- 哇 - 沒錯 - Whoa. - Mm-hmm.
- 哇 - 你好啊 - Whoa. - Oh, hello.
不好意思 我之前按了暫停 - Oh, sorry, I had the TV on pause earlier.
你不止這一件事按了暫停 - Now it's not the only thing you have on pause.
- 怎么了 - 那玩意兒哪去了 - What's wrong? - Where is that thing?
我得把這個關了 這就對了 I need to turn this off. There we go.
嘿 馬丁 Hey, Martin.
嘿 Hey.
我喜歡跟你在一起 I like seeing you.
- 好吧 - 沒錯 - Okay. - Yeah.
馬丁 我做不到 抱歉 很抱歉 - Yeah, Martin, I can't. I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
我做不到 I can't.
你不必道歉 You don't have to apologize.
抱歉 我只是 你也知道 I'm sorry, I just, you know.
我愛你 只是有些事情 I love you, I just-- these issues are--
我知道 我說了 I know. I said...
你不必道歉 you don't have to apologize.
我理解的 I get it.
我說真的 Really.
反正也已經很晚了 It's late anyway.
醫 院 革 命
我們歷經至暗時刻 "We have seen some dark days.
經歷了一場致命的疫情 疫情爆發的中心就在我們腳下 "A deadly pandemic, its epicenter right here
紐約市 "in New York City.
成千上萬美國人被奪去了生命 "Americans dying by the thousands,
美國人必須在恐懼中獨自面對命運的折磨 "forced to face their fates scared and alone.
也許有時你感覺這場風暴永遠不會停歇 "Sometimes it feels like the storm will never end.
但請相信 "But believe this:
它一定會停歇 "it will end.
你會讓它停歇 You will make it end."
這些話寫于1985年 Those words were written in 1985
也是在這家醫院生死存亡之際 as this hospital faced,
正如此刻一樣 not the crisis we're in now,
但當時流行的是另一種病毒 but a different one:
艾滋病 the AIDS epidemic.
今天 我們齊聚此地紀念全國艾滋病檢測日 So, here to honor National HIV Testing Day,
讓我們一起歡迎那位寫下這些話的人 please welcome the man who wrote those words.
也是我的偶像 My personal hero,
新阿姆斯特丹醫院前院長 the former Medical Director of New Amsterdam,
喬治·赫爾姆斯醫生 Dr. George Helms.
謝謝你 古德溫醫生 Thank you, Dr. Goodwin.
很榮幸今天 I'm so proud
能來到這里 在這樣的一個日子 to be here on a day when we offer free care
我們醫院向每一位艾滋病病人 to every HIV patient
提供免費的醫療服務 that has come through these doors.
無論病人是否有醫保 無論保額夠不夠 Undocumented, uninsured, under-insured.
我們都會免費治療 費用全包 It's top-to-toe coverage, and it's on the house.
太好了 講得好 Yes, amazing.
露娜被托兒所開除了 Luna's banned from daycare.
開除了 Banned?
懲罰一下就行了嘛 別搞這么嚴重 C-can't you just give her a detention or something?
抱歉 麥克斯 但我們對咬人的行徑零容忍 I'm sorry, Max, but we take biting very seriously.
- 她咬人了嗎 - 本來就有前科 還累犯不改 - Biting? - Especially repeat offenders.
她在長牙 沒你說的那么嚴重 She's teething. She's not a felon.
這樣 我去安慰她 她要能冷靜下來 Look, let me come up there, and I will calm her down,
你就在給她一次機會吧 and then you can give her a second chance.
我已經給了三次機會了 We've given her three.
已經三次了嗎 Three?
她有家人在這邊嗎 Is any family around?
我岳父母在 但是 My in-laws, but, uh,
你也知道我們的工作時間 you know what our hours are like.
她如果不在這里日托 我永遠 If she's not here, I'm never gonna--
都沒時間見到她 I'm never gonna see her.
特效 老y
瑪莎 我可沒得選啊 Marsha, I don't have a plan B.
我也是 麥克斯 抱歉了 Neither do I, Max. I'm sorry.
我會把露娜帶過來 I'll bring up Luna.
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翻譯 蓮子米 廿八
卡普爾醫生
伊基 伊基 聽著 Ig, Ig, look.
我告訴凱西我只會離開急診室十分鐘 I told Casey I'd be out of the E.D. for like, ten minutes.
翻譯 歐若拉歐小姐
我知道 別急 他現在 Yeah, no, any second now he's gonna
隨時有可能穿過那扇門進來 你馬上就會看到 walk through that door and his sweet smile's
校對 歐若拉歐小姐
他的笑臉會點亮他的大光頭 gonna light up that perfectly round bald head of his, kay?
驚不驚喜意不意外 Surprise!
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快把門關上 Shut the door, shut the--
- 他還沒到嗎 - 還沒 還沒 - He's not here yet? - Nope, nope.
伊基 我真的要走了 Ig, look, I really got to go.
別 別 別 No, no, no.
我再給艾拉發個消息 先別急著吃 Let me text Ella one more time. Don't--don't eat those.
- 幫我把祝福帶到 - 你猜怎么著 - Say hi for me. - Um, you know what?
我其實只是來透個氣 Actually I just wanted to pop my head in real quick,
- 我得趕快回去了 - 等下 再等下啊大家 - and I got to get back to work. - Wait, wait, guys.
他差點死了 你們難道不記得了嗎 Have you forgotten that he almost died?
他得了新冠 又做了大手術 Okay, he had COVID, he had open heart surgery,
他好不容易才康復過來 then he battled through a hellish rehab.
今天 我們的老朋友終于要回來了 Now today, our friend is coming back here
我就只希望大家能花十分鐘 and I want to celebrate him for ten minutes
為他慶賀一下 of your time, please.
驚不驚喜意不意外 Surprise!
- 我去 - 抱歉我來晚了 - Shoot! - Sorry I'm late,
- 我剛剛在忙 - 艾格尼斯 - I was working on my toast. - Agnes--
- 怎么 他還沒來嗎 - 沒有 - What, he's not here yet? - No.
沒錯 要不這樣 幫我把祝福帶到 Yeah, you know what? Give him my love.
- 替我祝福他 - 別這樣 弗洛伊德 - Just give him my love. - C'mon, Floyd--
讓他來急診室給我打個招呼 Just tell him to come into the E.D. and say hey.
布倫斯特 你也該回去了 Oh, Brunstetter, you're back on too.
馬上 等我拿點糕點 Let me grab one more of these pastry things,
- 我來啦 - 這叫印度炸糖球 - and then I am right behind you. - They're called laddu
而且我要用它來裝飾字母 布倫斯特 and they're decorative, Brunstetter.
天啦 你們怎么回事 God, what is wrong with you people?
就十分鐘都不行嗎 你至少可以把門帶上吧 Ten minutes! Guys, ten min-- shut the door, at least.
就 Just--
poop在英語里是便便的意思
這下好了 現在變成卡屁屁了 Great, now it says "Kapoop."
你們可以開始擺椅子了 And then you start placing one on each of the seats.
也別忘了分發一下筆 好嗎 Oh, and please don't forget the pens, okay?
謝謝 Thank you.
你這么緊張干嘛 Uh, why are you all jittery?
因為馬上要來一大批 Because we're about to be hit
艾滋病病人 with an influx of HIV patients,
椅子之間間距6尺的話 and with 6 feet between each chair,
我不知道過道能不能安置的下 I'm not sure we have enough hallway to accommodate them.
不對 我倒覺得你這像是 No, you know what? This feels more like
那種馬上要當媽的人 the kind of freak-out you have
才會有的歇斯底里 when you're 24 hours away from becoming a mum.
是的 米娜明天就到了 Yes, Mina is coming tomorrow
但是我不是她媽媽 我是她阿姨 but I'm not her mum, I'm her aunt.
一個酷姑媽才不會歇斯底里呢 謝謝 And a cool aunt doesn't freak out, thank you.
她可是個16歲的女孩 Uh, she's a 16-year-old girl.
你怎么可能酷得起來 You're never gonna be a cool anything.
不是這樣的 我只是說我會給她提供一個 Oh, shush. I just mean I'm gonna provide
讓她感到安心 感到賓至如歸的環境 a calm, accepting environment.
我又不是要控制她的生活 我只是陪伴她 My role isn't to control her life, it's to follow her lead.
無論發生什么 我這個酷姑媽 And whatever may come, this cool aunt
- 都會隨遇而安 - 海倫姑媽 - is just gonna roll with it. - Ammeh Helen?
米娜 Mina. I'm--
我還以為你明天才到 I thought that you were coming tomorrow.
我買的最近的機票 我還以為能給你個驚喜 I flew standby. I thought I'd surprise you.
你好啊 Hi.
是的 是的 你確實給了我個驚喜 Um, yes, yes, you did. I just, um--
我只是希望你能先打個電話 Oh! I just wish you'd called.
- 我不信 - 你必須得信 - I don't believe it. - Believe it.
場地費和餐飲費全部退回來了 Full refund from the venue and from the caterer.
老天 你怎么做到的 Damn. What'd you have to do to pull that off?
我打了張感情牌 I played the
假裝你媽媽有糖尿病 你又山窮水盡了 "His mom has diabetes and he broke" card.
我可沒山窮水盡 I'm not broke. -
- 你就謝謝我吧 弗洛伊德 - 哦 謝謝你 - Just say thank you, Floyd. - Oh, I thank you.
婚禮還有什么東西沒退嗎 So what's left on the cancelled wedding checklist?
沒有了 Nothing.
所有問題都解決了 All our business is officially handled.
- 我們全解決了了 - 那就好 太好了 - We're done. - Good, all right.
- 諾拉媽媽怎么樣了 - 我媽挺好的 - How's Mama Nola? - Mama Nola's good.
沒錯 她 很好 Yeah, she's, uh, she's good.
那弗洛伊德怎么樣呢 And what about Floyd?
他還好嗎 Is he good?
有病人了 Incoming.
艾薇 我們有病人來了 Oh, uh, Evie, we got incoming.
- 我得掛了 - 去忙吧 - I got to go. - Go do your thing.
- 夸梅·阿杜 在樓上檢測艾滋病時暈倒 - Kwame Adu. Passed out at HIV testing upstairs.
脈搏140 很微弱 Pulse 140 and thready.
夸梅 我是布魯姆醫生 Kwame, I'm Dr. Bloom.
你現在在新阿姆斯特丹醫院急癥室 You're in New Amsterdam E.D. We're gonna take
- 我們會照顧好你的 好嗎 - 好的 - good care of you, okay? - Okay.
先把他放到床上 Okay, let's get him on the bed.
- 看看這個 - 很好 放輕松 - Take a look at these. - Okay, nice and easy.
- 好的 - 放輕松 - Okay. - Nice and easy.
- 夸梅 - 是我 - Hey, Kwame. - Yes?
- 我們拿到你的艾滋病檢查結果了 - We got the results from the HIV test you just took.
- 然后呢 - 是陽性 - Uh-huh. - It's positive.
不會啊 - No.
不會的 這不是真的 No, that--that can't be true.
夸梅 我知道這不是你想要的結果 Kwame, I'm sure it's not the result that you wanted,
但是患了艾滋病不代表被判了死刑 but HIV isn't a death sentence anymore.
病情是可控的 It's manageable.
這不是真的 This can't be happening.
聽著 放松點 好嗎 Look, just take it easy, all right?
測試結果有問題 That test is wrong.
好 但測試結果也顯示 Okay, but the results also say that
你胰腺受損了 your pancreas is damaged.
這就是你的病因 明白嗎 That's why you're sick, all right?
- 你需要休息 - 那個檢測是錯的 - You just need to relax. - That test is wrong!
- 好的 - 明白嗎 - Okay-- - Okay? Okay?
夸梅 來先坐一下 Just--Kwame, Kwame, just have a seat right here.
夸梅 Kwame!
如果你不及時治療 你會死的 If you don't get treatment, you could die.
行了 讓他走 好嗎 Okay, let him go, okay?
你不能逼他接受治療啊 You can't keep him here against his will.
他的胰腺會破裂的 His pancreas is gonna explode.
到時候他會回來的 Then he's gonna be back.
瑪麗安娜 讓創傷一室準備 Mariana, get Trauma room one
接診性胰腺炎的病人 ready for an acute pancreatitis.
好的 Yes.
小心點 Uh, look out.
不是吧 抱歉 Oh, no, sorry about that.
露娜 Hey. Hey, hey, Luna.
你不聽爸爸的話 這非常不好 Running from Dada is a bad, bad move.
這是不對的 聽到了嗎 你要是繼續這樣 It's not very good, okay? If you keep doing it,
我就要關你禁閉了 you're gonna be on time out.
這個世界就是這樣 Hey, that's just the way the world works.
來這邊 凡事是講規矩的 Come here. There are rules.
我們要講規矩好嗎 And we got to follow the rules, okay?
干了壞事的人 And when people do bad things,
是不能 they don't just get to--
夠逃避責任的 to get away with it.
積習不改 貽害至今 豪伊·庫恩邁耶
瓦爾醫生 血庫的記錄有什么發現嗎 Dr. Val! Uh, any word on the blood bank records?
這兒 看看這個 Yeah, here you go.
這就是關于豪伊·庫恩邁耶的全部記錄 All we got on Howie Cournemeyer.
有意思 Interesting stuff.
- 她真可愛 - 是的 她是可愛 - Cute kid. - Yeah, she is.
她也是個折磨人的小妖精 Until she gnaws your face off.
豪伊·庫恩邁耶在1986年獻過血 Howie Cournemeyer donated blood in 1986.
- 這個為什么有意思呢 - 什么時候獻的血不重要 - This is interesting why? - Oh, it's much less the when
重要的是獻了多少 than the how much.
一個月之內獻了一千品脫血 怎么會 他是鯨魚嗎 A thousand pints in a month? What, is he a whale?
他的血型也一直在變 有時一天之內就變了 His blood type keeps changing. Sometimes in a single day.
沒錯 這太扯淡了 Oh, yeah, that whole thing's total B.S.
但你怎么才能抓到這個搞破壞的人呢 Not sure how it'll help you catch a vandal though.
看看這個 他的血型一直變 Okay, check this out. His blood type changes,
但是他的每次獻血填的地址都一樣 but his address stays the same on almost every donation.
想不到你還有偵探天賦 Max with the detective skills.
我只是洞察力比較強 Well, it's all about keen skills of observation.
那你注意到你女兒在吃草嗎 Like I'm observing your kid eating a plant?
要是換成我來嚼嚼你怎么樣呢 What if I started chewing on you?
今日份的草食到此為止 That's enough plant-based eating for one day.
好了 上來 她被托兒所開除了 Okay, come here. So we are daycare-less.
才發生的事 我還沒想到辦法 And, uh, recent development, we don't have a plan B.
故事不錯 來把這些簽了 Great story. Sign these.
- 你喜歡孩子 - 正好相反 - Um, you love kids. - Very much the opposite.
好吧 我重說 Right. Let me rephrase that.
你喜歡做我的助理 對嗎 You love being my assistant, right?
對 簡直就是童年夢想成真 Yes, it's my childhood dream come true.
我們很愿意跟你一起玩 桑德拉 We would love to hang out with you, Sandra.
- 因為你很厲害 - 不 - 'Cause you're so cool. - No.
不是吧 拜托了 求你了 Really? Please? I'm begging you.
- 好吧 我要現金 - 好 我付錢 - Kay, try cash. - Yeah, okay. I'll pay you.
雙倍 三倍還是四倍 隨便多少 Double? Triple. Quadruple. Whatever it takes.
拜托 接好我的寶貝 Please. Please take my baby.
- 你最好了 - 說什么 - You're the best. - What?
她是這世上最甜美可愛的人 She's the sweetest thing in the world.
小心 她有時候會咬人 Watch out, she does bite sometimes.
- 抱好了 記得喂食 喝水 - 我已經 - Don't drop her. Food, water. - I've--
你好 Hello.
真抱歉 這肯定不是 So sorry. I'm sure this isn't
你理想中在美國度過第一天的方式 how you imagined spending your first day in America.
但我有個病人情況不好 But I-I have a patient who's in rough shape
如果你有事找我 就去腫瘤科 so if you need me, I'll be in the Oncology--
怎么了 什么這么好笑 What's--what's funny?
對不起 I'm sorry.
感覺像在看 It's just like watching
海倫醫生 美劇異形庇護所中主角
電視里的海倫醫生 Dr. Helen on TV.
我爸有時候會看你的節目 My father would watch you sometimes, and...
他會說 看啊 這是你的姑姑 he'd say, "Look, that's your Ammeh."
但感覺很奇怪 But it just felt so odd.
就好像他說我的姑媽是 Like if he said my Amoo was
瑞恩·希特克雷斯特之類的名人 Ryan Seacrest or something.
瑞恩·西克雷斯特 美國偶像當紅主持人
這樣吧 Uh, well. Look, if, um,
如果覺得叫我姑媽 if it feels odd,
很奇怪的話 calling me "ammeh," then, um,
就別叫嘛 p-please don't.
但這樣不尊重你 But that would be disrespectful.
不 不會 是我要求你這樣 No, no, no. No, I'm asking you to.
我應該更像是你的 Um, I should be more like your
姐姐或朋友 big sister or your friend.
你的朋友海倫 Your friend Helen.
你應該這樣稱呼我 That's what you should call me.
海倫就好 Just Helen.
海倫就好 "Just Helen,"
我知道這么直接不禮貌 I know it's rude to be so direct,
但我能喝點茶嗎 but can I get some tea?
可以 Oh, yes.
當然可以 你隨意去取就好 Um, course. You don't even have to ask.
餐廳在四樓 The cafeteria's on the fourth floor.
- 太好了 - 對 - Cool. - Yeah.
確實挺好 It is cool.
你好 我急需一位保姆 Hi, yes, I am in desperate need of a nanny,
聽說你們是附近最好的中介 and I heard you guys are the best agency around.
不用 要謝謝你 No, thank you.
我想找個紐約中城附近的 Well, I'm looking for someone in the mid-town area.
我想想 必須有教學經驗 Uh, let's see, teaching experience is a must.
會兩種語言就太好了 Bilingual is great.
會三種更好 Trilingual is better.
還有什么 顯然要有證書的 Uh, what else? CPR certified, obviously.
還有 要有讓孩子吃蔬菜的魔法 And, uh, oh! Like a wizard with vegetables.
真正的魔法 I mean an actual wizard.
太好了 Great.
那真是好極了 Oh, that's great. Yeah, that's amazing.
如果你們有人 明天就開始 Um, um, starting tomorrow, if you have it.
什么 你剛才說要排隊等十個月 What--when you say "ten-month waiting list,"
你說認真的嗎 還是打比方 do you mean actual months or is that a figure of speech?
什么事 Yeah?
我等會再打來 I'm gonna have to call you back.
你好 請問是豪伊·庫恩邁耶嗎 Hi, are you Howie Cournemeyer?
- 對 - 我是麥克斯·古德溫 - Yeah. - I'm Max Goodwin,
新阿姆斯特丹醫院的醫療主任 medical director at New Amsterdam.
我就知道你們這些混蛋遲早會來找我 I knew you bastards would come for me one day.
今天早上我進來只有艾滋病 I walk in this morning with HIV,
結果現在發現我還有癌癥嗎 and now I have cancer, too?
這不可能 我都沒聽說過這種病 I mean this can't be happening. I can't even pronounce it.
血管內皮瘤 Hemangiosarcoma.
我們也不確定你得了這個病 And we don't know for certain that's what you have.
那你覺得我什么病 Okay, then what do you think I do?
你發現了一個腫瘤 可能是任何病 對嗎 I mean, you just found a lump. That could be anything, right?
血管內皮瘤通常發生在艾滋病治療不足的時候 Hemangiosarcoma often occurs when HIV goes undertreated.
在做核磁共振前我們無法確診 We won't know anything for sure until your MRI.
艾滋已經不是什么大問題了 HIV is not supposed to be a big deal anymore.
我這些年一直在堅持雞尾酒療法 I mean, I've been on my cocktail for years
情況一直都很好 現在就因為錯過了幾次檢查 and I've been fine. Now I miss a few check-ups
- 我就可能要死了 - 別急著下結論 - and I might die? - Let's not jump to conclusions.
天啊 怎么回事 Oh, my God, what's happening?
來人幫個忙 Okay, can somebody help please?
送她去急診室 Get her to the E.D.!
他又來了 沒有脈搏 He's back. No pulse.
他們在停車場發現了他 They found him in a parking lot.
室顫 充到360焦 V-TACH. Charging at 360.
準備就緒 Shockable rhythm present.
- 離手 - 離手 - Clear. - Clear.
電擊 Shocking.
屏幕顯示指標回升 Screen for .
氣道通暢 Airway is patent.
活過來了 He's back.
- 心律正常 - 血氧97 - Normal sinus rhythm. - Pulse ox, 97.
夸梅 Kwame.
你沒事吧 Are you all right?
- 不行 出去 你不能進來 - 我是他的負責人 - No, out. You need to be out. - I'm responsible for him.
- 你沒戴口罩 - 我是他在 - You don't have a mask! - I'm the president of
耶穌基督教會做布道的會長 his mission for the Church of Jesus Christ.
- 沙姆韋長老 - 沒事的 - Elder Shumway. - It's gonna be okay.
我在這 I'm here.
我去準備麻醉劑 I'll get the lidocaine drip ready.
告訴我怎么回事 Tell me what happened.
我不能說 I can't.
你什么話都可以跟我說 You can tell me anything.
記得嗎 Remember?
我當時 I was...
跟一個男人在一起 with a man.
我有艾滋 I have HIV.
求你別送我回去 Please don't send me back.
我想完成我的布道 I want to finish my mission.
教會和上帝就是我的全部 The Church is all I have. God is all I have.
那你為什么背叛主 Then why did you turn your back on Him?
你的布道結束了 Your mission is over.
沙姆韋長老 求你了 Elder Shumway, please.
求你了 Please! Please.
好了 沒事的 Hey, it's okay, it's okay.
維杰 原來是你啊 Vijay! Oh, hey.
怎么了 出什么事了 What's up? What's wrong?
他不會來了 He's not coming.
不一定 他可能忘了戴眼鏡 No, I don't know. He probably just forgot his glasses
然后回去拿了 and he headed back to get them--
我剛收到郵件 I just got an email.
整個神經內科都收到了 The whole neurology department did.
卡普爾醫生剛辭職了 Dr. Kapoor just resigned.
他不會回來了 He's not coming back.
再也不會 Ever.
好吧 我是這樣想的 Okay, here's what I think is happening.
你覺得尷尬是因為 I think you're embarrassed because
我們每天都說話 you and I talk every day.
現在你擔心我會生氣 And now you're worried that I'm gonna be mad
因為你一直在騙我 because you've been lying to me literally the entire time.
但我沒有生氣 But I'm not. I'm not mad.
我知道你有那種 I know that you have one of those
古老的電話答錄機 ancient answering machines that you can actually hear me
現在可以聽見我給你留言 leaving a message for you right now.
你能聽見我說話 趕緊接電話 You can hear me talking. So just pick up.
我沒有生氣 我發誓沒生氣 I'm not mad, I swear I'm not mad.
好吧 你知道嗎 我確實生氣了 Okay, you know what? I am mad.
非常生氣 我生你的氣 I'm pissed. I'm furious with you
是因為我是你最好的朋友 because I'm your best friend.
你告訴整個神經內科你辭職了 You told the entire neurology department
都沒告訴我 that you were resigning before you told me.
到現在還沒告訴我 Y-you still haven't told me
因為你就是不接電話 because you won't pick up the phone!
快接電話 維杰 Pick up the phone, Vijay!
你想知道我是在哪 Do you want to know where I was when
聽說你的消息嗎 I heard your little announcement?
在你的驚喜派對上 驚不驚喜 I was at your surprise party. Surprise!
我給你辦了個派對 你卻沒出現 I planned you a party that you didn't show up to.
你不應該這么對我 And you know, I don't-- I don't deserve this.
維杰 不該這樣 Vijay, I do not deserve this.
除非我只是你工作上的朋友 Unless I'm just your deluded work friend
這么多年一直在自欺欺人而已 who's been putting himself on for years.
如果是這樣 無論如何 In that case, by all means--
見鬼 Oh, n--
糟糕 我忘了給你倒 Oops. I forgot yours.
庫特梅耶先生 Um, Mr. Cournemeyer.
豪伊 聽我說 Howie, listen--
不 是你聽我說 我不怕你 No, you listen. I'm not scared of you.
我知道我做的事違法 I knew what I was doing was against the law.
這就是我的目的 That was the point.
你太年輕了肯定什么也不記得 You're way too young to remember any of this.
但早在80年代 艾滋病盛行的時候 But back in the '80s, at the height of AIDS?
醫療行業辜負了病人的期望 The healthcare industry failed its patients.
新阿姆斯特丹醫院也辜負了病人的期望 New Amsterdam failed its patients.
同性戀被當做麻風病人一樣 Gay men were treated like lepers.
你們的護士都不愿碰我的艾滋病朋友 Your nurses wouldn't even touch friends of mine with AIDS.
把他丟在角落等死 Just left them alone in the corners to die.
我向你保證 Let me assure you--
大型制藥公司嗎 天啊 別跟我提這事 Big pharma? Boy, do not get me started--
他們已經沒救了 I think that train's left the station.
大型制藥公司 Big pharma profiteered
靠同性戀群體的絕望牟取暴利而生存 off the gay community's desperation to survive.
所以我決定代表所有得艾滋病的人而戰 So I decided to fight on behalf of those who had it.
我成為激進分子 加入了我行我素組織 I became an activist. Then I joined ACT UP.
做了我們該做的事 And we did what we had to do.
伸張正義 發表言論 To make things right, to make some noise.
沒錯 And, so, yeah.
所以我偷了新阿姆斯特醫院的標志 That's why I stole the New Amsterdam seal.
并把它裝在一個巨大的避孕套里 And why I encased it in a gigantic condom.
而且 不 我永遠都拒絕歸還 And no, I will never give it back.
這真的 Wow, that's, uh,
還挺厲害 impressive, actually.
但不是我來這的原因 But not why I'm here.
不是嗎 No.
不是為了這個大避孕套 Not for the...big condom.
柯尼麥爾先生 我來是想問 Uh, Mr. Cournemeyer, I came here to ask you
你是如何 how,
在86年3月 in March of '86, you orchestrated a scheme
策劃出以你的名義捐獻一千品脫血液的計劃 to donate a thousand pints of blood under your name?
什么 我絕不可能 What? I would never have
給你的醫院捐一滴血 donated a single drop of my blood to your hospital,
就算是為了表明立場也不會 even to make a point.
那為什么你的名字 But then why is your name--
聽你這么一說 86年3月 我還在牢里 Come to think of it, March of '86, I was in jail.
我把自己鎖在州議會大廈的門上 I demanded a coordinated national policy to fight AIDS
要求制定協調國家政策來對抗艾滋病 by chaining myself to the Statehouse doors.
他們聽到了我的訴求 They heard me.
并送你進了監獄 In jail.
找錯人了 醫生 Wrong guy, Doc.
食管癌嗎 Esophageal?
沒有探測到負反應 No negative interactions.
我覺得是靜脈曲張出血 I'm thinking variceal bleeding,
可能是肝癌 likely from liver cancer.
血壓下降 管子還沒插進去嗎 BP's dropping. Have you got that tube in yet?
- 我在努力 - 排除心肌梗死 - I'm trying. - STEMI ruled out at this time.
再往末梢一點 Looks a bit more distal.
大概2厘米就可以了 About 2 centimeters should do it.
沒錯 Right...
- 好了 - 找到了嗎 - there. - Got it?
我想是的 I think so.
等血止住就知道了 We should know once the bleeding stops.
目前還算穩定 It's good for now.
希望能有用 Fingers crossed that it holds.
她是怎么讓自己拖到這么嚴重的 How did she let herself get so bad?
顯然她覺得艾滋病不再可怕了 Because apparently "HIV isn't scary anymore."
我估計有些人還是需要害怕 Yeah, I guess some people need to be scared.
坐吧 Have a seat.
跟你談信仰 我沒什么發言權 I can't tell you about faith.
但我看到了你長老的所作所為 But I saw what your Elder did.
你不應該向在你最無助時 You shouldn't have to repent to someone who abandoned you
將你拋棄的人懺悔 at a time when you needed him the most.
沙姆韋長老對我就像父親一樣 - Elder Shumway loves me like a father.
他知道我是同性戀 He knew I was gay.
他慈悲地接納了我 He treated me with grace and acceptance.
唯一的要求就是不要放縱自己的欲望 All he asked of me was to not act on my desires.
他沒有棄我于不顧 He did not turn his back.
是我 I did.
我拋棄了上帝 I threw God away.
這種疾病 And this disease,
意味著我再也得不到上帝的愛了 it means I will never get God back.
有什么藥 Is there a pill?
或者手術嗎 A surgery?
只要能把這種惡心的欲望 Anything to scrape these
從我體內清除掉就行 disgusting urges out of my body?
夸梅 - Kwame, Kwame.
老兄 這并不惡心 Brother, this is not disgusting.
這是你正常的欲望 This is who you are.
性代表不了我 Sex is not who I am.
我代表著我的社區 I am my community.
我的家庭 我的信仰 My family, my faith.
我是一位長老 I am an Elder
耶穌基督后期圣徒教會的長老 in the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints.
這才是我 That is who I am.
沒有那么簡單吧 - That is not that simple.
就是這么簡單 - But it is that simple.
如果一項事業 Think of the one thing
你離了就不能活 you can't live without.
那就代表了你 That is who you are.
我認真考慮了一下 - Well, so I gave it some thought,
然后意識到 and I realized I was being
我對保姆的要求太嚴格了 way too stringent with the nanny requirements,
所以我現在愿意接受 so here's what I'm looking for now.
任何人 任何人都可以 你有人選嗎 Anyone. I will take anyone. Do you--do you have anyone?
瓦爾醫生 女士 哪怕是只 Dr. Val! Ma'am, I will take
訓練有素的圣伯納德犬我都接受 a well-trained Saint Bernard at this point.
非常感謝 Okay, thank you very much.
所以豪伊并不能解釋之前的疑惑 So Howie couldn't really shed any light.
他確實有個大安全套的問題 He did have a giant condom situation.
雖然具體我也不知道是什么 Not really sure what that's about,
但我明天會處理的 but I'll deal with that tomorrow.
- 說得通 - 是嗎 - Makes sense. - Does it?
我得找1986年的血庫 I need to track down the head
的負責人 但問題是 of the blood bank from 1986, and problem is,
他報稅表上的信息已經過期了 his information on his W-2 is outdated,
所以你能不能幫忙問下老員工 so I was wondering if you could ask the older staff.
也許他們認識他 Maybe they know him?
沒問題 他叫什么名字 - Oh, yeah, sure thing. What's the name?
戴爾·拉斯丁 - Uh, Dale Rustin.
- 確定吧 - 怎么了 你認識他嗎 - You sure? - Yeah, why? You know him?
不認識 但整個血庫的人都認識他 - No, but the whole blood bank's been talking about him.
- 他在樓上 - 他還在這兒工作嗎 He's upstairs. - He still works here?
不是 他現在是病人 奄奄一息了 - No, he's a patient. He's dying.
上一個電話我很抱歉 - I'm sorry about that last phone call.
我并不想對你大發一通脾氣的 Um, I didn't mean to dump all that on you.
我愛你 我也希望你一切安好 I love you, and I hope that you are okay.
但我得把話說明 維杰 But I gotta draw a boundary here, Vijay.
你必須馬上接電話 You need to pick up the phone, right now,
不然我們之前那樣的友誼 or you and I can't ever be
就不復存在了 the same kind of friends anymore.
說真的 At all, really.
所以接電話吧 So pick up the phone.
接電話 維杰 Pick up the phone, Vijay.
星形細胞瘤3期 - Stage III Astrocytoma.
很抱歉 I'm sorry to hear that.
新阿姆斯特丹 積習不改 貽害至今 New Amsterdam. Shame then, shame now.
這句話你應該不熟吧 You wouldn't know anything about that, would you?
提起當年的醫療主任赫姆斯 我還能說得更難聽 - I had worse things to say about Medical Director Helms,
但畢竟那條走廊還有孩子來來往往 but kids do use that hallway.
赫爾姆斯醫生是這家醫院的締造者 - Dr. Helms is a pillar of this hospital.
你都不辯解一下嗎 - So you don't want to explain yourself?
你只想做個誹謗他的匿名者 僅此而已嗎 You just want to slander him anonymously?
當面痛罵他一頓我也不怕 - I'd slander him to his face
可惜沒什么人在乎 if I thought anybody would care.
我在乎 try me
在1986年 這家醫院出現血液短缺 - In 1986, this hospital needed blood.
和其他醫院一樣 As so many did.
但是這個國家禁止 But sexually active gay men
性活躍的男同性戀獻血 were banned from donating it in this country,
就算他們清楚自己是HIV陰性也不行 even if they knew they were HIV-negative.
這也不是赫爾姆斯醫生的錯吧 - That's not Helms' fault.
這是 It's...
這要怪到當年那個時代頭上 it's the way the world was then.
時至今日 同性戀男性甚至 - Gay men can't donate
不能捐獻新冠恢復期的血漿 convalescent plasma for COVID right now.
你來告訴我 So you tell me,
這一切真的有所改變嗎 what exactly changed?
我沒事 I'm fine.
我是同性戀 沒有艾滋病 I was a gay HIV-negative man.
當時我的朋友們都奄奄一息了 My friends were dying.
他們需要輸血 They needed blood.
可我獻不了血 I couldn't donate.
我還是該死的血庫負責人 I was the head of the damn blood bank.
你知道那是什么感覺嗎 You know what that feels like?
是個人都會做點什么 A person has to do something.
都會采取行動 Has to act.
就像豪伊·庫恩邁耶一樣嗎 - Like Howie Cournemeyer?
豪伊是個無畏的勇士 Howie was fearless.
我從沒見過他 I never met him,
但是 老天 他讓人深受鼓舞 but God, was he inspiring.
他讓抗爭看起來很簡單 He made it so simple.
去做就好 Just do something.
行動起來 Act up.
所以我就行動了 And I did.
你讓同性戀隱藏起自己的身份 - You had gay men hide their identities
以豪伊的名字 and donate
去獻血 using Howie's name.
這是一場瘟疫之下最美好的事 - That's the best thing to do in a plague.
付出 Give.
幫助 Help.
我看著一個個擔驚受怕的人 I got to see scared men going from
從無助到英勇 helpless to heroes,
一點一滴 drop by drop.
直到 Until...
被赫爾姆斯發現 - Helms found out.
他揚言要開除我 - He said he'd fire me.
和我的員工 My staff too.
如果換做是豪伊·庫恩邁耶 他肯定會抗爭下去 Howie Cournemeyer would have kept fighting,
但我需要保住工作 but I needed my job.
只好關停了這個項目 So I shut the program down.
在我的余生 這個選擇是我 And that's something I have to live with
一生不能承受之重 for the rest of my life.
在病毒肆虐時 你只用了一個月 - You refilled this hospital's blood bank
就讓醫院的血庫又一次充足起來 in under a month during a pandemic.
你是一個英雄 You're a hero.
然而你們卻贊頌那個讓我退縮的人 - Yet you honor the man that made me a coward.
外面的世界一片狼藉 古德溫醫生 The world is burning, Dr. Goodwin.
而你花了一整天來追查 And you spend your day hunting me down
一個破壞了相框的老頭子 for defacing a photograph?
積習不改 貽害至今 Shame then, shame now.
你回來了 - You came back.
雷諾茲 - Reynolds?
剛才怎么回事 What was that?
夸梅最渴望的就是 - What Kwame wants more than anything
過著像摩門教夫妻那樣的虔誠謙恭的生活 is to be a Mormon husband to a Mormon wife,
他覺得他夢想破滅了 and he thought he lost that.
這夢指定得破 他是同性戀啊 - He has lost that. He's gay.
不不 他認為夢想破滅的原因是 - No, no. He thought he lost that
他艾滋病毒陽性了 because he's HIV-positive,
他認為這意味著他不能生育 and he thought that meant that he couldn't have children.
生育他們那個精神社區的基石 Which is the cornerstone of his spiritual community.
同性戀可以有孩子的啊 - Gay people can have children.
如果高效抗病毒治療和暴露前預防做得好 - But between HART therapy and PrEP, of course,
當然也能艾滋病毒的傳播 安全受孕 HIV can be untransmittable and safe for conception.
所以我打電話告訴了長老 So I called the Elder, let him know that,
他認為夸梅還有希望 and he feels there's a path for Kwame.
他甚至表示他可以跟一個 He even suggested that he can marry a woman
能夠理解他苦衷的女人結婚 who knows about his struggles.
你是在逗我吧 - Are you kidding me?
你利用艾滋病的科學 You used the science of HIV
把人又放回衣柜里去了 to put someone back into the closet.
出柜：一個人向大家表明自己的同性戀身份
但 這是他想要的啊 - Well, that's-- that's what he wants.
如果他想朝自己頭上開一槍呢 - So if he wanted to shoot himself in the head,
你又會作何選擇 where would you have stood on that?
如果他想自行離開急救室 - What if he wanted to leave the E.D.
不再治療自己的胰腺衰竭了呢 with a failing pancreas?
你覺得我喜歡這樣嗎 才不 You think I like this? I don't.
但是尊重病人的意愿 But we can't pick and choose when to respect
也要分時間和情況 our patient's wishes.
對夸梅來說 摩門教徒的身份 And being a Mormon is more important to Kwame
比他的性取向更重要 than his sexuality.
那個跟他上床不帶套的人 - Well, the guy he had unprotected sex with
- 可不同意你的觀點 - 拜托 disagrees with you. - Oh, come on.
沒人脅迫他 這是他的個人選擇 Nobody's torturing him. He's choosing this.
對 - Yes.
沒錯 他的選擇 Yeah, he is choosing a life
是建立在一個錯誤的幻覺上 based on the idea that he has to
在這個幻覺里 他是別人 be somebody that he's not.
如果他不這么選 就說明他有問題 Because there's something wrong with who he is.
我明白你的初衷 弗洛伊德 Look, I get what you were trying to do here, Floyd,
但我們現在討論的是他的內心 but we're talking about his heart.
你好啊 - Well, hello there.
我注意到你之前出去了 So, I noticed that you went out earlier.
是的 跟凱文一起 他是我的一位老朋友 - Yes. With Kevin. He's my old friend.
老朋友是嗎 - Your old friend? - Yes.
你才來紐約五個小時 You've been in New York five hours,
就有了個老朋友 and you've got an old friend?
我們還是小孩子的時候 - He's a friend from the internet.
就在網上認識啦 From when we were kids.
我明白了 那他 - I see. And he's, um,
多大了 how old?
我也不太清楚 我先回你辦公室行不 - I'm not sure. Can I go to your office now?
米娜 你收到我的短信了嗎 - Mina. Did you get my texts?
我剛才有點忙 - I was busy.
忙呢 - Busy.
有什么問題嗎 - Is there a problem?
你不是說過彼此以朋友相待嗎 I thought you said to treat you like a friend.
那是當然 - Yep, absolutely.
我也沒跟我的朋友發短信 - And I didn't text any of my friends
告訴他們我和凱文在一起啊 to tell them that I was hanging out with Kevin.
對 嗯 當然 只不過 - Yes, no, of course. It's just, um,
你以前從沒來過紐約 you've never been to New York before.
跟德黑蘭沒什么兩樣啦 人更少而已 - Oh, it's a lot like Tehran, just a little less crowded.
你下班后再見嘍 I'll see you when you're done?
麥克斯 你要見我嗎 - Max, you wanted to see me.
嗨 喬治 - Hey, George. I, uh...
我聽說了豪伊·庫恩邁耶的事 I heard about Howie Cournemeyer.
我知道這看起來像什么 - Oh, I know how that looks.
如果我縱容這種情況再持續下去 If I let that continue for one more day,
就是一場徹頭徹尾的災難 it would have been an unmitigated disaster.
那項規定無恥且充滿歧視 這其實是一種巧妙規避 - It did circumvent a ugly, very discriminatory regulation.
不不 這違反了聯邦法律 - No, no, it violated federal policy.
我也許特立獨行 I may have been a maverick,
但絕不會與犯罪同流合污 but I wasn't about to become a criminal.
光是要承擔的法律責任就會讓我們寸步難行 The liability alone would have crippled us.
那些血你后來怎么處理的 - What did you do with all that blood?
銷毀了 - Disposed of it.
哪怕是所有捐獻者的血液都通過了篩查 - Even though all donated blood is screened?
你把它們扔了 喬治 You threw it away, George.
本來可以救命的 You could have helped people.
而你選擇不這么做 And you chose not to.
你知道嗎 我最近查過 - You know, the last time I checked,
食品藥品管理局的指導方針依然如此 those were still the FDA guidelines.
據我判斷 And as far as I can tell,
你也不會為他們做什么 you aren't doing a damn thing about them either.
- 艾拉 你好 - 你好 弗洛姆醫生 - Ella? Hi. - Hey, hey, Dr. Frome.
你還好嗎 - Hi, are you okay?
維杰呢 發生什么了 What about Vijay? What's happening?
沒事 我們都很好 - No, hey, we're good. We're all good.
我得快點 Um, I just have to be quick
他不知道我打給你 'cause he doesn't know I'm calling you.
我聽到你的留言了 I heard your messages.
好吧 很高興終于有人聽了 - Okay, well, I'm glad somebody did.
伊基 你對他很好 - Yeah, uh, Iggy, you have been so good to him.
對我也是 To me. -
你該知道實情 - You deserve to know what's going on.
說實話 艾拉 我也 - You know, honestly, Ella, I don't--
不那么在乎了 所以 I don't really care anymore, so--
維杰的醫生說他再也不能工作了 - Vijay's doctor told him he's never gonna work again.
一個月前的事兒了 他不愿相信 Um, about a month ago. He didn't want to believe it.
他一直說那家伙瘋了 He kept saying that the guy was crazy,
胡言亂語 didn't know what he was talking about.
但是 幾天前 他準備好了 But, um, a couple days after, he got ready,
決定提前來醫院 and decided to come into the hospital early,
給大家一個驚喜 and surprise everybody.
結果連門都沒出去 Um, he couldn't make it out the front door.
他不肯跟我聊 He won't talk to me about it.
他現在跟誰都不肯聊 He won't talk to anyone right now.
所以 So, um,
這就是我打電話的原因 that's why I had to call.
- 這下你知道了 - 恩 You know, so you'd know. - Yeah.
幾天前 - Uh, a couple days ago,
他告訴我一個關于你的故事 he told me a story about you.
那個以為自己已經死了的病人 About a patient who thought he was dead?
是啊 我記得他 - Yeah. Yeah, I remember.
維杰說你幫了那個病人很多 - And Vijay said how much you helped the guy.
幫助他未婚妻理解他 Helped his fiancée to understand.
維杰還說 And Vijay said that
他也許救了那個人的命 he might have saved the guy's life but--
但你救了病人的靈魂 but you saved his soul.
這就是你所做的 That's what you do.
弗洛姆醫生 你拯救靈魂 Dr. Frome, you just go around saving souls.
我有個良師 I learned from the best.
好消息 只是個血管瘤 - Great news. It's just a hemangioma,
就是一堆血管擠一塊了 which is a collection of blood vessels
之后會自行消退 that should disappear on their own.
謝天謝地 - Oh, my God. Thank God.
- 好的 - 下一步就是 Okay. - So, next step is to
調整你抗逆轉錄病毒藥物的攝入量 adjust your antiretrovirals.
你明天回來復診 I'll need to see you back here tomorrow.
我還有好多工作沒做 - Oh, my God, I'm so behind on work.
明天來不了 There's no way I can come in tomorrow.
艾滋病治療很重要 卡拉 Your HIV care is important, Karla.
我知道重要 - Yes, I know it's important,
但它不會讓我得癌癥的 對吧 but it didn't give me cancer, right?
殺不死我 Didn't almost kill me.
所以我有空復診的時候再給你打電話唄 So can I call you when I come back up for air?
沒問題 那下次見你應該就是在太平間了 - Perfect. Next time I see you, it'll be in the morgue.
你能站著走出去 You are walking out of here.
非常幸運 因為之前我們以為 You're lucky, 'cause the kind of cancer
你得的那種癌癥是致命的 we thought you had is deadly,
是老天眷顧你沒得那種病 and it's God's own luck that you don't have it.
如果你吸取到的教訓是 If what you take from this is that you can continue
繼續把艾滋病當發燒對待那么兒戲 treating your HIV like it's hay fever,
那毫無疑問 咱們很快就會再見 then I have no doubt I'll be seeing you very soon,
不管你有沒有空 你都得來 whether you have room in your schedule or not.
明天沒問題 - Um, tomorrow's good.
我來吧 - I can take him from here.
是你啊 - Ah, this one.
不好意思正是在下 介意嗎 - This one, unfortunately. You mind?
我可不會收回說過的話 - I don't retract a word I wrote.
積習不改 貽害至今 Shame then, shame now.
不用收回 因為你沒說錯 Yeah, well, I hope you don't, because you were right.
戴爾 這位是豪伊·庫恩邁耶 Dale, I'd like you to meet Howie Cournemeyer.
- 庫恩邁耶先生 - 叫我豪伊就行 - Mr. Cournemeyer-- - Howie.
很高興見到你 Excited to meet you.
同性戀獻血禁令 - You know, the gay blood ban?
不僅僅是條政策 It's not just a regulation.
還是仇視 It's hate.
我們應該以政策獲準出臺為恥 We should be ashamed for allowing it.
因此 我正在啟動一項有關同性戀禁血令的新政策 So I'm initiating a new policy regarding the gay blood ban.
我會無視這條禁令 I'm ignoring it.
豪伊則是我們首位獻血者 And Howie is our first donor.
你不能這么做 他們會撤銷你的注資的 - You can't. They'll strip your funding.
確實 - Yeah.
那我們就上法庭告他們 Well, then we'll just take them to court.
等我們贏了 And when we win,
這條偏執的法律就會被徹底廢棄 they will throw that bigoted law in the trash,
多虧了你 thanks to you.
30年了 我一直在奔走疾呼 - I've been screaming about this nonsense for 30 years,
但無濟于事 and nothing happened.
瞧瞧你的成果 Look what you did.
嘿 卡拉的病歷寫完了 - Hey, I'm finishing my chart on Karla.
出院順利吧 Any surprises at discharge?
順利 她只是需要一點嚴厲的愛 - Uh, no. She just needed a little bit of tough love.
死亡恐嚇唄 - Scared her to death, huh? -
你護犢子的兇樣太可愛了 - Love it when you get all Mama Bear.
我辦公室里就有只幼崽 - A quality that's deserted me now that
可這回我怎么都兇不起來 there's a Baby Bear in my office.
講真 Um, honestly,
米娜今天的所作所為出乎我意料 Mina walked all over me today,
而我就這么放任她去做了 and I'm just letting her do it.
我 不知道該說什么 I--I don't know what to say.
就把當成病人一樣跟她說話唄 - Just talk to her like she's a patient.
但她不是病人 - But she's not.
她爸剛去世 她初到一個新的國家 I mean her father's just died, she's in a new country.
就算有人唱黑臉 If someone should be playing bad cop with her,
也不該是我 我都不了解他 it really shouldn't be me. I barely know her.
我根本就不是她姑姑 我就是 I'm not her aunt at all. Really, I'm just--
路人而已 some woman.
我姐姐跟我 都是癮君子 - My sister and I, we're both addicts
我們只相信混亂 who only trust chaos and
無力應付較親密的關系 are incapable of having intimate relationships.
沒人告知是非對錯的下場就是這樣 That's what happens when no one gives you boundaries.
你是米娜的全部 You're all Mina has now.
你既是她的媽媽 也是她的姑姑 她的朋友 You've got to be her mother, her aunt, her friend.
她的一切 Her everything.
如果你做不到 那么 你是對的 And if you can't do that then, yeah, you're right.
你就是配不上她的路人 You're just some woman who doesn't deserve her.
這話竟出自一個讓陌生人 - Those are wise words coming from someone that
住在我們儲藏室的人之口 let a stranger live in our storage closet.
你不可能樣樣兼得 - Well, you can't win 'em all.
祝好運 - - Good luck.
- 嗨 - 這位是小達默 - Hi! - Here's Baby Dahmer.
保姆意思是孩子看起來可愛但其實就是個折磨人的熊孩子
這么糟嗎 - That bad?
她不咬我的時候 - When she wasn't gnawing on me,
我看了一些育兒博客 I checked out some parenting blogs.
顯然咬人很正常 Um, apparently biting's pretty normal,
所以我不會認為是我的錯 so I wouldn't, like, beat yourself up.
我猜這是他們 自我表達的方式 - Yeah, I guess it's their way of, I don't know, acting out.
她想告訴我她在想念什么 I--she's trying to tell me she's missing something.
對 看上去是想上網 - Yeah, her data plan, by the looks of it.
她在想奶奶 - Her grandma.
問題解決了 - Oh, problem solved.
她奶奶不能多陪陪她嗎 Can't she just spend more time with her?
格溫會很高興的 Gwen would love nothing more.
不能讓她陪是因為 - And that's bad because...?
讓她陪意味著我一個人做不來 - Just means I can't do this on my own.
麥克斯 - Max.
大可不必 I don't think you're supposed to.
越是在這樣的日子 越能體會上帝對命運的安排 - Days like this make me think of His mysterious ways.
嘿 - Hey.
弗洛伊德 - Floyd.
你沒收到微信退款嗎 Did the Venmo not go through?
不是 一切都好 - No, no, everything's all good.
我就是在想 Uh, I was just thinking.
不只是想 Well, not thinking.
我 I, uh...
我知道那個 I know that--
哪個 - Know what?
我犯了個錯 - That I made a mistake.
弗洛伊德 我 - Floyd, I--
有句老話說 - You know that old school joint,
- 如果愛你是錯 - 弗洛伊德 "If loving you is wrong--" - Floyd.
我知道你懂我 - I know you feel me.
是的 - I do.
我懂 I do.
我也知道我沒錯 But I also know that I'm nobody's wrong.
如果我是你的天命之人 And if I were your right,
那我們就不用遠隔千里討論這個了 we wouldn't be having this talk thousands of miles apart.
但如果是真愛 - But if our love was real,
我們可以不計前嫌 you know, we can cover that.
那個 如果 - The "if"
是剛才一席話的前提 is doing all the lifting in that statement.
你意思說我們的愛不是真的嗎 - You saying it wasn't real?
我是說 - I'm just saying
不管是什么 that whatever it was,
很顯然對你而言都不夠 it obviously wasn't enough for you.
你得承擔 弗洛伊德 You need to own it, Floyd.
你做出了選擇 You made your choice.
我也是 And so have I.
艾薇 - Evie--
- 嘿 格溫 - 一切都好嗎 - Hi, Gwen. - Is everything okay?
挺好的 - No, no, no, everything's fine.
我就是在想 Well, we were just wondering if, um,
你能不能 you might be able to come over.
一周過來幾天 a few days a week?
露娜真的很需要你 I think Luna really needs ya.
而且 And, uh,
我也真的很需要你幫忙 I think I really need the help.
每朵云邊都有一絲曙光 * Baby, every cloud has a silver lining *
BGM: By The Time It Gets Dark by Sandy Denny
每個人都享有過成功 * Baby, every dog really has its day *
對我而言 你的微笑才最重要 *And it matters to me to see you smiling *
為什么我們不把你所有的憂慮都吹走 * Why don't we blow all your cares away *
昨日已然過去 *Yesterday's gone and will be forgotten*
今天則是新的開始 *And today is where every new day starts *
- 嘿 - 嘿 - Hey. - Hey.
今天過得怎么樣 - How was your day?
漫長 你呢 - Ugh, long. How 'bout yours?
哦天 超級漫長 - Oh, my God, so long. So long.
你還記得是哪個小機靈鬼出的主意 Can you remind me whose bright idea it was
在臥室里放一面全身鏡嗎 to put a full-length mirror in our bedroom?
你的主意 - Uh, yours?
要不然還能是誰呢 - Course.
就是喜歡懲罰自己 Glutton for punishment.
維吉今天辭職了 Vijay resigned today.
不是吧 真的 - Oh, no, really?
其實我今天大部分時間 - Yeah, I was really upset about it for
都很不開心 most of the day, actually.
我知道這有些自私 Selfishly.
他很認同我 你知道的 He validates me, you know. - Mm-hmm.
我這一輩子都在等一個父親告訴我 Waiting most of my life for a father figure
我夠好了 to tell me that I'm good enough.
現在他走了 Now he's gone.
抱歉 - Hey, I'm sorry. -
沒關系 It's okay.
因為我 Because I, um,
我覺得是時候讓自己來告訴自己 I think it's time that I start to feel
我已經足夠好了 like I'm good enough on my own.
我想每次照鏡子的時候 I want to look in this mirror
可以看到一個 and I want to see someone...
足夠好的人 Good enough.
入夜 我們歡笑 *By the evening we'll be laughing *
只需靜待事物變遷 滄海桑田 *Just wait and see all the changes there'll be *
入夜之時 * By the time it gets dark *
你 - You are...
遠不止是足夠好 more than good enough.
入夜 我們歡笑 *By the evening we'll be laughing*
你很美 - You're beautiful.
只需靜待事物變遷 滄海桑田 *Just wait and see all the changes there'll be*
入夜之時 * By the time it gets dark *
不 - No. No, no, no,
開著吧 Leave 'em on.
入夜之時 * By the time it gets dark *