醫院革命 前情提要 Previously on "New Amsterdam"...
見過大家了嗎 Have you met the group?
這是小柳 還有米莉 That's Willow. And Millie.
別怕 我們不吃人 Don't be scared. We don't bite.
是你這樣看待自己 You're calling yourself this
別吃了 你這頭肥豬 你真惡心
除非改變想法 否則你會一直受罪 and you're gonna keep suffering until you stop.
前提是我能停下 If I can stop.
在我出生前這就是家里的傳統 It's been a family tradition since before I was born.
周日意味著做禮拜 一家團聚 Sunday means church, family,
每頓飯至少兩種肉 and a meal with two meats!
沒辦法 真是太好吃了 I can't help it; it's so good
沒有它我活不下去 就像沒有你我也活不下去一樣 and I can't live without it, like I can't live without you.
露娜怎么樣了 How's Luna?
跟喬治亞的父母一起 Frolicking in suburban splendor
在郊區玩 with Georgia's parents.
我很想她 只是現在帶她回家 I miss her. It's just not safe enough
還不夠安全 to bring her home.
現在什么都不安全了 不是嗎 Nothing's safe anymore, though, is it?
她房子里每一塊磚都要重新灌漿 Every tile in her house needed re-grouting.
每根管子都要防凍 Every pipe needed to be winterized,
除此之外還要跑雜貨店 and that was between the grocery store runs
給門房送雞肉晚餐 and delivering chicken dinners to the usher board.
我就知道你媽會讓你忙到抓狂 I knew your mama would have you rippin' and runnin'.
你也知道她還在因為我們搬去舊金山而生氣 You know she's still mad we moved to San Francisco.
每次我想跟她談談 I mean, every time I tried to talk to her about it,
她就溜去睡覺了 she just snuck off to bed.
但兩周都能見到她跟我妹妹們 But just getting to see her and my sisters for two weeks
做什么都值得 made it all worthwhile.
等你下了飛機 Well, when you get off that plane,
就只會盯著我看了 you'll putting those eyes on me.
但愿不光能看 Well, hopefully more than eyes.
那你還想干什么 What did you have in mind?
媽媽來電
驚喜吧 是她打來的 Oh, surprise. That's her.
等下 Hang on.
出門道別了三次還不夠嗎 Three goodbyes at the door wasn't enough?
媽媽 Mama?
媽你別急 Whoa--whoa, Mama, hang on.
我聽不清你說什么 I can't-- I can't understand you.
媽媽 Mama.
不 別動 我馬上來 No, no, no. Do not move. I'm coming.
馬上掉頭回去 Hey, we need to turn around.
醫 院 革 命
我覺得好像被人掐著 Am I supposed to feel like I'm being choked?
我不想戴這個了 I want this off now.
必須把你固定住 You need to stay immobilized.
跟你說了別叫救護車 I told you not to call an ambulance.
行了 媽媽 Mama.
你知道這些有多貴嗎 You know how expensive those things are?
沒事 我來解決 It's fine. I'll handle it.
好吧 大款先生 Oh, sure, Mr. Moneybags,
竟然把我拖到滿是新冠病毒的地方 while you're dragging me all through COVID-land here.
要是在家能給你做斷層掃描 我早就做了 If I could've given you a CT scan at home, I would've.
- 我不需要掃描 - 誰說不用 - I don't need a scan. - You don't need a scan?
我看見你躺在地上 I found you laid out on the ground,
頭上還在流血 bleeding from your head, okay?
我們將做個全面檢查 We're gonna run every test we can
確保你沒有受傷 to make sure you don't have trauma.
我聽起來像受傷了嗎 Do I sound like I have trauma?
弗洛伊德 我剛聽說 Floyd! I just heard.
- 您感覺如何 雷諾茲太太 - 糟透了 你呢 - How you feeling, Ms. Reynolds? - Lousy. You?
事出突然 我本來在去機場的路上 It's crazy; I was on my way to the airport--
沒事 我們會做些檢查 I got you. We're gonna run some tests.
這事我來負責 有我在 I'm gonna run point on this. I got you.
- 不用擔心 - 麥克斯 太麻煩你了 - Don't worry about it. - Max, you don't have to do--
沒事 你為了維杰而來 No, no, no. You were here for Vijay.
現在該我們幫你了 Now we're here for you.
麥克斯 Oh! Max!
聽說弗洛伊德的媽媽在急診室 I hear Floyd's mother's in the ED.
對 她摔了一跤 正在做檢查 Oh, yeah, she took a fall, but we're getting some tests.
我覺得她會沒事的 I think she's gonna be okay.
說到摔跤 Speaking of falling...
露娜 Oh, Luna!
她很快就會走路了 Yeah, she'll be walking in no time.
- 要我說她現在就會走了 - 不 - I'd say she's walking now. - No, no.
現在還有點跌跌撞撞 That--that's a stumble.
還不能漫步 Well, it's less than a saunter.
- 這是肯定的 - 對 - I'll give you that. - Yeah.
但那是因為我寶貝女兒 But it couldn't be because there's no way
不能在沒有我的情況下邁出人生第一步 that my baby girl would take her first steps without me.
所有的視頻都證明你錯了 All video evidence to the contrary.
你什么時候帶她回家 When you bringing her home?
等安全以后 Not till it's safe.
如果露娜不需要來這 她就不該來 If Luna doesn't need to be here, she shouldn't be.
而且她的外公外婆人都很好 And her grandparents are great.
他們超級小心 他們那有個大院子 They're crazy careful, they got a big yard--
- 拍了很多視頻 - 的確 - They take lots of videos. - They do.
- 都是露娜沒有走路的視頻 - 她確實還不會走路 - Of Luna not walking. - She's not.
- 麥克斯 - 怎么了 - Max? - Yeah?
我能跟你說句話嗎 Hey, hi. Can I talk to you for a sec?
能 來得正好 Yeah, perfect timing.
你覺得看起來像在干什么 What does this look like to you?
天啊 是露娜 她會走了 Um...oh, my gosh! Luna! She's walking!
不對 回答錯誤 No. No. Wrong answer.
抱歉 Oh. Sorry, yeah.
就這么一個小視頻很難判斷怎么回事 Hard to tell what's happening on that tiny little screen.
沒錯 It is!
這正是我要找你說的事 Which is actually what I wanted to talk to you about.
我正打算跟艾拉和維杰視頻 I was just trying to get some screen time in
我覺得他們應該恢復得很好 with Ella and Vijay, who I think is recuperating well,
但我現在沒法知道 因為醫院的系統太差了 but I wouldn't know, because the hospital's system sucks.
- 我同意 - 總是出故障 - Yeah, agreed. - It glitches all the time.
特效 老y
- 確實是 - 就是啊 - It does. - Yeah.
而且遠程醫療的事有點太殘酷了 And the telemedicine thing is getting brutal.
我的意思是我需要接觸病人本人 I mean, like, I need to be with my patients in person.
翻譯 蓮子米 歐若拉歐小姐
- 我得看見他們 - 這樣不安全 伊基 - I need to see them. - It's not safe, Iggy.
除非事關生死 Unless we're talking life or death,
翻譯 小黑俠客
人們離醫院越遠越好 the longer people stay away from the hospital, the better.
大家會戴口罩的 They'll wear masks.
那你要怎么觀診面部 How are you gonna read facial cues?
翻譯 開到荼靡
好吧 那我們就坐在室外 All right. So we'll sit outside.
除非他們像我們一樣打過疫苗 Not until they're vaccinated like us.
伊基 現在為時過早 抱歉 Iggy, it's too soon. I'm sorry.
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來人幫幫忙 Can someone help?
我來扶她 但你不能 I'll take her, but you just can't--
沒事 我來 It's okay, it's okay. I got it.
- 是她的手腕出問題了 - 能動嗎 - It's her wrist. - Can you move it?
特別疼 Ah, it hurts so bad.
好吧 我們先做個新冠檢測 Okay, we're gonna do a COVID test
凱西會記錄你的病史 and Casey's gonna get your patient history
還要做個掃描 and we're gonna order a scan--
我覺得是橈骨遠端骨折 I'm thinking Colles' fracture of the distal radius.
你是哪位 And you are?
她的滴滴司機 Her DriveTime driver.
接下來我來處理 謝謝你 I think I can take it from here, but thank you.
給你五星好評 Five stars.
患者是38歲女性 食道癌二期 38-year-old woman. Stage-II esophageal cancer.
米莉 Millie?
對不起 夏普醫生 Oh, I'm so sorry, Dr. Sharpe.
大量吐血 Large-volume hematemesis.
目前心動過速 但血流穩定 Now tachy, but otherwise hemodynamically stable.
- 帶她去后面 - 好 - Can we get her in the back? - Yeah.
我們都很擔心你 我辦公室聯系過你 We've been worried about you. My office reached out.
我知道 I know. I know.
你錯過了多次治療 You've missed a number of treatments.
我們在遵守居家不出門的規定 We were doing the whole stay-at-home order thing
而且本來覺得好多了 and I was feeling so much better.
我覺得冒這個險太不值了 I thought it was crazy to take the risk.
跟癌癥抗爭了三年 I mean, after three years of fighting cancer,
竟要死在某個愚蠢的病毒之下嗎 to die of some stupid virus?
我們需要做些新檢查 We'll need to do some new tests.
我會沒事的 對嗎 I'm gonna be all right, aren't I?
瓊 記得我們說好的嗎 June, remember our agreement?
我跟其他人一樣喜歡旋轉木馬 You know, I love a carousel as much as the next guy--
說實話 可能比別人都喜歡 probably even more, truth be told--
但還是先把注意力放在你身上吧 but let's try to keep the focus on you.
謝謝 Thank you.
今天過得怎么樣 How's your day?
這周寫日記了嗎 You do any journaling this week?
好吧 瓊 Okay, June, I--
我知道視頻不是最理想的方式 I get that this is not ideal, the video thing.
但我希望我們都能盡力而為 But I would love it if both of us could give it our best shot.
你說呢 What do you think?
跟我說說你的日記吧 So tell me about your journaling.
寫了些什么 What do you got?
就是一些 I guess it was...
不 見鬼 No. Oh, no. Ah!
瓊 等一下 June, hang--hang on one second.
怎么搞的 等下 What is--hold on.
能聽見我說話嗎 Can you hear me?
瓊 能聽見嗎 June, can you hear me?
我的天啊 Oh, my God.
太不爽了 This sucks.
歡迎來到我的世界 Welcome to my world.
天啊 Yeah.
好吧 Yeah.
你多久見一次人 How often do you get to see anybody
而不是被困在這個小屏幕前面 that's not trapped inside of this little box?
當然不包括你家人 Folks not included, obviously.
沒見過 從來沒見過 Never. Like, never.
你的大多數朋友 And most of your friends,
又在外面聚集嗎 they're all congregating outside again?
他們都是這樣 They all are,
而我只是個免疫功能不全的怪物 while I'm just the immunocompromised freak
被困在家里 still stuck at home.
你不是個怪物 Whoa, whoa. You are not a freak.
你正在治療疾病 You have an illness that you are managing.
也許我們能跟你父母談談 You know, maybe we can talk to your parents
看能否安排一些安全探訪或者 and see if we can set up some safe visitations or...
別的什么 I don't know, something.
祝你好運 Good luck.
他們連房門都不讓我出 They won't even let me out on our stoop.
好吧 Right.
當新冠病毒來襲 所有人都 When COVID hit and everybody was, like,
被困在家里 stuck in their house, hating it,
對你來說肯定很奇怪 that must've been really weird for you
因為突然間 because suddenly,
大家都明白了你的生活是什么樣子的 everybody kinda knew what it was like to be you.
其實 I mean...
最初幾個月我覺得挺正常 I guess I felt normal for a couple months.
可以跟朋友在網上聊天 I could hang out with my friends online
也不會錯過什么 without missing out on anything,
但現在 他們全都 but now, everything's back to normal...
回歸正常了 for them.
瓊 June?
能給我看看你的手嗎 Will you show me your hands?
必須給我看 瓊 You have to show them to me, June.
請馬上給我看 Now, please.
麥克斯 Max.
還在等檢查結果 她怎么樣了 Still waiting on those labs. How's she doing?
相比摔跤 Well, she's more concerned
她更擔心新冠病毒 about getting COVID than the fall.
她擔心得對 She should be.
這話肯定會讓她感覺好多了 I'm sure that'll make her feel better.
對她來說應該沒什么地方是安全的吧 I don't suppose there's a safer place for her?
你覺得新西蘭怎么樣 How do you feel about New Zealand?
就連我都不想待在這里 See, now I don't even want to be here.
那就不用待在這里 你想去外面等嗎 Yeah, maybe you shouldn't be. You want to wait outside?
有結果我會告訴你的 I'll give you an update.
我還是繼續待著吧 Think I'm just gonna do the 6-feet thing.
- 麥克斯 - 朵拉 - Max. - Dora!
勝利的叛徒回來了 The conquering traitor returns.
- 我那是升職了 - 我知道 - It was a promotion. - Yeah.
我還是無法相信那些邪惡的行政人員 I still can't believe those evil pencil pushers
用一個花哨頭銜和更多的錢就把你引誘走了 lured you away with a fancy title and more money.
可不是嗎 多讓人震驚 Shocking, I know.
令人驚愕 我知道 Shocking, I know.
然而 你還是找回到了我身邊 And yet, here you are finding your way back to me.
這并不難 因為這里幾乎沒什么人 Which wasn't hard, since there's hardly anyone here.
是啊 而且大多數人都會稱此為一件好消息 Yeah, which most would call "good news."
說到這里 你要不要看看 Speaking of which, can I show you
我女兒學走路的有趣視頻 this adorable video of my daughter not walking?
不看 而且這不是什么好消息 No, and it's not good news
除非你努力把自己從這場疫情 if you're trying to dig yourself out
所造成巨大財務漏洞中解脫出來 of a massive financial hole left by this pandemic.
大眾對回到醫院看病持謹慎態度 麥克斯 The public is wary of coming back here, Max,
如果不先做些擇期手術 and without the money from elective surgeries,
那急診手術的資金從哪兒來 you can't pay for the emergent ones.
所以我們需要做一個強力的公開聲明 So we need a powerful and effective PSA
來拯救這個地方 to save this place.
一個什么 A what now?
衛生保健協會資助了一場鼓勵病人 HCC's funding a campaign to encourage patients
回到新阿姆斯特丹的運動 to return to New Amsterdam.
但我不希望病人回到新阿姆斯特丹 But I don't want patients returning to New Amsterdam--
除非他們別無選擇 not if they don't have to,
除非有足夠的疫苗給每個人 not until there's enough vaccine for everyone.
我們等不及了 我們迫切需要收入 We can't wait for that. We need revenue now.
所以你需要站在鏡頭前微笑 So you need to step in front of a camera, smile,
告訴全紐約的人 and tell the good people of New York
讓他們回到這里來 to get their butts back here.
除非你想做歷史的罪人 把全美第一家 Or you'll go down in history as the medical director
公立醫院經營到倒閉 who closed America's first public hospital.
新阿姆斯特丹 醫療中心 需要幫助嗎 麥克斯·古德溫醫生 醫療主管
如我直言 Can I be straight with you?
在新阿姆斯特丹 Here at New Amsterdam,
我們都覺得 we all honestly feel that,
盡管我們面臨著巨大的挑戰 despite our great challenge...
麥克斯 Max?
對不起 我不是作家什么的 Sorry, I'm not a writer or anything;
我感覺把我們最近的經歷 it just feels like calling our recent experience
說成是一次挑戰 就像把一場大屠殺 a "challenge" feels a little like calling
說成是一件煩心事 你懂我的意思嗎 the Holocaust a "bummer," you know what I mean?
也許這整件事就是有些難以言表 Like, maybe this whole thing is just a little beyond words.
不不 我們有言可表 Oh, no. We have the words.
你要做的只是把話說出來 Your job is to say them.
好吧 好 Oh, okay. Great.
開拍 And action.
我可以說實話嗎 Can I be straight with you?
我不知道 我可以嗎 可以直說嗎 I don't know, can I? I mean, am I allowed to be?
因為如果我對你實話實說 Because if I was honestly being straight with you,
那我可能會告訴你 絕對不要 then I would probably tell you never--
- 麥克斯 - 這個 好吧 再來一次 - Max! - This--okay, just do it again.
好 Okay.
當然了 沒人喜歡來醫院 Of course, no one likes coming to the hospital--
但事實并不是這樣的 although that's not even true.
我是說 生個孩子怎么樣 I mean, what about having a baby?
那是一個偉大的時刻 真令人興奮 That's a great moment! That's exciting.
對嗎 Right?
我可以說實話嗎 Can I be straight with you?
對不起 對不起 我的大腦有點 Sorry, sorry. My brain just kind of...
我們也許應該停一停 We should probably cut.
我能 我這么說可以嗎 Can I--is that okay if I say that?
我可以說實話嗎 對不起 Can I be straight with you? Uh, sorry.
那是 我不知道我為什么要指來指去 That was--I don't know why I did the point thing.
我能 不 停一下 Can I--no, cut. Let's cut that.
抱歉 停 Sorry, cut.
對不起 我喊太大聲了 那樣不好 Sorry for shouting. That was bad.
這次行了 不 還不行 臺詞是什么來著 I got it this time. Nope, I lied. What's the line?
下一句是什么 像個 What's the next one? Uh, "like a"...?
作為一家醫療機構 我們已經實施了 As an administration, we've implemented
許多新的安全措施 dozens of new safety measures.
所以 作為一個病人 沒有什么能阻止你 So, as a patient, nothing should deter you
走進醫院的大門 from walking through those doors.
除了 我說不準 死亡 也許吧 Except, I don't know, death, maybe?
當然 任何安全措施都不能完全排除這一可能性 Which, of course, no safety measure can completely rule out
而且死亡會讓所有人心生恐懼 and is a pretty strong deterrent,
你說呢 布拉德 wouldn't you say, Brad?
我能說實話嗎 Can I be straight with you?
在新阿姆斯特丹 我們真誠地認為 Here at New Amsterdam, we honestly feel...
我可以 I can...
我可以真誠地告訴您 I can honestly tell you...
怎么了 麥克斯 What's wrong now, Max?
當人們真正對你掏心掏肺的時候 It's just that when people are genuinely being honest
他們不會一直給你說他們有多誠懇 with you, they don't keep telling you how honest they are
他們不會說 我能跟你說實話嗎 and they don't say things like, "Can I be straight with you,"
這意味著他們之前說的話 which implies that they haven't been straight
都是一派胡言 事實上 朵拉 with anything else, which, to tell you the truth, Dora,
我聽起來像個騙子 kinda makes me sound like a liar.
你什么都沒說 怎么會是個騙子 How could you be a liar when you haven't said anything?
包括我們的標語 歡迎回到新阿姆斯特丹 Including the tagline, "Come back to New Amsterdam."
因為那將是最大的謊言 Because that would be the biggest lie of all.
是誰以前常說 - What happened to the guy who used to say,
我們的大門始終敞開 "Our doors are always open"?
是誰以前常說 不能把病人留在外面不管 What happened to bringing in patients off the streets?
擺在我們眼前的是一場全球性的疫情 What happened was a global pandemic
和沒有足夠又安全的疫苗 with no fully vetted vaccine.
而且就算我們有了足夠的劑量 And even when we get enough doses,
30%的美國人也不會接種 30% of Americans won't take it
就因為那些瘋狂的陰謀論 because of all the insane conspiracy theories.
我能直說嗎 朵拉 So can I be straight with you, Dora?
這家醫院不安全 This hospital is not safe.
不完全安全 Not completely.
如果你想要一個標語 這個怎么樣 And if you want a tagline, how's this?
回到新阿姆斯特丹 "Come back to New Amsterdam,
因為如果你還沒死 我們就能完成績效 'cause if you're not dead yet, we can finish the job."
我把你們倆都帶到這來 I wanted to bring you both into this
因為如果瓊的焦慮癥加重到出現自殘行為 because if June's anxiety has escalated into self-harm--
扯自己的指甲嗎 Ripping off her fingernails?
這種情況持續多久了 How long has this been going on?
我 我不知道 我今天早上才看到的 I--I don't know. I just saw it this morning.
但我們怎么會沒注意呢 But how could we have missed this?
因為她隱藏得很好 這不是你們的錯 Because she hides it. But it's not your fault.
你應該知道我一直在努力 And you should know that I have been pushing
讓我之前所有的病人都回來 to get all of my patients back in here with me.
如果我能親自幫她治療 If I had been working with June in person,
那么我早就會知道了 I would've caught this a lot sooner--
她不能再回醫院了 She can't come back to the hospital.
你獲得準許了嗎 Are you even allowed?
現在還沒 not at the moment,
但在這種特殊情況下 but I could convince our medical director
我可以說服我們的醫療主管 in this particular case.
不 太危險了 No. It's too dangerous.
她會戴著N95面罩 She would be wearing an N95 mask
就像我們的一線員工一樣 just like our frontline workers.
你的一線員工里有沒有人 Have any of your frontline workers
死于病毒 died from the virus?
有 Yes.
但我們的安全措施相當完備 But with all of our safety protocols in place,
新阿姆斯特丹比去集市要安全得多 New Amsterdam is safer than going to the market.
我們哪都不讓她去 We don't let her go there either.
我們希望她和我們在一起 We want her here with us.
我們家是保證她100%安全的唯一地方 Our home is the only place where she's 100% safe.
但她并不安全 But she's not safe.
新冠已經導致孤獨癥在這個國家的大流行 COVID has caused an epidemic of loneliness in this country.
研究表明 像瓊一樣 And the studies coming out show that living like June
不和同伴交流和接觸的生活方式 如同一天抽15支煙 with no peer contact, it's like smoking 15 cigarettes a day.
你女兒正處于嚴重抑郁癥的邊緣 Your daughter is on the brink of serious clinical depression.
但她還活著 But she's not dead.
這就是讓我們晚上能安睡的原因 And that's what lets us sleep at night.
謝謝你的關心 Thank you for your concern.
從圖上可以看出 As you can see from the charts,
沒有骨折出血的跡象 there's no evidence of fracture, bleed,
也沒有硬腦膜下血腫 or subdural hematoma.
所以摔跤造成的傷害為零 So zero damage from the fall.
一切看起來都很正常 Everything looks normal.
不完全是 好吧 好的 謝謝 Uh, not quite. Right, okay, thank you.
對不起 我告訴弗洛伊德我會幫你的 Um, sorry, I told Floyd I'd help out on this one.
似乎有一種中樞性海馬體萎縮 There does seem to be a type of central hippocampal atrophy.
所以呢 So?
麥克斯 我們沒有發現外傷的跡象 Max, we found no indication of trauma.
對 因為他媽媽有糖尿病 Right, because his mother has diabetes.
糖尿病 Diabetes?
過去兩周我一直和她住在一起 I've been living with her for the past two weeks.
- 我確定 - 她像是過度疲勞了嗎 - I'm sure-- - Did she seem overly tired?
她睡得早嗎 她常忘記東西嗎 Was she going to bed early? Did she forget things?
- 常重復自己的話 - 有時候是的 但是 - Repeat stuff? - Well, sometimes, yeah, but--
糖尿病引起的神經病變 Neuropathy from diabetes.
我想這就是她摔倒的原因 弗洛伊德 I think it's why she fell, Floyd.
這是個好消息 因為現在我們知道怎么治療她了 And it's good news, because now we know how to treat her.
會有點吵 It's gonna get a little loud.
比滿屋子強制在家上學的孩子還吵嗎 Louder than a house full of forced homeschool kids?
可能不會 Probably not.
隔離并不全是壞事 Quarantine wasn't all bad.
全家人都團結在一起 The whole family stuck together.
找到了我們的節奏 Found our rhythm.
一起看電影 一起烹飪 Movie nights. Cooking together.
一起玩拼圖 Puzzles.
那么多拼圖 So many puzzles.
你還記得布蘭登嗎 You remember Brandon?
- 安靜的那個 - 不 愛發脾氣的那個 - The quiet one? - Yeah, the moody one.
由于沒有化療 我的頭發又長長了 Without all the chemo, my hair grew back
他也變了 and he became a different person.
因為你的頭發嗎 Because of your hair?
因為他不再把我當作鬼魂 Because he stopped seeing me as a ghost.
我又變回媽媽了 I became Mom again.
不用化療 我頭也不暈了 我又能傾聽他說話了 And without chemo brain, I could actually listen.
我能真切地聽到他的聲音 你知道嗎 I could really hear him, you know?
我多年來第一次聽到我兒子的聲音 I could hear my son for the first time in years.
夏普醫生 Dr. Sharpe?
復發了 是嗎 It's back, isn't it?
癌細胞已經轉移了 The cancer's metastasized.
我們能做些什么嗎 Is there anything we can do?
我很抱歉 米莉 I'm so sorry, Millie.
事實上 你的手腕骨折了 Well, you do, in fact, have a broken bone in your wrist.
竟然是你的滴滴司機給你診斷出來的 Crack diagnosis from your DriveTime gal.
太瘋狂了 那是幾天前的事了 It's crazy. It was days ago.
我騎得真的很慢 自行車開始傾斜 I was riding so slow. The bike started to tip.
我伸出手抵在墻上 I stuck my hand out to brace myself against the wall.
我就是這么做的 That's what did it.
但幾乎沒有任何力量 But there was hardly any force.
我怎么會摔傷手呢 How could I have broken anything?
你感覺怎么樣 How are you feeling?
你回來了 You're back.
- 你有沒有 - 我在外面通過了檢測 - Did you-- - I got tested outside.
她的錢包 在車里找到的 Her wallet. Found it in the car.
出租車誤撞了行人 Pedestrian on the wrong end of a taxi.
頭部和頸部遭受嚴重創傷 現場插管治療 Severe head and neck trauma. Intubated in field.
好吧 把他送到創傷一號 Okay, let's get him to Trauma One.
快點 呼叫呼吸科 給我接骨科 Stat, page respiratory and get me ortho.
你真是太善良了 You've really gone above and beyond.
- 我要給你點什么 - 不 拜托 - Can I give you something? - No, please.
萊利 Riley?
你能呼吸嗎 Can you breathe?
這個女士需要幫助 This woman needs help!
護士 來人啊 Nurse! Anyone!
你到底在干什么 What the hell are you doing?
快叫保安 Someone call security!
成人型糖尿病沒有什么可怕的 Adult-onset diabetes is nothing to fear.
你應該為我們診斷出來而高興 You should be thrilled we caught it when we did.
這就是我高興的樣子 This is me thrilled. -
因為你的胰腺已經不能生產 So seeing as your pancreas can no longer produce
足夠的胰島素了 enough insulin on its own,
我們要開始給你做強化胰島素治療 we're gonna need to start you on basal-bolus therapy.
古德溫醫生會帶你完成例行檢查 And Dr. Goodwin is gonna take you through the routine
所以你可以自己完成 媽媽 so you can do it by yourself, Mama.
我一輩子都在親力親為 I've been doing for myself my whole life.
不會因糖尿病而改變 Diabetes won't slow me down.
很好 Good.
假設你在廚房里 So let's say you're in your kitchen
剛吃完這頓飯 and you've just finished this meal.
你需要計算出需要攝入多少胰島素 You need to figure out how much insulin to take.
你要做的 就是將你的碳水化合物攝入量 So what you're gonna do is divide your carb intake
餐時胰島素療法 早餐 總卡路里 65克
除以你的胰島素 卡路里比率 by your personal I:C ratio.
你可沒告訴我還要做計算 You didn't tell me there'd be math.
我會慢慢地教你 放心 Well, we'll take it slow, I promise.
你的比率是1比20 So your ratio is 1:20.
也就是一單位的胰島素 That is one unit of insulin
比20克卡路里 to 20 grams of carbs.
所以你要計算這頓飯的總克數 So you're gonna take the total number of grams in that meal
然后除以二十 and divide it by 20.
好 除以 Okay, dividing that...
我要 I would...
別這樣 stop hovering.
這是我的病 我自己承擔 聽到沒 If it's on me, let it be on me, you hear?
麥克斯是來幫您的 媽媽 Max is here to help, Mama.
3點25個單位 3.25 units.
很好 非常好 That's very good. That's excellent.
好 接下來是第二步 Great. Okay, so, step two.
注射胰島素 Administering the insulin.
你要做的是 把手洗干凈 So what you're gonna do after you've washed your hands
然后把這個取下來 is simply remove this,
把針插入這兒的橡膠塞里 insert the needle into the rubber stopper here,
把瓶子倒過來 turn the bottle upside down,
你自己來試試吧 and why don't we try just that much.
快點 Come on.
進去呀 Come on, now.
沒事的 也許 That's okay. Maybe...
我自己來 I've got it.
我可以的 I've got it.
我能做到的 I can do this.
沒關系 再試一次 It's okay. Let's just try again.
我媽媽養育了三個孩子 My mother's raised three kids,
擁有自己的房子 每當別人遇到麻煩時 owns her own home, prays harder than anyone I know
她比任何人都更用心地祈禱 for everyone else's troubles,
現在她需要24小時的陪護 and now she needs full-time care.
她不能一個人生活 She can't live by herself.
真希望我能幫上點忙 Wish I was there with you.
那我還是期待點奇跡吧 Well, maybe if I click my heels three times.
或者 你轉過來看看 Or maybe if you just turn around?
你怎么 Why'd you--
因為我們也是一家人 寶貝 'Cause we're family too, baby.
過來 Come here.
再往左兩厘米你就會殺了她 2 centimeters to the left and you would've killed her.
實際上是一厘米 1 centimeter, actually.
駕校還教你這個嗎 Oh, they teach you that in DriveTime school?
我救了你的患者 I saved your patient.
你對我的患者一無所知 You knew nothing about my patient.
你對她的既往病史或目前的治療計劃一無所知 You swooped in here with no knowledge
就這樣闖進來了 of preexisting conditions or current treatment plan
你還用注射器捅了她 and you stabbed her with a syringe.
你不好奇為什么她沒摔跤手腕就斷了 You're not curious why her wrist broke with no fall?
你得查一下她的骨密度 You need to check her bone density.
也許你得檢查一下威爾遜氏癥 Maybe test for Wilson's disease.
夠了 百度知道 你該走了 Okay, WebMD, I think it's time for you to leave.
如果是威爾遜氏癥 而你不注射鎂 If it's Wilson's and you don't push magnesium,
她會停止心跳 her heart could stop.
或者她是缺鈣了 Or, if it's a calcium deficiency,
那你下次來的時候可以給我們帶一夸脫牛奶 maybe you could pick us up a quart of milk on your next run.
在我起訴她之前 把她弄出去 Get her out of here before I file assault charges.
好吧 Okay.
我是弗羅姆醫生 Dr. Frome.
什么 加布里埃爾 What? Gabriella?
沒有 瓊沒和我在一起 No. No, June is not here with me.
那她在哪 Then where is she?
好吧 那 那她帶手機沒 Okay, did--okay, did she take her phone with her?
你要檢查一下她的短信 Then you need to check all of her texts
給她的朋友們打電話 and call all of her friends.
好 Yes.
保持聯絡 I'll be in touch.
你還在這 You're still here?
是的 別擔心 Yeah, don't worry.
我不會強迫你拍公益廣告的 I'm not making you do the PSA.
對不起 我 Sorry, I...
謝謝你這樣做 Yeah, I appreciate that.
我忘了 沒人能讓你做任何事 I forgot that no one can make you do anything.
除了你 except for you.
你總能讓我做正確的事 You could always get me to do what was right
盡管當時我不知道那是對的 even if I couldn't see it at the time.
如果你什么時候想回來 You know, if you ever want to come back...
不想 No.
好吧 也許你想考慮 Okay, maybe you wanna think about it--
不 No.
好吧 Okay.
既然你不想拍廣告 也不想回來 So if you're not doing the PSA and you're not coming back,
那你為什么還在這 then why are you still here?
我只是說你不用拍了 I said you weren't doing the PSA.
我可沒說我不拍 I never said I wasn't-- ooh.
但是 But--
沒有我你怎么拍 how are you gonna do it without me?
你的角色換人了 Uh, you've been recast.
告訴我這不是真的 Tell me it isn't true.
如果你是說公益廣告的話 If you're referring to the PSA--
不 不是廣告 No, it's not a PSA.
不要邊開車邊發短信 Saying, "Don't text and drive,"
這才是公益廣告 that would be a PSA.
這是宣傳 This is propaganda!
你把你的名聲 這個醫院的名聲 You are putting your name, this hospital's name,
置于了一個危險的謊言中 on a dangerous lie.
米莉今天來了 Millie came in today.
她可能只能活一周了 She might have a week to live.
你在那守著你的道德制高點 While you were out seizing the moral high ground,
而我卻要告訴她 她的孩子們馬上就沒有媽媽了 I got to tell her that her kids would soon be without a mum.
她的化療起作用了 Her chemo was working,
但她錯過了6次重要的治療 but she missed six vital treatments
因為她不敢來這里 because she was too worried about coming here.
所以 沒錯 我要拍公益廣告 So, yes, of course I'm gonna do the PSA.
米莉 Millie.
如果我們一個月前就放出消息 If we'd have got word out a month ago,
可能就能救下她 it might have saved her life.
是的 但是這不僅會影響到米莉這樣的人 Yeah, maybe, but it won't just affect people like Millie.
老年人決定去做身體檢查 Elderly people deciding to get a physical
糖尿病患者想知道是不是能做飛秒手術 or diabetics wondering if now's the right time to get lasik.
這些是能等的 應該等等 Things that can wait should wait.
沒有哪個醫院百分之百安全 No hospital's 100% safe,
但我們讓這家醫院更加安全了 but we've made ours a lot safer,
如果你想改變主意的話 and when you consider the alternative--
和從頂樓跳下去相比 Jumping off the third floor is safer
從三樓跳下去是沒那么危險 但是我認為 than jumping off the roof, but I don't think
結果沒有什么不同 it's gonna make a difference in the outcome.
我都不會把自己的女兒帶過來 I won't even bring my own daughter here.
我怎么能勸別人過來呢 How can I ask anyone else to come here?
如果真的因為我的承諾 If something happened...
我的女兒 to her...
或者是別人出了什么事 or anyone because I put my thumb on the scale...
在我今天看到這些之后 After what I've seen today,
我很愿意做出這樣的承諾 I am more than happy to tip the scale.
是米莉 It's Millie.
米莉的癌細胞轉移到了她的大腦 Millie's cancer metastasized to her brain.
導致了大出血 It caused a massive bleed.
但是她之前感覺好多了 But she was feeling so much better.
我很抱歉 但是 I'm so sorry, but...
她應該不會恢復意識了 it doesn't look like she's gonna regain consciousness.
米莉要靠機器維持生命 Millie's being kept alive by the life-support machine.
她的大腦已經停止工作了 Her brain has stopped functioning.
我們已經盡力了 There's nothing more that we can do.
我們剛把她救回來 We just got her back.
我很好奇 Hey, I'm just curious.
你怎么坐在這 Why is this your virtual background?
新冠爆發之前 我父母曾讓我來這里 Before COVID, my parents used to let me come here.
見一些朋友 You know, see some friends.
但是他們從來不讓我玩 They wouldn't let me ride, though.
太多細菌了 Too many germs.
我猜 那也比不見好 對嗎 Well, better than nothing, I guess, right?
你要告訴他們我在這里嗎 You gonna tell my folks I'm here?
是的 我一看到你 Yeah, bad news. I narc'd on you already.
就告訴他們了 The second I saw you.
但你還有點時間 But you got some time.
你想告訴我你為什么在這里嗎 You want to tell me why you're down here?
知道嗎 有時候 當人們傷害自己的時候 You know, sometimes when people hurt themselves,
只是在轉移注意力 it's a distraction.
肉體上的疼痛 盡管只有一秒 The physical pain, just for a second,
能幫你忘記心里的痛苦 it stops the emotional pain.
也許你是來讓這一切結束的 Maybe you came down here to make it really stop?
你得戴上口罩了 You need to put your mask on now.
為什么 Why?
你先戴上再說 We can talk about that after you put your mask on.
好嗎 Please.
如果我知道疫情什么時候才能結束 If I knew when this virus would be over,
我可能會戴上 I could maybe do it.
疫情結束前我都會一直戴著 Just...just deal with it until it was done.
但如果病毒永遠不會消失怎么辦 And what if the virus never goes away for kids?
我們不能注射疫苗 There's no vaccine for us.
我就要永遠被困在房里了 And I'm just stuck in my room forever.
這和死了沒什么區別 It's basically like being dead anyway.
我不能總一個人呆著 I can't keep being alone.
考慮再三后 So, after much discussion,
我們決定把媽媽帶回舊金山 we decided to take Mama back to San Francisco.
不行 想都別想 Oh, hell, no.
- 等等 - 完全沒可能 - W--wait. - absolutely not.
你能不能先聽我說完 Can I lay it out first before you--
你為什么覺得帶她去 What makes you think taking her away
一個她誰也不認識的地方 from everything and everyone she knows
會對她有好處 is gonna be good for her?
考特 我們那有地方 好嗎 Court, we got the space. All right?
- 再加上我們的收入 - 所以是錢的問題咯 - And with both of our incomes-- - Oh, so it's about your money?
- 不是 - 媽媽同意嗎 - No. - Is Mama good with this?
我覺得我們應該先達成共識 I thought we should be on the same page first.
達成你的共識 Oh, your page.
你是媽媽的心頭肉 Mama's golden child.
她的寶貝弗洛伊德說什么都是對的 Whatever her baby Floyd says is law.
考特 別這樣 Oh, come on, Court.
聽著 我只是想幫上點忙 Look, I'm just trying to step up.
你和布蘭迪都有自己的家庭要照顧 You and Brandi have your own families to deal with.
我們的生活沒那么復雜 Our lives are a little more flexible.
- 我們能幫上更多忙 - 沒我們多 - So we can do more now. - Not more than us.
我們每天都去看她的時候你在哪里 Where were you when we were checking in on her every day,
我們每天給她送吃的 確保她安全 bringing her food, making sure she was safe?
我們做得好好的 We did all that with no problems
那時你在舊金山輕松愜意 無憂無慮 while you were chillin', bunned up in San Francisco.
他也希望能在這 He wanted to be here.
無時無刻 他不在擔心媽媽的病 Every second of every day, he was worried sick about Mama
你 還有你的家人 and you and your family.
一邊去 這是我家的事 Pump the brakes. This is family business.
你不能這樣和她說話 Whoa, whoa, you don't gotta talk to her like that.
- 你不能 - 住口 - You don't gotta-- - Stop this!
我還沒死呢 I am not dead!
別說得好像我已經死了一樣 So stop talking about me like I am.
我知道她是有點越界了 I know she was out of line,
但是能成功實施空針減壓 but pulling off a successful needle decompression
還是挺牛的 is pretty cool.
實際上 她讓我想起來 In fact, she kinda reminds me of--
你確定你想說這句話嗎 Are you sure you wanna finish that sentence?
去看看萊利 她室性心動過速了 It's Riley. She's having runs of V-tach.
- 你打艾司洛爾了嗎 - 打了 沒有起色 - You push esmolol? - Yes, and no change.
- 普魯卡因胺呢 - 也沒用 - Procainamide? - Didn't work either.
是室性心動過速 Yeah, it's V-tach, all right.
打胺碘酮 Push amiodarone.
血壓在下降 沒有效果 BP's dropping. It's not working.
鎂 注射鎂 Magnesium. Push magnesium.
你確定嗎 You sure?
一克 現在就打 1 gram--now.
救過來了 老大真棒 Nice save, boss.
就位了 - Settle.
好的 海倫 開拍 Okay, Helen. And action.
我是海倫醫生 - I'm Dr. Helen,
我所在的這間辦公室隔壁 and this office adjoins one of
就是我們新改造的空氣傳播感染隔離室 our new Airborne Infection Isolation Rooms.
里面的空氣是負壓的 It's built with negative airflow pressure,
空調過濾器每天都要清理 the HVAC filters are cleared daily,
還配有室外進氣口 and it's fitted with outdoor air intake
以及新冠廢氣處理系統 COVID-19-safe exhaust handling.
在新阿姆斯特丹醫院 我們有信心 Here at New Amsterdam, we're confident...
在新阿姆斯特丹醫院 我們有信心 您會 Here at New Amsterdam, we're confident that you'll be...
- 那個 很抱歉 - 你做得很好 Actually, I'm sorry. - You're doing great.
不 我不太好 - No, I'm not.
海倫 你說的一切都是真的 - Helen, everything you're saying is true.
新風系統 廢氣處理 The HVAC, the exhaust.
我知道 設施都有 - Yes, the facts are accurate,
但是 在新阿姆斯特丹醫院 我們有信心這句話 but, "Here at New Amsterdam, we're confident."
我沒有信心 我不能保證任何事 I'm not confident of anything right now.
你能嗎 Are you?
因為實話說吧 我大多數時候 'Cause to tell you the truth, I'm terrified...
都很害怕 most of the time.
因為我們現在的生活就是一個反烏托邦的噩夢 Because we've been living in a dystopian nightmare.
我們眼看很多人死去 留下了他們的孩子 We are losing good people with children
還有他們那的家人 而我卻站在這里 and with families, and I'm standing here
大談什么廢氣處理 talking about exhaust handling?
我們需要消除大家的疑慮 - People need reassurance.
是嗎 - Do they?
因為我認識的人不想再感到害怕 'Cause the people I know wanna stop feeling scared
他們只想好好地活著 and they wanna stay alive.
而我并不能向他們保證這一點 And I can't reassure them of that.
沒人能保證 因為這個世界并不安全 No one can, because the world is not safe.
所以別期望我站在這說什么 So you can't expect me to stand here and say,
我相信沒有什么可害怕的 "I'm confident that there's nothing to be afraid of,"
而事實是每個人都應該感到害怕 when everyone should be afraid!
那我們該怎么辦 - So what do we do?
我們可以告訴大家 - We can tell...
我們可以告訴大家真相 We can tell people the truth:
也許我們永遠將無法擺脫這種病毒 that we may never get rid of this virus...
因此大家要想辦法接受這個事實 so we have to find a way to live with it.
因為就算每個美國人都打上疫苗 'Cause even if we vaccinate every single American,
未來還會有另外一種病毒 there's gonna be another virus around the corner.
更多病毒 我們不能因此就惶惶不可終日 And another one after that, and we can't stop living.
我們不能將自己隔絕起來 We can't barricade ourselves in,
因為這樣就意味著放棄 because that is when you give up things
放棄了你永遠都找不回來的東西 that you can never get back.
布蘭迪和科特尼會 - So, Brandi and Courtney will take turns
在白天輪流幫助你 helping you during the day,
我們晚上也會找人來照顧你 and we'll get someone to stay with you at night.
聽上去還不錯吧 對不對 That don't sound too bad, does it?
這么說 - So...
我要跟一個陌生人一起住了 I'll be living with a stranger?
一個訓練有素的專業醫護人員 - A trained healthcare professional.
你會這樣對你媽媽嗎 - Would you do that to your mama?
但愿我永遠不用做這種的決定 - I hope I never have to make that decision.
因為對誰都很難 Because it sucks.
無論怎樣都很難 All of it.
我喜歡她 - I like her. -
媽媽 Oh, Mama.
我真希望還能有別的辦法 但我束手無策 I wish there was another way, but there isn't.
我會經常來看你的 你知道的 I'll visit as often as I can. You know that.
紐約永遠是我的家 New York will always be my home.
來抱抱 Come here.
沒事的 It's okay.
- 嗨 - 謝謝你 - Hi. - Thank you...
說出了我們的心聲 for saying what we've all been feeling.
咋啦 怎么了啊 - What? What?
我做了啥 What did I...
我上新聞了 I'm on the news?
崩潰這詞用得嚴重了 你不覺得嗎 - "Meltdown" is a strong word, don't you think?
- 麥克斯 - 不是多大點事 - Max? - I wouldn't worry about it.
只有320萬的觀看量吧 You only have, like, 3.2 million views.
因為世界并不安全 - ...because the world is not safe.
海倫醫生崩潰了
所以別指望我站在這里說什么 So you can't expect me to stand here and say,
我相信沒有什么可害怕的 "I'm confident that there's nothing to be afraid of,"
而事實是大家都應該感到害怕 when everyone should be afraid!
- 我的天啊 - 對啊 Oh, my God. - Yeah.
你為什么要傳上去 - Why would you release that?
- 誰 我嗎 - 快給我撤掉 - Who, me? - Just stop.
你是說我 我才不會這么做 - Are you--I would never!
好吧 我可能會這么做 但不是我做的 Yeah, okay. Yes, I would, but I didn't.
而且你簡直太棒了 - 真是大反轉啊 麥克斯 And you were brilliant! - Okay. Big swing, Max.
你肯定認為是我干的嘍 什么事你都覺得是我干的 - Of course you think I did it. You think I did everything.
但我確實沒干啊 But I didn't.
快刪掉 - Stop it.
更多的病毒 我們不能因此惶惶終日 And another one after that, and we can't stop living.
我們不能將自己隔絕起來 We can't barricade ourselves in,
因為那意味著放棄 because that is when you give up things
放棄了你永遠都找不回的東西 that you can never get back.
其實 你們知道嗎 Actually, do you-- do you know what?
大家能聽到這些 我其實松了口氣 I'm relieved that my words are out there.
我很高興聽到你這么說 - I'm glad to hear you say that.
320萬的訪問量 3.2 million views
我們的預約接診量也大幅上升 and a huge spike in our scheduling.
起作用了 It worked.
- 什么起作用了 - 你們倆都說對了 - Sorry, what worked? - You were both right.
人們需要的不是保證 People don't need reassurance.
而是誠實 They need honesty.
不是你上傳的 - You didn't release it?
不是我 - No.
但我知道是誰傳的 But I think I know who did.
青出于藍而勝于藍 - I learned from the best.
嗨 大家好 - Hi. Hi, guys.
謝謝你們 Thank you.
謝謝你們能來 Thank you so much for coming.
我知道這意味著很多 非常感謝 I know that's a really big deal, so thank you.
你確定這里安全嗎 - You sure this is safe?
再安全不過了 - As safe as it can be, yeah.
你準備好了嗎 You ready?
這些人都是你的病人嗎 - Are they all your patients?
哦 不不 - Um, no, no.
她們都是一群很優秀年輕女性 They're just a group of really cool young women
跟瓊一樣 just like June.
每個人都有這樣或那樣的免疫缺陷 Each one is immunocompromised in one way or another,
每個人在封城期間都住在家里 each still living at home on lockdown
沒有太多的親人和朋友 without much family or friends,
而且每個人都和你感同身受 and each one knowing exactly what you're going through.
你把她們都叫過來就是為了我嗎 - You brought them all here for me?
我也跟她們說了你會加入 - I also brought you here for them.
所以呢 別不給面子啊 So don't make me look bad.
好嗎 快過去吧 - All right? Get in there.
謝謝你 弗洛姆醫生 - Thank you, Dr. Frome.
咱們都是父母 - I mean, we're all just parents
一起想辦法嘛 對吧 trying to figure this out, right?
所以呢 那邊還有一群家長 Which is why there's a group of them right over here
如果你們能過去打個招呼 that I'm sure would love it
我想他們會很開心的 if you went over there and said, "Hey."
我相信他們會很歡迎你們加入的 I'm sure they'd love for you to join them,
如果你們愿意的話 if you're up to it.
當然了 好的 - Sure. Okay.
謝謝 - Good.
是啊 - Oh, yeah.
你們好幸運啊 - You guys are lucky.
我都沒有兄弟姐妹 I don't even have any siblings.
不是的 相信我 - Yeah, well no, it's--trust me,
我有時候還希望自己是獨生子女呢 I wish I didn't either sometimes.
彼此彼此啦 - Same, same.
等一下 - Wait!
等等 Wait!
可以開下車窗嗎 Would you open up?
咋啦 - What?
1克鎂 - 1 gram of magnesium.
謝謝你救了萊利的命 Riley's alive thanks to you.
我只想跟你道個歉 I'm trying to say I'm sorry!
那你應該知道 - Then you should know,
你這歉道得不咋地 you're not very good at it.
是 我知道 - Yeah. I know.
你在哪家醫院行醫 So where'd you practice medicine?
巴基斯坦 兒科住院醫師 Pakistan. Pediatric attending.
你住在車里嗎 - Are you living in here?
我可以給你找個避難所 I can get you a spot in a shelter.
晚安了 布魯姆醫生 - Good night, Dr. Bloom.
- 給你找家賓館怎么樣 - 不用賓館 - What about a hotel room? - No hotels.
不用避難所 都不用 謝了 No shelter. No, thank you.
好吧 肯定有什么事 - Okay, there's gotta be something
是我能幫你做的 that I can help you with.
你救了我病人的命 You saved my patient's life.
肯定有什么東西 是你需要的 Well, there's gotta be something you need.
我們的淋浴間在這里 - So, here are our showers.
水總是不是太熱就是太涼 They're either freezing or scalding hot,
不過如果你先把手柄撥到左邊 but if you toggle the handle to the left,
然后推到中間的某個地方 then you're gonna land somewhere in the middle.
謝謝你 - Thank you.
給你五星好評 Five stars.
弗洛伊德 你們要走了嗎 - Floyd? You guys taking off?
對 我們準備走了 - Yeah, we're hitting the road.
謝謝你幫我媽做的一切 Hey, thanks for all your help with Mama.
我們會好好照顧她的 - Oh, we'll take good care of her.
有什么需要盡管說 Anything you need, just let us know.
- 我愛你 兄弟 - 我也愛你 伙計 - I love you, brother. - Love you too, pal.
你知道 你這里的家人 You know, your family here...
會想你的 will miss you.
準備回家了嗎 - Ready to go home?
我覺得你已經在家了 - I think you already are.
我在油管上看到你崩潰的小視頻了 - Saw your meltdown on YouTube.
又颯又靚 Pretty boss.
小柳 你回來了 - Willow. You came back.
你聽說米莉的事了嗎 You heard about Millie?
回家 又一次回家 - * Home again, home again *
我覺得也許 - I thought maybe...
是時候再做一些測試了 - It was time to do some more tests.
重生 再次重生 - * Born again, born again
總有一天 我會再次堅強 * One day, I know I'll feel strong again *
我昂起頭 * I lift my head
請稍后 主持人會馬上讓您進入 厭食癥匿名虛擬會議
多少次 有人告訴我 * Many times, I've been told *
漫談催人老 * All this talk will make you old *
所以我閉上雙眼 * So I'll close my eyes
轉身離去 * Look behind
大家好 - "Hi.
我叫伊基 "My name is Iggy...
我有進食障礙 and I have an eating disorder."
所以我閉上了眼睛 - * So I close my eyes *
轉身 * Look behind *
離去 * Moving on *
又一次失去 又一次失去 * Lost again, lost again *
艾薇 - Evie.
我不應該讓你離開紐約 - I shouldn't have made you leave New York.
不是你讓我走的 是我自己想離開的 - You did not make me leave. I wanted to.
可能還是不夠想 - If only wanting was enough.
多少次 有人告訴我 - * Many times, I've been told *
說出你的想法 不要畏懼 * Speak your mind, just be bold *
所以我閉上雙眼 * So I'll close my eyes
轉身 * Look behind
離開 * Moving on
不再回頭 * Moving on
所以我閉上雙眼 * So I'll close my eyes
讓眼淚流盡 * And the tears will clear
我再也無所畏懼 * Then I'll feel no fear
是的 我一直在想 - Yeah, well, I've been thinking.
也許這個周末我可以不去康涅狄格 Maybe instead of me coming up to Connecticut this weekend,
而是讓露娜回家 Luna should come home...
從此住在家里 for good.
對 我知道 但是我錯過她的一歲生日 Yeah, I know, but I missed her first birthday.
我錯過了她的第一步 And then I missed her first steps.
我不想再錯過更多了 I just don't want to miss anything else.
已經夠安全了 It's safe enough.