做了八年搭档 Angelo's been Marie's partner going on eight years.
他们就像兄妹一样 These two are like sister and brother.
他很糟糕 但他绝不会对那个司机 He's messed up, but he was never going to do anything
-做什么的 -你确定吗 - to that driver. - You sure about that?
我能说什么 What can I say?
我们照顾自己人 We take care of our own.
只要你照看好安杰罗 Yeah, well, as long as you take care of Angelo,
你们在这里就没关系 I got no problem with you guys being here.
我为刚刚的混乱道歉 不会再这样了 I'm sorry for the disruption. It won't happen again.
我们所有的重点要放在玛丽身上 Our full focus needs to be on Marie.
她好起来才是最重要的 Her recovery is what's important.
不用担心 他会振作起来的 Not to worry. He'll get it together.
谢谢 她有什么新情况 Thanks. I'll, uh, keep you updated
我会跟你说的 as I learn more about her progress.
-谢谢 -不客气 - Thank you. - You got it.
她怎么样了 Hey, how's she doing?
还算稳定 她伤势不轻 Stable-ish. She's pretty banged up.
我在等心外科的会诊 I'm waiting on a cardio consult.
那个司机呢 他怎么样了 What about the driver? How's he doing?
在等实验室的毒理学检查结果 Waiting on lab results from his tox screen.
我们得让他和玛丽的搭档保持距离 We need to put some distance between him and Marie's partner.
司机情况稳定 可以转移 Driver's stable. He can move.
那就转移 Do it.
我们该把他放在哪儿 Where should we put him?
我在重症监护室清了张床出来 I cleared a bed in the ICU.
原创翻译 双语字幕
他还没醒 He's still out.
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醒了肯定吓得不轻 It is going to be one hell of a rude awakening.
翻 译 Atom 改良俱乐部
翻 译 Alex 苏葵 1.0
翻 译 布塔 贝七
校 对 星星与野狗
时间轴 Caroline 格瑞特 Jenny
原来你在这 我正在找你 Oh, there he is! Just the boss I was looking for!
你能在这签个字吗 Can I get an autograph on this?
后 期 斯人
-当然 -谢谢 - You bet. - Thank you.
不是所有人都会就这样签字捐肾的 Not everyone would sign their kidneys away like that
但我真的很需要钱 所以谢谢你 but I really need the money, so thank you.
总 监 夕橙
给我 又去看望詹玛吗 Give me that. Another site visit for Jemma?
我以为你刚去过 I thought you just had one of these.
我还以为你有癌症呢 Yeah, I thought you had cancer.
只是体内有 Only on the inside.
是这样 Okay, well, yeah, so
我有点担心詹玛有点疏远 I'm a little worried Jemma might be isolating.
她真的只跟我说了三个字 She literally said three words to me,
回了房间 然后再也没有出来了 went back in her room, and didn't come back out again.
我可以给你一个 Can I give you my completely
完全非专业心理医生的诊断吗 unqualified psychological diagnosis?
-当然可以 -她还是个青少年 - Sure, why not? - She's a teenager.
-我需要个会诊 -谢天谢地 - Yo, can I get a consult? - Oh, thank God.
我能做些什么 How can I help?
你可以告诉我你的团队里 You can tell me who on your team
-有谁可以做会诊的 -我 - is available for a consult. - Me.
实验室用品和耗材 14400.87美元 Lab supplies and consumables. $14,400.87.
麦克斯 拜托 Max, please.
有谁能做会诊的 Who do you got for me?
这不公平 This isn't fair.
如果我知道 Look, if I had known
有这么多书面文件要处理 it was going to be this much paperwork,
我绝不会申请做主任 I would've never signed up to be Chair.
你没有申请 是我逼你做的主任 Ah, you didn't. I kind of forced you to be Chair.
对不起 Sorry about that.
让黑斯廷斯先不做电视胸腔镜手术 Pull Hastings off her VATS procedure.
谢谢 Thank you.
想得美 到下一个项目 Nice try. Next line item?
怎么了 你还好吗 Is everything okay? Are you all right?
不好意思 I'm sorry.
我一般不这样 我们都不会这样的 I'm usually not like this. Neither of us are.
不 No, it's--it's...
没关系 it's all right.
我不知道怎么了 I don't know what happened.
我们真的从没吵过架 We literally never fight.
我们在一个冥想研讨会认识的 We met at a meditation workshop.
玛戈特能听见这件事 Margot being able to hear,
本该把我们的距离拉近 this was supposed to bring us closer together,
但却让我们越来越远了 but it's just driving us apart.
托莉 我... Tori, I...
我知道有人能帮忙 I know someone who could help.
好 Okay.
玛戈特 玛戈特.
我认为可能有与人工耳蜗 I believe there may be issues that aren't related
无关的其他问题 to your cochlear implant.
这是我同事 弗罗姆医生 This is my colleague, Dr. Frome.
我们来聊聊 Let's talk.
麦克斯 Uh, Max.
在你开口之前 你要知道我的朋友 Okay, before you speak, you should know that my friend,
有癌症那个 the one with the cancer,
今天要装经皮内镜下胃造瘘管 is getting a PEG tube installed today.
所以这个甜甜圈是他最后一餐 So this donut represents his last meal.
如果他能吞得下去的话 Assuming he can, you know, swallow it.
利昂·哈格朗没有醉 Leon Hargrow wasn't drunk.
-那个司机吗 -我刚拿到他的血检结果 - The driver? - I just got his blood work.
他体内没有药物或者酒精 什么都没有 There were no drugs or alcohol in his system. None.
但是有人看到他突然转向 But people saw him swerving?
他在开车的时候中风了 He had a stroke behind the wheel.
-还有... -古德温医生 - And that's not all-- - Dr. Goodwin.
我找不到安杰罗 I can't find Angelo.
没人知道他去哪儿了 No one knows where he went.
你不会认为他是去找... You don't think he went after--
是的 Yeah, I do.
安杰罗 安杰罗?
长官 请立刻远离病床 Officer, back away from that bed right now.
我们谈谈好吗 Hey, let's talk about this.
有人要付出代价 Somebody's got to pay.
安杰罗 我理解你的愤怒 Angelo, I understand that you're upset,
但这不是他的错 but this wasn't his fault.
别跟我来这套 Don't give me that.
他醉酒了 我看到他急转弯了 He was wasted. I saw him swerving.
他开车时发生了栓塞性中风 He had an embolic stroke while he was driving.
他没有喝醉 他病得很重 He wasn't drunk. He's very sick.
他是个兽医 拿出点同情心吧 He's a vet. Have some compassion.
安杰罗 求你了 Angelo, please.
回楼下等候区去吧 Go back downstairs to the waiting area.
你的搭档 Your partner?
现在需要你 She needs you right now.
确保把他带到楼下 Make sure that you get him downstairs.
-等等 怎么了 -玛丽快不行了 - Uh, what--wait, what is it? - It's Marie. She's coding.
血氧饱和度86 呼吸频率30 O-2 sat down to 86. Respirations up to 30.
双侧呼吸音减弱 Decreased breath sounds bilaterally!
-心率48 -坚持住 玛丽 - Heart rate's down to 48. - Hang in there, Marie!
-血氧饱和度还在降 -呼吸频率增加 - O-2 sat dropping. - Respiratory rate climb.
我需要肺包 I've got to get the pulmonary kit.
给我一个插管托盘 Dropping an intubation tray now.
双侧颈静脉怒张 Neck vein distention. Both sides.
被颈托遮挡很难发现 但确实有 It's hard to see because of the cervical collar but it's there.
-纵膈气肿 -是的 - Pneumomediastinum. - Yeah.
好想法 Good call.
玛丽的食管一定有个瘘 There must be a hole in Marie's esophagus.
我们得在她再次发作前 We need to get her to the OR,
带她去手术室 open up her chest and close that hole
做开胸和瘘缝合 before this happens again.
她会没事的吧 Is she going to be okay?
-哈格朗先生 -我要见她 - Mr. Hargrow-- - I need to see her.
-听我说 先生 -我要跟她道歉 - Look, sir-- - I need to tell her I'm sorry.
先生 你要保持冷静 Sir, you--you need to remain calm.
-但 -我向你保证 - But-- - I promise you,
她在接受最好的治疗 she is receiving the best care possible.
但现在 我们需要关注你的病情 But right now, we need to focus on you.
你的中风是由 The stroke that you had was caused by a malignant tumor
膀胱恶性肿瘤引起的 in your bladder.
我知道这个消息很沉重 I know that this is distressing news.
我们得立即切除肿瘤 We need to remove your tumor immediately
-并开始治疗计划 -我只想知道 - and start you on a regimen. - All I want to know
那个女人能不能活下来 is if that woman is going to live.
哈格朗先生 你的病情很严重 Mr. Hargrow, your condition is very serious.
我早就知道我的毛病了 I already know what's wrong with me.
你知道多久了 How long have you known?
如果你知道 究竟为什么没有接受治疗 If you knew, then why on earth haven't you gotten treatment?
我不想要治疗 I don't want treatment.
我只想为我所做的事道歉 I just want to apologize for what I did.
我理解 I understand.
但现在去 无论对你还是她而言 But right now, that is not a good idea
都不是个好主意 for either of you.
那我就没什么好说的了 Then I guess there's nothing else to talk about.
卡普尔医生认为 Dr. Kapoor thought that it would be beneficial
我们坐下来聊聊康复过程中发生了什么 if we sit down and talk about what's happening
会有帮助 during the rehab process.
我今天的工作是要 And that's sort of my-- my job around here
创造一个环境或者空间 is to create an environment
来探索你们的情感上发生了什么 or space to explore what's happening to you emotionally.
你们两个人的情感 Both of you.
翻译很快就到 The interpreter will be here very soon.
我保证 I assure you.
抱歉要延迟一会 I'm, uh--I'm very sorry about the delay.
应该不会太久 Should be any moment.
好吧 我们就这么突然地开始了 Oh, okay. We're just diving right in.
生气 我 Angry? I--uh...
我们能不能 Okay, can we just--
我说 我们能不能稍微慢一点 Guys, can we slow down just a touch?
我只能懂一部分 说得有点太快了 Um, just-- I'm getting some of it. It's just... it's a little too fast.
我从没说过你是负担 I have never said you were a burden.
好了 暂停 暂停 Okay, time out. Time. Time out.
喘口气 好吗 Um, take a breath. Okay?
我得跟上你们 我猜 I need to catch up here, but I'm assuming, um...
托莉 玛戈特说她感觉自己像个负担 Tori, Margot said that she feels like a burden.
-是的 -是这样吗 - Yeah. - Is that right?
这是你对她的感觉吗 Okay, is that--is that how you feel about her?
不 我从没有这样认为过 No. I have never thought of her that way.
好 那为什么不告诉她 All right, so why don't you tell her
你对她的感觉呢 how you do feel about her?
玛戈特总有一种 Margot has just always had this spirit in her
按照自己的方式探索世界的精神 that had to experience the world,
非做不可 on her own terms.
我们上大学时 玛戈特曾在凌晨三点 Margot bungee jumped off the Manhattan bridge at 3:00 A.M.
从曼哈顿大桥蹦极而下 when we were in college.
不是吧 哇哦 Are you kidding? Wow.
是的 Right.
我觉得她无所畏惧 I think that she's fearless.
那就告诉她 So tell her.
我觉得我早已不是过去的自己了 "I feel so far away from that person right now.
我知道我把我们逼到这个地步 "I know I pushed us here
是因为我想要人工耳蜗 "because I wanted the implant
你一直在支持我 "And you supported me through all of it,
为我花钱 支持我做手术 "with the money and the surgeries,
只因为我想要人工耳蜗 "because I wanted it.
可现在我怕我因为它们 "And now I'm afraid that I've risked
危及到我人生中最重要的关系 the most important relationship in my life because of them."
你为什么想要人工耳蜗 Why do you want the implant?
这样我就能听见了 "So I can hear."
没错 这是人工耳蜗的功能 Well, okay. That's what the implant does.
但你为什么想要人工耳蜗 Why do you want the implant?
我想要是因为 "I want it..."
十分感谢 谢谢 Appreciate it. Thank you.
放这儿就行 谢谢 伙计 Throw it in there. Thanks, bud.
-最近怎么样 -很高兴见到你 - How you doing? - Hey, good to see you.
谢谢 谢谢 Thanks. Thank you.
瑞赛汀 Yo, Recetti.
你已经在准备玛丽的葬礼了吗 You already taking up for Marie's funeral?
别担心 这是为她康复用的 Relax. It's for her recovery.
在这之后她得吃一段时间外卖了 She's gonna be ordering takeout for a while after this.
谢谢 Thanks.
-怎么了 -她怎么样了 - What's going on? - How is she?
她已经稳定了 我们正在为手术做准备 We stabilized her and we're prepping her for surgery.
现在她还没醒过来 Now she's not out of the woods yet,
我们对她的治疗已经开始起作用了 but she does seem to be responding to treatment.
这是给玛丽的吗 Is that for Marie?
这是警署给她准备的 Yeah, it's something the PD does.
我们有个陨落英雄基金 We have a fallen heroes fund
给受伤的执勤警察提供帮助 for officers hurt in the line of duty.
算我一个 Then count me in.
等她被推出来时我会告诉你的 I'll let you know when she's out.
伙计 Hey.
谢谢你 古德温医生 Thanks, Dr. Goodwin.
应该的 Sure.
猜猜谁回来了 Guess who's back?
你是被放出来的 还是「越狱」出来的 Is it legit or did you "Shawshank" your way out of it?
你知道么 Hey, you know what?
在和朵拉待了一个下午后 After spending the afternoon with Dora,
我终于知道这儿是多么的灯火通明了 I finally know how the lights stay on in this place.
-有病人吗 -自发性食管破裂 - What do we got? - Boerhaave's esophagus,
需要手术修复 surgical repair.
看起来不错 干活吧 Oh, looks good. Let's get to work.
迈克尼尔警官 Officer McNeil,
我是雷诺兹医生 这是黑斯廷斯医生 I'm Dr. Reynolds. This is Dr. Hastings.
我们是你今天手术的主刀医生 We're going to be performing your surgery today.
两个医生 Two doctors?
情况一定很糟 Must be pretty bad.
生命体征很好 我们手术室见 Vitals are good. We'll see you in there.
这个早上有点惨啊 You've had a morning.
没错 警察本该去抓坏蛋的 Yeah, cops are supposed to go down chasing the bad guy.
结果我给一个骑踏板摩托的 I get clipped writing a traffic ticket
成年男子开罚单时被撞了 to a grown man on a scooter.
我可再也不想遇到这种事了 I'm never gonna hear the end of it.
好吧 好歹你还在出外勤 不是么 Hey, well, at least you were out there, all right?
我填了一上午的电子表格 I spent my morning sitting in front of a spreadsheet.
我讨厌文书工作 Oof, I hate desk work.
谁说不是呢 Tell me about it.
上街执勤是我唯一想做的事 Put me on the street. That's where I want to be.
-执行任务 对吧 -没错 - In the action, right? - Yeah.
我的搭档叫我「楞种」 My partner, he calls me "One direction"
因为我总是冲到最前面 'cause I always head straight in.
我从来没考虑过后果 我从不害怕 I don't even think about it. I don't get scared.
当有人需要帮助时 让我冲到第一线 Put me in the line of fire when somebody needs help.
这是我最想做的 That's my happy place.
如果我这么说会让你感觉好一点 Well, if it makes you feel any better,
现在让我帮助你 helping you right now?
是我最想做的事 That's my happy place.
我们手术室见 I'll see you in there.
退伍军人事务处刚刚送来了他的记录 VA just sent over his records.
谢谢你 Oh, thank you.
这一定是在逗我 You've got to be kidding me.
-卡普尔 -结果怎么样 - Kapoor. - How did it go?
结果非常好 非常乐观 Well, it was good. Very optimistic.
我们聊了 聊了很多 You know a lot--a lot came out.
我确实有一些惊人的发现 There was a definite unearthing going on.
但是我觉得托莉和玛戈特最终 But ultimately, I do believe that Tori and Margot
会变得比以前更坚强 are going to be stronger than ever.
-这是个好消息 -没错 - That's wonderful news. - Yeah.
我和克里斯蒂安森医生聊过了 I've discussed with Dr. Christiansen,
她认为我们可以继续做核磁共振的检查 and she's confident that we can move forward with the MRI.
实际上 玛戈特跟我说了很神奇的话 Well, actually Margot touched on something really profound.
-还震动了我 -什么 - Powerful. - What?
她想把人工耳蜗摘掉 She would like to have her cochlear implant removed.
维贾伊 她想变回聋子 Vijay, she wants to be deaf again.
源自英国诗人威廉·欧内斯特·亨利
无论我将穿过的门有多窄 "It matters not how strait the gate,
无论我将肩承怎样的责罚 how charged with punishments the scroll,
我是命运的主宰 I am the master of my fate,
我是灵魂的统帅 I am the captain of my soul."
毛细管再填充时间小于两秒 Cap refill less than two seconds.
病人已麻醉 Patient induced.
给予20微克芬太尼 20 micrograms of fentanyl.
T形探头和除颤仪 T-probe and defib...
就绪 Standing by.
BGM: Tired of Being Alone by Al Green
♪ I'm so tired of being alone ♪
♪ I'm so tired of on my own ♪
♪ Won't you help me, girl ♪
♪ Just as soon as you can ♪
两年前你就试图接受治疗了 You've tried to get treatment two years ago,
对吧 利昂 didn't you Leon?
没错 Tried.
我在退伍军人事务处看过医生 I went and saw my doc at the VA.
他们就像往常一样让我立刻接受了检查 They took me in right away like they usually do.
在他们确诊我的病后 Once they found out what I had,
他们跟我说那儿没有适合我的医生 they said they didn't have the right doctor for me there.
我得去别的地方看看 Said that I had to go somewhere else.
所以他们给你一张优惠券然后就让你走了 So they gave you a voucher and sent you on your way.
没错 Yeah.
但是你没用它 But you didn't use it.
我想用 I wanted to.
但是那个优惠券并不能免掉所有费用 But the voucher didn't cover everything.
我还得靠自己 I'm on my own.
我付不起差额 Couldn't afford the difference.
我为给自己的国家服务感到骄傲 I served my country with pride.
你没必要感到羞愧 You have nothing to be ashamed of.
我参加过四次派遣 I did four tours.
陆军游骑兵 Army Rangers.
你应该得到更好的待遇 You deserve better than this.
我从没想过要把任何人置于危险境地 I never meant to put anyone in harm's way.
麦克斯 我在安排利昂·哈格朗 Max, I am scheduling Leon Hargrow
接受紧急膀胱手术和放疗 for emergency bladder surgery and radiation.
-希望他需要这些 -原来退伍军人管理局 - Well, let's hope he needs it. - Turns out the VA closed
关闭了他们的泌尿科 所以才没给他治疗 their urology department, so instead of treating him,
而是给了他一张代金券 they gave him a voucher to use
让他在自己选择的医院使用 at a hospital of his "Choice."
我们可以接受代金券 We'll take a voucher.
代金券只能支付手术费用的75% The voucher only covers 75% of the cost.
-剩下的他也拿不出 -剩下的我们负担 - He's stuck with the rest. - We'll cover the rest.
还有什么问题 What's the problem again?
他们认为利昂在越南参战的时候 Do they think that Leon only gave 75%
只付出了75%的自己吗 while he was in Vietnam?
更别说还有强有力的证据显示 Not to mention there's compelling evidence
尿路上皮癌和接触橙剂 that urothelial carcinoma is a directly related
有直接的关系 to exposure to Agent Orange.
海伦 这是一家公立医院 Helen, this is a public hospital.
这就是我们在这的原因 This is why we're here.
退伍军人管理局不治疗利昂 我们来治 If the VA won't treat Leon, we will.
不行 你也不能 No, you won't.
医疗联盟接到通知 有一笔账单 HCC was notified of a payment being submitted
是通过退伍军人管理局的代金券支付的 via a VA voucher.
-没错 -我们不能接受 - That's right. - We can't accept it.
为什么不行 Why not?
不然我们就得接受所有的退伍军人管理局的代金券 Then we'd have to accept all VA vouchers.
只要老兵们都能得到需要的照顾 As long as veterans are getting the care they need,
我并没看到问题 I'm not seeing the problem.
问题在于公立医院体制 The problem's the public hospital system
之后可能要支付几千名老兵的手术费用 then has to potentially foot the bill for thousands of veterans
以及退伍军人管理局不报销的那25% and the 25% the VA doesn't reimburse.
我们有一名老兵躺在重症监护室里 We have a veteran in the ICU
他急需手术 不然就会死掉 who needs surgery or he's going to die.
我不在乎要打给谁 I don't care who I have to call,
但今天利昂一定要做这个手术 but Leon is getting that surgery today.
我明白你的意思 麦克斯 I understand your intentions, Max,
但这是一种私有化 but this is privatization
我们还参与其中 and we're playing right into it.
如果我们批准了利昂的手术 并付了钱 If we approve of Leon's surgery and we foot the bill,
这会给其他地方树立一个危险的先例 it sets a dangerous precedent for the rest of the country.
我们要么救利昂一命 Either we save Leon
伤害其他老兵 and hurt the care for every other veteran
要么主张让老兵们接受更好的照顾 or we stand up for better care for all veterans--
任利昂死掉 And let Leon die.
我当然尊重你的意愿 I respect your wishes, of course.
我也知道这在聋哑人群体中是有争议的问题 And I'm aware that this is a debate in the deaf community,
但摘除植入物... but removing a implant is--
是很有风险的手术 is a very risky surgery.
「我只想让痛苦停止」 "I just want the pain to stop."
我也想 I--I want that too.
还有很多不同种类的植入物 And--and there are different types of implants
我们可以在手术之前... we can use before we--
不是身上那种疼痛 "Not that kind of pain.
偏头痛 晕眩感 "The migraines, the dizziness,
奇怪的语音调 这些我都预料到了 "the strange tones, I expected that.
我朋友告诉过我会出现这些症状 "My friends told me that would come.
他们都很喜欢自己的植入物 "That they all love their implants,
但我不喜欢 "but I don't.
我想念原来的自己 "I miss who I was.
和我体验世界的方式 "How I experienced the world.
我不奢求你能理解 "I don't expect you to understand,
但在植入之前 音乐... "but before the implant, music...
是我能感受到的东西 "Was something I felt
但现在那只是奇怪的字词 "and now it's just weird words
掺杂着奇怪的感觉 "with weird textures.
我的思想曾经是我自己的 "And my thoughts used to be my own,
现在却老是被外界干扰 "and now they're just cluttered with distractions.
我以为是我缺少了什么 "I thought I was missing something.
但事实上... "But really...
我是在想念我原来所拥有的 I'm missing what I had."
我喜欢听托莉的声音 "I loved hearing Tori's voice.
但当我听不见你声音的时候... "But I heard you better...
我才能听得更清楚 When I couldn't hear your voice at all."
孩子 Hey, kiddo.
我真的搞砸了 So, um, I really messed up.
很严重 Big time.
我之前带双拼的时候忘了带汽水 I forgot to bring the Solo when I brought the doubles earlier.
我就是个笨蛋 I'm a bonehead.
这是给你的 Yeah. Well, that's for you.
-谢谢 -不客气 - Thank you. - You're welcome.
听着 当我和索菲亚一起来之前 So listen, I was thinking a lot about before
我想了很多 when I came by with Sophia.
你知道你什么都能跟我说的 对吧 You know you can tell me anything, right?
对 那就是问题所在 Yeah, that's kind of the problem.
为什么这是个问题 Why is that a problem?
因为我把一切都告诉你了 'Cause I've told you everything.
-没错 -我的一切你都了解 - Yeah. - You know everything about me.
你知道那些家里所有的细节 You know every detail of all of the homes.
所有不好的事情 All of the bad--the bad stuff.
而现在... You know, and now...
当我看见你的时候 我感觉... When I see you, I just-- I feel, like...
我跟原来一模一样 like I'm still the same.
我依然是破碎的 Like I'm still broken.
我不想再这样下去了 I don't want to be that anymore.
詹玛 我为你感到自豪 You know, Jemma, I--I'm so proud of you.
非常自豪 你进步了这么多 So proud. You've come so far.
看看你 Look at you.
你不再需要我了 You don't need me anymore.
这是 这是好事 这是... That's--that's a good thing. That is a...
这是件非常好的事 That's a very good thing.
我现在是时候离开了 我得走了 It's time for me to go. I've got to go.
一切都会好起来的 Um, and that's all right.
只希望 希望... Just, uh, just...
希望你能谨记我说的这句话 Just try to remember one thing for me.
你从来不是个残缺之人 You were never broken.
理查森牵引器 Richardson.
血压 高压100低压72 Blood pressure 100/72.
-血管钳 -血管钳 - Clamp. - Clamp.
-抽吸 -抽吸 - Suction. - Suction.
BGM: Dance to the Music by Sly & The Family Stone
-搭接垫 -搭接垫 - Lap pad. - Lap pad.
♪ Dance to the music ♪
血压下降 Blood pressure is dropping.
搭接垫 Uh, lap pad.
股动脉脉搏减弱 Femoral pulse diminished.
出血点究竟在哪儿 Where's all the blood coming from?
什么也看不到 Uh, can't see anything.
气体交换罐 Gas exchange tanking.
找到了 游离壁破裂 Got it. Free wall rupture.
右心室 缝合线 速度 Right ventricle. Suture, hurry.
所以血液就直接从她心脏喷涌出来了 So the blood's just pouring out of her heart?
没错 Yes.
-手术进行得很顺利 -是啊 继续缝合 - The surgery was going well. - I know. Keep sewing.
可是为什么游离壁会破裂 But why is the wall blown?
我不清楚 但我们只有一分钟时间 I have no idea, but we have about a minute
把它缝合好 对吧 专心点 to suture it back up, okay? Just focus.
-颈动脉没有脉搏了 -气体交换罐 - We've lost carotid pulse. - Gas exchange tanking.
大脑没有血液供应 The brain's not getting any blood.
-她要失血过多了 -继续缝合 - She's bleeding out. - Keep sewing.
我在尽力缝合 但是缝合线缝不紧 Uh, I'm trying but the sutures keeps pulling out.
心脏肌肉太脆弱了 The heart muscle's too weak.
缝合好了吗 Did you get it?
她出现紫绀症状 She's cyanotic.
她的心脏还没缝合好 Well, her heart's still in pieces.
已经没有血液泵出了 There's no more blood to pump.
没有心跳了 It's all gone.
♪ Hear my organ ♪
♪ I said ride Sally ride ♪
你要宣布吗 You gonna call it?
♪ Cynthia on the throne, yeah! ♪
♪ Listen to me ♪
死亡时间 下午四点十六分 Time of death 4:16 P.M.
下午四点十六分 4:16 P.M.
♪ Listen to the voices ♪
-节哀顺变 -谢谢 - Hi. Condolences. - Thank you.
不该是这样的 It shouldn't have gone down like that.
她不应该就这么死掉的 She shouldn't have died.
-我知道 -不 你不知道 - I know. - No. You don't.
玛丽本不应该出现在那里 Marie never should've been out there.
但我今天有点偏头痛 But I had a migraine today.
该死的偏头痛 A stupid migraine.
所以她下车去指挥 而我待在车里 So she steps up to point and I stay in the car.
成为警察是玛丽的毕生理想 Being a cop was Marie's whole life.
她没有结婚也没有孩子 She didn't have a husband or kids.
我们就是她的家人 这才是最重要的 We were her family and that's all that mattered.
以这份工作为生 Living for this job.
她想成为一名英雄 She wanted to be a hero.
结果却死于交通临检 And she gets killed at a traffic stop?
她穿上警服的那刻起就已经是英雄了 She was a hero the moment she put that shield on.
BGM: These Memories by Hollow Coves
♪ We found our place ♪
♪ On the branch of an old oak tree ♪
♪ Our feet would sway ♪
♪ To a voice in the breeze ♪
♪ And birds would sing ♪
♪ On the banks of a narrow stream ♪
♪ These memories will stay with me ♪
是时候了 It's time.
我们不会这么轻易放弃的 We're not going to stop fighting this.
我保证 我们想办法的 利昂 I promise you, we'll figure it out, Leon.
利昂 这位是安杰罗·瑞赛汀 Leon, this is Angelo Recetti.
玛丽的搭档 Marie's partner.
我和大家伙商量了一下 The guys and I have been talking.
玛丽没有家人 我们想... Marie didn't have any family and we figured...
她肯定愿意把他们从 She'd want the money they would've gotten
英烈基金拿到的钱... from the fallen heroes' fund...
用到你身上 To go to you.
帮你治病 这算个开始 Get you fixed up. This is a start.
-我不能接受 -玛丽已经不在了 - I can't accept that. - Marie's not here anymore.
但你还活着 But you are.
我们想为手术出一份力 We want to pay for the surgery.
你们为什么要帮我 Why would you do that for me?
我们也是为了自己人 We take care of our own.
♪ These memories will stay with me ♪
麻醉需要几分钟才起作用 It'll take a few minutes for the anesthetic to kick in.
等起作用以后 我会使用内窥镜 When it does, I'll bring in the endoscopist.
好的 Okay.
谢谢 Um, thank you.
♪ Now I'm far away ♪
就好像一切都不会好起来 It's like nothing ever gets better.
我就是个没人要的残缺之人 I'm just this broken thing that nobody wants.
没人会在意 Nobody cares about.
我都不知道自己为什么来这里 I don't even know why I'm here.
抱歉 你知道你不再是我的医生了 对吧 Sorry, you know you're not my doctor anymore, right?
知道 Yes.
但我仍然是你的朋友 But I'm still your friend.
♪ These memories still remain ♪
♪ Now I'm far away ♪