凱倫 Karen!
凱 凱倫 Uh, K-Kar--Karen...
怎么回事 沒看見我嗎 what's the deal? Did you not see me?
當然看見了 但你滿臉都寫著 Of course I did, but I ran because your face says
- 要錢兩個字 所以我跑了 - 呃 還真是 you want money for something. - Oh, well, yeah, I do.
今天又是什么理由 What is it today?
產后母親的治療犬 Therapy dogs for postpartum mothers?
還是創傷后應激障礙幸存者的進階課程 Improv classes for survivors of PTSD?
都不是 不過這倆都不錯 我就是在想 No, good idea, both of those, but I was thinking that--
- 我想終結系統性的種族歧視 - 饒了我吧 I want to end systemic racism. - Oh, for God's sake.
不 范圍僅限于醫院內 從小事做起 對不 No, just at the hospital. Start small, right?
天 你的立場很有爭議啊 Wow, that's kind of controversial stance.
置之不理 跟種族主義同流 Walking away, siding with racism.
你就這么點手段嗎 凱倫 Kind of a Karen move, Karen.
我對你的態度 My exasperation with you has no relation
跟我對種族主義的看法沒有關系 to my thoughts on racism.
干嘛今天提出來 麥克斯 Why today, Max?
就知道你會問這個問題 Knew you were gonna ask that,
但我不會回答 因為真正該問的是 but there is no answer, because we should be asking
我們為什么昨天沒有提 the right question, which is why not yesterday?
為什么一年前沒有提 Why not a year ago?
為什么兩年前我剛接手的時候沒有提出來 Why not two years ago when I first took over?
系統性的種族主義應該是我到新阿姆斯特丹后 Systemic racism should have been the first thing
首要解決的問題 I addressed when I got to New Amsterdam,
很驚訝 我竟然置若罔聞 and I'm appalled that it wasn't,
- 所以就是今天了 - 所以你要把錢用來 so today it is. - And you need money for...
設立新職位 幫助我們識別 A new position, someone to help us identify
和消除系統性邊緣化 and eliminate systemic marginalization
同時對整個醫院的不公平現象進行糾正 while correcting inequities throughout the whole hospital.
你想要個首席平權官 You want a chief equity officer?
沒錯 就這么命名 Yeah, that's perfect. We'll call it that.
你不答應我不走 Oh, and I am not going anywhere until you give me one.
既然如此 滾遠點 我們已經有一個了 Well, in that case, go away, because we already have one.
真的嗎 We do?
伊莎貝爾·薩拉薩 首席平權官
- 嘿 - 你好 Hey. - Oh, hi there.
你是 我看看 伊莎貝爾 Are you--let's see here-- Isabel?
對 Yes.
很好 我是麥克斯·古德溫 醫務主任 Great, I'm Max Goodwin, medical director.
有什么可以幫你的 How can I help?
我明白你的意思 I see what you did there.
所以沒錯 我是來討論一些 Um, yeah, I'm here to discuss
令人不安的統計數據的 some pretty disturbing statistics.
- 說吧 - 好的 Hit me. - Okay.
根據衛生和公眾服務部門的 Well, according to the latest report
最新報告 by Health and Human Services,
拉丁裔女性患宮頸癌的可能性 Latinx women are 40% more likely
比白人女性高40% 死于宮頸癌的可能性 to have cervical cancer and 20% more likely
比白人女性高20% to die from it than white women.
土著美國人的艾滋病感染率是 Indigenous Americans have twice the HIV infection rate
非西班牙裔白人的兩倍 as that of non-Hispanic whites.
黑人女性死于 Black women are two to six times more likely
妊娠并發癥的可能性 to die from complications of pregnancy
比白人女性高2到6倍 than white women.
事實上 在紐約死于妊娠并發癥的可能性是白人女性的12倍 Actually, it's 12 times more likely in New York City.
你的統計數據有點 籠統 Your statistics are a bit...generic.
- 你在這里工作多久了 - 三年了 How long have you worked here? - Three years.
三 三年了 Three--three years?
那我們可有的做了 Well, we have a lot of work to do.
這也正是我在留言里對你說的 That's exactly what I say to you in my messages.
每周一次 我給你辦公室留言 Once a week, I leave word with your office
希望有時間能和你聊聊 hoping to get some time with you.
對不起 你知道 有時候在這家醫院 Sorry, you know, sometimes with this hospital,
我在四處奔波 那并不重要 I'm just running and--not important.
- 重點是 我現在來了 好嗎 - 好的 Listen, I'm here now, okay? - Okay.
我們會解決這個問題 所以我希望明天能看到 And we are gonna fix this, so I want innovative proposals
有建設性的提案 格局放大些 on my desk by tomorrow, and think big.
發揮想象力 一切方案都可以 You know, get creative. No solution is off the table.
我們是不是應該從新阿姆斯特丹 Should we start with acknowledging
系統性的種族主義 New Amsterdam's biggest illustration
這個問題的根源開始入手 of embedded systemic racism?
沒錯 根源是什么 Yes, yes, of course. What is it?
你 You.
醫 院 革 命
- 感覺如何 - 別讓我發表意見 Good read? - Don't get me started.
我還是說吧 Actually, do get me started.
我是我哥哥遺囑的執行人 I've been made executor of my brother's will,
我竟然毫不知情 and I haven't the foggiest.
我以為你們不親近 I thought you two weren't close.
之前不親 但現在我負責處理他的房子 Well, we weren't, but now I'm in charge of his house,
他的車 薩克斯管 his car, his saxophones.
我是說 我唯一能確定的是 I mean, the only thing I'm confident about
安排他女兒米娜去 is making arrangements for his daughter Mina
和她在迪拜的阿姨一起住 to live with her aunt in Dubai..
住貨真價實的宮殿 in an actual palace.
你有個侄女 You have a niece.
顯然還有個有錢的二嬸 And apparently a rich second aunt
她不想要我哥哥的船 who doesn't want my brother's boat
原因是她已經有好幾艘了 because she already has several.
你留著吧 Well, you keep it.
我們可以去海上度假 We could spend our vacation at sea.
特效 老y
藍天 大海 你和我 Sky, the waves, you and me.
是艘劃艇 It's a rowboat.
翻譯 廿八 歐若拉歐小姐
那可以去博拉博拉島 Then Bora Bora it is.
《麥田守望者》看的怎么樣 So did you like the rest of "Catcher in the Rye"?
翻譯 吃竹大米
那頂紅色的狩獵帽怎么樣 What about that red hunting hat, man?
我還以為你喜歡那個 I thought that would be right up your alley.
翻譯 nick12138
- 挺好的 - 挺好的 Mm, it was fine. - It was fine.
上個療程你一直念叨鴨子 You talked my ear off about the Ducks last session.
校對 歐若拉歐小姐
紅色狩獵帽比那個重要多了 The red hunting hat is way more important.
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對不起 你的手怎么了 Oh, I'm sorry. What's up with your hand?
- 不小心摔到了 - 好吧 I-I fell on it wrong. - Oh, okay.
以防萬一 讓我看看 Well, just in case, let me take a look.
沒事的 It's fine.
可不像沒事 That's a little too much "fine"
奧利 讓我看看 for one session, Ollie. Let me see.
放射科很忙 Radiology's slammed,
但他們可以安排他立刻進去 but they'll fit him in right away.
好的 謝謝 看到了沒 伙計 Okay, thank you. See that, buddy?
你這可是貴賓待遇 VIP treatment for you, all right?
怎么了 What happened?
他說他摔了 Uh, he said he fell.
不是的 媽媽 昨晚我把藥分裝好 No, Mama, last night, I separated them all
放進你藥盒里了 and put them in your monthly pill organizer,
還記得不 remember?
當然 你想什么時候打電話給我都行 Yes, of course you can still call me whenever you want.
但是 不可以 現在吃黃色藥丸 But, no, but take the yellow pill now.
別掛電話 現在就吃黃色藥丸 The yellow pill while I'm on the phone.
有患者 Incoming!
一輛旅游巴士在時代廣場上沖到了路邊 A tour bus jumped the curb in Times Square.
超人的手腕可能骨折了 Superman may have a fractured wrist,
但他不樂意乖乖讓我檢查 but he won't stay put long enough for me to check.
好的 他的真名是什么 Yeah, okay, what's his real name?
身份證上說叫墨菲·科爾曼 ID says Murph Coleman,
但不叫他超人他就不搭理你 but he only responds to Superman.
凱比爾·阿巴德 38歲男性 沙拉三明治店主 Kebir Abad, 38-year-old male falafel vendor.
雙臂被熱油燙傷 程度二級 Second-degree hot oil burns covering both arms.
超人 回輪椅上坐好 Superman, get back in your chair.
等他進了病房再說 Not till this man's in bay 24!
- 哈蒙德 - 我來處理 Hammond! - On it.
斯凱利·威廉姆斯 三隊接手 去五號床 Skelly, Williams, team three, bed five.
拿著這個 Hey, you gotta hold this, okay?
- 很重要 - 生命體征穩定嗎 It's important. - Stable vitals?
第十大道喜劇聯盟
- 一隊 九號床 - 你還好嗎 Team one, bed nine. - You okay?
別閉眼 You gotta keep your eyes open.
- 把卡西安叫來 - 好的 Someone get me Cassian. - All right.
- 交給我們吧 - 你沒事吧 Let's do it. - You gonna be okay?
- 離開這里 - 不行 Gotta go. - I-I can't--
快點 別做重復工作 Come on, let's not back up triage.
哈蒙德 Hammond.
- 哈蒙德 - 抱歉 Hammond! - Sorry.
他跑的太快了 He really is faster than a--
別 讓他坐輪椅上就行 Do not! Just get him back in his chair.
威爾默·貝拉斯科 男 42歲 Wilmer Belasco, male, 42 years old.
胸部鈍挫傷 Blunt force trauma to the chest.
心率113 高壓161低壓98 可能是胸骨破裂 Heart rate 113, BP 161 over 98. Possible cracked sternum.
我兒子 別說話 My boy-- - Don't try to talk.
- 貝拉斯科先生 - 赫克托·貝拉斯科 Mr. Belasco. - Hector Belasco,
13歲男孩 高壓126低壓87 13-year-old boy. BP 126 over 87.
- 是我兒子 - 勞倫 我負責他 That's my son! - Lauren, I got him.
醫生 別 - Doc, no!
先生 有人會幫他診治 Sir, he's gonna be taken care of.
嘿 赫克托 我是申醫生 沒事的 Hi, Hector, I'm Dr. Shin. It's okay.
我們會照顧好你的 We're gonna take very good care of you.
雙側股骨復合性骨折 Bilateral compound femur fracture,
擠壓傷可能導致低血容量休克 possible hypovolemic shock from crush injuries.
好 看一下 Okay, let's take a look.
外傷一號科室 Trauma one.
爸 Dad! -
先生 Sir.
- 坐輪椅上 超人 - 但我 In the chair, Superman. - But I just--
別動 Stay put.
你怎么能這么對我
我才不要去迪拜
米娜 給我點時間理解 Mina, um, so just give me a second to--
我在這兒有朋友 男朋友 我的生活圈子在這兒
但凡你在我父親死后打過電話 就會知道
你知道迪拜離德黑蘭有多遠嗎
米娜 我知道這很難接受 Mina, I know that it's hard,
但我相信你爸爸希望你和家人在一起 but I'm sure your dad would've wanted you to be with family.
你對我父親一無所知 You know nothing about my father.
- 聊兩句 - 等會兒不行嗎 Can I talk to you a second? - Can it wait?
- 我剛 - 不行 I just got-- - No.
我剛承諾要終結 I just made a commitment to ending
醫院內部的種族歧視 the inherent and systemic racism here at this hospital,
- 我知道我該怎么做 - 麥克斯 and I know what I need to do. - Max--
我要辭去醫務主任的職位 I'm stepping down as medical director.
誰來接手 Who is taking over?
你 You are.
你想讓我當醫務主任 You want me to be medical director?
- 對 - 而你 你就 Yeah. - And you, you'll just--
悄悄地退到配角的位置上 Quietly recede into a supporting role.
你一向都是大張旗鼓 You've never done anything quietly.
沒錯 這就是問題所在 Yeah, I know. That's exactly the problem.
我試圖發起一項把黑人理發店 I tried to force an initiative on Black barber shops
變成社區健康組織的倡議 to get them to turn into community health ops.
每天都給世界衛生組織打電話 I have called the WHO every single day
- 大概持續了三個月 - 三個月 for three months-- three months--
就為了把種族歧視定為健康風險 trying to get racism coded as a health risk,
現在我意識到 and now I realize that none of it
這一切都無法改變什么 was ever actually gonna change anything,
因為我是問題的一部分 because I am part of the problem.
- 誰說的 - 首席平權官 Says who? - My chief equity officer.
我們還有首席平權官 We have a chief equity officer?
沒有 她叫伊莎貝爾 人超好 Yeah, Isabel. She's very sweet.
但是作為有色人種女性 你們在 嗨 But as women of color, you are both vastly under--hi.
管理層的比例太低了 Underrepresented in management,
未能充分參與到管理階層中 Underrepresented in management,
這使得你們很難升職 which makes you much less likely
因此也沒有權力 to get a promotion and therefore not in a position
去聘用其他有色人種女性 to then hire other women of color,
如此說來其實是一個惡性循環 so it's a vicious cycle really,
但是如果有一名有色人種女性身居高位 but the thing is it can be changed
這種局面就能得到改善 if a woman of color is at the top,
正因此 你應該接受這份工作 which is exactly why you need to say yes to this job.
- 不要 - 你能做出很多貢獻 No. - You could do a lot of good.
我還以為作為腫瘤學家 Here I thought I was doing good
- 也能做出很多貢獻呢 - 更多貢獻 being an oncologist. - More good.
要求一個系統性種族主義的 Do you not see the irony
受害者站出來扭轉局面 in asking someone who's suffering
你難道看不出來這件事有多么諷刺嗎 from systemic racism to also fix it?
也就是說你愿意考慮一下啦 Well, does that mean you'll consider it?
好吧 不是 海倫 我 Okay, no, Helen, I--
我不知道從何做起啊 ugh, I don't know where to start!
看看你的右邊吧 Just look to your right.
你好 你一定會沒事的 Hey, you are gonna be just fine.
我扶他在坐在輪椅上 I got him down in a wheelchair,
- 但他又站起來了 - 前進 but he got up again. - Here we go!
超人 Superman!
讓沃爾什治好超人的手腕 Have Walsh clear Superman's wrist
并護送他離開這里 好嗎 and escort him out of here, okay?
要我去哪 Where am I going? - Hey--
得把這個送到創傷科去 Hey, this has to get to the trauma room.
這是阿巴德先生 This is Mr. Abad.
在他翻車之前 Before his car flipped over,
- 他目睹了整場事故 - 哈蒙德 我要被你煩死了 he saw the whole accident. - Hammond, you're killing me.
- 不要讓他進入創傷一科 - 我盡力了 Do not let him into trauma one. - Doing the best I can.
就在這里 Right here.
翻車之前 Right before his car tipped over,
他目睹了整場事故 he saw the whole accident.
把你跟我講的話再跟布魯姆醫生講一遍 Tell Dr. Bloom what you just told me.
這是有生以來我見過的最瘋狂的事 It was the craziest thing I've ever seen.
公交失控的那一剎那 The minute the bus jumped the curb,
每一個人都在倉皇逃竄 除了超人 everybody started running, except for Superman.
- 他就站在那里 - 為什么 He just stood there. - Why?
不知道 但他像個勇士一樣生生受了這一擊 No idea, but he took the hit like a champ.
我希望有人拍下來了 I hope someone got video.
- 你是說超人被車撞了 - 真的很猛 Superman got hit by the bus? - Hard.
我都不知道他怎么還能站著 I don't know he's still standing.
- 畢竟是鋼鐵之軀嘛 - 別說瞎話 Well, he is the Man of St-- - Don't say it.
現在就把神經科醫生找來 Page neurology now.
你聽說奧利把自己手弄傷了嗎 Did you hear that Ollie hurt his hand?
知道 Yes.
傷勢很嚴重 It's really bad.
我一個醫生都不知道他是怎么弄傷的 I'm a doctor, and I can't even figure out what happened.
我不蠢 知道你在暗示是我干的 I'm not stupid. I know you think I did it.
是你嗎 Did you?
我不得不這么做 別無選擇 I had to. I had no choice.
朱麗葉 你已經取得了如此進步 Juliet, you were making such progress.
他侮辱了我的兄弟和父母 He insulted my brother, my parents.
我是在維護他們的榮譽 I was defending their honor.
維護他們的榮譽嗎 You were defending their honor?
一日為武士 When I took the vow of the samurai,
- 終生為武士 - 你是在開玩笑嗎 I took the vow to the death. - Is this a joke to you?
當然 不是我干的 Sure, because I didn't do it.
那好 Okay.
朱麗葉 你還記得我們玩的游戲的 Juliet, do you remember the rules of the game
- 規則嗎 - 專家水平 that we've been playing? - Expert level.
只有當輸家不覺得自己輸了時 才算我贏 I only win if the loser doesn't think they lost.
要是我讓他們生氣或者受傷了 就算我輸 If I upset them or hurt them, I lose.
正是 Correct.
因此當你打折奧利的手時 你輸了 So when you smashed Ollie's hand, you lost.
除非不是我打折了奧利的手 Except I didn't smash Ollie's hand.
我剛剛是開玩笑好嗎 I was joking.
我覺得你撒謊 I don't think you're telling the truth.
- 現在還是之前 - 現在 Right now or before? - Now.
我覺得你是在撒謊 為了自保 I think you're lying to protect yourself.
- 最終回答 - 這不是一場游戲 朱麗葉 Final answer? - This is not a game, Juliet.
我們不是在玩游戲 This is not the game!
好吧 Okay.
對不起 我不該吼你的 I'm sorry. I shouldn't have yelled.
的確不太專業 It wasn't very professional.
好吧 Okay.
接下來我想這么辦 Here's what I want.
我希望 關于奧利受傷這件事 I want you to tell me one true thing
你能跟我說一句真話 about Ollie's hand.
一句真話就行 One true thing, that's it.
是路易莎干的 Luisa did it.
路易莎 Luisa.
你好啊 路易莎 Luisa, hi.
能和你說句話嗎 Can I see you for a second please?
我感覺手腕沒事 My wrist feels fine.
我想下樓給別人搭把手 I'd love to get back downstairs in case anyone needs my help.
他們不需要你的幫助 They don't.
給我乖乖躺平 I need you to hold still.
- 怎么了 - 我忍不住想 What? - I was just wondering
為什么你這么煩他 why he annoys you so much.
我看每個人都覺得煩 Everyone annoys me this much.
多謝告知 Good to know.
現在的世界混亂不堪 The world's a disaster right now.
我們都得出力來幫助世界恢復秩序 We all need to pitch in to try to fix it.
我對這種空有行頭 幫不上忙的人沒有耐心 Got no patience for someone dressing up pretending to.
沒有骨折 他的腿和身體軀干 Well, there's no fractures or internal damage
- 內部也沒有受損 - 怎么可能 to his legs or trunk. - It's crazy.
- 就好像他真的是鋼鐵之軀一樣 - 他不是 It's like he's made of steel. - He's not.
你看 Look.
有一處腦出血 A brain bleed.
米娜 Mina.
不要掛電話
我有話對你說
你是對的 You were right.
我對你一無所知 I don't know the first thing about you,
但是 我想了解你 but, uh, I want to.
真的很想 I really do.
所以求你了 我們能再試一次嗎 So, please, can we just try again?
算了 沒意義的 我不會搬去迪拜了
你
我不明白
我要搬到我男友家去
我們會結婚的
真的嗎 Really? Um...
- 米娜 你才十六歲 - 十六歲又怎樣 Mina, you're 16. - 16, so what?
結婚是人生大事 So marriage is a big decision,
除非你真的想和對方共度余生 and it should really only come from wanting
否則就不該輕易結婚 to spend the rest of your life with someone.
你對你的男友是這種感覺嗎 Is that how you feel about your boyfriend?
不是 但總比被迫住到 No, but it's better than being forced
我討厭的地方去強 to live somewhere I hate.
好吧 不不不 好的 Okay, no, no, no, okay,
那我們也能再給你找個地方住 then we'll find you someplace else.
哪里 Where?
我不知道 但我們可以嘗試
沒有別的地方了
嫁給阿里是唯一的出路
你愿意住在我這嗎
紐約嗎 New York?
沙氏鉗 Satinsky.
那輛巴士把這孩子的股骨傷得很重 That bus really did a number on this kid's femur.
是的 然后股骨碎片又劃傷了 Yeah, and a splintered femur did a number
他的股動脈 on the femoral artery.
申醫生 這是感染了嗎 Dr. Shin, is this infected?
- 護士 觸摸檢查他的手指 - 又硬又涼 Nurse, palpate that finger. - Hard and cold.
毛細血管回流緩慢 Slow capillary refill.
不是被感染了 他整根手指的血液供給被切斷了 That's not infected. The whole finger's clotted off.
赫克托出現彌散性血管內凝血癥狀 準備手術室 Hector's in DIC. Book an OR.
傷口擾亂了他血液內部的 The trauma's upset the fibrin activation balance
纖維蛋白活化平衡 in his blood.
他隨時會發心臟病 He could have a heart attack any minute.
恕我直言 但為什么以前的醫生 No disrespect, but how come
都是男性白人 all old-timey doctors were white dudes?
并不是 但但是我們只招男性白人 They weren't, but they were the only ones we hired.
一起來 Shall we?
管控經濟 *Mastered economics*
沒事 沒事 種族歧視 Good, good, racist.
拿著 Here.
- 這是唱哪出 - 外科實驗 -What's going on here? - Surgical experimentation.
歧視女性 Sexist.
種族歧視者 Racist, racist,
種族歧視者 racist, racist.
看那些奴隸主 *Look at all these slave masters*
拿你的錢顯擺 *Posing on your dollar*
強制絕育 Forced sterilization.
奴隸主拿你的錢顯擺 *Slave masters posing on your dollar*
震耳欲聾 引人深思 * Deafening reckoning *
還有反同性戀者 And homophobe.
厭惡女性者 Misogynist.
你不過是賺錢的工具 *For you it's just money*
不是的 媽媽 閉閥門是關水用的 No, Mama, the shutoff valve stops the water.
是的 Right.
不不不 等等 No, no, no, wait, wait, wait.
還是我叫個管子工來修吧 免得你把自己弄傷 Just let me call a plumber so you won't hurt your--
老天 Oh, dear!
弗洛伊德 對不起老兄 你還好嗎 Oh, Floyd, sorry, buddy. - Are you all right?
我只是 努力終結種族歧視 Just, uh, working on ending racism
卻忘了放上 油漆未干 的標牌 and forgot to put out the wet paint sign.
你用油漆來終結歧視嗎 You're ending racism with paint?
是的 不是 那也太傻了 Yeah, well, no. That would be...silly.
這只是我們要終結歧視決心 This is just a symbol of our commitment
的象征罷了 to ending racism.
好吧 那你會做出切實的政策改革來確保這件事嗎 Okay, uh, and it'll be backed with real policy change?
- 當然 - 從什么開始 Oh, yeah, absolutely. - Starting with?
從 從什么開始呢 Starting with... starting with, uh...
你知道 我還在分析現狀和 well, you know, still analyzing the facts and--
你對黑人醫生比白人醫生少拿35%的酬勞 How about the fact that Black doctors
有什么看法 get paid 35% less than white doctors do?
- 這里不存在吧 - 存在 Not here. - Yeah, here.
這里嗎 Here? - Mm-hmm.
- 但是 你也是嗎 - 是的 But--even you? - Even me.
他們拿我的披肩怎么著了 What did they do with my cape?
應該有人幫你裝起來了吧 I'm sure someone bagged it.
別擔心 很安全的 Don't worry. It's safe.
在時代廣場工作是什么感覺 So what's it like working in Times Square?
可好了呢 Oh, it's the best. Ha.
從小到大 Ever since I was a kid,
我一心當個英雄 all I ever wanted to be was a hero.
- 超人是你的首選 - 不是 Always Superman? - No.
我想當個警察 或者入伍 消防員也挺好的 I wanted to be a cop, maybe a soldier, a firefighter.
那你為什么沒當成呢 And why didn't you?
我試過 但我不滿足他們對體型的要求 I tried, but I didn't meet any of the size requirements.
我個子太小 不夠格 I've always been too small to make a real difference.
但我一披上斗篷 But when I put on that cape...
墨菲 Hey, Murph.
無論高矮胖瘦 都能成為英雄 Being a hero has got nothing to do with size.
路易莎 有什么事情 So, Luisa, do you have anything at all
你想告訴我嗎 that you want to tell me?
- 關于什么 - 不知道 About what? - I don't know.
比如奧利的手 I was thinking about Ollie's hand.
我有點擔心奧利的手 I was thinking about Ollie's hand.
- 是你弄傷了他的手嗎 - 不是 Did you hurt Ollie's hand? - No.
- 你傷到奧利的手沒有 - 沒有 - Did you hurt Ollie's hand? - No.
但朱麗葉說是你干的 Well, Juliet, she says that you did.
是嗎 朱麗葉說是你傷的 Well, Juliet, she says that you did.
- 她這么說 - 是的 她是這樣說的 She did? - Yeah, she did.
- 她說的 - 是的 - She did? - Yeah, she did.
好吧 那是我干的 Then...I did.
那 就是我傷的吧 Then...I did.
別 別順著我的意思回答問題 好嗎 No, don't tell me what you think I wanna hear, okay?
別這樣 不要因為我這么說 你就這么說 No, don't tell me what you think I wanna hear, okay?
告訴我真話就好 You just tell me the truth.
你就講實話就行 You just tell me the truth.
是我干的 I am.
我講的是實話 I am.
路易莎 路易莎 能讓我看看你的手嗎 Luisa, Luisa, can I see your hand please?
路易薩 路易薩 把手給我看看好嗎 Luisa, Luisa, can I see your hand please?
沒事的 沒事 It's okay. It's okay.
沒事的 別擔心 It's okay. It's okay.
我就看一眼 好嗎 I just need to take a peek, okay?
- 這是朱麗葉干的嗎 - 不是 - Did Juliet do that to you? - No.
她永遠不會知道我們倆談過話 She will never know that you talked to me.
我向你保證 I promise you that.
我要確保她以后再也不會傷害你 I just wanna make sure that she never, ever hurts you again.
- 你明白嗎 - 朱麗葉沒有傷過我 - Do you understand? - Juliet didn't hurt me.
我可是她的朋友 I'm her friend.
朱麗葉是這樣說的嗎 Juliet said that?
她說你是她朋友 She told you that you're her friend?
是的 我是她唯一的朋友 Yes, her only friend.
- 來這邊走 - 我中午飯還在 - Right this way. - I have lunch in--
是的 我懂 我懂 Yeah, I know. I know.
我們馬上就好 快來 We'll be done in a second. Come on in.
謝謝你的配合 布魯醫生 Thank you, Dr. Bloom.
好的 那么我就開門見山了哈 Okay, so, guys, I'm just gonna dive right in.
我召集大家過來 So the reason that I've asked you all here...
你確定是來四樓的儲物間嗎 To the fourth floor storage room?
是的 That's right.
為了謹慎起見 Is to exercise a little discretion
叫大家來一起討論一個不太愉快的話題 錢 and discuss something that is a little uncomfortable--money.
現在這個房間里的人 All of you in this room
都是我們醫院收入最高的醫生 are the highest earning doctors at New Amsterdam,
所以我想向大家提議 也包括我自己 so I'm gonna ask all of you, including myself,
主動放棄10%的薪水 to renounce 10% of your salaries.
- 你說什么 - 什么 Excuse me? - What?
- 等一下 - 你在開玩笑嗎 - Uh, wait? - Is this a joke?
沒有 我沒開玩笑 Not a j--not a joke, actually.
我們大家一起把這部分工資 We are going to take that money from our collective reductions
重新分配給在這家醫院工作的 and carefully redistribute it to the physicians of color
少數族裔醫生 who work in this hospital
以此對抗系統性的薪酬歧視 despite systemic pay discrimination.
你是想讓我們給少數族裔補償工資嗎 Are you suggesting reparations?
是的 就這個意思 大家看 Yeah, kind of. See?
哈羅德已經明白了 Harold gets it.
但是他們工資低又不是我們決定的 But we didn't hand out subpar salaries.
- 是衛健委決定的 - 正確 非常正確 - HCC did. - No, true, very true.
但是 我們占了衛健委的便宜 But, well, we benefit from it.
好吧 那為什么你不能給非白人醫生 Okay, so then why don't you just raise the salaries
- 漲工資呢 - 問得好 of the non-white physicians? - Right, yes.
這個想法非常好 哈羅德 Another very good idea, Harold.
你今天思維很活躍 但是這招行不通 Really kind of on fire today, but I tried that.
我已經試過了 但是衛健委付不起 I tried that, and HCC could not afford it.
那你有沒有發現男性醫生工資 Did you notice that the wage gap
- 比女性醫生工資高的多呢 - 是 - is even wider for women? - Yeah.
女性薪水也比男性低10% 所以把女醫生叫來干嘛 10% worse, in fact, so why are women here?
說的好 但是我們現在不是在討論 Right, well, of course, but we're not discussing gender
- 性別歧視的問題 - 好的 - at the moment-- - Oh, okay.
那什么時候能探討一下呢 So when's that meeting?
性別歧視的問題可以安排在 That meeting is gonna be scheduled right--
我就知道白人醫生在一起密謀什么 I knew there was secret white doctor meetings.
- 說的好 我和你一起出去 - 布魯姆醫生 - Yeah, I'm gonna go with you. - Dr. Bloom.
大家伙 我再說一件事 Uh, guys, let me just say one more thing.
等一下 等等 大家伙 等等啊 Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait. Guys, guys, guys, hold on.
等一等 先把門關上 Hold on. Shut the door.
就一秒 拜托了 讓我說完 Wait, one second please. If I could finish.
我們每個人只需要犧牲一點點 It's not a lot to ask, and it's really gonna help
就能幫助到很多人 不過感謝大家到場 a lot of people, but thank you so much for listening.
牽引器 Richardson retractor.
- 心搏停止 - 腎上腺素 口徑10的注射器 - Asystole. - EPI and a ten gauge.
沒有反應 No response.
心跳沒了 Heart's gone.
還不能放棄 I'm not calling it.
- 雷諾茲醫生 - 讓他試一下 - Dr. Reynolds. - Give him a minute.
堅持住啊 赫克托 Come on, Hector.
準備體外循環心臟手術 Initiate cardiac bypass.
這樣至少他還能再挺幾個小時 At least we can give him a few more hours.
心臟移植手術 Heart transplant?
他還是個孩子啊 He's just a child.
是的 小兒心臟移植手術 Yes, and pediatric heart transplant recipients
對尺寸要求更加嚴格 have challenging size restrictions.
但他現在已經處于心肺轉流的狀態 But being on bypass puts him
只要獲得捐贈的心臟 他就能接受手術 at the very top of the donor list.
不要失去信心 Don't lose hope for a match.
雷諾茲醫生 我很愛我的兒子 Dr. Reynolds, I love my boy
愛他勝過世間一切 more than anything in the world.
但我怎么能期望別人的兒子把心臟捐給他呢 But how can I hope for another boy's heart?
你說呢 Hmm?
你有沒有聽過一個術語叫 交叉歧視 Have you heard of this term intersectionality?
當然聽過 你呢 Of course. Haven't you?
我谷歌了一下才知道有這個詞 Yeah, of course, after I googled it.
這樣啊 那等你把種族問題解決了 Right, well, once you solve racism,
你可以搞一款 每日一詞 的日歷 you can put out a word of the day calendar.
雖然你在開玩笑 但是這個點子不錯 I know you're joking, but that's not a bad idea.
是這樣的 我想向你道歉 Look, I want to apologize.
我之前把整件事情壓到你身上 It was really unfair of me for trying to dump
- 是我不對 - 聽到你這么說真好 - that whole thing on you. - Thank you.
我很感激 I appreciate that.
沒事 我現在有個更好的提議 Yeah, so I have a better proposition.
這樣啊 我不信 Huh, I can't believe it.
你可以做我的 Yeah, you could be my--oh.
做我的搭檔 醫務協理主任 Be my partner. Co-medical directors.
先別急著拒絕 你想想我們兩個在一起工作 And before you say anything, just think about how great
多么棒呀 we'd be together, you know?
你對術語很了解 I mean, you know the terminology,
我對醫院系統很了解 我覺得 and I know the system, and I just think...
你在我身邊的時候我總是更優秀 You know, I'm always better when you're around,
然后我就越發覺得 and it's starting to be obvious to me that--
別說了 Stop.
- 別說話了 - 抱歉 - Stop talking. - Sorry.
- 你想上廁所 我還 - 不 - You're trying to pee, and-- - No.
我就是讓你 真的別說話了 Just actually, like, just stop talking.
你有沒有發現 你總是在走路的時候 Have you ever noticed that you always present
講述你宏偉的計劃 your big plans while you're walking and talking?
這是不是讓你感覺自己充滿干勁 I think that it gives you a sense of momentum
鼓舞人心 that feels encouraging.
但這一切都是幻覺 因為這座醫院 But it's actually an illusion, because this building
就是一個限制我們的盒子 is a box, Max,
你一直在原地打轉 and you're walking in circles,
或許有時候 and while that might sometimes be enough time
你偶爾能想出一劑特效藥 for you to come up with a quick fix,
但這治標不治本啊 you're not gonna fix this
因為 真不敢相信我居然要說出這種話 because, and I can't believe I actually have to say this,
但是 系統性的種族歧視 but...systemic racism
根本就與你無關 isn't about you.
你想要個答案 But you want answers.
那就耐心地等著 Well, then just hold still.
安安靜靜地 Just be quiet, and just...
然后多聽聽那些你想要幫助的人 Just really listen to the people
是怎么說的 that you say you wanna help.
沒有什么革命性的辦法 也跳不出體制的束縛 It's not revolutionary, it's not outside of the box,
更沒有什么特效藥可以一蹴而就 and it is certainly not gonna be a quick fix.
但是你如果你連這都做不到 And if you can't-- if you can't handle that,
那你就根本不是在幫忙 then you're not an ally at all.
你不過又一個有白人救世主情結的 You're just another semi-woke liberal
半覺醒的自由黨罷了 with a white savior complex.
好了 我們來這里是因為 All right, we are here because I want you
我想讓你自己看看你干的事情 to see firsthand the damage that you've done
這樣你就明白為什么是你輸了 and understand why you've lost the game.
我沒有輸 But I didn't lose.
這兩個孩子的傷都是你導致的 Two kids are hurt because of you,
很遺憾我不能再讓你待在這了 and I'm afraid that you can't stay here anymore.
我沒有輸 I didn't lose.
我要聯系你父母 I'm gonna have to call your parents.
我沒有輸 I didn't lose the game!
這游戲你都玩不過我 I'm better at the game than you are!
你才輸了 You're the one who lost.
你傷害了路易莎 被奧利發現了 You hurt Luisa, and when Ollie found out,
于是你又傷了奧利 是這樣的嗎 you hurt him too. Is that what happened?
就是這樣的 對嗎 That's what happened, right?
- 不是 - 別看她 - No. - Don't look at her.
我不管她跟你們說了什么 但她可不是你們的朋友 I don't care what she told you. She is not your friend.
- 我是他們的朋友 - 朱麗葉 別說話 - Yes, I am. - Juliet, not another word.
對不起 我必須得招了 I'm sorry. I have to.
這一切都是從 It started when--
都怪路易薩 她先來攻擊了我 It was Luisa! She just attacked me!
因為他一直拽我 這都是你干的 Because he kept grabbing me! You did this.
他一直想牽我的手 我怎么也阻止不了他 He kept trying to hold my hand even when I told him to stop.
那你為什么不告訴我 Why didn't you tell me?
因為奧利說他只是想牽我手 Because Ollie said he wouldn't get in trouble
還說我告訴你也沒用 for just trying to hold my hand,
- 但是我只想阻止他 - 你好幼稚 - but I wanted him to stop. - You're being a baby.
錯 她才不幼稚 你麻煩大了 No, she is not, and you are in trouble.
奧利 奧利 Ollie--Ollie.
謝謝 把他帶到他房間 Thank you. Take him to his room.
我怎么說的來著 Told you.
喂
我們分手了
我和阿里分了
你說得對
我才不想嫁給他 這愚蠢極了
不過我想回紐約了
你改變主意了 是嗎 You changed your mind, didn't you?
這 這有點復雜 It's, um...it's complicated.
我工作離不開 My job is all-consuming,
我公寓不適合孩子住 my apartment is not made for kids,
這個城市也 太大了 and this city is-- it's big.
但我真的很在乎你 米娜 But I do care about you, Mina,
我發誓 我會照看好你 and I promise I will check on you
我會滿足你的需要 and make sure you have everything you need
我給你錢 幫你申請大學 with money or with help with college applications.
所以 基本來說
你的生活容不下家人了
我可不是這樣說的
不 我爸爸說你就是這種人 No, that's what my father said about you.
我覺得他說得對 I guess he was right.
我早該知道 一般的麻醉 I should have known that regular anesthesia
怎么可能配得上 would be no match for Sup--
- 手術很成功吧 - 是的 - The surgery was successful. - It was.
頭上的鉆孔釋放了壓力 The burr hole relieved pressure,
但血流已經造成不小傷害 but the bleed had already done too much damage.
他再也醒不過來了 He's not going to wake up.
好吧 Okay.
我去查找下他親屬了 I'm going to look for next of kin.
好的 Yeah.
你確定有時間嗎 You sure you got time for this?
我有的是時間 I got all the time in the world.
我和另外三個白人醫生 I started treating patients here
一起來這家醫院工作的 the same time as three other white residents,
但你知道過了多久 高層才注意到我的嗎 but you know how long it took the department chair
大膽猜一猜 to learn my name? Go ahead, guess.
然后我再告訴你 我花了多久 Then I'll tell you how long it took for him
才讓他不再叫我互助妹 to stop calling me sister girl.
sister girl 美國非裔稱呼女子的方言
我不是女外科醫生 也不是波多黎各外科醫生 I'm not a female surgeon. I'm not a Puerto Rican surgeon.
我是外科醫生 出類拔萃的那種 I'm a surgeon, and I'm one of the best.
保姆 Nanny.
我周圍有孩子嗎 你沒看到我帶著的徽標嗎 Do you see children around me? I mean, I'm wearing my badge.
- 看不到嗎 - 我不是翻譯 Hello? - I'm not the translator.
聽著 你不用一天到晚 Listen, you don't have to speak Spanish
跟我講西班牙語 我說英語的 to me all the time. I speak English.
出現誤診 是因為測試沒有考慮到 It was misdiagnosed because the test didn't account
黑人的肌酸水平更高 for higher creatine levels in Black folk.
不管我跟他們強調多少遍 And no matter how many times I tell 'em,
聽我說 這是鐮狀細胞 "Yo, it's sickle cell,"
白人醫生總是讓我先做藥檢 white doctors always have me take a drug test.
再歸咎到保險那邊 我都服了 Blamed it on insurance. I'm like, "For real?"
一個白人男性婦科醫生 How does a white male gynecologist
怎么就比我更懂我的痛苦了 know my pain better than I do?
我四代都是美國人 Four generations U.S.
我新出生的寶寶不需要注射結核病疫苗 My newborn does not need a TB shot.
我是沒有綠卡 I don't have a green card,
但我有美國護照 but I do have an American passport.
我最遠只出過新澤西州啊 The only border I ever cross is New Jersey.
我讀了12年書 I didn't go to school for 12 years
不是學習怎么多微笑的 to learn how to smile more.
當雷諾茲醫生當上主任醫師的時候 你覺得 When Dr. Reynolds made chair, do you think people asked
大家會問他的爸爸是否驕傲嗎 if his dad was proud?
他們聽到我聲音時 我能看到他們的表情變化 I see how they look at me the moment they hear my voice.
他說 在性別問題上 我們不可能 He said we can't all be enlightened as you
都像你一樣開明 about gender.
麥克斯 重要的不是記住我的人稱代詞 Max, it's not really about remembering my pronouns.
而是當我告訴你我是誰的時候 It's about actually believing me
你的理解和信任 when I tell you who I am.
我不知道還有多少像我們一樣的人 I don't know how many of us there are.
艾滋病患者 AIDs. - SIDs.
- 混血 - 多民族 Mixed race. - Multiethnic.
- 以上都不是 - 土著嗎 None of the above. - Indigenous?
那可能是世界上任何一個地方 That can be from any part of the world.
我是印第安人 I am a Native American.
大家冠以我們各種稱呼 賤人 People call me many things-- bitch.
- 拉美妞 - 浣熊 黑鬼 Chola. - Coon. Spook.
- 脆弱 - 無所不有 Fragile. - List goes on and on.
- 其他 - 其他 Other. - Other.
其他 Other.
所以我欠你一個道歉 So I owe you a huge apology.
我等著呢 I'm waiting.
對不起 I'm sorry.
對不起我懷疑了你 I am very sorry that I doubted you.
更糟的是 No, worse. I--
我都沒等你走進我辦公室 I decided that you were guilty before you ever even
就把這事怪在你頭上 真的對不起 set foot in my office, and I am sorry.
作為醫生 你不應該這么武斷 Seems judgmental for a doctor.
我同意 I agree.
我應該對你的進步 更有信心 And I should have had more faith in your progress,
對你也是 in you, honestly.
奧利是個壞小孩 但我不會為了傷害他 Ollie is bad, but I would never lose the game
- 而輸掉比賽 - 我相信你 just to hurt him... - Yeah, I believe you.
所以我教給路易莎要怎么做 So I told Luisa how to do it.
你做了什么 You did what?
我教路易莎怎么到沒人的地方 I told Luisa how to get him alone
跟他獨處 我告訴她應該用那扇門 where no one would see, and I told her to use the door
因為她的身材正合適 because it was the best way for someone her size--
不不 朱麗葉 你不能這么做 No, no, Juliet, no, you can't do that.
你不能教孩子去傷害別的小朋友 You can't teach kids to hurt other kids.
我教會她如何保護自己 I taught her how to defend herself.
- 這不是你的職責 - 但她是我的朋友 That is not your job. - But she's my friend.
你真的把路易莎當朋友嗎 Do you really consider Luisa to be your friend?
對 Yes.
很好 Okay.
好 Okay.
游戲新規是 New rule to the game.
你不能幫助任何人去傷害別人 You can't help anyone hurt someone else.
一旦這么做 你就輸了 If you do, you lose.
- 從現在開始嗎 - 對現在開始 Starting now? - Yeah, starting now.
所以我還贏著 對吧 So I'm still winning, right?
對 Right.
你沒輸 You're still winning.
你的2021聆聽之旅進行得還不錯吧 Heard about your 2021 listening tour.
今早我在地鐵上 I was on the subway this morning,
看到一個跟露娜一樣大的黑人小男孩 and there was this toddler who's a cute little Black boy
他在好奇地探索世界 around Luna's age, and he was just exploring,
跑來跑去什么的 然后有個人 you know, running around, and this random guy
開始對他母親大喊 starts yelling at this kid's mom.
管好你那熊孩子 "Control your damn kid."
那個人嘴上不說 但心里知道 And...that guy would deny it.
如果是露娜這樣跑來跑去 沒人會朝她喊 But when Luna runs around like that, nobody yells at her.
恰恰相反 你知道嗎 I mean, it's the opposite, you know?
大家會朝她微笑 People smile
模仿她的聲音跟她聊天 and do funny little voices, and...
露娜可以在善意中安全地探索這個世界 Luna gets to grow up seeing the world as safe, friendly,
而那個孩子 and that kid...
得到的卻是吼叫 gets screamed at...
他的母親每天 and his mom gets to be on high alert
都得緊繃精神 every second of every day
因為知道總會有人 knowing there's always another guy
隨時朝她大喊 或者讓她的兒子覺得愧疚 who's ready to yell at her kid or make him feel small
或者哪一天 or one day...
都能殺了他 Or one day kill him.
你知道我對車上的那個種族主義者說了什么嗎 Do you know what I said to that racist on the train?
什么都沒說 Nothing.
因為直到下車前 Because I didn't even realize it
我都沒察覺這不對 until I got off the train.
我不是讓你 Look, I'm not gonna ask you
解決一切 to fix everything.
我只想讓你知道 I just want you to know that I'm grateful...
我很感激有你在 That you're here.
這一路很艱難 It's been hard...
但知道有你在 But it's been easier...
我很心安 knowing that you are here.
我來是通知你 I'm here to inform you
我要卸去醫務副主任的職位了 that I'm stepping down as Deputy Medical Director.
很抱歉 時機不太理想 I'm sorry that it's poor timing.
這份工作對我來說意味著很多 The job has meant so much to me.
但現在我需要把精力放在別的事情上 But I have to focus on other things right now.
好的 Okay, okay.
好 Okay.
謝謝你聽我說完 Thank you for listening.
你的病人的體型要求很難匹配 But your patient's size is limiting.
我20分鐘后再問問 I'll try again in 20 minutes.
超人的事我很抱歉 勞倫 I'm sorry about Superman, Lauren.
今天發生的一切都沒有意義 Nothing about today feels like it makes sense.
也許有呢 Maybe it does.
器官捐獻者
他曾覺得自己身材太小 無法發揮作用 He thought he was too small to really make a difference.
BGM: New World Coming - Nina Simone's
一個新世界即將到來 * There's a new world coming *
它就在轉角 *And it's just around the bend *
一個新世界即將到來 There's a new world coming
眼前的這個即將結束 *This one's coming to an end *
這是一個嶄新的早晨 * There's a brand-new morning *
一個清澈甜蜜又自由的早晨 * Rising clear and sweet and free *
新的一天降臨了 * There's a new day dawning
它屬于你和我 That belongs to you and me
一個新世界即將到來 * There's a new world coming*
眼前的這個即將結束 * This one's coming to an end *
一個新的聲音在呼喚 * There's a new voice calling *
只要用心聆聽 就聽得見 * And you can hear it if you try *
這是一個嶄新的早晨 There's a brand-new morning *
一個清澈甜蜜又自由的早晨 * Rising clear and sweet and free *
新的一天降臨了 * There's a new day dawning *
它屬于你和我 * That belongs to you and me
對 一個嶄新的世界 * Yes, a new world's coming *
一個嶄新的世界即將到來 * Yes, a new world's coming
他屬于你和我 * That belongs to you and me
喂 媽媽 Hey, Mama.
對 我馬上就回家 Yeah, yeah, yeah, I'll be home soon.
你想讓我做那個吃嗎 Yeah, yeah, you want me to cook that up?
那我做給你吃 I can cook that up.
我一到家就做 我要先去趟商店 Soon as I get there. I just gotta go to the store.
我今天跟麥克斯談過了 I met with Max today
我會卸任醫務副主任一職 to step down as Deputy Medical Director.
是嗎 Oh, yeah?
為什么 Why is that?
因為米娜要來紐約 'Cause Mina's coming to New York
跟我一起住 to live with me. - Mm.
- 所以你改變主意了 - 對 So you changed your mind? - I did.
跟米娜一起住 了解我的家人 Having Mina here with me, getting to know my family,
感覺是正確的選擇 that's what feels right. - Mm.
那我為你感到興奮 Well, then I'm very excited.
但是 一旦我這么做 Um, but if I'm gonna do this,
就意味著我要全身心投入進去 then I have to put my whole self into it.
我的一切精力 都要投入在她身上 Everything I have has to go to her.
那當然 我也會盡量幫你的 Of course. I'll help in any way I can.
不 你不用 No, you won't.
因為我的一切精力 'Cause everything I have...
都要放在她身上 Has to go to her.
你真的想要這樣嗎 This is what you want?
我想要什么已經不重要了 But it's not about me anymore.
一個清澈甜蜜和自由的早晨 * Rising clear and sweet and free *
又是新的一天 * There's a new day dawning*
這一天屬于你和我 * That belongs to you and me*
對 一個新世界即將來臨 * Yes, a new world's coming *
你打算拿這墻怎么辦 So what are you gonna do about this?
我完全沒想好 I have absolutely no idea.
不知道該掛什么才不會冒犯別人 No idea what to put up that won't offend someone
或者讓人覺得不受歡迎 或者顯得太空洞 or exclude someone else or seem too hollow
或者太煽情 我 or--or too charged. I...
從我來到這里 我第一次 For the first time since I got here...
不知道該為這所醫院的人 I have absolutely no idea what to do
做點什么 for the people in this hospital.
很好 Good.
很好 這有什么好 Good? Uh, why is that good?
你不能只想著為別人服務 You're not supposed to do things for people.
不是長久之計 麥克斯 That's not sustainable, Max.
但如果你能找到人一起合作 But if you do things with people,
你們就能發起一場運動 you can start a movement.
你需要什么 要什么給什么 What do you need? Say the word, and it's yours.
一個新辦公室 A new office.
這樣就能結束新阿姆斯特丹醫院的 How is that gonna end systemic racism
- 系統性種族歧視了嗎 - 因為我的新辦公室 at New Amsterdam? - Because my new office
就在你的旁邊 is going to be right next to yours.