「医院革命」前情回顾 Previously on "New Amsterdam"...
即刻生效 你被除去 Effective immediately, Ouyou are stripped of your title
肿瘤科联合主任的头衔 as co-chair of oncology as well as deputy medical director.
-我们要领养 -你听我解释 - We're adopting? - I can explain.
你今晚回家的话就能解释了 You could if you were coming home tonight.
这些女人是我们的病人 These women are our patients.
她们需要我们帮助 那我们就帮助她们 They need our help, so we are going to Rikers.
三号桌现在空了 别让我重复 Table three is now open. Don't make me repeat myself.
-谢谢 -我叫杰姬·康纳 - Thank you. - Jackie Conner.
-放开我 -四名伤员 - Get off me! - Four injured!
我们需要医护人员 We need the medic.
送她们去新阿姆斯特丹医院 Get 'em to New Amsterdam.
你是从赖克斯监狱转来的 You're here from Rikers.
你吸毒过量了 损伤了你的心脏 You overdosed and it damaged your heart.
这都是因为我做了检方证人 This is because I turned state's witness.
有人要杀我 Someone's trying to kill me.
警卫 Guard?
我一听到消息就来了 Came as soon as I heard.
如果布兰特利认为她能降你的职... If Brantley thinks that she can demote you--
她可以 麦克斯 而且她也这么做了 She can, Max. And she did.
不 不 我会处理的 No, no, no, no, I'm gonna fix this.
我给医疗联盟打电话 All right, I'll call HCC.
我会向董事会申请... I will make an appeal to the board--
董事会一致同意 The vote was unanimous.
我没被开除就很幸运了 I'm lucky that I wasn't fired.
开除 你觉得我会让这事发生吗 Fired? Do you think I would let that happen to you?
如果布兰特利不立即恢复你的职位 If Brantley doesn't reinstate you immediately,
那她可以连我的职也降了 then she can demote me, too.
麦克斯 我不要你解决这事 Oh, Max, I don't need you to fix this.
我不要你去威胁别人 I don't need you to threaten people.
我只是需要时间来想一想 I just need some time to think.
有什么好想的 What is there to think about?
我... What...
我还在这里干什么 what am I still doing here?
好 听我说 在这周之前 Okay, listen to me. By the end of the week,
你会拿回一切 好吗 you're gonna have everything back, okay?
你的部门 医疗副主任 Your department. Deputy medical director.
同时还有你的病人 In the meantime, there's your patients,
你的委员会 我们依然需要你在这里 好吗 your committees. We still need you here, okay?
我...我需要你在这里 I... I need you here.
那我需要的呢 And what about what I need?
因为我觉得我在新阿姆斯特丹找不到 'Cause I don't think I'm gonna find it at New Amsterdam.
那你要... So what are you...
你要离开吗 you're gonna leave?
我在... I'm...
我在寻找留下的理由 I'm looking for a reason to stay.
而现在 我一个都找不到 And right now, I can't find one.
医 院 革 命 第二季 第十集
麦克斯 Max.
他们对海伦做的... What they did to Helen is just--
是 我知道 Yeah, I know.
我们是一个团队 We were a team.
如果海伦没有给你用我的治疗方式 If Helen hadn't brought you my way,
你的癌症就不会好转 your cancer wouldn't be in remission.
而且她为我的研究筹集到那么多资金 And all that money she raised for my research,
她不该被如此对待 she didn't deserve this.
坦白讲 我不知道怎样取代她的位置 Frankly, I don't know how I can fill her shoes.
我无法替代她带来的东西 I can't replace what she brings.
但你能帮我重整一切吗 But do you think you could help me reset?
给大家打打气 Rally the troops?
当然 Of course.
我们将要做出很多艰难的决定 There's going to be a lot of tough decisions to make.
我很高兴你能支持我 I'm glad you have my back.
所以 你说你要搬去爱达荷州时 So when you say that you are moving to Idaho,
你是说生完小孩之后吗 do you mean after having the baby?
我其实刚交上辞呈 两周后辞职 I actually just gave my two weeks' notice.
这么快 So soon?
怀孕对我的强迫症有很大的影响 Well, the pregnancy's really doing a number on my OCD.
我的恐惧加剧了 All my fears are heightened,
我的强迫更严重 my compulsions are more vivid,
所以没有帮助 so I can't really do this without help,
没有我父母我真的做不到 without my parents.
当然了 Of course.
只是 It's just that...
爱达荷州那么远 Idaho is so very far away.
我知道 I know.
但我得为孩子着想 But I have to do what's best for the baby.
全体外科住院医生到手术六室 All surgical residents to OR 6.
扎克 扎克 我不会生气的 Zach, Zach, I won't be mad.
我只是觉得我快疯了 I just...I feel like I'm going crazy.
求你告诉我 你拿走我的药 Just tell me that you took my pill
是为了给我一个教训或证明... to teach me a lesson or to demonstrate--
我没拿走你的药 I didn't take your pill.
你越是指责我 And the more you accuse me,
就越像瘾君子 the more you sound like a drug fiend.
我很痛苦 求你了 I'm in agony. Please.
求你了 把药给我 Please, just give me my meds.
我不能 I can't do that.
但我撑不下去的 But I'm not gonna make it.
你能撑下去 You are gonna make it.
可能是你生命中最糟糕的一天 May be the worst day of your life,
但你能撑下去的 but you're gonna make it.
好吧 Fine.
好 那我就让这成为你生命中最糟糕的一天 Fine. Then I am gonna make this the worst day of your life.
进来 Yeah.
真高兴你来了 谢谢 I'm so glad you came. Thank you.
你发了52条短信 我当然会来 You texted 52 times, so of course I came.
是 我只是想跟你解释 Yeah, I just wanted to explain myself.
我想给你一些空间来解释 And I want to give you the space to do that,
但我还是觉得... but I still feel--
你很生气 我知道 我知道 You're upset. I know, I know.
我明白 相信我 I hear you. Believe me.
我有足够的时间 I've had plenty of time to think
在这张新床上思考 on the new bed over here,
好消息是 这一切只是个 and the good news is that this has all just been
巨大的误会 one big misunderstanding.
伊吉 你想再领养一个小孩 Iggy, you tried to adopt another child
但没跟我讨论过 without discussing it with me.
这不是误会 That's not a misunderstanding.
马丁 我只是...你好 Martin, I just--hi.
弗罗姆医生 很抱歉打扰了 Dr. Frome, sorry to interrupt.
是啊 现在不是个好时候 帕克医生 Yeah, now's not really the best time, Dr. Park.
抱歉 抱歉 Sorry, yes. Sorry.
我来取我的评审报告 Um, I'm here for my performance review.
对 没错 Right. Um, yes, you are.
最多需要一个小时 This will just take about an hour, tops.
多久都行 老天 Take all the time you need. Ah, man.
抱歉 马丁 Excuse me. Martin, hey, hey, hey.
马丁 马丁 等等 等等 Martin, Martin. Hey, Martin, wait, wait, wait.
我必须告诉塔比莎一些坏消息 It's just that I have to give Tabitha some bad news.
她不能维护自己的原则 我觉得她不适合 She can't assert herself, and I don't think she's cut out
做心理医生 我已经尽可能地 to be a therapist, and I've been putting off
拖着不告诉她 telling her for as long as I can.
我不能永远这样拖着 I can't put it off anymore.
求你了 Please.
再见 伊吉 Good-bye, Ig.
如果伊维在旧金山找到工作 So if Evie takes a job in San Francisco,
你会选择异地婚姻吗 are you gonna have a long distance marriage?
没有这种事 好吗 That's not a thing, right?
异地婚姻只是一种矛盾修辞手法 Long-distance marriage is an oxymoron.
我朋友在亚洲魅力网认识了他的未婚妻 My friend met his fiance on Asian Charm,
他们至今还没有见过面 and they still haven't even met each other in person.
如果有好的手机流量套餐的话 Well, with the right data plan,
我预测他们会一生幸福 I predict a lifetime of happiness for them.
我只是说距离远不代表没有交流 I'm just saying distance doesn't mean no connection.
我有些很深入的对话 Some of my deepest conversations
就是发的短信 have been over text.
你看 这就是为什么我们这一代 See, that's why my generation
比你们这一代强 is better than your generation.
很好 Good.
警卫 Guard!
快来人帮忙 I need help here now!
-他是不是 -他还有脉搏 - Is he-- - He's got a pulse.
-你的朋友去哪里了 -我不知道 - Where are your friends? - I don't know.
她们叫我去洗手间 They told me--they told me to go to the bathroom.
拜托 别的我不知道了 Please, I don't know anything else.
他的配枪不见了 His sidearm's missing.
银色警报 我再说一遍 Code silver. I repeat.
现在是银色警报 We have a code silver.
现在是银色警报 请从走廊撤离 This is a code silver. Please evacuate the hallways.
发生了什么 银色警报是什么意思 Hey, what's going on? What's a code silver?
是指有暴力倾向的人持有武器 It's a combative person with a weapon.
-好吧 -回我办公室 - All right, all right. - Get back in my office.
-我们走 -请移步到最近的房间 - Let's go. - Move to the nearest room.
等一下 进去 Hey, wait. In there.
银色警报 请移步到最近的房间 Code silver. Move to the nearest room.
这样没用的 亲爱的 That's not gonna work, darling.
没人能进来或出去 No one's coming or going.
赫吉医生说如果疼痛加重 Dr. Hiiji said if the pain got worse
就按呼叫按钮 to press the call button.
推我过去 Push me over.
哪里疼 Where's the pain?
赫吉医生本来在监控你的阑尾吗 Dr. Hiiji was monitoring your appendix?
是的 Yeah.
你的阑尾快要破裂了 Well, it's about to rupture.
现在是银色警报 This is a code silver.
麦克斯 Max.
没事 他们来找我的 It's okay. They're with me.
古德温医生 你准备好了吗 Dr. Goodwin, you ready?
现在是银色警报 This is a code silver.
好了 Yeah.
锁好门 在我回来前 不论什么情况 Lock this door, and do not let anyone in or out
都不要让任何人进出 好吗 under any circumstances until I get back, okay?
请从走廊撤离 Please evacuate the hallways.
现在是银色警报 请从走廊撤离 This is a code silver. Please evacuate the hallways.
埃拉 Ella.
埃拉 Ella?
现在是银色警报 This is a code silver.
请移步到最近的房间 银色警报 Move to the nearest room. Code silver.
请移步到最近的房间 等待有关部门通知 Move to the nearest room and wait for authorities.
现在是银色警报 This is a code silver.
听好了 我们还有工作要做 Okay, listen up. We still have a job to do.
所有人集中注意力在病人 Everybody needs to maintain their focus on the patient
和现在的手术上 and the operation at hand.
我们是紧急封锁了 We may be on lockdown,
但我们能应对 but it's nothing we can't handle.
儿茶酚胺浓度升高 High levels of catecholamine.
出现心脏毒性反应 Cardiotoxicity indicated.
三名赖克斯监狱的犯人逃跑了 We have three Rikers inmates on the loose.
她们在急诊室里袭击了一名警卫 Overtook a guard in the ED,
并偷了他的枪 and stole his gun.
那名警卫怎么样了 The guard, how is he?
-情况稳定 -好 - Stable. - Good.
我们讯问了第四名犯人 We interrogated the fourth inmate.
她说她们的动机并不是杀死警卫 She said that killing the guard wasn't their motive.
那她们想干什么 Well, then what do they want?
她不知道 或是不肯说 She didn't know or wouldn't say.
参与的犯人有多米妮克·安·里德 Our culprits are Dominique Ann Reed,
苏珊·帕克和杰姬·康纳 Suzan Parker, Jackie Conner.
-杰姬·康纳 -你认识她 - Jackie Conner? - You know her?
不 我们今天有个小组去了赖克斯监狱 No, I--we had a team at Rikers today,
她帮了我们 你确定她 and she helped us. Are you sure that she--
确定 我们在每个出口和楼梯口安排了警员 Positive. We've got officers on every exit and stairwell.
关闭所有电梯 我们现在要进行搜查 Shut down all the elevators. Now we need to do a sweep.
我跟你一起 我要分诊判断 I'll come with you. I need to triage
哪些人足够稳定可以留下 哪些要撤离 who's stable enough to stay and who needs to be evacuated.
麦克斯 我们在哪里疏散人员 Max, where are we releasing people?
我需要将病人送到浸信会医院 I need to get my patient to Baptist.
她需要全天候的照顾 She needs constant care.
如果设立一个单独撤出点怎么样 How about establish a single egress point?
这样我们可以有序疏散人员 So we can clear everyone properly,
同时能控制住犯人 but keep the prisoners contained.
地下室 Uh, basement.
去地下室 Basement.
埃拉 跟我来 Ella, come with me.
没事的 我们在这里很安全 It's okay. We are safe in here.
我不觉得安全 I don't--I don't feel safe.
不要 抱歉 No. Sorry.
我能做什么让你好受点吗 Is there anything I can do that might help?
我 I, um--
我喜欢把东西从大到小排列 I like to organize things from largest to smallest.
-好的 -我知道这听起来很蠢 但 - Okay. - I know that sounds stupid, but--
不 这一点都不蠢 No, no, it's not stupid. It's not stupid.
我更喜欢三号的 Threes are better.
三号吗 Three?
现在是银色警报 This is a code silver.
我好讨厌这种事 Oh, I hate this so much.
这些孩子生活中经历了足够多的 These kids have enough trauma in their lives
-没有警报灯的创伤了 -他们很安全 - without alarms blaring and-- - They're safe.
你没法再为他们做什么了 There's nothing more you can do for them.
你说想跟我谈谈的 And you said you wanted to talk to me,
那就谈吧 so talk.
马丁 原谅我现在没法去想我们俩的事 Martin, forgive me I can't focus on us right now.
不 现在是关注我们俩最好的时候 No, now seems like the perfect time to focus on us,
因为我们一起被困在一间房间里 considering we're gonna be locked in a room together,
天知道我们上次独处是多久之前了 alone for the first time in God knows how long.
现在是银色警报 This is a code silver.
请从走廊撤离 Please evacuate the hallways.
走这边 Okay, right this way.
在这里排队 Let's line up over here,
记得出去的时候 and make sure that you show your ID bands
亮出你们的腕带 好吗 on the way out, okay?
这是怎么发生的 How did this happen?
是赖克斯监狱的杰姬 Jackie from Rikers.
-什么 -古德温医生 - What? - Dr. Goodwin.
-我们这里需要你 -好的 - We need you over here. - Yeah, okay.
我知道这不是你的责任 I know this isn't your responsibility,
我也明白为什么你想 and I can understand why you'd want to just
现在就从这里撤离 check out of here right about now,
但我真的很需要你的帮助 but I can really, really use your help.
没事 去吧 No, of course, go.
我来维持这里的秩序 I'll keep things moving down here.
赫吉医生
对不起 丽诺尔 I'm so sorry, Lenore.
警卫不让我离开办公室 Security won't let me leave my office,
但布鲁姆医生会照顾好你的 but Dr. Bloom will take good care of you.
我需要手术钳 拉钩 Okay, I'm gonna need clamps, retractors.
用品柜 Supply cabinet.
你疯了吗 你都不是外科医生吧 Are you out of your mind? Are you even a surgeon?
我有轮过岗 I did my rotations.
我需要那个托盘 Okay, I need that tray.
如果你在那条腿上施加哪怕一点点重量 If you put any weight on that leg of yours,
骨头就会断掉 the bone will snap.
现在病人不是我 I am not the patient right now.
-就是你 -手套 - Yes, you are. - Gloves?
你是我的病人 我有职责照管你 You're my patient. You're my responsibility.
要不还是再给你一颗 You might as well take a second pill.
你百分百会需要它的 You're sure as hell gonna need it.
我不能嗑着镇静剂动手术 I can't operate on narcotics.
况且 Besides...
她比我更需要这个 she's gonna need this more than me.
过去吧 Come on.
丽诺尔 拿着 Okay. Lenore, here.
吞下去 Now swallow.
再给她来点 Now give her a few more.
安保部门让我去清空肿瘤科 Security asked me to clear the oncology department.
我跟你去 I'll come with you.
海伦 Helen.
你还好吗 发生什么了 Are you okay? What happened?
我和大家走散了 I got separated from my group,
只能躲起来 so I hid.
好的 没事了 Okay, we've got you.
慢慢来 放轻松 放轻松 There you go. Easy, easy.
我们会把你从这儿带出去的 We're gonna get you out of here.
视野再调大点 I need a wider field of vision, please.
没问题 On it.
感觉如何 How are you feeling?
我只想出去 Just want to get out of here.
你是怎么受伤的 How did you get injured?
太恐怖了 It was all so scary.
慢着慢着 先躺下 Wait, wait, wait, whoa, just lay down.
先躺下来 Just say down.
躺下来好吗 Just lay down, okay?
她满头大汗 脉搏也很快 She's clammy, and her pulse is rapid.
我得检查你包扎过的伤口 I need to examine your wrapped injuries.
你介意吗 Do you mind?
缝合处裂开了 Mm, sutures are broken.
她可能会低血容量性休克 She could go into hypovolemic shock.
我可以压住伤口 I can keep pressure on it.
好的 Okay.
没信号 There's no signal.
-我去拿纱布和胶带 -好 - I'm gonna grab gauze and tape. - Okay.
我只是想回家 I just want to go home.
你的住院病人手环呢 What happened to your ID band?
我以为自己要出院了 不需要它了 Thought I was leaving. Didn't need it anymore.
那样做完全不是我的本意 You know I never would've gone through with it,
你知道的 马丁 right, Martin?
背着你领养另一个小孩吗 Actually adopt a child without telling you?
我只是在收集信息 然后才能和你讨论 I was gathering information so that we could discuss it.
但我们从来没讨论过 But we never did discuss it.
难道你觉得我发现不了 What, were you just hoping I wouldn't notice
早餐桌上多了个小孩吗 an extra kid at the breakfast table?
我觉得你反应过度了 I think you're overreacting.
-我有吗 -有 - Am I? - Yes.
我们所有的职责 所有的社交 All of our responsibilities, our social life,
做的每一切 都只顾及着你的想法 everything we do is on your terms.
显然你根本不在意我的想法 You obviously don't care what I think.
不是那样的 That is not true.
算了 你不会懂的 Never mind. You don't get it.
什么 你说什么马丁 What, Martin? What--
我不懂什么 what don't I get?
弗罗姆医生 Dr. Frome?
请说 Yes?
算了没什么 抱歉 Sorry, nothing. Never mind.
不不不 什么 No, no, no. What?
你想说什么 What is it?
我觉得马丁可能是说 Okay, I think maybe Martin is saying that sometimes
有时候你让他觉得 他配不上你 maybe you make him feel like he's not enough for you.
这其实不关我的事 抱歉 Which is none of my business. I'm so sorry.
是我多嘴了 Shouldn't have said anything.
没事的 塔比莎 No, that's fine, Tabitha.
你有权发表观点 You're entitled to your opinion.
我只是觉得你想错了 I just happen to think that you are way,
完全想错了 way off base.
她说得很对 She's right.
她昏过去了 She's out.
如果你真要那样做 If you're really gonna do this...
现在是最好的时机 now's the time.
我觉得我得站起来 I think I need to be standing.
什么 像正常的外科医生那样吗 What, like an actual surgeon?
要不你把我扶起来 What if you were to hold me up?
这是唯一行得通的做法了 It's the only thing that might work.
-行吧 准备好 -好 - All right. Here we go. - Okay.
三 二 一 Three, two, one.
好嘞 稳住 All right. I got you.
站稳了 I got you.
好的 Okay.
真是一点也不别扭 Well, this isn't awkward at all.
如果你把我摔地上了 If you drop me...
接下来的半辈子 You'll probably be in that wheelchair
你可能都要坐在轮椅上了 for the rest of your life.
我把需要的东西拿来了 Okay, I got what we need.
-麦克斯 -怎么了 - Max... - Yeah?
我们需要聊聊 We need to talk.
-什么 -我们得聊一下 - What? - We need to talk.
这完全不是我的主意 None of this was my idea.
我没碰那个警卫 I didn't touch that guard.
我这辈子没伤害过任何人 I've never hurt anyone in my life.
拜托了 Please.
我不想让女儿觉得我是那种 I don't want my daughters thinking I'm some...
听着 我们会帮你的 Okay, um, listen. We're gonna help you.
但是你得告诉我们 其他犯人在哪儿 But you have to tell us where the other inmates are.
如果你治好我 If you fix me up,
我就会被送回赖克斯监狱 they're gonna send me back to Rikers.
如果我们再不止血 If we don't stop the bleeding,
你就哪儿都不用去了 you won't be going anywhere.
这都是因为芙兰没有在吸毒过量后丧命 It all started when Fran didn't die from the OD.
所以她们只能想个别的办法 They had to figure out another way.
因此杰姬让我们打群架 好把我们送来这里 So Jackie made us all fight to get us over here.
谁是芙兰 Who's Fran?
我不清楚 I don't even know.
似乎是某个想要告密的检方证人 Some state's witness who wanted to snitch on someone.
那是雷诺兹的病人 That's Reynolds's patient.
麦克斯 我们得提醒他 Max, we have to warn him.
-你能应付吗 -能 快去 - Are you-- - Yeah, no, go.
快去 Hurry.
多米妮克 可能会有点疼 Dominique, this is gonna hurt.
我紧张的时候 So when I am scared,
就会倒背字母表 I say the alphabet backwards, you know?
Z Y X W Zed, Y, X, W...
你好 你好 里面有人吗 Hello. Hello, is anyone in there?
别去 Don't.
能让我进去吗 Can you let me in?
理论上在危险解除之前 Protocol is not to open any doors
不能给任何人开门 until the danger has been cleared.
求求你 让我进去 没别的地方可躲了 Please, let me in! There's nowhere else to go!
维贾伊 Vijay.
别开门 Don't open it.
让我进去 Let me in!
你提醒雷诺兹了吗 Did you warn Reynolds?
没 No.
你能走吗 Can you walk?
我不知道 怎么了 I don't know. Why?
古德温医生有办法 Dr. Goodwin's got a plan.
带你们两个离开这里 Getting you both out of here.
注意创面床准备要求 Note the WBP request.
心率稍有些快 Heart rate's a little fast.
再挂一袋生理盐水 Hang another bag of normal saline.
去柜子里拿一升装的生理盐水 Grab a liter bag of normal saline from the cabinet.
复温剂已就位 Re-warming agents in the line.
氧合器压力正常 Oxygenator pressure normal.
一单位氧甲氟烷 One methoxyflurane dose.
不好意思 Excuse me.
你叫什么名字 What's your name?
来人拦住她 Someone stop her.
别走 杜克 杜克 回来病人身边 No, Duke, Duke, Duke! Get back to the patient.
-打给警卫 -按他说的做 - Call security. - All right, you heard him.
有多处撕裂伤 We've got several lacerations.
加大输液剂量 Get the fluids going wide open.
多处刺伤 Multiple stab wounds.
涉及脂肪组织和腹斜肌 Adipose tissue and obliques involved.
-老大 -无动脉大出血 - Boss? - No arterial spurt.
-你在流血 -只有毛细管渗血 - You're bleeding. - Capillary leak only.
需要一个新的缝合包 动手 Need a fresh suture kit. Let's go.
你真觉得能把她们偷偷带出去吗 You really think that you can sneak them out of here?
这是最安全的办法 It's the safest way.
对谁最安全 Safest for who?
-还有多远 -杰姬 - How much farther? - Jackie.
别和我装熟 Don't act like you know me.
多米妮克需要帮助 就让我看看她 Dominique needs help. If you just let me take her--
她或你我都不在乎 知道吗 I don't care about her or about you, okay?
你在赖克斯帮了我们那么多 So after all the help that you gave us in Rikers,
都是在利用我们 after everything, you were just using us?
对 这是生存之道 Yeah, that's show you survive.
她那帮人利用我 我利用你 Her gang uses me, I use you,
人都是有价的 everyone has a price,
一切都可以买卖 对吗 and everything is for sale, right?
关爱这种奢侈品 我们负担不起 We don't get the luxury of caring.
把你们手机给她 Give her your phone.
快点 马上把手机给她 Come on, give her your phones right now.
递过去 Hand them over.
上面说什么 What do they say?
呃 都一样 Uh, both the same.
「七号手术室遇袭 病人危急 "Attack in OR 7. Patient critical.
需要六个单位AB型血 越快越好」 Request 6 units of AB plus ASAP."
说明苏珊没有得手 That means Suzan didn't get it done.
芙兰还活着 Fran's still alive.
我们得回去 We have to go back in.
杰姬 我做不了 Jackie, I can't do this.
我们没得选 七号手术室在哪 Look, we don't have a choice. Where's OR 7?
杰姬 想一想好吗 Jackie, think about this, all right?
医院被封锁了 The hospital is on lockdown.
到处都是警察和警卫 That means there will be cops, guards everywhere.
他们会认出你们 They will recognize you.
我愿意带你们出去 Now, I am willing to get you out of here,
但我没办法把你们 but there is no way that I am taking you back
-带回医院... -带我到七号手术室 - to my hospital-- - Take me to OR 7.
现在 Right now.
我带你去 I can take you there.
我知道怎么绕过警察去手术室 I know a way to get you past the cops and into the OR, but--
但是你必须先放下枪 but first, I'm gonna need you to put the gun down.
好 带路吧 Okay. Start walking.
快点 Come on.
走走走 Go, go, go, go, go, go.
亲爱的 在我们俩之间 Love, when I look at us, I don't think that you're...
我从不认为你配不上我 not enough or anything like that.
我不知道怎么解释 I don't know how to explain it.
能举例吗 你什么时候有那种感觉 Can you think of an instance where you felt like that?
比如巴尼 Barney.
恐龙吗 The dinosaur?
1998年动画电影《巴尼冒险记》 主角为恐龙巴尼
不 是我们救下的一头山羊 No, it was a goat that we rescued.
猜猜山羊巴尼住在哪里 And guess where Barney the goat lived.
它在我们家住了... 一小会儿 He lived in the house for--for a minute.
奇怪的是 And the weird thing is that...
那样挺好的 it was kinda great.
它乖得出奇 和孩子们很玩得来 He was strangely well mannered, a great companion for the kids.
万圣节时 伊吉把它扮成一只可爱的狗 Iggy adorably dressed him up as a dog for Halloween.
他张罗它的饮食 Made all his meals,
还给它弄来个可爱的小羊床 even found him this cute little goat bed.
话要说清楚 In the spirit of full disclosure,
那不是羊床 it wasn't really a goat bed
根本没有这种东西卖 because they don't actually make those.
是啦 但我看着伊吉照顾这只小动物 Yeah, but as I watched Iggy take care of this animal,
发现... I realized...
我嫉妒它 I'm jealous.
嫉妒一只山羊 Of a goat.
我根本不是善妒的人 And I'm not even a jealous guy.
他看起来好开心 It's just, he looked so happy.
他一直是开心的 He always does.
只要是在帮助别人 做志愿服务 When he's helping, volunteering,
看起来那么美好 and that is so beautiful.
但我会想 But I wonder,
我有让我的丈夫如此开心过吗 do I ever make my husband look like that?
我有这个能力吗 Am I even capable?
马丁 Martin.
你当然有 Of course you are.
我... I...
乐于助人是我的天性 helping people is just fundamentally part of who I am.
弗罗姆医生 And, um, Dr. Frome,
你觉得自己是怎么帮助马丁的呢 how do you think that you help Martin?
我... I, um...
我爱他 I love him.
全心全意 With all my heart.
这不是... Well, that's...
我问的是... what I asked...
你有没有帮马丁告诉孩子们 did you help Martin tell the kids
他们不能把羊当宠物养在家里 that they couldn't keep the goat as a pet?
马丁在家带孩子 所以... Martin's at home with the kids, so...
马丁还得告诉律师 And Martin had to tell a lawyer
他没办法接受一个需要帮助的小孩 that he can't take in a needy child.
你觉不觉得这对他来说可能很痛苦 Do you think that was maybe painful for him?
是的 Yeah.
有多少次你热心帮忙的举动 How often do your efforts to mend hearts
却要以马丁不得已的冷血拒绝收场 wind up with Martin having to break them?
马丁在请求你改变自己的做法 Martin has asked you to change your behavior,
而你爱他 对吗 and you love him, right?
可能你不是不想改变 So, I mean, maybe it's not that you won't stop,
而是做不到 and more that you can't.
为什么做不到 弗罗姆医生 Why can't you stop, Dr. Frome?
别动了 Stop moving.
我要拉出远侧看看 Trying to retract the far edge
确保网膜上没有残脓 to make sure the omentum is clear of pus.
说人话 In English.
我没法再弯腰 I can't bend forward.
我要你去床另一边 I need you to move to the other side.
-但你的腿... -别管我的腿了 - But your leg-- - Forget about my leg.
我死不了 可你如果不照做 I won't die, but if you don't do this,
丽诺尔就会死 then Lenore will.
你让我监督你服药 You ask me to monitor your medication,
然后又怪我偷走你的药 and then you accuse me of stealing it.
你叫我扶你站起来 You ask me to hold you up,
一下子又让我扔下你不管 and then a minute later to drop you.
你到底还想不想康复 Do you even care about getting better?
想 但我康复是为了帮助别人 Yes, I want to get better so I can help.
否则又有什么意义 Otherwise, what's the point?
我为了谁康复 Who am I getting better for?
好吧 All right.
我这就放开你 I'm gonna set you down.
好的 Okay.
我想我取下来了 I think I got it.
取下来了 I got it.
现在我们只需给她缝合 Now we just need to close her up.
是她 她有武器 That's her! She has a weapon!
不许动 Freeze!
放下武器 Drop the weapon!
已开枪 犯人被击毙 Shot fired, shots fired. Inmate down.
埃拉 我们很安全 门是锁着的 Ella, we are safe. The door is locked.
不 我... No, I...
我通常 通常能感受到胎动 但现在没有 I usually--I usually feel movement, but I don't.
我给宝宝带来了太大的压力 I put too much stress on the baby.
如果... What if...
要是我... what if I...
-我感觉不到宝宝 维贾伊 -警报解除 - I can't feel the baby, Vijay. - All clear.
氧饱和度为98% 高压130低压88 O2 sat's 98. Pressure 130/88.
多巴胺水平为7 Dopamine at 7.
已准备好生理盐水冲洗 Flushes are ready.
雷诺兹医生 你需要帮助吗 Dr. Reynolds, can I help you?
老大 你还好吗 需要我接手吗 Boss, you okay? You want me to take over?
能数一遍纱布数量吗 Can I get a sponge count?
她的血流动力数据还未稳定 We're not hitting our hemodynamic targets.
左心包囊稳定 L-sac's steady.
请再多冲洗一下 More irrigation, please.
血压在下降 BP's dropping.
还有个出血点 There's a pumper in here somewhere.
多巴胺降到6了 Now we're at 6.
你还好吗 Are you okay?
牵开肺部 Retract the lung.
那 在那 There. There it is.
股动脉平均动脉压非常准确 Femoral MAP is the most accurate.
推入四毫克芬太尼 Pushing 4 milligrams of fentanyl.
血压稳定了 BP's stabilizing.
药物洗脱支架已准备好 Eluting stent is in place.
胸骨缝线和骨板已准备好 Sternal wires and plates are ready.
胸骨用具已放在托盘上 Sternum set on the tray.
海伦 请别这么做 Helen, please don't do this.
-你信任我吗 -这和信任无关 - Do you trust me? - It's not about trust.
这完全就是信任问题 It is all about trust.
若我们之间没有信任 我就真的不属于这里 If we don't have that, then I truly don't belong here.
-是谁 -海伦·夏普 肿瘤科医生 - Who's there? - Helen Sharpe, oncology.
我们正在护送这两位病人去疏散通道 We were helping escort patients to the evac route,
但是她情况比较危险难以撑过去 but she's too critical to make it.
我们需要立即将她带去手术室 We need to get her to the OR at once.
这位是古德温医生 This is Dr. Goodwin,
这家医院的医疗主任 the hospital's medical director.
没问题 你需要放我们过去 It's all right. You need to let us through.
走吧 Go ahead.
伊格内修斯·弗罗姆医生 行为健康部门主任
当你帮助他人的时候感受如何 How do you feel when you help someone?
感觉那就是我的使命 Like I'm here for a reason.
那你不帮助他人的时候呢 So how do you feel when you don't?
部门里的每个人都听说过 Everyone in the department heard about the time
你把自己的鞋给了一个流浪汉的事 that you gave your shoes to a homeless man.
想象一下自己仅仅是路过了他 Well, imagine that you just walked by him.
你会如何感受呢 How would you have felt?
感觉自己是个坏人 Like a bad person.
我肯定会把鞋给他的 他需要鞋子 And I would've been. He needed shoes.
那是该做的事情 That's what you do.
很多人都路过他没有理会 Well, a lot of people walked by him.
他们都是坏人吗 Are they all bad people?
不 当然不是 No. Not at all.
那为什么你就是坏人呢 So why are you?
你能尝试列举三点你认为自己不错的地方吗 Can you try and list three good things about yourself
与帮助他人无关的事情 that have nothing to do with helping?
如果你没有领养另外一个孩子 Three things that would be great about yourself
或者救助另外一只山羊 if you never adopt another kid,
你觉得自己很棒的三点 or rescue another goat.
好吧 就列举一点呢 Okay, how about one thing?
弗罗姆医生 Dr. Frome...
如果你不再帮助别人 你觉得会发生什么 what do you think would happen if you stopped helping people?
他们就会看到... They'd see...
伊吉 Iggy...
他们会看到什么 what would they see?
他们会看清 They would see...
我是个彻头彻尾的失败者 what a complete loser I am.
就那么... Just...
老土又书呆子 肥胖又没用 一无是处 corny, nerdy, fat, worthless, nothing.
-亲爱的 -别劝我 马丁 - Baby-- - No, I--Martin,
我知道这么想很不健康 我 I know it's not healthy, and I...
我脑子里就是有这么个声音 I have this voice in my head,
非常响的声音 and it's a really loud one.
告诉我 And it's saying...
有一天 你会意识到 that one of these days, you're gonna realize...
你能找到比我好得多的人 that you can do so much better than me.
我帮助他人的能力 My ability to help people...
是我唯一的能力 那是 that's all I have. That's the...
那是唯一一点我喜欢自己的地方 that's the only thing I even like about myself.
如果没有这个 我想不出任何理由 Without that, I just can't think of a reason
你还想和我在一起 why you would keep me around.
我想不出来 I can't.
弗罗姆医生 我现在要请马丁做一件事 Dr. Frome, I'm gonna ask Martin to do something now,
希望你能好好听进去 and it would great if you could just sit and listen.
行吗 Is that okay?
好的 Yeah, okay.
马丁 你能不能告诉你的丈夫 Martin, will you tell your husband
你觉得他特别棒的三点 three things that you think are good about him?
你很善良 You're kind.
你是一个特别棒的父亲 You are a wonderful father.
而且你很美 And you are beautiful.
你很幽默 非常有耐心 You're hilarious. You're patient.
你还很聪明 You're smart.
你不管去到哪里都能和人们成为朋友 You make friends everywhere you go
因为他们都看见我所看见的 'cause they see what I see.
你闪闪发光 You shine.
你棒极了 You're amazing.
你是我一生的挚爱 You're the love of my life.
而我的生活 And my life is so much better
比我想象的美好了许多 than I ever thought it was gonna be
这都是因为你 伊吉 because of you, Iggy.
我爱你 I love you.
我也爱你 I love you.
如果我能保持冷静 If I could've stayed calm,
这些就不会发生 this wouldn't have happened.
如果我是个正常人 我就能成为一个母亲 If I were normal, I could've been a mother.
你仍然会成为一名母亲 You will still be a mother.
一位很好的 很棒的母亲 A good mother, a wonderful mother.
怎么会呢 How?
因为你的宝宝一切都好 Because your baby is okay.
你又不知道 You don't know that.
好的 Okay.
我来听听你的宝宝的心跳 I will listen to your baby's heartbeats,
那样你就能知道了 and that will tell you.
好 你听到了吗 Okay. Do you hear anything?
你需要减缓呼吸 You need to slow down your breathing.
我做不到 做不到 I can't, I can't.
你说你的强迫症 You said your OCD makes you imagine
迫使你想象最坏的情况 the worst possible circumstances.
你何不尝试一下想象最好的情况 What if you imagine the best?
好吗 闭上眼睛 试试 Hm? Close your eyes and try.
好的 Okay.
你看到了什么 What do you see?
我的宝宝 My baby.
我健康的宝宝 My healthy baby.
你在哪 Where are you?
在纽约 In New York.
在温馨的育婴房 温馨的公寓 In a cozy nursery. In a cozy apartment.
不需要很高级 我不挑剔 It doesn't have to be fancy. I'm not picky.
你可以挑剔 这是你最理想的生活 You can be picky. It's your best life.
好吧 我有个喜欢的工作 Okay, so then I have a job that I love,
尽管我还不知道是什么 even if I don't know what that is.
我可以养活家人 And I can support my family.
一切都很好 And everything's okay.
我想让你听个声音 I have something for you to hear.
快到了吗 Are we getting close?
是的 手术室就在这些门后 Yeah, the OR is just through these doors.
好 很好 Good, okay.
-你相信我吗 -以命相托 - Do you trust me? - With my life.
枪 她有枪 Gun! She's got a gun!
放下武器 Drop your weapon!
放下枪 Drop your gun!
放下武器 放下 Drop your weapon! Put it down!
举起手来 Hands up!
把手放到背后 Hands behind you.
D15 我们逮捕了一个 David 1-5, we've got one in custody.
还有其他武器吗 Got any more weapons?
我们走 Let's go.
没问题 好 All right. Yeah.
好了 各位 都结束了 All right, folks, it's all over.
进来吧 来吧 Come on in. let's go.
来吧 Come on.
都结束了 没错 It's all over. That's right.
BGM: Deep In Love by Bonny Light Horseman
♪ Down in the valley ♪
有我呢 I got you.
♪ The first of May ♪
♪ Gathering flowers ♪
医院急诊室
你说你不需要高级的公寓 You said you don't need a fancy apartment.
也许你可以搬来和我住 Maybe you can move in with me.
♪ Gathering flowers ♪
♪ Both red and blue ♪
-我爱你 -我爱你 - I love you. - I love you.
-家里见 -好 - See you at home. - Yeah.
塔比莎 无需我多言 So, Tabitha, it goes without saying
你很顺利地通过了 that you passed your performance review
你的绩效考核 with flying colors.
那本着这种精神 其实我还有一些想法 Well, in that spirit, there's actually something else
想跟你分享 I'd love to share with you.
行 当然可以 Yeah, of course.
你的行为模式 Well, the pattern of your behavior
其实可以归属为 can actually be indicative
《精神疾病诊断和统计手册》的一种实质性诊断 of a more substantive diagnosis per the DSM-5.
比如说 Such as?
自恋型人格障碍 Narcissistic personality disorder.
♪ To the bloom ♪
那么 Well...
-祝你晚上愉快 -好 - Have a great night. - Yeah.
♪ Vine in the sweetest, sweetest road ♪
布鲁姆医生 Dr. Bloom...
你其实是个很好的人 you are actually a very decent human being.
别告诉其他人 Don't tell anyone.
我以为 I thought that...
我可以在你身旁支持你 但我 I could be there for you, but I...
我做不到 I--I can't.
你已经很好了 You were great.
我吃药了 I took the pill.
其实 我吃了不少 In fact, I took quite a few.
我知道我做的事 I know what I've done is...
很过分 beyond.
我知道我需要帮助 I know that I need help.
我已经失去了所有家人 I've already lost all my family,
和朋友 and my friend.
我不能再失去别人了 I can't afford to lose everyone else.
当你从戒毒所出来后 When you finish rehab...
别打电话给我 Don't call me.
别给我发邮件 Don't email me.
别给我发信息 Don't text me.
我没法再见你了 I can't ever see you again.
但你已经知道了 对吧 But you know that, right?
♪ Deep as she could be ♪
♪ But not so deeply ♪
就站在这里 好的 Stand right here, please. All right.
脚别动 Feet still.
♪ I sing this way ♪
♪ Don't you? ♪
你还好吗 Are you okay?
谢天谢地那些罪犯被抓住了 Thank God those criminals were caught.
今天真是个噩梦 Today's been a nightmare.
是啊 对那些女人来说每天都是噩梦 Yeah, well, every day's a nightmare for those women.
你在为她们说话吗 Are you defending them?
不是 但我们还是有义务帮助她们 Nope. But it's still our job to help them.
是吗 Is it?
♪ Don't you ♪
别再那样吓我了 Don't scare me like that again.
都没事了 我就在这 宝贝 It's all good. I'm right here, baby.
生活苦短 不适合异地恋 Life's too short for long distance.
我打算拒绝旧金山的工作 I'm turning down the job in San Francisco.
别 Don't.
旧金山听上去非常不错 San Francisco's sounding really good right about now.
♪ Break my heart ♪
我们离开这里吧 Let's get out of here.
♪ Thousands and thousands ♪
♪ All along this earth ♪
我... I'm...
我很抱歉置你于险境 I'm sorry that I put you in danger.
但我不知道还有什么别的办法 But I didn't know what else to do.
你只能那么做 It was the only thing to do.
很勇敢 It was brave.
很无私 And selfless.
很机智 很有你的风格 Smart. It was you.
而且你值得去一个能看见你价值的地方 And you deserve to be at a place that sees you,
欣赏你的地方 that appreciates you.
百分百赏识 100%.
如果那个地方不是新阿姆斯特丹 And if that place isn't New Amsterdam,
那你应该离开 then you should go.
你应该离开 You should go.
无论我有多么希望你留下 No matter how much I want you to stay,
而我... and I...
这无关我的所想所要 It's not about what I want.
没错 如果不能每天看到你 And, yeah, it'll be weird not...
会感觉很奇怪 seeing you every day,
我也会想念你 但是 and I will miss you, but...
我们住在同一个城市 对吧 we live in the same city, right?
所以我们总可以一起喝个咖啡 吃个饭什么的 So we can always get a coffee or eat, you know, something,
一起觅食或者 food together, or...
-麦克斯 -怎么了 - Max. - What?
我哪儿也不去 I'm not going anywhere.
你不走吗 You're not?
你就让我在这毫无理由的 So you just let me do that whole awkward
尴尬地胡言乱语吗 rambling speech for no reason?
-对 -好吧 棒极了 - Yes. - Okay, well, great.
谢了 Thanks.
你真损 It's not cool.
那么你 So you...
找到了留下的理由 found a reason to stay.