♪ Lying in my bed ♪
BGM: Time After Time by Iron & Wine
♪ I hear the clock tick and think of you ♪
艾莉需要心脏瓣膜置换手术
♪ Caught up in circles ♪
♪ Confusion is nothing new ♪
我们付不起保险以外的费用
艾莉生病前 是个幸福的普通孩子
♪ Then you say, "Go slow" ♪
♪ I fall behind ♪
现在她要为自己的性命而战
♪ The second hand unwinds ♪
♪ If you're lost you can look and you will find me ♪
请给她希望
♪ Time after time ♪
♪ If you fall, I will catch you ♪
♪ I'll be waiting ♪
艾莉需要挽救生命的心脏瓣膜置换手术
医 院 革 命 第二季 第十七集
♪ Time after time ♪
再有三个会议 你就能单飞了 Only three more meetings and you are on your own.
要是我知道当主任要开那么多会 If I knew being Chair meant this many meetings,
我可能会重新考虑 I might've reconsidered.
雷诺兹也这么说过 Hey, Reynolds said the same thing.
不好意思 古德温医生 无意打扰 Excuse me, Dr. Goodwin, I don't mean to interrupt.
能给我签个名吗 Can I get your autograph?
伊吉 我现在正忙着 Iggy, I'm kind of in the middle of something.
你看到麦克斯的那个「资助我」众筹视频了吗 Have you seen the GoFundMe video Max is in?
-火遍全网 -好吧 - It blew up! - Yeah, okay.
申明一下 我都不知道自己在那视频里 For the record, I didn't even know I was in that video.
我也申明一下 这视频要上《艾伦脱口秀》 And for the record, it was also featured on "Ellen,"
不到三小时就筹够了款 哥们 funded in less than three hours, my man.
好吧 我觉得那事跟我没什么关系 Yeah, well, I think that had less to do with me
也许跟 我说不好 跟艾伦更有关系 and more to do with-- I don't know, Ellen?
不管怎样 我现在手上 这只是初步估计 Regardless, I now have-- this is a rough estimate--
有大概六千个病患 about 6,000 of my own patients
都求着我让你参演他们的「资助我」众筹视频 all begging me to get you to star in their GoFundMe videos.
不不 我受宠若惊了 No, no, no. That's very flattering.
但我不想在医院开这样的先例 But that is not a precedent I wanna set at this hospital.
马克西姆斯 你有天赋啊 Maximus, you have a gift here.
你有天赋 你不应该浪费了 You have a gift. You should not squander it.
无论如何 试着享受吧 Anyway, try to enjoy the ride.
你的前任干得很棒 不过 You have big shoes to fill, but--
麦克斯 我需要你马上去急诊室 Max, I need you down in the ED, stat.
-为什么 -我给你个提示 - Why? - I'll give you a hint.
-换上你的上镜脸 -别啊 - Come camera ready. - No!
半数病患想让你参演「资助我」众筹视频 Half my ward wants you to cameo on their GoFundMe pages.
我不知道你哪还有时间 I'm not sure how you're gonna find time
干你真正的工作 to do your actual job,
但如果有人能做到 肯定是你 but if anyone can do it, you can.
欢迎来到一切发生的地方 Welcome to the room where it happens,
我说的一切是指比行政更无聊的事 and by "It" I mean even more boring administrative stuff.
我越来越能理解雷诺兹为什么走了 Reynolds leaving is making more and more sense.
早上好 Morning.
我不知道你为什么还在这 Uh, I did not know you were still here.
-那我改在哪 -我不知道 - Where else would I be? - I don't know.
旧金山 或者在床上 San Francisco or maybe in a bed?
伊维昨晚先飞走了 Evie caught a flight last night,
转租信也交了 and the sub-letters are already in,
但弗洛伊德·雷诺兹绝不半途而废 but Floyd Reynolds doesn't leave business half-done.
-半途 -迎新会 - Business? - Orientation.
得给新主任介绍交接一下 Gotta show the new Chair the ropes.
你太贴心了 但我们刚做完了 Oh, that's very kind, but we just--we just did that.
好吧 但我得把你介绍给董事会 Oh, okay, but I gotta introduce you to the board.
不能让你直接跳入深渊 Can't just get thrown into the deep end.
麦克斯带我和他们吃了早饭 Max took me to breakfast with them.
机智啊 Oh, smart.
好吧 天呐 Okay, uh, gosh.
我的飞机明天才飞 It's just that my flight doesn't leave until tomorrow.
我们今天有新沙发运来 Oh, we got the new couch coming in
你可以帮忙把旧的搬出去 if you wanna help carry the old one out.
正式决定了 It's official.
从今天起 你重新恢复 As of today, you are reinstated
肿瘤科主任和医疗副主任的职位 as Chair of Oncology and Deputy Medical Director.
-我希望自己准备了就职演讲 -还好你没有 - I wish I'd prepared a speech. - I'm glad you didn't.
既然你回来了 我们需要你今晚 Now that you're back, we need you to salvage
来挽救抵抗癌症筹款晚会 the Fighting Cancer fundraiser tonight.
有什么可挽救的 What--what's to salvage?
马友友已经让它上了头条 It's being headlined by Yo-Yo Ma.
友友得了链球菌 去不了了 Yo-Yo's got strep. He's out.
我们另找一个富人喜欢的人 We need to find someone else rich people like.
还有 青少年癌症幸存者今天要讲话 Also, the teenage cancer survivors who are speaking?
都是好孩子 振奋人心 Amazing kids, incredibly inspiring,
但他们也是吵闹的青少年 but they're also rowdy little teenagers
需要努力一下演讲水平 who need to work on their speeches,
所以去帮帮他们 so get on them.
依照消防员指示 Oh, and per the fire marshal,
玫瑰房太小了 the Rose Room was too small,
所以一切都必须搬到中庭剧院 so everything has to move to the Atrium theater.
卡伦 要今晚前做完这些有些困难 Karen, this is an awful lot of ground to cover by tonight.
最好下午就做好 很高兴你回来了 Afternoon would be better. So glad you're back.
你好 马特奥 感觉如何 Hello, Mateo. How are you feeling?
快告诉我 成功了吗 Just tell me. Did it work?
可以吗 May I?
今天 你又能动了 Today, you move again.
你就是那个「资助我」众筹的医生 You're him, right? You're the GoFundMe doctor.
-麦克斯·古德温 -杰森·黄 - Max Goodwin. - Jason Huang.
-很抱歉打扰你 -没关系 - I'm sorry to bother you. - That's okay.
听着 我没法帮你们做众筹视频 Listen, I can't do your crowdfunding video
如果你要问这个的话 if that's what you were gonna--
-没事 -抱歉 - Yeah. Okay. - I'm sorry.
但如果在医学方面我有什么能帮你的 But if there's anything I can do for you as a doctor,
告诉我 我会帮你 then let me know and I'll be there.
我父亲放弃了中国优渥的条件 My dad gave up a good life in China
好让我在这里长大 so I could grow up here.
他有二十年都拿着最低薪水 He's spent 20 years making minimum wage,
还为我离所有他熟知的人相距万里 thousands of miles away from everyone he knew for me.
我明年要去医学院了 And I'm going to med school next year,
全额奖学金 多亏了他 full ride, thanks to him.
但他需要手术 二尖瓣狭窄 But he needs surgery, mitral valve stenosis,
就像你视频中的女孩一样 just like the girl in your video,
免赔额很高 and the deductible, it's so much money.
我不知道该怎么做 I don't know what to do.
我怎么帮你 How can I help?
爸 你醒了 Hey, Dad, you awake?
我可以待会再回来 I can just come back later.
别 请留下 No. Please stay.
是我 Hey, it's me.
这是古德温医生 他会帮我们的 好吗 This is Dr. Goodwin. He's gonna help us, okay?
能请你坐在他身边吗 Can you sit over here by him?
好 爸 All right, Dad.
你能给古德温医生讲讲你的故事吗 Can you tell Dr. Goodwin your story?
拜托了 爸 Come on, Dad.
也许我们应该下次再试 Maybe we should try this another time.
不行 他的手术在明天 No, his surgery is tomorrow.
我们需要这段视频 不然我们无法 We need this video to work, or we can't...
好 爸 你能看着镜头说 okay, uh, Dad, can you just look at the camera and say,
「我需要你们的帮助 无论多少」 "I need your help. Anything you can give."
或者微笑一下 对 那个小女孩笑了 Or just smile. Yeah, that little girl smiled.
也许你只要笑一笑 我就可以 Maybe if you just smiled, I can...
微笑 爸 Smile, Dad.
微笑 Smile.
求你了 Please.
说不了话没关系 他们能看到他病得多重 It's fine if you can't talk. They see how sick he is.
这样更有用 不是吗 越伤心越好 It works better, right? The sadder it is, the better--
杰森 你真的不用这么做 Jason, you don't have to do this.
我必须这么做 Actually, I do.
除了众筹我还有什么选择 What other choice do I have but crowdfunding?
卡伦 我想跟你谈谈 Karen, I need to talk to you.
她真可爱 She's adorable.
是 接下来的跳舞树懒也很可爱 Well, yeah, so is the dancing sloth that follows,
但这不是我想和你谈的原因 but that's not why I wanna talk to you.
这是我想和你谈的原因 It is why I want to talk to you.
我希望我们能为每一个需要众筹的人提供便利 I want us to facilitate crowdfunding for everyone who needs it.
这花不了我们多少钱 It'll cost us next to nothing,
只要一台相机一个房间 我们就能帮很多人 just a camera and a room, and we'll help so many people.
不行 No.
不能众筹 谁都不行 No crowdfunding. Not for anyone.
等等 你开玩笑的吗 你竟然反对 Wait, are you kidding me? Now you're against this?
-是的 没错 -太荒谬了 - Yes, I am. - Well, that's absurd.
众筹使患者通过自己的故事 Crowdfunding empowers patients to fight bad insurance
填补医保缺口 through the power of their stories.
这是麦克斯·古德温的惯用手段 It's a Max Goodwin trifecta!
不 它迫使人们在最难的时刻 No, it forces people to sing for their supper
还要跟别人歌颂自己的故事 at the worst possible moments in their lives.
我们逼着人们用尊严支付账单 We're making people pay their bills with their dignity.
我们没逼 是保险公司逼的 We're not. Insurance companies are.
好吧 我想让他们停止这一切 Well, I'd like them to stop.
我还想骑独角兽呢 And I'd like to ride a unicorn.
众筹有用 麦克斯 Crowdfunding works, Max.
要是我能找到更好的办法呢 What if I can find a better way?
不好意思 你吃的是烟熏白鲑鱼吗 I'm sorry, but are you eating smoked whitefish?
是的 没错 In fact, I am.
我超爱烟熏白鲑鱼 I love smoked whitefish.
我爸爸以前每周六从犹太教堂出来 My dad used to take me to Nussbaum's every Saturday
都会带我去努斯鲍姆餐厅 after synagogue.
我也最喜欢努斯鲍姆餐厅 Oh, Nussbaum's is my favorite.
我也是 后来它关门了 Oh, mine too until it closed.
老实说 这是我在那之后闻过 Honestly, that is the best smoked whitefish
最香的烟熏白鲑鱼 I've smelled since.
是莳萝的味道 It's the dill.
我是劳拉·布鲁姆 急诊室 Lauren Bloom, Emergency Department.
哈罗德·罗斯曼 精神科 Harold Rothman, Psychiatry.
下次见面 Oh, until next time
我告诉你纽约最好的烟熏鲑鱼在哪里 when I'll reveal the best lox in New York,
不在布鲁克林哦 and it's not in Brooklyn.
请进 Yeah?
午餐去维托餐厅 你要什么吗 Vito's for lunch today. You in?
不了 谢谢你 Uh, no, no. Thank you.
我什么都不要 我不饿 Nothing for me. I'm okay.
真惊讶 Well, I'm just very impressed
你竟然能一直坚持自己的健康选择 you've been sticking with your healthy choices...
而且你气色很好 And you look great.
谢谢 你真贴心 Thank you. That's very sweet.
我还要努力很久 但是 I have a ways to go, but...
谢谢你 Thank you.
伊吉 我该去哪找罗斯曼医生 Hey Iggy, where can I find Dr. Rothman?
我忘了问他的烟熏鲑鱼是在哪买的 I forgot to ask him where he got his whitefish.
我不认识什么罗斯曼医生 Don't know who Dr. Rothman is.
你肯定认识 Uh, yes, you do.
哈罗德·罗斯曼 他跟你一个科室 Harold Rothman. He works in your department.
不认识 对不起 No. Sorry.
-他为什么要骗我 -我为什么要骗你 - Why would he lie? - Why would I?
行吧 我们现在就解决这个问题 Okay, let's sort this out right now.
哈罗德·罗斯曼 Harold Rothman.
能搜到什么 What do we got?
搜到了 他1996年离开了新阿姆斯特丹 There you go. Left New Amsterdam in 1996.
不对 不对 他非常好认 No, no. He's very distinctive.
他脸色苍白 一头银发 He's pale with, like, bright white hair,
有种复古的感觉 and this, like, an old-timey vibe.
等等 Wait a second,
他还有神秘的微笑和深情的眼眸吗 did he have a mysterious smile and soulful eyes?
-是的 -这下能说通了 - Yeah. - Okay, this all makes sense.
-什么能说通 -我不知道该怎么说 - What makes sense? - I don't know how to say this.
和你谈话的男人 The man you spoke to...
是个鬼魂 is a ghost.
-我谢谢你 -你没听说过吗 劳拉 - Thank you. - Have you not heard tell, Lauren,
没听说过新阿姆斯特丹的魅影吗 of the Phantom of New Amsterdam?
那是很久很久以前 人们第一次听到他的脚步 'Twas many a moon 'ere first his steps were heard.
看起来有些人已经开始派对了 Looks like someone's already gotten the party started.
夏普医生 Dr. Sharpe!
瞧瞧你们打扮得多漂亮 Look how gorgeous you all look.
既然你们在放松休息了 我相信 And since you're relaxing, I can assume
你们都已经记牢了今晚演讲的讲稿 you've all memorized your speeches for tonight?
去吧 现在先排练 晚点再聊天 Come on, rehearse now, catch up later.
我们走吧 Let's go.
杰茜 Jessye?
我能不能问问你的腿这样跛了多久了 Can I just ask how long you've had that limp?
大概有一周吧 Maybe like a week?
我能不能查看一下 Do you mind if I take a look?
我想对这条腿做一些检查 I'd like to run a few tests on this leg.
会很快 我保证 It'll be quick, I promise.
我的癌症就在那个位置 That's where my cancer was.
现在还不需要下结论 There's no need to jump to conclusions.
你大脑的脉冲是以电为媒介传递的 Your brain's impulses are transmitted as electricity.
即便你瘫痪了 Even since your paralysis,
你的大脑也一直在对你的手臂发送信号 your brain has been sending signals to your arm.
只不过你的手臂无法接收到信号 Your arm has just been unable to hear them.
我们植入你脑中的硅芯片 The silicone chips we embedded in your brain
通过这些导线将信号送达你的支架 send the signals through these wires to your pedestals,
再从那里传送到机械臂 and from there to the robotic arm.
某种意义上讲 就像是 In a sense, it's just a spinal cord
你体外的脊椎 outside of your body.
如果你能掌握控制它 If you can master this,
你就能开始操控我们最先进的机器人技术 you'll move on to our most advanced robotics.
你可以为汽车模拟器 飞机模拟器做试驾 You'll test simulations of cars, planes--
飞机 那我又能飞了吗 A plane? I can fly again?
我们今天先专注于移动一根手指 Let's just focus on a finger today.
一切准备就绪 And we're live.
马特奥 请试着移动你的食指 Mateo, please try and move your index finger.
好的 Okay.
没关系的 这可能需要一些时间 It's okay. This may take some time.
我们在唤醒你的神经通路 We are awakening neural pathways
而在事故之后这些通路就不曾被使用过了 which you have not used since the accident.
得清理一下蜘蛛网 对吧 Gotta clear out the cobwebs, right?
尝试回忆一下移动你自己的手臂是什么样的 Try to remember what it was like to move your own arm,
是什么感受 how it felt.
卡普尔医生 Dr. Kapoor?
他才刚开始 给他些时间 He's just starting. Give him time.
这不是时间的问题 It's not a time thing.
每一个成功的案例 在初始的时候 Every subject that's worked has had at least some activity
神经运动皮层都多少有一些活动信号 in the motor cortex upon initiation,
但是马特奥一点迹象都没有 but Mateo has none.
动起来 Move.
快啊 动一下 Come on. Move.
我们先从大家都不愿提及的问题开始吧 Let's start with the elephant in the room.
谁在《艾伦秀》看到我了 Who saw me on "Ellen"?
好吧 所有人 Okay, just everybody.
我不是来讨论艾莉·贝克的 Well, I'm not here to talk about Allie Baker.
我想谈谈黄震 I'd like to talk about Zhen Huang.
他和艾莉不怎么像 对吗 Not exactly an Allie, is he?
没关系 这也是事实 It's okay, it's true--
他不像艾莉那么年轻 他也没有动人的微笑 he's not young, he doesn't have a winning smile,
他基本无法说话 and can barely even talk.
你们怎么看 So what do you think?
他的故事会在脱口秀节目上成为热点吗 His story gonna be a hit on the talk shows?
你不是非要上《吉米今夜秀》 You don't have to go on Fallon
-来让众筹募到钱 -是不必 - to have crowdfunding work. - No, you don't.
只是需要为了筹到钱去卖惨而已 You just have to flaunt your misery for money.
更荒唐的是 公众开始用自己的钱包投票 And it gets better, the public starts voting with their wallets.
这就像是一场悲剧奥林匹克 参赛者性命垂危 It's a Tragedy Olympics where the contestants are dying
而裁判们并非根据医学来评判 and the judges vote not on medicine,
而是根据谁的故事更动人 but on whose story is the cutest.
那你有什么建议 So, what are you suggesting?
我们需要新的裁判 Let's get new judges.
只有一个人群知道哪些病人 There's only one group who knows which patients
最需要治疗 那就是医生们 are the most deserving-- doctors.
所以当患者连保险免赔额都付不起的时候 So when patients can't afford even the deductible,
由这个房间里的医生决定哪个病人得到那笔钱 the doctors in this room will decide who gets the money.
对艾莉这样的病人 我有十万美金的预留款项 I have got a $100,000 set aside for patients like Allie.
我敢打保票 你们每一个人 And I'm willing to bet that all of us
都有需要帮助的病人 have patients who could use a little help.
我需要帮助的病人就是黄震 Mine is Zhen Huang.
所以我们会决定谁会得到资助 So we're gonna decide who gets the money
但不是靠情感而是靠理性来判断 not with emotion with reason.
新阿姆斯特丹对于「资助我」众筹的回应是 I'd like to present new Amsterdam's response to GoFundMe...
新阿姆斯特丹医疗中心 「本院筹」
WeFundYou.
-雷诺兹医生 -我是 怎么了 - Dr. Reynolds. - Yeah, what?
需要会诊吗 Need a consult?
不是 我只是很惊讶看到你 No, I was just surprised to see you.
我以为你已经离开了 I thought you already left.
小心点 Watch it!
慢点 大块头 Easy there, big guy.
有人吗 Hello?
来人救救我 Someone help me!
你好 Hello?
我在下面 I'm down here!
救命 Help!
-等等 -救救我 - Hang on! - Help me!
别担心 Okay. Don't worry.
坚持住 我来帮你 Hang in there. I got you.
我来了 I'm coming.
我是雷诺兹医生 你叫什么名字 Hey, I'm Dr. Reynolds. What's your name?
-特维 -特维 - Tevi. - Tevi.
好了 让我看看 Okay, yeah. Let me see.
让我看看 Let me see.
好的 Yeah, okay.
这里有点小麻烦 特维 好吗 You've got a little bit of trouble here, Tevi, okay?
你摔下来的时候 摔断了一根肋骨 When you fell, you broke a rib, all right?
我会照顾好你的 好吗 So I'm gonna take care of you, okay?
首先 我得把你弄出去 First, I just gotta get you out of here.
本院筹
大家 Yeah, g-guys?
我们试着理性地思考一下 Let's try to think about this rationally.
你觉得我是个白痴吗 Do you think I'm an idiot?
我没说你是个白痴 我是说 I didn't say you were an idiot, I said it was--
让他们争得头破血流的10万美元 This $100,000 they're all fighting so hard for,
究竟是从哪里来的 where exactly is it coming from?
巧了 我日程表里的下一项就是 Funny enough, the next item on my agenda was going to be
用理性而深思熟虑的方式 筹到这笔钱 finding the money, rationally and thoughtfully.
别和我装傻 Don't play stupid.
你只考虑自己的病人 You're only thinking about your patients.
这才是问题的关键 斯蒂夫 That is the whole point, Steve!
-她叫什么 -丽莎 - What's her name? - Lisa!
有进展了通知我 Let me know how that goes.
你的意思是让她带病回家 What you're saying is that she's gonna go home sick,
而我就只能看着她死 and that I'm supposed to let her die.
好了 There we go.
好的 Okay.
放轻松 All right, just relax.
我现在找人救援 好吗 I'm gonna get us help, okay?
特维 放松 Okay, Tevi, just relax.
像这样用鼻子呼吸 Just breathe through your nose like this.
好吧 Okay.
好了 小子 Okay. Okay, kiddo.
好吧 All right. All right.
特维 听我说 听我说 Tevi, listen to me. Listen to me.
当我们呼吸时 Now when we breathe,
我们的胸腔会形成真空环境 we make a vacuum with our chest, all right?
但你断了的那根肋骨 With that rib you broke,
在你的肺上戳了一个通向外界的洞 it poked a hole from your lungs to the outside world.
所以真空环境无法形成 So now you can't make a vacuum.
我们要做的 就是制造出真空环境 So all we gotta do is we gotta make you a vacuum.
找到了 Ah, here we go.
这就好办了 Now we're talking.
帮我个忙 Okay, do me a favor.
你能这样帮我举着手机吗 Can you hold this for me like this?
保持住 Hold it right there, okay?
我们要来制造真空环境了 小伙子 We're gonna make that vacuum, buddy.
好了 Here we go.
好 Okay.
现在深呼吸一下 来吧 Now take a deep breath. Come on.
它能支撑住 It's holding.
很好 再来一次 Good. Now take another one.
好了 There you go.
就是这样 That's it. That's it.
太好了 你做得很棒 Good. You're doing great.
你想告诉我 All right, you wanna tell me
你是怎么跑到这里来的吗 how you wound up down here in the first place?
说吧 Come on now.
我保证我听过更疯狂的 I promise you I've heard crazier.
-怎么了 -你在失血 - What? - You're bleeding out,
我们必须送你去手术室 and we've got to get you to the OR.
你的家人和朋友 How long before your family
要多久才能发现你不见了 or your friends realize you're gone?
几个小时 A few hours,
但是会有人注意到你不见了 对吧 but someone's gonna notice you're gone, right?
-别说 -我很抱歉 - Don't say it. - I'm sorry.
我不知道是芯片或者支架出了问题 还是 I do not know if it is the chips, the pedestals, or--
还是我 Or me.
我们没检测到任何相关的大脑活动 We're not registering any relevant brain activity.
-而且你的疼痛 -我没事 - And your pain-- - I'm fine.
脑电图显示了发出疼痛信号的脑电波 The EEG shows the brainwaves that signal pain.
-你状况并不好 -不 - You're not fine. - No!
我可以的 我只是 I can do it. I just--
马特奥 Mateo.
动啊 Move.
我在作战区执行过空运任务 I ran airlifts in combat zones.
我能在被30英尺高的海浪 I could land a C-2 Greyhound
摇晃不稳的航空母舰上 smack in the middle of an aircraft carrier
准确地降落C-2运输机 getting hit by 30-foot waves,
而现在 我连根指头都动不了 and now... I can't move a finger.
我有这个能力的 我知道 It's in me somewhere. I know it.
分离他的手臂 Detach his arm.
让他连接飞行模拟器 Hook him up to a flight simulator.
飞行模拟器是更高级的大脑接口 The simulator is an advanced cerebral interface.
马特奥是一名飞行员 Mateo is a pilot.
飞行刻在他的骨血里 也刻在他的神经元里 Flying is in his blood, his bones, his neurons.
如果他的大脑把运动皮层的再次唤醒 If his brain comes to associate reawakening
与疼痛联系起来 the motor cortex with pain,
那里存活的部分可能会永远都醒不来了 anything alive in there might never wake up.
如果他在模拟器上飞行失败 If he fails at the simulator,
后果不仅是情感上的挫败 it won't just be an emotional setback.
更可能是神经层面的衰退 It could be a neurological one.
没有飞跃就没有飞行 There is no flight without a leap.
马特奥 你想飞吗 Mateo, would you like to fly?
巧克力
找洛布给她做个肺脏会诊 Let's get her a pulmo consult with Loeb.
-好的 -有事吗 - Okay. - Hey, what's up?
说来有趣 Hi. So, funny story.
我刚才在自动贩卖机那里 I was over at the vending machines,
不是在吃糖 什么都没吃 not eating candy or anything,
-就只是看看 -伊吉 我忙着呢 - I was just looking at it... - Iggy, I do have a job.
对对 我知道 我也是 Yeah, yeah, I know. I do too.
话说 我看到罗斯曼医生了 So, I saw Dr. Rothman.
我确定看到了 Pretty sure I did.
他年迈 白发 皮肤苍白 He's old, white hair, pale skin.
都对得上 The whole thing.
并且我觉得他... And I think he's just, um...
最难以置信的是 他... it's the darndest thing. He just...
消失了 是这个词吗 Vanished is the word, I guess.
怎么了 What?
我真的不知道该怎么 Okay, I don't really know how to...
跟你聊过后我上网搜了他 结果... I googled him after we talked, and...
怎么 And?
哈罗德·罗斯曼四年前就死了 Harold Rothman died four years ago.
你的腿瘸是由你腘窝内的 Your limp is being caused by a soft tissue sarcoma
软组织肉瘤导致的 in your popliteal fossa.
是恶性肿瘤 It's aggressive.
我要给你安排手术 I'm gonna need to schedule you for surgery,
所以要给你父母打电话 and I'm gonna have to call your parents.
我已经打了 I already called.
我知道你会说什么 I knew what you were gonna say.
杰茜 如果你还想参加剩下的派对 Jessye, if you would like to go to a little of the party,
还有时间 there is time.
我为什么要去派对 Why would I go to the party?
那个派对是给击败癌症的孩子们准备的 That party is for kids who beat cancer.
我输了 I lost.
癌症没有赢家和输家 Cancer doesn't have winners and losers,
任何让你这么认为的人 and anyone who makes you feel that way
都不明白他们自己在说什么 does not know what they are talking about.
是你让我这么认为的 You made me feel that way.
这篇白痴演讲稿 The stupid speech.
得知自己罹患癌症那年 我十二岁 "I was 12 when I learned I had cancer.
人们说我在为生命而战 "I was told I was in for the fight of my life.
我和我的每个癌细胞搏斗 "I battled each cell of my sarcoma.
新阿姆斯特丹医院教会了我如何战斗和取胜 New Amsterdam taught me how to fight and how to win."
你的派对叫「抵抗癌症」 Your party is called Fighting Cancer.
所以 对 癌症赢了 我输了 So, yeah, cancer won and I lost.
没脉搏 No pulse.
再来 离手 Going again. Clear.
医生 抢救小推车在床旁 Doctor, crash cart bedside.
-怎么了 -窦性心动过缓和缺氧 - What happened? - Sinus brady and hypoxia.
-推阿托品了吗 -推了两次 - Did you push Atropine? - Times two.
好 挂肾上腺素滴注 四微克每分钟 Okay, hang epi drip, 4 micrograms per minute,
给他连上卓尔体外起搏器 and let's put on Zoll pads for external pacing
以免肾上腺素不够 in case the epi isn't enough.
气囊加压 Bag it.
低效性呼吸形态 Breathing pattern ineffective.
一 二 One, two...
要不要告诉我 你... Hey, why don't you tell me how you--
为什么来医院 you got here in the hospital?
α1抗胰蛋白酶缺乏症 Alpha 1 Antitrypsin deficiency.
每个月来做几次 Come here a few times a month
基因导入 for a gene transfusion.
只在新阿姆斯特丹医院做吗 Only at New Amsterdam?
-有时也去浸信会医院 -那我想知道 - Sometimes at Baptist. - Oh, then I want to know.
我们的电梯井是最好的吗 Do we have the best elevator shafts,
还是浸信会医院的更好 or does Baptist got us beat?
这就对了 That's more like it.
好了 来吧 All right. Here we go.
一 二 One, two...
好 太好了 Yes. Yeah.
喜欢吗 You like that?
撬开这个缝 送你去手术室 Pry this open, get you to the OR,
缝合伤口 and get you fixed up.
-我们在下面 -我们在下面 - We're down here! - We're down here!
救命 Help!
下面有人 Hey, there's somebody down here!
我们在下面 Hey, we're down here!
离手 有脉搏了 Clear? I've got a pulse.
你觉得会有用吗 So do you think it'll work?
我不知道 I don't know.
保险公司说爸爸病情的反复 The insurance company says dad's setback
被归类为一种新的疾病 is classified as a new disorder.
现在我们要交两笔免赔额了 We owe two deductibles now.
我们得卖掉一切 We'll have to sell everything
除非我发布视频并且起到作用 unless I post it and it works.
我没法帮你找到更好的办法 Well, I couldn't find you a better way,
所以为什么没发呢 so why haven't you?
我给爸爸看了视频 I showed my dad the video.
他说如果必须靠乞讨苟活 他宁愿死去 He said if he has to beg to live, he'd rather die.
这是他受到的教育 That's how he was brought up.
我要是发了 他就再也不理我了 If I post it, he'll never speak to me again.
唯一能救他的方式为何却意味着永远失去他 How can the only way to save him be losing him forever?
等等 可恶 Hey! Oh, damn.
-布鲁姆医生 -我找到他了 - Dr. Bloom. - Hey, I found him.
-什么 -他在四楼 - What? - He's on the fourth floor.
-罗斯曼医生吗 -是的 四楼 - Dr. Rothman? - Yes, the fourth floor.
四楼见 Meet me there.
从小到大 我诺玛姨妈一直声称 You know, growing up, my Aunt Norma always claimed
她能看到那些东西 to have the sight.
这就说得通了 This makes sense.
她总说你只能看到 She always said that you can only see
足够纯净才能接受的东西 what you are pure enough to receive.
如果我的新食谱不知不觉净化了我 Oh, she would just be absolutely thrilled
她一定会无比激动的 if my new diet had somehow purified me.
她总说 「你再吃巧克力 She always said, "You're never gonna get the sight
就永远看不到那些东西了 伊吉」 if you don't stop eating chocolate, Iggy."
伊吉 伊吉 Iggy. Iggy.
快看 Look.
罗斯曼医生 Dr. Rothman?
今天过得怎么样 How are you doing today?
等等 这里是... Wait, this is the...
失忆关怀科
阿尔茨海默病房 Alzheimer's Ward.
发现得还算及时 We think we're in time,
但复发情形严重 but with a relapse this aggressive,
我们得定期监控杰茜的肿瘤组织 we're gonna need to monitor Jessye's tissues regularly.
我在想杰茜说过的一些话 Thinking about something that Jessye said,
你们被要求讲自己是如何对抗癌症的 是吗 how you were asked to talk about fighting cancer, right?
怎么战胜它的 How you beat it?
请把那些演讲稿撕掉好吗 Can you rip those speeches up, please?
撕吧 我是认真的 Go on. I'm serious.
把稿子拿出来撕掉 Take them out and rip them up.
如果是存在手机里 删掉 If they're on your phones, delete them.
现在告诉我 逃离癌症的魔爪之后 Now tell me, from the heart...
你们心里真正的感受是什么 How does it feel surviving cancer?
害怕 Scared.
哪怕我已经在癌症缓解期 You know, um, even though I'm in remission,
我还是觉得它随时会复发 it feels like I'm just waiting for it to come back.
觉得自己不知好歹 Um, ungrateful.
我战胜了如此强大的病魔 I, like, beat this huge thing,
就觉得自己不应该再有任何抱怨 but I feel like I should never complain
或为任何事而不开心 or feel down about anything else.
这才是人们该听到的 This is what people should hear.
也是我希望你们今晚讲的东西 This is what I want you to talk about tonight.
我们是要抛弃振奋人心的抗癌事迹 So we nix the uplifting stories of beating cancer,
改让这些胆战心惊的孩子去讲一些 and replace them with raw, improvised stories
临时想到的故事吗 from terrified children?
这才是事实 人们想要听到事实 It's the truth. People wanna hear the truth.
这世上最不想要听到事实的地方 If there's one place people do not want to hear the truth,
就是儿科肿瘤病房 it's a pediatric oncology ward.
捐赠人想听到的是我们在战胜癌症 Donors want to hear that we're beating cancer,
而且会继续战胜它 that we're going to beat more cancer.
那些孩子之前在撒谎 Those kids were lying.
是我们要求他们撒谎的 We asked them to lie.
现在他们会讲出自己真实的故事 So now they're gonna tell their stories, their real stories.
对于其中一些人 这根本不是一场战斗 And for some of them, it's not a fight
甚至是一场打不赢的战斗 or it's not a fight that they're winning.
战胜癌症 就在新阿姆斯特丹
你指得对 Fair point.
非常抱歉 So sorry.
我们会没事的 We're gonna be okay.
只要电梯一动... Because as soon as this elevator tries to move...
是为了个自拍挑战 It was a selfie challenge.
-什么 -我才下来这里的 - What? - That's why I was down here.
要比谁的照片最极限 See who can get the most extreme shot.
所以我撬开了电梯门 So I forced open the elevator doors,
坐在椅子上朝后倾 然后... leaned back in the chair, and...
我太蠢了 我知道 I'm so stupid, I know.
年纪小点的病人 The younger patients,
那些常来医院的年轻人 you know, the ones who come here a lot,
总会觉得自己被遗忘了 they tend to feel left out.
他们的朋友都在做着各自的事 Their friends are off doing things and,
他们却被卡在这里 you know, they're just stuck here.
希望被人记住 Wanting people to remember you...
并不愚蠢 That's not stupid.
我们都会这样希望 We all want that.
喂 救命 Hey! Help!
我们在下面 We're down here!
-我们在电梯井里 -救救我们 - We're in the shaft! - Help us, please!
有人吗 喂 Anybody! Hey!
救救我们 Please! Help!
你听到下面有人吗 Do you hear someone in there?
什么声音 What was that?
-下面有人吗 -有人吗 - Is someone down there? - Hello? Hello?
我们能出去了 We're gonna get out of here.
我来启动飞机 I'm gonna set the plane in motion,
但你得让它飞上天 but you have to make it fly.
就像用手臂操控一样 Like with the arm.
想象你在按一个按钮 Imagine pressing a button,
如果你的神经通路接通了 and if your neural pathways are connecting,
模拟器会按下按钮 the sim will press the button.
如果没有 就会坠机 If you don't connect, you'll crash.
模拟结束 坠机
重置 Reset.
模拟结束 坠机
重启 Reset.
模拟结束 坠机
你在驾驶舱里呆过多少小时 How many hours have you spent in a cockpit?
难以计数 More than I can count.
飞行本该是我的第二天性 This should be second nature to me.
我觉得它仍然是 I suspect it still is.
闭上眼睛 Close your eyes.
现在就闭上眼睛 Close your eyes now.
想象驾驶舱的样子 Visualize the cockpit.
告诉我 仪表盘最左侧的指示器是什么 Tell me, what is the farthest left indicator on the instrument panel?
空速表 代表空气速度 The ASI. The airspeed.
继续说 Keep going.
姿态仪 The attitude indicator.
指南针 Compass.
上面是油表 Up is the fuel gauge.
你了解这架飞机 You know this plane.
这是你的飞机 This is your plane,
不是模拟器 not a simulator.
这是我的飞机 This is my plane.
再说一遍 Say it again.
这是我的飞机 This is my plane.
马特奥 我们开始动了 Mateo, we are moving now.
你手里这架五亿美元的飞机 You have a half-billion dollar plane
是你的责任 that is your responsibility.
我们快到跑道尽头了 We are near the end of the runway.
你现在要把我们飞到空中 You have to get us up in the air right now.
他飞起来了 He's flying.
这是 That's a...
这是条裙子 that's a dress.
是的 这是手术服 Yes, and those are scrubs.
是的 That they are.
我想这就是我们衣服命名游戏的全部了 I guess this concludes our game of name that clothing item.
我要跟你谈谈众筹的事 Um, I need to talk to you about crowdfunding.
你先打扮好再说 你要迟到了 After you get dressed. You're gonna be late.
-什么迟到 -筹款活动 - For what? - The fundraiser.
-是今晚吗 -十分钟后开始 - Which is tonight? - It's in ten minutes.
随便穿件衣服然后就下来 Just throw something on and get down there,
-我要为孩子们做准备 -孩子 - I've got to prep the kids. - Uh, kids?
那些要分享故事的孩子 The ones who are sharing their stories.
为了给医院筹钱吗 To raise money for this hospital?
是的 这是筹款活动 麦克斯 Oh, yes. It's a fundraiser, Max.
是 我们这是为了钱 Yeah, with the kids that we're exploiting
压榨孩子们来操控人们的感情 to emotionally manipulate people for cash.
没有人要压榨谁 No one is exploiting anyone.
你说得对 我们不会 You're damn right we're not.
我们要取消筹款活动 We're cancelling that fundraiser.
这叫做治疗性欺骗 It's called therapeutic fibbing.
我们不去纠正病人的幻想 Instead of correcting the patient's delusions,
而是接受它们 you accept them.
所以这里每个人都把罗斯曼医生 So everyone here treats Dr. Rothman
-还当作医生对待吗 -合理范围内 - like he's still a doctor? - Within reason.
只要他离开这层楼 就会有看护跟着他 Whenever he leaves the floor he has minders with him.
我知道这有点吓人 但稳定能延缓痴呆 It's startling, I know, but stability slows dementia.
没有什么比强迫别人 And nothing's more destabilizing
承认自己陷入幻想之中 than forcing people to acknowledge
更让他们不稳定的了 they're in the grip of delusions.
-失陪 -祝你今天愉快 - Excuse me. - Have a good day.
好吧 其实我没有去谷歌罗斯曼 Okay, so I never actually googled Rothman.
-还用说吗 -对不起 - Yeah, no kidding. - I'm sorry.
这只是玩笑开过头了 Hey, it was just a joke that got out of hand.
但我以为他是个客座医生之类的 But I thought that he was like a visiting doctor or something.
我从没想过他是名病人 I never thought that he was a patient.
我也从没想过 And I never really thought
你会觉得他是个鬼魂 that you would think that he was a ghost.
对不起 I'm sorry.
不 劳拉 我不是生你的气 好吗 No, Lauren, I'm not mad at you, okay?
我是生自己的气 居然对这些鬼话 I'm mad at myself for even half-believing
半信半疑 any of this nonsense.
-好吧 但那是我的错 -不是 - Okay, but that's my fault. - No, it's not.
都是我的错 是我的问题 It's all me. I'm the problem.
伊吉 Iggy...
唱首小歌 跳支小舞 Sing a little song, do a little dance.
做自己就好 Just be yourselves.
-如果你们需要什么东西 我 -海伦 - If you need anything, I'll... - Helen.
我一会儿去找你 Yeah, I'll be with you in just a sec.
好吧 但我这是 Yeah, well, I meant that
「搞什么」的口气 in the "what the hell" kind of sense.
这看起来不像是被取消了的晚会 This does not look like a cancelled gala.
因为没有被取消 That's because it's not.
作为重新上任的医疗副主任 My first act as the newly restored
我要做的第一件事就是忽略你 Deputy Medical Director was to ignore you.
我不敢相信你居然同意 I can't believe that you are okay
压榨这些孩子 with exploiting these children.
孩子们 Kids?
问你们个问题 Quick question.
你们想我取消这个晚会吗 Do you want me to cancel the gala?
你们不是要筹钱来治疗癌症吗 Don't you, like, need the money to cure cancer?
是的 但如果这要强迫你们公开谈 Yes, but not if it means making you speak publicly
一些你们更愿意保密的事 那就不要 about something that you would rather keep private.
你们是被迫做这件事的吗 I mean, are y'all being forced to do this?
我们想做这件事 We want to do this.
我们这样能帮助下一个得癌症的孩子 This is how we help the next kid with cancer.
我们能帮助杰茜 This is how we help Jessye.
麦克斯 这不是压榨 Max, this isn't exploitation.
这是感激 This is gratitude.
感激 Gratitude?
比如你草率地取消重要的筹款活动时 You may know it from such situations
我救了你 as the time I saved you
这种情况下你就应该学会感激 from recklessly cancelling an important fundraiser.
说得对 Right.
我现在很感激你愿意做 Now I'm grateful that you're willing
一个被证明是笨蛋的人的副手 to be Deputy to a proven doofus.
我还很感激 因为 And I'm also grateful because...
你让我看到了怎么举办好一个众筹晚会 you just showed me how to do crowdfunding right.
马特奥 我们得停下 Mateo, we have to stop.
不 先别停 No, no. Not yet.
你的手术部位出现了感染 You have an infection at your surgical site.
我们必须移除植入物 We have to remove the implant.
不 No.
不 我只想待在高空之上 No, I just wanna stay up here.
但是感染离你的大脑太近 But with the infection this close to your brain,
我们必须马上停下 we must stop now.
求你了 Please.
你知道我绝不会故意嘲笑 You know that I would never intentionally mock
阿尔茨海默病患者的吧 Alzheimer's patients, right?
-当然 -那就好 - Of course. - Good.
但如果是帕金森病患者 Parkinson's, though...
一点都不好笑吗 Just a little bit funny?
这可能是你开过的最糟糕的玩笑了 That's maybe the worst joke you've ever made.
你看起来很难过 You seem really upset.
是啊 我 我 Yeah, you know, I'm--I'm--
我只是在想些事情 I've just been going through some stuff.
我就是来帮你的 That's why I'm here.
想聊聊吗 Wanna talk about it?
我一直在节食减肥 So I've been on this diet,
所以觉得又冷又困又虚弱 and it's making me feel cold and drowsy and weak.
而且我总是对食物有很逼真的幻想 And I've been having vivid food fantasies.
而且今天 我一时相信有鬼魂存在 And today, I temporarily believed in ghosts,
这... which is...
这一点都不好笑 真的 that's not funny, really.
这 这更可能是因为 It's, um, it's more like what happens
我的节食进行得太久了 when my food stuff goes a little too far.
但我看起来还没怎么样 But I don't even look good yet,
就已经有人开始夸我了 and people are giving me compliments already,
所以你想想 so you do the math.
我以前看起来有多糟糕 How terrible must I have looked before?
所以哪怕这次节食很难熬 So even if this diet is intense,
也是有必要的 对吧 it's necessary, right?
马特奥 Mateo.
这不公平 It's not fair.
我鼓励着你经历了这么多苦楚 I encouraged you to go through so much.
却只有这么一点收效 To get so little in return.
我很抱歉 I'm sorry.
我不抱歉 I'm not.
我再也不能走路了... I'll never walk again...
但我可以飞 But I got to fly.
你和这孩子在电梯里待了多久 How long were you and this kid in the elevator?
大概四个小时 About four hours.
分离并取出脾脏 Spleen isolated and removed.
这话跟音乐一样动听 Music to my ears.
靠近胸骨的隔膜上有一个小裂口 There's a small tear in the diaphragm near the sternum.
可以让我缝合吗 Can I suture?
问主任 Ask the Chair.
让我看看你的本事 Show me what you got.
BGM: When Will I Belong by Geographer
♪ 'Cause I've been walking my life ♪
♪ To the beat of a drum ♪
♪ It gave me away, and I was far too long ♪
♪ I'm trying to be a love keeper ♪
♪ It was all I could do just to play along ♪
我们真的要等到办婚礼才能见到你吗 Are we, uh, really not gonna see you until the wedding?
是的 不过没关系 Yeah, but it'll be fine.
我有关系 我很难过 I'm not fine. I'm sad.
你知道这种事情是怎么样的 Well, you know how these things go.
就像我刚做完手术 You know, like I just did the surgery
我们救了那个孩子 一切都很顺利 and we saved the kid, and everything was great,
但我一直在想 but the whole time I was thinking
这不再是我的手术室了 你知道吗 this isn't my OR anymore, you know?
事情会结束 人们会忘记 Things end. People forget.
特维会记得 Tevi will remember.
你的每一个病人也会记得 So will every single one of your patients...
我也会记得 and so will I.
谢谢你 Thank you.
每一个躲在转角后 And so will every single one of your friends
等着给你惊喜的朋友也会记得 who are waiting around this corner to surprise you.
惊喜吗 Surprise!
别生气 只是个小送别会 Don't be mad. It's just a small event.
♪ It was all I could do just to play along ♪
♪ Now you tell me that the parts are gone ♪
♪ Oh, maybe ♪
♪ You shouldn't try so hard ♪
♪ When will I belong? ♪
病房和急诊室
♪ Now you're away to the other side ♪
♪ No one believes me now ♪
♪ That I found the way ♪
BGM: Afterglow by Asgeir
艾莉在新阿姆斯特丹医院接受了心脏瓣膜手术
还有苏珊
敏俊
埃斯佩朗莎
去年我做了能救我命的手术 I got the surgery I needed to survive last year.
我十年前做的手术 I got mine ten years ago.
我们收到了帮我家小姑娘康复的资助 We got money to keep our little girl healthy,
但下一个小姑娘呢 but what about the next little girl?
我们家非常感激 Our family has so much gratitude
不管下一个人是谁 我们都想帮忙 and we want to help whoever comes next.
去年 我差一点死了 Last year, I almost died.
现在我要上大学了 Now I'm going to college.
你能帮助下一个像我这样的人吗 Can you help the next person like me?
我们能够说出自己的故事是因为我们活下来了 We get to tell our stories because we're survivors.
我活下来了 I'm a survivor.
我们也希望我们的朋友能够活下来 And we want our friends to be survivors too.
去年 我被诊断为鳞状细胞癌 Last year, I was diagnosed with squamous cell carcinoma,
然后 and, uh...
我不想承认这事 I didn't want to admit that it was happening.
我不想谈论这事 I didn't want to talk about it,
哪怕是和我最亲密的朋友 not even with my closest friends.
但新阿姆斯特丹医院和这里所有了不起的人 But in New Amsterdam and all the amazing people in it,
他们...他们帮我渡过了难关 they--they helped me through it.
所以我活下来了 So I'm a survivor.
但有很多人还没有 And so many others aren't, not yet.
所以我请求你们捐款 So that's why I'm asking you to donate
因为这不是为了我 而是为了他们 because it's not for me, it's for them.
去资助他们吧 帮助将来能够活下来的人