笑一个吧 Yeah? Can we get a laugh?
来吧 卢娜 Come on, Luna.
乐一个吧 How about a giggle?
不行吗 不笑吗 No? Nothing?
也许你该试试跳舞 Maybe try your dance moves.
想看些舞步吗 You wanna see some moves?
好的 Okay.
真带劲 Oh, yeah.
BGM: Get Up Offa That Thing by James Brown
♪ Say it now! ♪
♪ Get up off of that thing ♪
♪ And dance ♪
不笑吗 Nothing.
不吗 这个 Yeah? Is this-- -
好了好了 对不起 Okay, okay, okay. I'm sorry.
跳得太烂了 我知道 That was bad. I know.
我活该 我活该 I deserve that. I deserve that.
等她准备好了她就会笑 You know she'll laugh when she's ready.
宝贝 Aww, baby.
知道吗 妈妈以前也跳舞 You know, Mommy used to dance--
没错 不比爸爸厉害 yeah, not better than Daddy.
她以前会像这样漂浮在空中 She used to float on the air like this.
光彩照人 She was luminous.
别闹了 Stop.
你就是 You were.
她就是 She was.
医 院 革 命 第二季 第五集
这给你 And this is for you.
-谢了 -不 - Thanks. - No.
我不是白给你一美元 I'm not just giving you a dollar.
也是为了确保医患保密协议 This is also to ensure doctor-patient confidentiality.
好吧 但你知道我的收费 Okay, but you know my rates
远比一美元高 对吧 are considerably higher than that, right?
还记得我跟你说我快要当祖父了吗 Remember I told you that I am going to be a grandfather?
我本来不该告诉你 I was not supposed to tell you that.
为什么 因为是第一次怀孕吗 Why, because it's the first trimester?
不 因为埃拉也许不打算要 No, because Ella may not keep it.
什么 Uh, what--what?
好吧 Okay.
你感觉如何 How do you feel about that?
就像 Like--
-无助吗 -对 - Helpless? - Yes.
-嗯 -而且我不喜欢这样 - Yeah. - And I don't like it.
-我打算和她谈谈 -什么 不行 - I'm going to talk to her. - What? No.
不不不 你不能 你不能和她谈 No, no, no, no, you can't-- you can't talk to her.
埃拉就要做一个影响她一辈子的私人决定 Ella's about to make a profoundly personal decision,
只有她能做的决定 one that is only hers to make.
-对 但是 -不不 没有但是 - Yeah, but-- - Ah-ah, no "Buts."
不能干预 不能打听 No meddling, no prying.
你甚至不能问 You can't even ask.
那么 So,
我能干什么 what can I do?
无论什么能让你不去问她 Whatever you need to do to not talk to her about it,
去做那个 you should do that.
终于接了 There you are.
抱歉我没给你回电 Sorry I didn't call you back.
早上忙疯了 It's been a crazy morning.
感觉你的所有早晨都很忙 Seems like all your mornings are crazy.
纪念医院怎么就觉得自己能在 How Memorial thought that they can restructure
两个月之内重组整个法律部呢 their entire legal department in just two months is...
反正两天后 你就能将一切抛掷脑后 Hey, well, in two days, you get to walk away from it
重新回到我的怀抱 and I get to have you back home in my arms
一起计划我们的婚礼了 while we plan our wedding together.
等不及了 Can't wait.
听起来你挺能等 Well, sounds like you can.
不 抱歉 No. I'm sorry.
我只是很想把一切都安排妥当 I just really want to leave the team in good shape,
而现在还远远不行 and we're pretty far from that.
你能行 You've got this.
宝贝 我得挂了 Babe, I--I gotta go.
我爱你 Love you.
别那么担忧 帕兹 Don't look so worried, Paz.
你只是来做常规的扫描 You're just here for your routine scan
检查肿瘤的状况 to check on the progress of your tumor.
你妹妹有说她上次的PET扫描结果有多振奋吗 Did your sister tell you how promising her last PET scan was?
这不是她不开心的原因 That's not why she's upset.
-抱歉 但你该告诉她 -帕兹 - Sorry, but you should tell her. - Paz?
你也知道 As you know...
当子宫癌打断了 when uterine cancer threw a wrench
我体外受精的计划 into my IVF plan, I mean,
洁丝敏提出要做我的代孕妈妈 Jasmine stepped up to be my surrogate.
她做了好几个月的测试并注射荷尔蒙 And she did months of testing and hormone injections...
本来我下周就要受孕了 I was going to be implanted next week.
但我们的保险公司突然改政策了 But our insurance company suddenly changed the rule.
现在他们不报销任何代孕 Now they won't cover surrogacy of any kind.
太疯狂了 他们什么时候改的政策 That's insane. When did they change the rules?
三周前 麦克斯 Three weeks ago, Max.
一夜之间他们就不保代孕妈妈了 They basically stopped covering surrogacy overnight.
尽管两姐妹用的都是同一家保险公司 Even though both sisters are with the same company.
巴克洛夫特 如果洁丝敏想生孩子他们会报销 Barcroft, who will cover Jasmine if she wants to have a baby
如果帕兹能生他们也报销 and Paz if she could have a baby,
但如果洁丝敏想生帕兹的孩子他们就不报销了 but they won't cover Jasmine if she wants to have Paz's baby.
把帕兹的胚胎放在洁丝敏的子宫里 I mean, it's not as if Paz's embryo inside Jasmine's womb
又不会多花他们钱 is gonna cost them any more money.
对 但不生孩子会帮他们省很多钱 Right, but having no baby saves them a lot of money.
领养机构也并不会积极地 Adoption agencies aren't exactly queuing up
把孩子给得癌症的女人 那现在怎么办 to give kids to women with cancer, so what now?
帕兹要等三年 I mean, Paz waits three years
看自己的子宫在化疗后 to see if her uterus is still "Hospitable"
是否还「能用」吗 after all the radiation?
这是她能成为母亲的唯一方法吗 That's her only shot of becoming a mother?
海伦 如果巴克洛夫特一夜之间更改了政策 Helen, if Barcroft changed the rule overnight,
那我们就让他们再改回来 then let's get them to change it right back.
利根医生还没回来吗 Dr. Ligon isn't back yet?
他不仅还在度假 Not only is he still on vacation,
他还是那种度假时关手机的人 he is also the kind of person who turns his phone off while on vacation.
-谁会这么对瘾君子 -那就换医生 - Who does that to an addict? - Use someone else already.
我听说帕森斯医生很不错 I heard great things about Dr. Parsons.
七岁男孩意外窒息 Seven-year-old accidental choking victim.
被百叶窗夹的拉绳卷住 Got caught in window blinds.
心跳118 血压110/78 Heart rate 118. BP 110 over 78.
每分钟呼吸18次 鼻氧管98%氧含量 18 respirations per minute. Setting 98% on nasal cannula.
好 带他去创伤一室 Okay, let's get him to trauma one.
我们会好好照顾你 好吗 We're gonna take good care of you, okay?
-那是我们儿子 -等医生稳定他后 - That's our son. - Yeah, you can see him
你们就能见他了 好吗 once the doctors get him stabilized, okay?
我带你们去候诊室 But let me show you where the waiting room...
会没事的 It's gonna be okay.
跟我来吧 Hey, hey, come with me.
亲爱的 走吧 Sweetie, come on.
注意 限制区域 只限有权限员工
朝前看 Look straight ahead.
很好 卡尔文 That's it, Calvin.
好样的 Good job.
能告诉我 你被什么样的百叶窗夹住了吗 Can you tell me what kind of blinds you got caught in?
我不知道 I don't know.
叫伊吉和儿童保护服务处下来 Let's get Iggy and Child Services down here now.
-你怎么想 -希望我错了吧 - What do you think? - Let's just hope I'm wrong.
我正在做早餐 I was, uh, cooking breakfast.
卡尔文在他房间里玩 很安静 Calvin was in his room playing, and it was quiet.
平时从来不安静 所以我去看他 It's never quiet, so I went to check in on him
我看到一根绳子 and I saw a cord, uh,
卷住了他的脖子 wrapped around his little neck.
我试着把绳子拿掉 And I tried to rip it off,
但全都打结了 but it was all knotted up,
所以我开始喊阿兰娜帮忙 so I started screaming for Alana.
我找遍了整个屋子就为找一把剪刀 I turned the house upside down trying to find scissors.
等我找到后 卡尔文的脸色发青 By the time I got them, Calvin was turning blue.
他挣扎不已 所以伊森只能摁住他 He was thrashing, so Ethan had to hold him still.
我很害怕自己会伤到他 You know, I--I was scared I was gonna cut him.
但我切断了 然后我们报了警 But I got them off and we called 911.
那如果警察去你家 Now, if the police were to come to your home--
-警察 -对 警察 - The police? - Yeah, the police.
如果他们去你家 他们会看到 If they were to come to your home, they would see
一部分拉绳还在地上 a piece of cord lying on the floor
在你妻子剪断的地方 对吧 where your wife cut it, right?
我觉得我扔掉了 You know, I think I threw it away.
你扔掉了 You threw it away?
对 在我们把他放下来后 Yes, after we got him loose.
但剩余的拉绳 But the rest of the cord
还挂在百叶窗上 被剪掉了一段 would still be dangling there, severed.
警察会看见这些 That's what the police would see.
他们还会看见 And--and they would also see
你们用的剪刀躺在地板上 the scissors lying on the floor.
以及阿兰娜翻找的抽屉 全都开着 And the drawers that Alana looked through, they would all be open.
以及你之前做的早饭 And the breakfast that you were cooking
会依然 would still be...
在炉子上 on the stove.
没有什么剪刀 Th-there were no scissors.
没有拉绳 there was no cord.
这是 It was, uh...
是我 Just me.
但我发誓 绝不会再有第二次 But I swear, it'll never happen again.
请别把他带走 Please don't-- please don't take him away.
你什么意思 我在撒谎吗 So what are you saying, that I'm lying?
卡尔文脖子上的痕迹不是擦伤 The marks on Calvin's neck aren't abrasions.
是瘀伤 They're bruises.
绳子不会这样 手掐住才会 A cord didn't do it. Hands did.
是我 It was me.
他在发脾气 He was having a tantrum.
我就崩溃了 I just snapped.
我都不知道自己在掐他 我只想让他停下 I didn't know I was choking him. I just wanted him to stop.
伊森 我觉得你儿子 Ethan, I don't think that your son
不是被男人掐的 was choked by a man.
他脖子上的伤痕太小了 The wounds on his neck were far too small.
我能看你的手吗 May I see your hands?
一双掐过别人的手 A person who chokes someone
会有抵抗伤痕 often has defensive wounds on their hands
由被掐住的人手指甲刮擦产生 from the fingernails of the person they're choking.
你没有 You don't.
你兄弟怎么了 朱丽叶 What happened to your brother, Juliet?
我想要他的手机 I wanted his phone,
我就拿了 so I took it.
感谢您选择巴克洛夫特保险 Thank you for choosing Barcroft insurance.
我是乔纳森 今天有什么可以帮到您 This is Jonathan, how can I be of service to you today?
乔纳森 嗨 Uh, Jonathan, hi.
我是麦克斯·古德温 This is, uh, Dr. Max Goodwin,
我想咨询最近的政策改变 uh, calling about a recent policy change.
不不 我不要账单 接线员 No, no, I don't need billing. Operator.
很抱歉 我没有听懂 I'm sorry. I didn't catch that.
接线员 Operator!
是需要咨询账户42118吗 This is regarding account number 42118?
不 是关于帕兹·阿基诺 No, it's regarding Paz Aquino.
她不是数字 而是个人 She's not a number. She's a person.
我知道这是错误的部门 弗兰克 I know this is the wrong department, Frank,
但看起来这是唯一由人类组成的部门 but it seems to be the only department populated by people.
我们的呼叫中心在班加罗尔[印度城市] Our call center's in Bangalore.
班加罗尔 哇哦 Bangalore, wow.
你能帮我联系个 Uh, is there any way you could connect me
地球上稍靠我近点的人吗 to someone a little closer to this side of the Earth?
-下午好 -嗯 是吧 - Good afternoon. - Mm, is it?
我有个问题 你的地点不会刚巧是在 I have a question for you: you don't happen to be located
西半球的某个地方吧 anywhere in the Western Hemisphere, do you?
-我这里是吉隆坡 -吉隆坡 - I'm in Kuala Lumpur. - Kuala Lumpur.
原谅我的无知 Um, forgive my ignorance.
那离纽约比班加罗尔近吗 Is that closer to New York City than Bangalore?
请稍等 我给您核实下 Please hold. Let me check on that.
好的 Happy to.
你打伤卡尔文时 你觉得他会是什么感受 How do you think Calvin felt when you hurt him?
好吧 如果我不得不做个猜测的话 Well, you know, if I had to take a guess--
我不想瞎猜 但是我要试一下 which I don't, but I'm going to--
我觉得他应该会害怕 I would say that he was probably afraid.
我不知道 I don't know.
好 我说一句话 Hey, I am going to say a sentence,
你来告诉我这描述是不是符合你 and then you tell me if it describes you.
可以吗 Can we do that?
好 不错 Okay, cool.
「我觉得大部分人都是愚蠢的」 "I think that most other people are stupid."
我不这么认为 I don't think that.
好 下一句 All right, what about this one.
「我操纵别人来得到我想要的东西」 "I manipulate people to get what I want."
没有 No.
朱丽叶 别这样 Juliet, come on.
放轻松 这只有我们俩 It's okay. It's just me and you in here.
是不是 Right?
我在这见过无数的孩子 I've seen tons of kids come through here.
很明显你是相当聪明那一类 It's obvious to me that you are, like, mega smart.
我敢说你很擅长操纵别人 I'll bet you're the best at manipulating people.
确实是 I'm really good at it.
为什么 Why?
你为什么会这么认为 Why do you think you're so good at it?
这种感觉跟我画画时差不多 It's--it's kind of like when I draw.
你觉得操纵别人让你感到有控制一切的力量吗 You mean manipulating people makes you feel in control?
不是 No.
我是说那很容易 I mean, it's just really easy.
-麦肯齐·亚当斯 -是我 你好 - Mackenzie Adams? - Yeah, hi.
-你好 -这是我丈夫 约翰 - Hi. - This is my husband, John.
我是雷诺兹医生 心胸外科 I'm Dr. Reynolds, cardiothoracic surgery.
心脏 Cardio?
我们来是因为 Uh, we came here because
我夫人 尿失禁 my wife, uh, lost control of her bladder.
我觉得只是尿路感染 I'm sure it's just a UTI.
并不是 泌尿科医师说你所有检查都正常 Well, no. The urologist said that all of your tests came back negative,
那么心脏就是下一步要考虑的项目 so cardio's the next step in the workup.
我的心脏没问题 Well, my heart is fine.
是这样 心脏问题会影响膀胱控制 Well, heart issues can affect bladder control,
所以我们要做个心电图来看下你的心脏活力 so we'll just do an EKG to measure your heart's activity.
我们不是纽约人 我们只是来玩的 We're not even from New York. We're just visiting.
只是个小检查 亚当斯夫人 It's a simple test, Mrs. Adams.
是亚当斯上校 Colonel Adams.
她是个宇航员 She's an astronaut.
我被安排在58周后搭乘征服者64号 I'm scheduled to fly out on Expedition 64
升空去国际空间站 to the International Space Station in 58 weeks.
我一辈子都在为了这个目标努力 I've been working toward this my entire life.
这是我首次太空任务 This is my first space mission,
所以我的心脏不能有任何问题 so nothing can be wrong with my heart.
你在做什么 what are you doing?
地球呼叫维贾伊 Earth to Vijay.
我在冥想 I am meditating.
好吧 为什么 Okay. Why?
为了理清我脑子里的混乱 To control the chaos in my mind.
因为我特别想跟某人谈话 Because I cannot talk to someone
但却不能这么做 I desperately want to talk to.
你这话真让我听不懂 Well, that sounds completely pointless,
但是你知道吗 but you know what?
我很无聊 所以我听听看吧 I am desperate, so I'm gonna give it a go.
来 帮我上去 Come on, help me up here.
好 盘起你的腿 对不起 Okay, now fold your legs. Sorry.
闭上眼 呼吸 Close your eyes and breathe.
不好意思 你非得出这么大声吗 I'm sorry, do you have to breathe so loud?
你好 我是阿尼尔 Hello, this is Aneel.
是在巴克洛夫特保险东34区 Aneel Jay who works in the East 34th offices
办公的那个阿尼尔·杰伊吗 of Barcroft Insurance?
是 Uh, yes.
在七层的投诉部门上班对吗 Who works in the appeals department on the seventh floor?
有什么我能效劳的吗 Can I help you with something?
有 能提醒我一下你的办公室门牌号吗 Yeah, uh, could you remind me of your office number?
728室 有什么关系吗 728. What is this regarding?
稍等 你好 Hold on. Yeah?
这关系到你们的服务电话 Hey, it's regarding the extremely impersonal practice
极度不人性化的问题 of trying to help someone over the phone.
我是觉得除了面对面交谈 I just think nothing really gets done
没有解决问题的其他办法了 until you sit down with someone face to face.
你懂我什么意思吧 You know what I mean?
-我正要去吃午饭 -是啊 - I was just leaving for lunch. - Were you?
我知道个不错的地方 I know a great place.
蜂蜜酸奶很不错你可以尝一下 The honey yogurt's really good if you want to try it.
这是个突然性改变 我了解 Look, it was an abrupt change, I know,
但是去年我们公司在试管婴儿投保方面 but last year, Barcroft hemorrhaged
赔付了八千万美金 an unprecedented $80 million in surrogacy coverage.
但你们为这个世界带来了多少孩子你知道吗 Sure, but how many babies did you help bring into the world?
我们不追踪这类数据 We don't track that kind of data.
这就是我带你来这的原因 That's why I brought you here.
你的公司给你提供数据 Your company gives you data.
你只知道案例数却不知道背后的故事 You get case numbers instead of stories.
你只知道账号却不了解账号背后的人们 You get account numbers instead of people.
什么情况 What is this?
这位就是账号42118的客户 This is account number 42118.
她叫帕兹·阿基诺 Her name is Paz Aquino.
抱歉 Excuse me.
阿尼尔 Hey, Aneel?
人们认为保险公司都是冷酷无情的 And people say insurance companies are cruel?
-我只是想给你看看 -人间疾苦 - I'm just trying to show you-- - Human suffering?
谢谢 Thanks,
但是我每天都会听到令人心碎的故事 but I hear heartbreaking stories every day.
配套的是累到酸麻的手和微薄的薪水 Along with the carpal tunnel and the crappy paycheck,
这就是干这行应受的 it comes with the job.
那你为什么不帮助我来改变一下呢 Then why don't you help me do something about it?
我是有个听起来有约束力的职位 I may have a title that sounds effectual,
但是我完全没有任何权力 but I have absolutely no power.
我根本帮不了你 I can't help you do anything.
「我认为眼泪代表着软弱」 "I think that tears are a sign of weakness."
对 Agree.
「我觉得别人的感受并不重要」 "I think that other people's feelings are not important."
对 Agree.
「我曾想过伤害我的家人」 "I think about hurting my family."
对 Agree.
只是你弟弟吗 Just your brother?
还有谁 Who else?
我妈我爸 My mom and dad.
你为什么想去伤害他们 Why do you want to hurt them?
因为我能 Because I can.
这只是初步判断 You know, I mean, it's early,
一次对话只是个简单取样 但是 and one session is a small sample, but, uh,
朱丽叶的表现完全是冷漠无情的 Juliet does present as callous-unemotional.
你是说她是心理变态人格 You're saying she's a psychopath.
她看过很多医生了 She's been to dozens of doctors.
听过精神分裂 多动症 反应性依恋障碍 We've heard schizophrenia, ADHD, RAD.
但没有「心理变态」这个说法 No one's ever said "Psychopath."
冷漠无情 Callous-unemotional.
这并不是个医生愿意给出的诊断 It's, um--it's not a diagnosis that doctors really like to give because,
因为据以往经验 historically speaking,
这病还无法治愈 there is no cure.
-那我们该怎么办 -这个 - Then what do we do? - Well...
她得去由惩教部门运营的住院中心 She'll go into an inpatient facility
她得去由惩教部门运营的住院中心 run by the corrections department.
监狱 她才11岁 Jail? She's 11.
等一下 等一下 还有其他可能性的 Hold on, hold on, hold on. There is one other possibility.
惩戒对于这类型孩子并不管用 Um, punishment bounces off of callous-unemotional kids
因为他们没有羞耻感 because they can't feel shame,
但是有一些基于奖励机制的 but there has been some very promising behavioral therapy
比较有效的行为疗法 based on a reward system.
你们肯定也注意到朱丽叶对奖励的渴望相当强 I'm sure you've noticed Juliet's reward drive is extremely high.
这也是她要得到想要的一切的原因 That's why she takes whatever she wants.
如果我能让朱丽叶的表现有所改善 So if I can demonstrate some progress with Juliet,
我们就可以收留她入院 we can admit her here.
她可以成为新阿姆斯特丹医院的住院患者 She could be an inpatient at New Amsterdam.
-弗罗姆医生 -嗯 - Dr. Frome? - Yeah.
像朱丽叶这种症状你有过成功的案例吗 Have you ever had success with a child like Juliet?
还没有 No.
你怎么样 You okay?
性爱 Sex.
我用性爱取代了药物治疗 I just replaced pills with sex.
我应该是做了最差劲的决定 I would say that I make the worst decisions,
但是你知道吗 but you know what?
我都不确定我有没有做决定 I'm not even sure that I make decisions.
我就那么做了 I just do things.
那有什么不好的 Why is that bad?
如果你的直觉让你去做什么 If all of your instincts tell you to do something,
为什么不去做呢 why shouldn't you do that?
我的直觉让我去睡我的理疗师 My instincts told me to bang my physical therapist,
结果并没有好转 and it is not going well.
我以为我是让自己把注意力从痛苦上转开 I thought I was distracting myself from the pain,
但实际上我只是不想让自己保持清醒 but you know, actually, i think I was distracting myself from being sober.
你懂得 要适可而止 You know what? Enough is enough.
天哪 该面对现实了 God, it is time to face reality--
我要结束逃避去做一些决定 to stop avoiding and start making decisions
做一些对我真正有益的决定 that are actually good for me,
比如参加新阿姆斯特丹医院会议 like go to an NA meeting.
你冥想出这么多感悟吗 You just got all of that from meditating?
嗯 Yeah.
冥想应该有这种功效不是吗 That is how it works, right?
谁呀 Yeah?
不是吧 No.
这次不是来烦你的 我是来道歉的 Not here to harass you. I'm just here to apologize.
-是吗 -是 - You are? - Yes.
顺便来确认下你上司在哪屋办公 And to find out what office your boss is in.
-你不是吧 -直接面谈 - You can't be serious. - Face to face.
应该有收获的 It's gotta be worth something.
-10层 1021室 -1021室 - Tenth floor, 1021. - 1021?
谢啦 Thank you.
在新阿姆斯特丹医院 我们总会 So at New Amsterdam, we run into
遇到各种复杂的政策冲突 arcane policy inconsistencies all the time.
比如说吧 弗朗西斯 可以这么称呼您吗 For example, Frances-- may I call you Frances?
-不太好 -好吧 - I'd rather you didn't. - Okay, sure.
比如说 有一种高价的脊柱手术 For example, there is a very expensive spinal surgery
是被你们公司的基本政策覆盖的 that is covered by your base policy,
还有一种相对低价并且创伤小的同类手术 yet there is another procedure that is less expensive
却不在覆盖范围内 and less invasive that is not.
那也就是说你们公司反而 And that means that Barcroft is, in turn,
要多付很多不必要的费用 shelling out more money than it has to.
-我有个患者 帕兹·阿基诺 -她的账号 My patient, Paz Aquino-- - Account number?
42118 It's 42118.
她的索赔被驳回了 Her claim was denied
因为巴克洛夫特的保险不再包含代孕 because Barcroft no longer covers surrogacy.
我也听说了 但巴克洛夫特的保险 So I've heard, but Barcroft will cover
会包含子宫移植 a uterus transplant for her,
而这个手术要花十倍的费用 which is a procedure that will cost ten times more.
所以我想说的是 So, uh, I guess what I'm saying is,
如果巴克洛夫特不想改变关于代孕的政策 if Barcroft doesn't want to reverse its policy on surrogacy,
那我就要跟我所有的病人建议 then I am gonna have to advise all of my patients
考虑子宫移植 to consider uterine transplants instead.
你认为这会怎么影响你们的盈利 And how do you think that's gonna affect your bottom line?
好问题 That's a good point.
可能我们应该把子宫移植也剔出保险范围 Maybe we should stop covering uterine transplants
从现在开始 starting now.
-不 这不在保险范围内 -不好意思 - No, it is not covered-- - Hi, so sorry.
你能告诉我她的上级是谁吗 Can you tell me who her boss is?
你患有室上性心动过速 You have a condition called supraventricular tachycardia.
这是心脏的正常电脉冲被扰乱 It's an atypically fast heartbeat that develops when
所导致的心动过速 the heart's normal electrical impulses are disrupted,
心跳的加快 and the frequency of the palpitations
使肾脏超负荷运转 forced your kidneys into overdrive,
从而使膀胱不堪重负 which overwhelmed your bladder.
那要怎么治 How do we fix it?
我可以做导管射频消融术 Well, I can do a catheter ablation.
这可以从根源解决问题 It'll destroy the source of the problem.
而且是非外科手术 It's non-surgical.
你甚至不用打麻药 You won't even have to be put under.
NASA给我做了上百项测试 NASA has run hundreds of tests on me.
他们怎么会没发现这个 How did they miss this?
可能这是第一次发病 It might be the first time it happened.
这会再次发作吗 Will it happen again?
很难说 有可能 It's hard to tell. It might.
不会的 It won't.
我们临时决定来见家人 We came here last-minute for family.
我只想回休斯顿 继续训练 I just need to get back to Houston, back to training.
麦肯 Mack.
NASA说我没事就没事 NASA said I'm fine, so I'm fine.
麦肯齐 Um, Mackenzie,
今天你的发病可能只持续了几秒 the attack you had today probably lasted a few seconds,
但严重的可能持续几分钟 but a serious one could last a few minutes,
甚至数小时 maybe even hours.
不仅你的膀胱会失控 And instead of losing control of your bladder,
你还可能失去意识 you could lose consciousness.
如果你在太空里发作 If that happens while you're in space,
你的整个任务都会被影响 your whole mission could be compromised.
你可能会危及到团队成员的性命 You could risk the lives of your crew.
我绝不能这么做 I would never do that.
那就别走 Then don't walk out of here.
如果我做这个手术 我还能飞吗 If I do this procedure, will I still be cleared to fly?
如果手术成功 If it's successful,
就能永久解决问题 this will take care of the problem permanently.
经过观察期 After a period of observation,
没有理由不能飞 I don't see a reason why you'd be grounded.
你可以的 You got this.
帕兹 你今天早上的扫描结果出来了 Paz, I have your scan results from this morning.
你的肿瘤对化疗已经无反应了 Your tumor has stopped responding to the chemo.
为防止肿瘤扩散 To prevent it from spreading,
你需要做完整的子宫切除术 you'll need to have a full hysterectomy.
一旦我们将肿瘤从你体内切除 Once we remove the cancer from your body,
你会康复得很快 并存活下来 you will enter remission faster and you will survive.
但... But...
那我就不可能... Then there--there's no way...
我不可能有孩子了 I'm never gonna have a baby.
看着我 Hey, look at me.
我们会找到办法的 We will find a way.
抱歉 Sorry.
我知道有比这更重要的事 I know that there are more important things than--
但我一直很想要个小孩 but I always dreamed of having a child.
我知道这听起来很传统 Yeah, I know that sounds old-fashioned and--
不 No, no, no.
这不传统 No, it doesn't.
这是人之常情 It sounds human.
我们来玩个游戏 Okay, let's play a game.
我会定一个任务 I will set a task,
如果你能完成 你就赢了 and if you complete it, you win.
我能赢得什么 What do I win?
我会给你 I am gonna give you
伊吉币 Iggy Bucks.
-看起来好逊 -我还没说完 - Those look lame. - Well, I'm not done.
你要用伊吉币来换真正的奖品 Iggy Bucks are how you get to the real prize.
五十伊吉币可以让你 50 of these earns one hour
玩一小时这个 with this bad boy.
好吗 All right?
你可以通过第一个任务一次性赢得 It just so happens that this first task can earn you
全部五十伊吉币 all 50 Iggy Bucks in one go.
什么任务 What's the task?
向你的弟弟道歉 You apologize to your brother.
不要 No.
为什么 Why not?
他那是活该 He deserved it.
朱丽叶 我知道你不感到抱歉 Juliet, I know that you don't feel sorry,
我也知道你可能永远不会感到抱歉 and I know that you may never feel sorry,
但伤害卡尔文是很严重的 but hurting Calvin was a big deal.
严重的事就要郑重道歉 And a big deal means a big apology,
但同时也意味着丰厚的奖励 but it also means a big reward.
你玩吗 You in?
如果郑重道歉换丰厚奖励 If a big apology means a big reward...
那小的道歉呢 what about a small apology?
当然 可以 Yeah, sure, okay.
我们从小的开始 We'll start small.
一次小的道歉换十伊吉币 One small apology, 10 Iggy Bucks.
这是什么 What's that?
这是我的小孩做给我的 Oh, um, that's something that one of my kids made me.
好丑 你的孩子很蠢吗 It's ugly. Is your kid stupid?
对不起 我不是那个意思 I'm--I'm sorry. I didn't mean it.
小的道歉 十伊吉币 Small apology. 10 bucks.
好吧 这不是... 天呐 Oh, okay. Um, that is not--wow.
-我不是... -啊啦啦 - I--I didn't, um-- - Okay, golly gee.
呼啦啦 Wow, hoop-dee-doo.
这是在学我吗 Is that supposed to be me?
真对不起 I'm so sorry.
二十伊吉币 20 bucks.
我没有说开始玩了 All right, I didn't say that I was playing.
你也没有说没开始呢 死胖子 You never said you weren't, Fat Face.
你小时候就这么胖吗 Were you fat as a kid?
其他小孩有没有嘲笑你胖 Did other kids make fun of you because you were fat?
真对不起 三十伊吉币 I'm so sorry. 30 bucks.
朱丽叶 我们再过一遍游戏规则好吗 Okay, Juliet, why don't we go over the rules of the game--
你出汗了 汗津津的 You sweat. You're sweaty.
你腋下都有汗渍了 You have sweat stains under your arms.
真恶心 抱歉 That's gross. I'm sorry.
四十伊吉币 40 bucks.
现在不玩了 Okay, I'm not playing.
我... I--
弗罗姆医生 Dr. Frome,
我真的很抱歉 I'm really sorry.
五十伊吉币 我赢了 50 bucks. I win.
放轻松 我只是想帮忙 Okay, take it easy, man. I'm just trying to help out.
-阿尼尔 阿尼尔 -快走 - Aneel? Aneel? - Come on.
这是我的朋友 阿尼尔 Hey, this is my friend Aneel.
他会解释一切 He's gonna explain everything.
你能跟他们解释我们是在... Could you explain to them that we're just trying...
帮助别人 Come on. To help people?
我们是想做正确的事 That we're trying to do the right thing?
阿尼尔 Aneel?
埃拉 Ella?
我这一整天都在跟自己的本能作斗争 I have been trying to fight my instinct the whole day
我终于决定来找你 and I have finally decided to come to you.
买杯咖啡 For a cup of coffee.
咖啡 Coffee.
我不想讨论你的私事 I do not want to discuss your personal matters,
但我... but I...
我想... I do want...
我想要奶油和糖 Yes, I do want cream and sugar.
好的 Okay.
我不想干预 不想打听 I do not want to pry, meddle,
或者以任何形式给你意见 or counsel you in any way.
所以从今开始 我的咖啡 So from now on, for my cup of coffee,
会去另一家咖啡店买 I will go to the other coffee shop
这样就不会无意识地说出建议或者被曲解 so no unintentional or misconstrued advice slips out.
但现在... But for now...
我想要个可颂 I do want a croissant.
不 No.
巧克力味的 谢谢 Chocolate one, please.
布鲁姆医生 Dr. Bloom.
利根医生明天回来 Dr. Ligon is back tomorrow
就可以在往常的时间看你了 and can see you at the usual time.
不 其实我想跟帕森斯医生 No, actually, I would like to book an appointment
预约明天早上 with Dr. Parsons for tomorrow morning.
帕森斯医生明天早上约满了 Mm, Dr. Parsons' all booked up tomorrow morning,
但利根医生有时间 but Dr. Ligon is free.
明天下午呢 What about tomorrow afternoon?
利根医生中午有时间 Dr. Ligon has an opening at noon.
帕森斯 Parsons.
我给你安排个时间 I'll squeeze you right in.
谢谢 Thank you.
我看到异常通路了 I see the aberrant pathway.
这里还有一条通路 Well, there's a second pathway.
什么意思 What does that mean?
如果我做两次消融术 All right, if do more than one ablation,
会让你的心脏变虚弱 it could weaken your heart
复发的概率会增加 and increase the chance of recurrence.
对不起 麦肯齐 你需要做手术 I'm sorry, Mackenzie. You need surgery.
那我就飞不了了 That will ground me.
心脏虚弱也飞不了 Well, so will a fragile heart.
我小时候常常趁大家都睡着时 When I was little, I used to sneak out of the house
偷溜出家门 when everyone was asleep.
我躺在院子里 感受身边的黑暗 I would lie in the yard and feel the dark all around me,
我看着那些星星 我就知道 and I would look up at the stars and I knew...
有一天 我会在天上跟它们一起 that someday, I would be up there with them.
我真的以为我能上去 I really thought I would get there.
好吧 我不喜欢这个主意 All right, I don't like it,
但我可以做两次消融 but I can do two ablations.
这能解决所有问题 但是... It will destroy all the damage, but...
手术后 我要对你的心脏 after the procedure, you have to let me
进行一次压力测试 put your heart through a stress test.
这有危险吗 Is that dangerous?
如果消融不充分 Well, if the ablations are insufficient,
麦肯齐会心脏骤停 it could push Mackenzie into cardiac arrest.
-你可能会死 -我不会的 - You could die. - I won't.
我不会的 I won't.
麦肯齐在休息 So, Mackenzie's resting.
我们明早做压力测试 We'll do the stress test in the morning.
谢谢 Thank you.
我能问你个事吗 Can I ask you something?
我为什么会娶一个 How can I be married to someone
热爱太空比爱我还多的人吗 who loves space more than she loves me?
我没打算这么描述的 Well, I wasn't gonna put it like that.
我爱麦肯齐 I love Mackenzie
就像她爱那些星星一样 the way she loves the stars.
地球上的一切里她最爱的是我 She loves me more than anything on Earth.
这就够了 Can't ask for more than that.
你可以叫她留下 Could ask her to stay.
你觉得约翰·格伦的妻子有求他留下来吗 Uh, you think John Glenn's wife ever asked him to stay?
美国首位环绕地球飞行的宇航员
即使她这样做了 我也不怪她 I wouldn't blame her if she had.
你知道卡门线吗 You know what the Kármán line is?
就是地球的尽头和外太空的开端 It's the boundary where
之间的分界线 Earth ends and space begins.
爱麦肯意味着 Loving Mack means
帮她迈过那条线 helping her cross that line,
即便她把我留在了这一边 even if she's leaving me on the other side of it.
我真的以为面对面的话... I really thought that face to face...
他们怎么会拒绝呢 How could they say no?
这很不公平 But it's so unfair.
是啊 Yeah.
即使抛开财务问题 I mean, even without the financial issues,
体外受精 IVF is--
也是困难重重 it's so fraught.
这种事里往往充斥着希望和... It's just so filled with hope and with...
绝望 以及 despair, and--
指责 and blame.
海伦 Helen?
你... Did you...
事故之后 After the accident,
我的一切都变得十分... everything just seemed so....
脆弱 fragile.
我不知道我到底在等什么 I don't really know what I was waiting for.
我一直想去做这件事 It's what I've always wanted,
于是我就去做了 so I just went and I made it happen.
但做完的那一刻 And the minute that I did it,
我就知道我错了 I knew that I'd made a mistake.
因为我的确很想当妈妈 Because I want to be a mum,
但我发现我不想独自一人去孕育生命 but I realized that I don't want to do it alone.
很幸运 我没能办成 And luckily, it didn't take.
我们不能让帕兹失败 We can't let Paz lose.
朱丽叶 请坐 Juliet, grab a seat.
你真的很擅长玩我设计的这个游戏 So, you were really very good at my game.
你的游戏太简单了 Your game was easy.
是啊 你把我玩得很惨 Yeah, you kicked my butt good.
但我不知道 But I'm not so sure
你是否准备好迎接更难的版本 if you're ready for the harder version.
专家级难度 Expert level.
-我玩游戏超厉害的 -那倒是 - I'm great at games. - You are.
你玩游戏厉害是因为你喜欢赢 Yeah, you're great at games because you like winning,
还有一个原因是 but also because
你喜欢看别人输 you like making other people lose.
你让我在情绪上感觉很失败 You made me lose emotionally.
而你则让卡尔文在身体上遭受了失败 You made Calvin lose physically.
你赢的时候 就一定会有人输 Whenever you win, someone else has to lose.
胜利就是这个样子的 That's how winning works.
没错 但在专家级难度就不一样了 Yes, but not in expert level.
在专家难度 你赢的时候 In expert level, you have to win
不能让其他人有失败的感觉 without the other person ever knowing that they lost.
一旦你让别人生气 惹人难过 那就完了 You make somebody angry, you upset them, that's it.
游戏结束 Game over.
你输了 You lose.
如果我赢了会有什么奖励 What do I get if I win?
卡尔文的手机 Calvin's phone.
那... So...
什么时候开始 when do we start?
现在开始 Right now.
好了 麦肯齐 All right, Mackenzie,
我要给你静脉注射一定的肾上腺素 I'm going to inject your IV with enough adrenaline
以模拟火箭发射和重返大气层时 to simulate the stress of launch
遭受的压力 and reentry, all right?
你的感觉会十分强烈 明白吗 Now, it's going to be extremely intense, all right?
就好像你的心脏要跳出胸膛一样 It's gonna feel like your heart's pounding right out of your chest,
不过一旦发现问题 but the first sign of trouble,
我会马上终止试验 进行相关处理 I'm gonna stop the test and intervene.
好 Okay.
目标心率是每分钟195次 Now, the target is 195 beats per minute.
如果你能达到这个心率 同时心脏无任何病发 If you can achieve that without any cardiac event,
那么你肯定能飞了 you should be clear to fly.
我准备好了 Ready when you are.
再快点 Faster.
呼吸 Breathe.
麦肯齐 麦肯齐 Mackenzie? Mackenzie?
快醒醒 Come on back.
恭喜 你通过了 Congratulations. You passed.
你做到了 You did it.
你成功了 You did it.
我们成功了 We did it?
嘿 亲爱的 Hey, sweetie.
嘿 老爸 Hey, Dad.
嘿 卡尔 Hey, Cal.
我很抱歉伤到了你 I'm sorry I hurt you
就为了一个愚蠢的手机 for a stupid phone.
我真的不是有意的... I really didn't mean to...
我... and I'm...
真的很抱歉 really sorry.
好吧 Okay.
我能...我能玩你的手机了吗 Can I--can I play with your phone?
我还没玩完呢 I'm not done.
可是我道歉了 But I apologized.
给你 交换 Here. Trade.
-不要 -我要手机 - No. - I want it.
-我道歉了 -朱丽叶 - I apologized. - Juliet--
-见面就此结束吧 -我要手机 - I think we're done here. - I want it!
我要 我要 我就要 I want it! I want it! I want it!
我不知道为什么我会这么生气 I don't know why I get so angry,
我真希望我知道 因为所有人都觉得 and I wish I did, because everyone thinks
我谁都不在乎 其实我在乎的 I don't care about anyone, but I do!
我是在乎你的 I care about you.
我想要你的手机是因为咱俩能玩同一个游戏 And I want your phone because when we play the same games,
这是我唯一能亲近你的方式 that's the only way I know how to be close to you.
我以为你讨厌我 I thought you hated me.
我讨厌的是我... I hate that I'm...
跟你不一样 different from you.
谢谢你 Thank you.
我赢了 I win!
你管这个叫改善? 这简直太可怕了 You call that progress? That was terrifying.
他们被她完全操纵了 She manipulated them.
好吧 我承认刚才那一幕算不上什么 Okay, yeah. I mean, I'll give you that it wasn't exactly
标志性时刻 但拜托 a Hallmark moment, but come on.
我们每个人都在某种奖赏制度下运作着 We all operate on a reward system of some kind.
在学校表现好 就能得到好成绩 You know, you do good in school, you get good grades,
父母就会给你买辆车 your parents buy you a car.
干好一份工作 就能赚到钱 You hold down a job and you get money.
在未来数年里 我们会不断改变朱丽叶的奖励 We'll spend the next few years shifting Juliet's prizes
从手机到真实世界的物品 到时谁知道呢 from phones to real-world things and then who knows?
如果她能学会始终坚持玩专家难度 If she can learn to always play on expert level,
也许她能赢得最大的奖励 一个正常的人生 maybe she'll win the big prize-- a normal life.
可是... But...
她的人生始终会有缺失 there will always be something missing with her.
是的 同情心 Yes, empathy.
她永远都不会有 所以我们必须对她有同情心 She'll never have it, so we have to have it for her.
感谢你选择马科斯保险 Thank you for choosing Marcos Insurance.
我是梅丽莎 This is Melissa.
有什么能为您效劳的 How can I be of service to you today?
嗨 梅丽莎 我打电话是想知道 Hi, Melissa, I'm just calling to see
你们公司是否承保代孕保险 if your company provides coverage for surrogacy.
抱歉 先生 Well, I'm sorry, sir.
很遗憾 马科斯保险 Unfortunately, Marcos Insurance
并不承保任何形式的代孕保险 does not cover surrogacy of any--
我曾经想当一个医生 I wanted to be a doctor.
是吗 You did?
我在医学院上了一年学 I did a year of med school,
但我没坚持下去 but I couldn't cut it,
过去十年我过得 and I've spent the last ten years
浑浑噩噩 kind of numb
因为相比于帮助他人 because instead of helping people,
我做的事情其实恰恰相反 I ended up doing the exact opposite.
直到今天 Until today.
受托人豁免书 Trustee exemption?
信托理事会的成员 Anyone on the board of trustees
可以在不更改政策的情况下 can override a policy claim
无视该政策主张 without changing the policy itself.
你成立了一个信托理事会 Then you found a trustee
并让他们为42118破例通融 and got them to make an exception for 42118?
不是 No.
我是让他们为帕兹·阿基诺破例 I got them to make an exception for Paz Aquino.
她和她妹妹可以继续做体外受精了 She and her sister can proceed with IVF.
-阿尼尔 -不要 - Aneel? - No.
-要的 -好吧 - Yeah. - Okay.
你是怎么办到的啊 How did you pull this off?
我跟最高层谈了一下 面对面的 I talked to someone at the top, face to face.
真好 Yes.
谢谢你 Thank you.
BGM: Same Mistake by POP ETC
♪ I was never ready ♪
♪ To face myself ♪
♪ Gamble ♪
♪ Everything's in shambles ♪
♪ It took me two full years ♪
♪ To make it right ♪
-你怎么样 -挺好的 - How's it going? - Good, good.
还有好多工作要做 我觉得在飞到纽约之前 There's still a ton to do, so I doubt I'll get to sleep
我都睡不成了 但... before landing in New York, but--
但你很喜欢这样 是吗 But you love it, right?
我的确很喜欢 I do love it.
你还需要多少时间 Hey, how much time would you need
完成那边的工作 to finish out there?
六周吧 Six weeks.
不过我并不期望你能... But I don't expect you to--
那就六周后见吧 Then I'll see you in six weeks.
♪ The same mistake ♪
我不晓得你之前在搞什么鬼... Um, I don't know what that was earlier...
♪ Twisted through a gas light ♪
但如果以后我想找人聊天的话 But if I want to talk to someone in the future,
我会很愿意跟你聊 I would like to talk to you.
埃拉 Ella.
无论你的决定是什么 Whatever you decide...
我们永远是一家人 We will always be family.
麦克斯 Oh, Max.
跟我一起为帕兹和洁丝敏庆祝吧 Join me to celebrate Paz and Jasmine.
我倒是很乐意 Yeah, well, I would love to,
但我们预定了喝奶服务 but we actually, uh, already ordered bottle service.
我们就不参加了 So, think we're good.
卢娜... Luna...
这是你第一次笑吗 Was that your first laugh?
天哪 我们得让妈咪看看 Oh, my God. We gotta show Mommy that laugh.
我的意思不是... I didn't mean to--
-当然 我懂 -想到就说了 - No, of course. - Think things come out, uh--
我知道 I know.
我家有一张乔治娅的照片 We have a, uh, picture of Georgia
有时我们会对着照片聊天 that we talk to sometimes.
你没必要解释的 You don't have to explain.
她在说晚安呢 That was her saying good night.
好的 Okay.