BGM: Hello Sunshine by Aretha Franklin
你好 * Hello *
陽光 * Sunshine *
很高興見到你 陽光 * I'm so glad to see you, sunshine *
你好 * Hello *
陽光 * Sunshine *
黑暗已然太久 *It's been dark for such a long time*
我無法表達 *I can't explain*
如果生命里沒有你 *What I've been through*
生活會變得如何 *Tried to live my life without you *
大家說 *People say*
我表現的很怪 *That I act so strange*
醫 院 革 命
米娜 早餐做好了 Mina, breakfast is ready!
還有12分鐘 該走了 We have 12 minutes. Let's go!
你衣服穿好了吧 Please tell me you're dressed.
我要遲到了 再見 姑姑 I'm late. Bye-bye, Ammeh Joon!
別 等等 Oh, no, no, no, wait!
吃早餐不 breakfast?
我一般不吃早餐 I'm not much of a breakfast person.
弗洛伊德·雷諾茲 我的朋友 Floyd Reynolds, my friend.
你有沒有想過放聲歌唱 Do you ever just want to bust out in song?
比如在大廳唱首小夜曲之類的 You know, like, serenade the halls?
- 別鬧 伊基 - 怎么了 Not today, Iggy. - What's the matter?
是什么讓你心神不寧 我的朋友 What stole the song in your heart, my friend?
吉利德全福音教會的 Deacon Ernest Porter
歐內斯特·波特執事 of Anointed Balm of Gilead Full Gospel Church.
- 他的事兒 - 快速重復三次 That's who. - Say that three times fast.
是我媽媽所在教會的朋友 Oh, man, it's my mom's church friend.
他總是刷存在感 跑我家修東西 He's always showing up to try to fix something, you know?
還老帶著他自制的酪乳餅干過去 Always stopping by with his homemade buttermilk biscuits.
他干啥了 He's doing what?
這事兒太具有威脅性了 你揍過他沒 What a menace. Have you kicked his ass yet?
我認真的 I'm being serious.
就是說你覺得你在家里的地位被老執事取代了唄 So you're feeling a little squeezed out by the old Deacon?
是這樣的 我跟我媽 我們有固定的日程 It's like this, me and my mom, we have a set schedule.
對吧 這點我們已經達成共識了 Right? We have an understanding.
只要他一出現 她心思就飛了 Whenever he's around, she loses focus.
- 明白我的意思嗎 - 懂了 You know what I'm saying? - Yeah.
所以 你做出了重大的決定 Okay, so you know, you coming back here
回來這里 成為你媽媽的主要看護人 to be you mom's primary caregiver was a big decision,
但突然有個人蹦出來把你的責任接手了 and somebody's suddenly picking up that mantle,
就讓你覺得當初做的決定是錯的 that could feel like maybe you made a mistake.
別小人之心 我也不會去揣度你 行嗎 Don't shrink me, and I won't cut open your chest, deal?
你這么覺得很正常 好嗎 What you're feeling is very natural, right?
你媽媽的的反應也非常正常 But what your mother is feeling is also very natural.
她需要時間和空間和別人調情 She needs space and time to flirt
吃那些酪乳餅干 and to eat those buttermilk biscuits
意識到自己風韻猶存 and to be a fully realized sexual human being.
- 天 - 怎么了 Oh, God. - What?
別這樣 嗨 Come on. Hey, hey.
你也該這樣 So should you.
明白嗎 話題標簽 關注自身 我的朋友 Right? #selfcare, my friend.
看來你開指過程很順利 Looks like your dilation's right on schedule.
還有兩個剖腹產手術要做 There's two more C-sections incoming.
手術室已經訂滿了 Our O.R.s are booked solid.
好 推他們去五號手術室 Okay, take 'em to five.
我說服骨科把手術室讓給你的病人 I convinced ortho to cede an OR to your overflow, okay?
特效 老y
看看這全新的面貌 Look at all this new life.
翻譯 nick12138
你興奮的有點詭異 How oddly chipper of you.
我忍不住呀 I can't help it!
每個房間都是奇跡的誕生地 There's a miracle in every room.
看那間 Oh, look at that one.
翻譯 蓮子米 廿八
很好 這得益于 Good, and it wouldn't have anything to do
我們接管西南醫院的產科工作之后 with all the great publicity that we've been receiving
得到的大力宣傳 for taking over Southwest's labor and delivery?
翻譯 歐若拉歐小姐
上帝保佑伊芙琳·戴維斯 God bless Evelyn Davis,
不合格產科的終結者 destroyer of subpar Labor and Delivery departments.
校對 歐若拉歐小姐
她起訴的五家產科都關張了嗎 That's what, five L and Ds that she has sued closed?
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- 謝謝 - 只要我們能 Thanks. - So long as we positively
從別人的不幸中受益就行 reap from others' misfortune.
這么說不大合適 Mm, I wouldn't phrase it that way.
那就 讓我們收拾爛攤子并從中獲益 Let us pick up the shattered remains and profit off their--
或者這么說 本院的分娩流程 Yeah, or how about, our delivery protocols
使孕婦獲得本市最佳的分娩體驗 have led to the best birthing outcomes in the city?
我們甚至可以擴大規模 And we can even afford to scale up
只要能說服董事會投資 if we can convince the board to fund--
不可能 奇跡 No, miracles!
充滿奇跡的房間 A room full of miracles.
大老早日子就不好過嗎 Ugh. - What, today that bad already?
剛下夜班 Just ending yesterday.
史上最漫長夜班 Longest night ever.
至少生意終于有起色了 Okay, well, at least business is finally picking up.
兩個喝醉了的兄弟會男孩為了比特幣的未來吵了一架 Two drunk frat boys fought over the future of Bitcoin
然后在后座吐了 and then threw up in my backseat.
花了兩個小時才清理干凈 It took two hours to clean it all out.
數不清錯過了多少單 然后 Who knows how many fares I missed, and then--
我覺得你 這塊沒洗到 Yeah, I think you, uh, missed a spot.
我就想好好洗個澡 I just want to scrub myself raw
直接躺柜子里睡過去算了 and then collapse in the closet.
好好享受 Well, enjoy.
更多西南醫院的媽媽們過來了 More Southwest mommas have landed.
- 有幾個看起來要生了 - 真棒 Several look ready to pop. - Great.
布魯姆醫生 Dr. Bloom--
三號床的病人有偏頭痛并伴有幻覺 I've got a migraine and having auras in Bay 3.
- 11號床發現斑點 - 9號床血糖飆升 Spotting in Bay 11. - Blood sugar spike in Bay 9.
發現斑點也是早孕的常見癥狀
18號床病人感受不到腳趾 Can't feel her toes in Bay 18.
還有患者正往這兒來 More on the way.
23號床病人腹部疼痛 Abdominal pain in Bay 23.
各位 Everybody.
評估 處理 批準出院或者移送樓上 Assess, process, and discharge or get them up to floors.
不要耽誤時間 沒時間閑聊了 No long workups. No time for chitchat.
在下波病人到之前把病床空出來 Let's clear out these bays before the next wave hits.
莫妮卡·科爾·韋斯頓 你好 我是雷諾茲醫生 Monica Cole-Weston. Hi, I'm Dr. Reynolds.
剛說話的是醫生嗎 Is that the doctor?
我老婆 安德里亞 某人說過只旁聽 不吭聲的 My wife, Andrea, who promised she'd just listen in.
只要你別輕描淡寫描述癥狀 我就不說話 Yeah, so long as you don't downplay your symptoms.
你已經懷孕31周了 You are 31 weeks along this time,
我短時間內又趕回不來 你得明白 and I'm out of town, and you have to understand--
寶貝 Babe.
說一下骨盆疼痛的事 Tell me about this pelvic pain.
開始是那里痛 現在痛感蔓延到胃部了 It started there, but it's all over my stomach now, too.
還在繼續擴散 It just keeps building.
雷諾茲醫生 她三天沒出恭了 Dr. Reynolds, she hasn't pooped in like three days.
好的 Okay.
這是我懷孕四次以來 This is the furthest I've gotten
懷的時間最久的一次 in a pregnancy in four tries.
我倆都挺緊張的 We're both a little on edge.
理解 你的疼痛程度是多少 Understood. And where are you on the pain scale?
五級吧 六級 Five-ish, six.
我初以為是懷孕期間正常出現的疼痛 I thought it was just one of those pregnancy aches,
但一直疼 but it wouldn't go away.
我要摸一下 I'm just gonna feel around a bit if that's okay.
疼就告訴我 Just let me know if anything's tender.
長斑點了嗎 Any spotting?
好的 得把你送去婦產科 All right, I think we should get you up to OB.
寶寶有什么問題嗎 Is something wrong with the baby?
不是這意思 但你懷孕31周 Not saying that, but you're 31 weeks,
最好去婦產科那邊 and I'd like them to take a look
給你檢查一下 and do their own workups.
也省得你跟你妻子擔心 Take some of that worry off you and your wife.
伊達利斯·富內特嗎 Ydalis Fournette?
我是布魯姆醫生 I'm Dr. Bloom.
你懷孕多久了 So, how far along are you?
我就不能是胖的嗎 Wow, so I can't just be big?
胖子給社會丟臉了 We fat shaming out the gate?
不是 對不起 我 Uh, no, no, sorry, I--
我以為你是西南醫院 I just assumed that you were another pregnancy transfer
轉院過來的孕婦呢 from Southwest.
那你以為錯了 Well, your assumption is all the way wrong.
我來看這個的 I'm here for this.
收容所的小雜碎想搶我包 This trick at the shelter was trying to snatch my bag.
我得讓她皮繃緊了 I had to tighten her ass up.
好的 Okay.
需要縫針 Yeah, you're gonna need stitches.
先去照個X光片 I think we should send you for an X-ray
確保沒有其他創傷 just to be sure we're not missing anything.
謝謝 Thanks.
看來我是對的 Well, it turns out I was right.
你的血檢顯示你 其實 懷孕了 Your blood test says that you are, in fact, pregnant.
血檢錯了 Your test is wrong as you are.
我是處女 I'm a virgin.
妮婭 活檢結果證實 Nia, the biopsy confirmed
你甲狀腺腫塊癌變 that the mass in your thyroid is cancerous.
癌癥三期 It's stage three.
三期 Stage three.
這 很糟 對嗎 That's...bad, right?
如果不治療 可能會發展到晚期 Without treatment, this could progress to terminal,
但還是有希望的 but there's hope.
我們可以使用 We have an excellent chance
靜脈注射放射性碘治療 using intravenous radioactive iodine treatments.
放射性 但我要母乳喂養 Radioactive? But I'm going to breastfeed.
恐怕不行 I'm afraid you can't.
好吧 O-okay.
好的 Okay.
妮婭 Nia.
在治療過程中 You're also gonna need to isolate from your family
你還需要和家人隔離 during the course of the treatment.
隔離 多久 Isolate, like, for how long?
四到五個月 Four to five months.
- 等等 - 不行 Hold on. - No, no, no.
我們四五個月都不能接近她 We can't be near her for four to five months?
做不到 No, I couldn't.
那剛出生的孩子怎么辦 How's that even work with a newborn?
我理解 Shh, shh, shh. - I understand.
佩兒需要母親 Pearl's gonna need her mother.
沒錯 佩兒需要母親 Exactly, Pearl needs her mother,
你需要妻子 you need your wife,
如果妮婭想活下來 and Nia needs these treatments
那她需要接受治療 if she's gonna have a chance of surviving.
我明白這很難接受 I understand that this is difficult to hear.
我真的明白 I do.
但這是最佳方案 But we want to give you the best chance possible.
什么時候開始治療 When do we start?
你的癌癥極具侵襲性 Your cancer is aggressive.
今天就要開始治療 We need to start your treatment today.
我知道這消息讓人沮喪 抱歉 I know it's disheartening. I'm sorry.
我可不想從紐約 Sorry is not something I expect to hear
最好的產科主任嘴里聽到 from the head of the best labor and delivery department
抱歉這倆字 in New York.
我的產科醫生剛把我轉到這里 My OB just transferred me here
就為了讓我享受最佳分娩體驗 for an optimal birthing experience,
但你也不比西南醫院強多少 but you're no better than Southwest.
里面怎么回事 What's going on in there?
松臺醫生出于對她身體情況的考量 Dr. Matsudaira won't let her walk to progress her labor
自由體位分娩：也就是隨意的來回走路 依靠著丈夫或者墻面 前后搖擺骨盆等姿勢來為背部釋放壓力 這種方式比產婦平躺在床上干等著胎兒出生要來得舒服
不讓她采用自由體位分娩 because of her condition.
我們的政策是鼓勵她在床上分娩 Our policy is to encourage her to labor in bed.
沒錯 為什么不直接告訴她 Right, so why not just tell her that?
因為那可是伊芙琳·戴維斯 Because that's Evelyn Davis.
她是伊芙琳·戴維斯 That's Evelyn Davis?
那個律師 The lawyer?
來咱這兒了 Is here?
你們可以會診 對吧 I mean, you can talk to the team, yes?
而且她搞關張了六家 Mm-hmm, and it was six departments she closed,
不是五家 not five.
直說吧 新阿姆斯特丹會 Talk to me straight, is New Amsterdam
支持我的剖宮產術后陰道分娩計劃嗎 gonna support my VBAC birth plan?
我們會盡全力 We're gonna do everything we can to make sure
保證你享有優質的分娩體驗 you have a great birthing experience.
官腔十足 How very political of you.
說實話 剖宮產術后陰道分娩計劃 簡稱VBACS Truthfully, vaginal births after caesarian, VBACS,
能否實施取決于很多因素 depend on many things,
例如你之前的剖腹產手術 like your prior caesarian--
我并不想做那個手術 Which I didn't want.
但是我的分娩時間太長了 But my labor was taking too long,
所以他們給我用了催產素 so they gave me Pitocin,
然后他們給我用了硬膜外麻醉 and then they pushed an epidural on me
因為催產素治療方案就是這么要求的 because that was their protocol for Pitocin.
我只能干躺在那里 被注射更多的催產素 And all I could do was lay there, then came more Pitocin,
然后我兒子開始減速 and then my son started to decelerate.
注射了催產之后反而這樣 Warp speed after that.
大家只是在我身上一頓操作 People were just doing things to me, to my body
- 都沒問過我的感受 - 沒等我進手術室 without asking. - I barely made it into the OR
他們就七手八腳把他拉了出來 before they were pulling him out.
他現在已經五歲了 喜歡問東問西 He's five now, inquisitive,
睫毛長長 人見人愛 the kind of eyelashes people would kill for.
但他的出生卻是一場噩夢 But his birth was a nightmare.
正是如此 我才把自己案件的重心 I refocused my practice on birthing justice
重新放在了生育公正上 because of it.
這樣在病人想站起來走走的時候 So you can appreciate how "great experience"
大家會意識到 這也是“一次美妙的體驗” means letting me walk if that's what I feel like doing.
但他們之所以不讓你站起來走動 But the only reason that they're not letting you walk
是想監測你的分娩過程 is to monitor your labor progression internally,
你的剖后順指標是28% and your VBAC calculation of 28%--
也就是說 從數據來看 Means that, according to your numbers,
我成功陰道分娩的可能性 that my likelihood of having a successful vaginal delivery
- 幾乎為零 - 28%可不太理想 are slim to none. - 28% isn't exactly optimal.
這是你機器的數據 會因為我是黑人 Says your calculator, which already counts a point
進行了權重減分 against me just for being Black.
不幸的是 這是事實 Unfortunately, that's true.
黑人和拉丁裔母親剖后順成功率往往較低 Black and Latina mothers tend to have less successful VBACs.
嬰兒的體重也會較低 And lower birthweight babies,
還有更高的產后并發癥 更高的產婦死亡率 more complications postpartum, higher maternal deaths.
這些都與我們美麗的膚色無關 None of which has anything to do with our beautiful skin,
只是區別對待而已 just how we're treated in it.
戴維斯女士 我們只想 Ms. Davis, the only thing that we want is for you
讓你的孩子健康地離開這里 and your baby to walk out of here healthy.
只不過現在都快4個小時了 It's just that when you're still 5 centimeters dilated
- 你宮口才開了5公分 - 聽起來這只是 after almost four hours-- - Sounds like you're laying
- 你拒絕我剖后順的說辭 - 并無此意 the groundwork to deny my VBAC. - That's not my intention,
但如果你不能自然達到分娩標準 but if you don't progress naturally soon,
那剖腹產只能是唯一選擇 then a C-section may be your only recourse.
你明白嗎 Do you understand?
你已經說得夠清楚了 Oh, you've made things abundantly clear.
妮婭 你的手術室都準備好了 Nia, your procedure room's all set.
可以走了嗎 Are you ready to go?
我都沒好好看看佩兒 I've hardly seen Pearl at all.
都沒抱上一會兒 Barely got to hold her.
她現在在哪里 Where is she now?
她和賓姆在一起 She's with Bim.
他們在做檢查 確保一切正常 They're running tests, making sure she's normal.
正常 Normal.
我知道這一切 I know that all of this feels about as far from normal
讓你感覺很不正常 但你能熬過去的 as you can get right now, but you can get through this.
你可以的 You can.
我能幫你做點什么嗎 How can I help?
我想喂她奶 I want to feed her.
感受她在我皮膚上的溫度 Just once, I want to feel her on my skin,
撫養她 nourish her,
跟她交流 bond with her,
然后你可以把我帶走 and then you can take me.
當然可以 Of course.
我們再等幾個小時 好嗎 We'll give it a few more hours, okay?
你是心理咨詢師嗎 Oh, are you the psych consult?
沒錯 我是弗洛姆醫生 I am, yeah. I'm Dr. Frome.
她情況怎么樣 How's she doing?
伊達利斯·富奈特 宮開8公分 Ydalis Fournette, 8 centimeters dilated,
分娩在際 但仍在憤怒地否認自己已懷孕 in active labor, and still angrily denying she's pregnant.
這就是臨床上的神秘懷孕現象 Okay, yeah, that's cryptic pregnancy.
意味著她的大腦無法接受 Means her mind is having a hard time accepting
她懷著孩子的事實 she's carrying a child.
不管是什么 主任已經批準了 Well, whatever it is, the chief signed off.
我們會很快拿到法院指令 We're going to get a court order
有必要的話 可以進行剖腹產 to perform a C-section, if that is required.
不 等等 戈德曼醫生 No, hold on, Dr. Goldman. Hang on.
單方面采取行動可能會造成更大的心理創傷 Just taking unilateral action could be further traumatizing,
也許我們讓法院介入之前 so maybe before we get the courts involved,
你我可以評估一下病因 you and I can assess what triggered this.
你覺得有時間嗎 With what time?
寶寶隨時都會生出來 That baby's coming out one way or another,
不以她的意志而轉移好嗎 whether she wants to believe it or not.
對 我的意思是 Okay, what I'm saying
你和我要小心行事 is that you and I need to proceed with care.
小心 Care?
弗洛姆醫生 那女人一次產前檢查都沒做過 Dr. Frome, that woman never received any prenatal care.
一次都沒有 None.
除了我剛做的超聲波檢查 Other than the ultrasound I just performed,
我們對于孩子的情況一無所知 we know literally nothing about the health of this child.
好吧 我明白你是為了孩子 Okay, I recognize that you are trying to advocate
的健康著想 但我在這里 for the health of that baby, but I am down here
也是為了那位母親的健康 to advocate for the health of that mother.
- 弗洛姆醫生 - 所以我們不能靠法院的命令 Dr. Frome-- - Which means that we do not
強行剝奪她的權利 just strip her of her rights with a court order
- 我必須和她談一談 - 這是她自己生孩子 before I even speak to her. - Well, she's going to have to
她必須要參與進來 - 沒問題 participate in her own care. - Okay.
聽著 我支持你 Look, you are more than welcome
勸她自己想通的立場 to try to get through to her,
但我必須要拿到法庭命令 but I'm getting that court order.
在我回來前你還有時間 So you have until I get back.
沃爾什 Walsh.
這里不是陸軍特種部隊 This isn't a M.A.S.H. unit.
去找個隔間給你的病人做檢查 Go and find a bay to examine your patient in.
所有的隔間都滿了 因為 All the bays are still filled because--
- 原因我不想聽 - 我能去哪兒啊 I don't care. - Where am I supposed to go?
我不知道 I don't know.
我們在的這棟大樓里 You know, if only we were in a huge building
有很多房間 filled with lots of rooms,
你只需要找到一個空的就好 and you just needed to find one empty one.
去吧 Go.
莫尼卡 這是怎么回事 Monica, what happened?
檢查過了 做了骨盆檢查 They ran some tests, did a pelvic exam,
說孩子情況很好 這不 我就回來見你了 said my baby's fine, and now I'm back here talking to you.
你解釋過你所有的癥狀了嗎 And you explained all your symptoms?
- 沒錯 - 不可思議 咱們走 Yes. - Unreal. Let's go.
這邊來 Here we go.
有事嗎 Can I help you?
等我一下 I'll be right back.
嗨 呃 馬爾沃醫生 Hi, uh, Doctor...Malvo.
就是科爾·韋斯頓女士被送回急診室了 It seems that Ms. Cole-Weston was sent back down to the E.D.
我不知道你這邊是不是忙不過來 Now, I don't know if you're maybe overwhelmed
新病人接踵而至 with the influx of new patients--
你的意思是我管理不好產科嗎 Oh, so you're saying my OB is sloppy?
- 不是這個意思 - 我親自給她做的檢查 Not my words. - I examined her myself.
孩子的情況很好 全血細胞計數和化學指標正常 The baby's right on target, CBC and chem panels were normal,
沒有分娩的跡象 她的骨盆檢查顯示 no signs of labor, and her pelvic exam revealed
宮頸沒有擴張或軟化 no dilation or softening of the cervix.
所以 基本上所有急診該做的檢查 So basically I did everything
我都做了一遍 that should've been done in the E.D.
誒 等等 Wait a minute--
也就是說 雷諾茲醫生 Which means, Dr. Reynolds,
她的這些癥狀應該歸你們急診科管 而不是產科 her symptoms would make her the E.D.'s patient, not OB's.
好吧 等一下 Okay, now, hang on.
急診負責分流病人 而不是收治所有病人 The E.D.'s job is to triage, not treat all,
我們也一直都是這么做的 which is exactly what we did.
現在 坦白說 你應該做的是 Now, real talk, what you should've done
讓外科會診她腹痛的癥狀 was call a surgery consult to handle her abdominal pain,
而不是把她再丟回給我們 instead of shuttlecocking her down to us.
你有點男權說教了吧 And now you're mansplaining.
- 沒有 我只是 - 你想嚴肅認真地談嗎 No, I'm just-- - You wanna do real talk?
你究竟明白這有多累人嗎 Do you know how exhausting it is
所有其他科室一看到病人碰巧是孕婦 having every other department dump their patients on OB
都一股腦地推給產科 just because that patient happens to be pregnant?
- 這是懶診 - 同志們 It's just lazy. - Guys--
或許這對病人的健康更負責 Or maybe just concerned with the patient's welfare.
都是一樣的器官而已 Well, they have all the same organs.
就這么害怕女性外陰嗎 Stop being afraid of vulvas.
把她抬到擔架上 Let's get her on a stretcher.
好了 好了 沒事了 Okay, okay, it's okay.
她體溫升高 流汗 心跳過速 Oh, she's warm, diaphoretic, and tachy.
- 哪兒疼 - 整個肚子 Where does it hurt? - All over my stomach
- 還有后背 - 敗血癥 and my back now. - Sepsis?
她的白細胞計數是14 Her white blood count was 14,
屬于懷孕正常范圍內 which is in the range for pregnancy,
她被遮蔽的器官超聲波報告顯示 and her ultrasound on non-obscured organs--
被遮蔽的器官 Obscured organs?
闌尾炎 both: Appendicitis.
呼叫手術室 準備接待病人 Page O.R., and let 'em know we're on our way.
- 已呼叫 - 我說的不錯吧 就是科室的病人 Paging O.R. now. - Told you, your department.
- 麥克斯 - 有啥急事 Max! - What's the 911?
- 伊芙琳·戴維斯 - 又怎么了 Evelyn Davis. - What happened now?
她不遵醫囑 自己出院了 She checked herself out, AMA.
- 孩子還沒生下來嗎 - 對 Still in labor? - Yeah.
你跟她說了什么 Hey, what did you say to her?
戴維斯女士 等等 Ms. Davis! Um...
幸虧找到你了 聽說你要回家 Glad I caught up with you. I heard you were going home?
- 我們的產科都在等著你呢 - 戴維斯女士 Our OB is meeting us there. - Ms. Davis--
我真傻 還以為醫院懂得傾聽 I was a fool to think any hospital would listen...
天啊 能尊重我的意愿 Ooh! Honor my wishes,
善待我和我的孩子 所以我要回家 do right by me and my baby, so I'm going home.
在家分娩非常棒 Home births can be amazing.
它可以成為一次完美經歷 但有時也不是 It's perfect, unless it isn't.
我就是在臥室里為我女兒接生的 I ended up delivering my daughter in my bedroom
在一把菜刀的幫助下 with a kitchen knife,
不斷祈求著護車能及時趕到 praying that the ambulance would arrive in time
救我的女兒 for both her and...
救我的妻子 my wife.
我不能讓你也經歷這種風險 I can't let that be a possibility for you.
這所醫院已經為你做好一切準備 We're prepared for anything at this hospital.
你已經在這里了 你馬上要生了 You're already here. You're in labor.
求你 留下 Please.
讓我們在新阿姆斯特丹 Let us safely deliver this baby
安全地迎接這個嬰兒的到來 at New Amsterdam.
我一定要回家 古德溫醫生 I'm going home, Dr. Goodwin.
戴維斯先生 Mr. Davis.
我只是想為你和你妻子好 I just want what's best for you and your wife.
你能告訴我為什么 Is there anything that you can say--
古德溫醫生 你愛過黑人女人嗎 Dr. Goodwin, have you ever loved a Black woman?
你今天為我提供了很多數據 I've heard lots of numbers today,
如何能保護我妻子的安全 how they'll keep my wife safe,
如何能確保我的孩子的安全云云 how they'll help ensure my child is born safely,
但這些數據并沒有以我妻子為本 but I really haven't seen my wife in your numbers.
你們還高高在上教育我們 There's nothing worse than being told
要學會感恩 how to be grateful.
朱利安 Julian!
呼叫布魯姆醫生 叫急診室快速反應小組來 Page Dr. Bloom. Get the ER rapid response team.
介意我坐下嗎 Mind if I sit down?
很好 Okay, good.
自我介紹下哈 我是費洛姆醫生 你可以叫我伊基 So first off, I am Dr. Frome, but you can just call me Iggy.
大家都這么叫 Everybody does.
行吧 Okay.
不如你先講吧 Yeah, why don't you-- you start.
我想聽你給我講一講 You tell me in your own words
收容所的那些打斗是怎么回事 what happened with this fight at the homeless shelter?
我不知道 I don't know.
我已經讓那賤人少管閑事了 I already told that bitch to mind her business.
她總是說我吃了這個那個的 She always talking 'bout what I eat,
好奇我是不是藏了吃的在包里 wondering what's in my bags,
伸著小賤手來翻我的包 所以… and that trick's hands got sticky, so...
好吧 這么說她想控制你 Okay, so she was trying to exert control over you?
收容所就是這樣 The shelter does that.
在醫院里也一樣 Ain't no different here at the hospital neither.
所有人都對你為所欲為 Everybody just doing what they wanna do to you.
你就應該任人宰割嗎 You're supposed to just go along with it?
你上次覺得有能力 So, hey, when was the last time
掌控自己的生活是什么時候 you felt like you were in control of your life?
你還記得嗎 Do you remember?
那種完全掌控的感覺 Full control.
不好說 I don't know.
有一陣子了 It's been a minute.
是的 Yeah.
對 我感覺你也是那種想要把 I bet, and you strike me as the type of person
命運牢牢掌握在自己手里的人 that values that deeply.
我說的沒錯吧 Am I right?
是吧 所以你一定也記得失去它的那一刻 Yeah, so then you would know when you felt like you lost it.
具體是什么時候 W-when was that?
大概是一年前吧 About a year ago, maybe.
一年前發生了什么事嗎 Okay, so did something happen about a year ago?
讓你覺得失控的事情 Something that made you feel like you lost control?
等一下 Hang on!
我們現在就要帶她走 We're taking her now.
沃爾什 你在這里做什么 Walsh? What are you doing in here?
- 你不是讓我去找個房間嗎 - 對 但是我 You said to go find a room. - Yeah, but I--
所以我找了間房 So I found a room.
麻煩別打擾 You mind?
布魯姆 Bloom!
你的朋友 Your friend?
- 沃爾什找到她了 - 什么 - Walsh found her. - What?
他讓保安把她帶走了 He got security to clear her out.
根據膿液的量 Based on the amount of abscess fluid,
闌尾看起來沒有完全破裂 it doesn't look like the appendix has fully ruptured.
很好 That's good.
但還是看不清 But I still can't get a visual.
不知怎么 I don't know.
闌尾好像不在該在的地方 It's like the appendix isn't where it's supposed to be.
這就是懷孕的魔力 The magic of gestation,
所有內臟都要讓道騰出空間 moving everything out of the way to make space.
肯定就在里面某個地方 It's back there somewhere.
好吧 All right.
這樣吧 All right.
我要擴大范圍 I'm gonna have to expand the field.
你沒事吧 You good?
有段時間沒做這樣的手術了 Haven't had to do one of these in a while,
自從住院醫師開始 since residency.
找一下 只要小心多出來的小人就行 Just root around, and mind the extra human.
- 沒什么不一樣 - 希望如此 - It's no different. - Let's hope it is.
上次胎兒就沒救下來 That time we lost the fetus.
你做手術聽音樂嗎 You do music in your O.R.?
卡莫護士 Nurse Kamoe?
能幫我點下歌單嗎 Can you cue up my people?
你知道從哪開始 You know where to start.
好吧 Oh, okay.
這就是你喜歡的歌手啊 These are your people?
是所有好男人出現的時候了 *Now's the time for all good men*
彼此聚在一起 *To get together with one another*
我們得解決我們的問題 * We got to iron out our problems*
拉面表情在哪 Where's the ramen emoji?
米娜 晚飯想吃魚拉面嗎 隨便你
試著找到中間地 *And try to find a piece of land*
不影響彼此的地方 *Without stepping on one another*
要跟朋友吃披薩
妮婭怎么還沒去放療 Why hasn't Nia been sent up to radiation yet?
因為她想多點時間跟孩子相處 Because she wanted time to bond with her baby
建立親子關系 to try and form a connection.
可以理解 但她必須 Understandable, but she has to--
那家人最后可能 Look, that family could end up physically apart
要分開一年多 for upwards of a year.
她只想多待一會 All she asked for was a moment.
我這么問是 自從神經科卡普爾醫生退休 I was just asking because things have been a bit crazy
最近事情一團糟 in neurology with Dr. Kapoor's retirement,
在找到人接替他的位置前 and I'm trying to keep all the balls up in the air
我要保證一切順利 until we find his replacement.
當然 Of course.
- 你沒事吧 - 沒事 - Is everything okay with-- - It's fine.
我現在去帶妮婭治療 I'm just gonna take Nia up now.
妮婭 Nia?
她不愿吃 She won't latch.
求你別帶我走 Please don't take me.
你想要局部麻醉嗎 Do you want me to start a regional block?
為什么 For what?
我要檢查你的進展 I'm checking your progression, hon.
會有點壓迫感 You'll feel a little pressure.
看來出血是胎盤上的小裂口導致的 Looks like the bleeding's from a small tear in the placenta.
不必擔心 Nothing to worry about,
你目前宮頸管消失百分之60 but you're still only 60% effaced
胎頂位于負2位置 and at station -2.
要進行剖腹產 It's a go on the C-section.
剖腹產 為什么 C-section? But why?
- 先檢查胎兒還是讓她仰臥 - 先讓她仰臥 - You want her fetal or supine? - Let's get her supine for now.
聽我說 這不是我想要的 This isn't what I want. Listen to me.
- 馬上 - 血型交叉兩個單位 - On it. - Type and cross for two units.
確保導尿管插好 Make sure her foley's in.
朱利安 Julian.
抱歉 先生 你不能待在這里 I'm sorry, sir, you can't be in here right now.
- 但這是我妻子 - 你可以在外面等 - But this is my wife. - You can wait right outside.
這是醫院規定 It's hospital policy.
減速了嗎 Are we getting decels?
沒有 監測器顯示嬰兒情況穩定 No, baby's holding steady on the monitor.
高壓135 低壓80 BP's 135 over 80.
各位都停下 Everybody, stop.
聽著 不是聽我說 聽病人怎么說 Listen. Not to me, to the patient.
伊芙琳 Evelyn.
想要我們怎么幫你 How can we help?
我想順產 I want to deliver my baby naturally.
那我們就試著順產 Then let's try to do that.
她是高齡產婦 有家族病史 She's geriatric with a history of FTP
剖后順指標只有百分之28 and a VBAC score of 28%.
如果伊芙琳不是黑人 剖后順指標會更高嗎 If Evelyn wasn't Black, would her VBAC score be better?
能允許更長時間的嘗試分娩嗎 Allow for a longer trial of labor?
- 理論上可以 但是 - 那就這樣做 - Technically, but-- - Then do it.
改變她的剖后順指標計算 Change her VBAC calculation.
- 怎么改 - 把她種族改成白人 - How? - Make her white.
目前宮頸管消失 胎頂處于負1位置 She's fully effaced and at -1 station,
但宮口還是只開了五指 but she's still only 5 centimeters dilated.
古德溫醫生 Dr. Goodwin.
那個女人應該做剖腹產 That woman should be having a C-section.
但她不同意 Well, that woman disagrees with you.
伊芙琳·戴維斯本事再多 也不是醫生 Evelyn Davis is many things, but not a doctor,
各項指標表明她不適合順產 and all signs point to her vaginal birth going poorly.
- 你也不能確定 - 你說得對 - You don't know that for sure. - Why, you're right.
要是有工具用就好了 If only there were an instrument we could use
可以評估事情的風險 to estimate the risk of things,
比如能預先衡量剖腹產后子宮破裂幾率的 like uterine rupture after a previous C-section.
一種計算方式 A calculator, say.
- 沒必要諷刺 - 那我就直說了 - Your sarcasm is unnecessary. - Then I'll be blunt.
若是忽略剖后順計算數據 By ignoring the VBAC calculator,
就是在拿那個女人和她孩子的生命冒險 you're risking the life of that woman and her baby.
如果改變她的種族 If her VBAC score can be changed
就能改變剖后順數據 just by switching her race,
那也許剖后順計算方式是個種族歧視工具 then maybe the VBAC calculator is a racist tool.
不同的種族針對不同問題 Different populations have different likelihoods
本來就有不同可能性 of different issues.
考慮種族因素不是種族歧視 Factoring in race isn't inherently racist.
你說得對 但對待某些種族 No, you're right, but treating some races
就好像他們自帶健康風險就是種族歧視 like they are automatically a health risk is,
我們本該關注于這位黑人母親 when we should be focused on the racism
遭遇的種族歧視 that Black mothers encounter,
正是這些歧視最終導致了 which is ultimately what is leading
更糟的治療結果 to these poorer outcomes.
改變種族怎么就能行了 And how's fixing racism working out?
我改變不了 I can't fix it,
但我能否決那個計算 but I can throw out that calculator,
我們只是用它在給自己找退路 which we're just using to cover our ass.
更別提 用你的原話說 Not to mention, and by your own words,
要成為本市最高生產率的醫院 to deliver the best outcomes in the city.
卻以犧牲母親的意愿為代價 At the expense of the mothers.
我們專注于讓業績數據好看 正在將這個地方 Our focus on making the numbers look good is turning this place
變成孵化場 into a hatchery.
不該是那樣 It shouldn't be like that.
應該是這樣 It should be like this.
如果有風險 那也是她 And if it's a risk, then it's the risk
愿意承擔的風險 that she wants to take.
如果嬰兒死了 And if the baby dies,
結果發現損失本是可避免的 comes out damaged in a way that was avoidable,
她不會怪她自己 she's not gonna blame herself.
而是怪醫生 She'll blame her doctor.
這就不僅是伊芙琳的風險 This isn't just Evelyn's risk.
而是整個醫院的風險 Now it's the whole hospital's.
我們換個角度 把你的乳房抬高一點 Let's try a wider angle, and just lift your breast up.
- 抬起來 抬高一點 - 好了 可以了 - Lift it, lift it higher. - All right, okay, here.
- 抬高點 - 寶貝 我需要 - Lift it higher. - Honey, I just need to--
我知道 我只是沒法 Well, I know. I just can't--
- 寶貝 你得努力 - 我在努力 - Babe, you gotta try-- - I am trying.
妮婭 孩子能感受到你的緊張 Nia, Nia, the baby can feel your stress.
我在努力放松 但是 停下 I am trying to relax, but-- stop.
都停下 我說了停下 Just stop, stop, stop. I said stop.
給她喂奶瓶 Just get the bottle.
知道嗎 You know,
雖然母乳喂養很特別 breastfeeding is incredibly special,
也很重要 and it's important,
但不代表一切 but it is not everything.
不會讓你成為不稱職的母親 It doesn't make you less of a mother.
你有孩子嗎 Do you have children?
沒有 No.
那你就不可能知道這是什么感覺 Then you can't possibly know how this feels.
布魯姆醫生 Dr. Bloom.
萊拉跟這件事無關 Leyla had nothing to do with this, okay?
她無私地帶來了個病人 She selflessly brought a patient in,
當我知道她沒地方住的時候 and when I heard that she had no place to stay,
我讓她待在儲藏室的 I let her use the closet.
我們的工作不就是幫助人嗎 I mean, we're in the business of helping people, right?
再來一次我還會這樣做 因為她是個了不起的人 And I'd do it again, okay? 'Cause she's an amazing person.
雖然她很暴躁 但換作是你 如果既要當醫生 I mean, she's super cranky, but wouldn't you be
又要開滴滴 兄弟會臭小子還吐在你車上 if you had to drive around puking frat boys
你脾氣能好嗎 when you're actually a doctor?
我知道我違反了很多規定 Look, I know that I committed like a hundred violations,
我愿意接受任何懲罰 and I'm gonna gladly take whatever I've got coming,
但我不會讓你起訴萊拉 but I'm not gonna let you press charges against Leyla.
辛瓦里女士說她根本不認識你 Ms. Shinwari told me she doesn't know you at all,
是她自己發現了儲藏室 擅自住了下來 that she found the closet and took up residence on her own.
我打算相信她的說法 So I'm gonna go with her story.
這首歌正對我的胃口 This is my jam.
讓我想起我吻的第一個男孩 Reminds me of the first boy I kissed,
本尼·加蘭 Benny Galan.
你還沒這首歌老 You're barely as old as this song.
就是一種感覺 Just the feeling of it.
我當時好緊張 I was so nervous.
之前從來沒吻過 I'd never kissed before.
- 那你怎么做的 - 這算什么問題 - How'd you do? - Is that even a question?
好吧 你厲害 Okay, you got it.
初吻來時我都沒意料到 I didn't see my first kiss coming.
結果不得不吞了口香糖 I had to swallow my gum.
這么說是她主動的 So she put the moves on you?
我總是喜歡自信的女人 Always been into confident women.
我不是唯一抱著你的人 *I'm not the only one that holds you*
成功了 Cheers.
闌尾切除了 現在我們要做的就是 Appendix been removed. Now all we have to do is--
嬰兒的心率降到94 Baby's heart rate dropped to 94.
嚴重心動過緩 見鬼 Acute bradycardia. Dammit.
可能是手術造成子宮破裂 Probably a uterine abruption from all the manipulation.
準備傳統手術 馬上叫新生兒重癥監護室的人過來 Set me up for a classic, and get NICU down here stat.
- 正在呼叫新生兒重癥監護室 - 手術刀 - Paging NICU now. - Scalpel.
你做得很好 You're doing so great.
- 深呼吸 - 別碰我 - Deep breaths. - Get off of me!
- 我是想幫你 - 冷靜點 - I'm trying to help you. - Calm down.
伊達利斯 你們在這干什么 Ydalis, what are these people doing?
住手 馬上住手 Stop, stop, stop that right now.
弗洛姆醫生 你怎么來了 Dr. Frome? What's going on?
婦產科醫生在這干什么 What is this OB doing in here?
- 你又沒懷孕 - 你瘋了嗎 - You are not pregnant. - Have you lost your mind?
我是我的同事 薩菲亞·拉扎爾 This is my colleague, Safia Lazarre.
我們剛收到新消息 We have received new information.
你沒懷孕 你一直都是對的 You are not pregnant. You were right all along.
你得的是消化道阻塞 What we have is a GI blockage,
我們得馬上解決這個問題 好嗎 and we need to resolve it immediately, okay?
高德曼醫生 你知道薩菲亞能處理 Dr. Goldman, you know Safia can handle it.
她很厲害 所以就這樣 She is excellent. So here we go.
弗洛姆醫生 能說句話嗎 Dr. Frome, a word?
好 我馬上回來 都別動了 Okay, I'll be back. Hands off, please.
你在干什么 What the hell are you doing?
我在讓她參與進來 I am getting her to participate.
懂嗎 你要聽我的 All right? You need to follow my lead.
薩菲亞是很厲害的助產士 Safia is an amazing midwife.
如果需要你 會通知你 If we need you for anything, you will know.
這都是為了伊達利斯和她的孩子 This is for Ydalis and the baby.
- 好吧 - 太好了 謝謝 - Okay. - Okay, thank you.
姐們 我是薩菲亞 Hey, sis, I'm Safia.
看起來你有點不舒服 是嗎 Look like you might be a bit uncomfortable, yeah?
是的 Yeah--
我們來解決這個問題 Let's fix that.
怎樣覺得舒服點 What feels better?
我能站起來嗎 If I could s-stand up?
- 好 那就站起來 - 對 - Okay, then let's do that. - Yeah, okay.
我來幫你站起來 Let's get you standing up.
你可以摟著我的脖子 Why don't you put your arms around my neck?
好 Okay.
對 靠在我身上 There you go. Lean on me.
別擔心 I got you.
有我在 別擔心 你做得很好 Okay, I got you. It's okay, you're good.
有我在 別擔心好嗎 I got you. I got you, okay?
就這樣 就這樣 沒問題吧 Just like this. Just like this, okay?
別擔心 有我在 I got you. Don't worry.
有一團東西堵在那出不來對嗎 That blockage wants to make its way out, huh?
是的 Yeah.
- 你要幫助孩子出來 好嗎 - 好的 - You need to help it, okay? - Okay.
這種痛感也會幫你把它排出來 That wave of pain is helping you move it out,
利用它 so use it.
你要感覺到痛了 就像排便那樣發力 When you feel it, push like you're pooping.
排便 Pooping?
這是唯一的辦法 It's the only way to get it out.
別擔心 別擔心 小菜一碟 It's okay, it's okay. Piece of cake.
- 這只是小菜一碟 - 好的 - Piece of cake. - Okay.
用力推 很好 Push. Good.
用力推 使勁推 伊達利斯 Big push, push, push, Ydalis.
加油 Come on.
堅持住 Bear down.
你們做了什么 你們干了什么 What did you do? What did you do?
伊達利斯 抱歉 我騙了你 Ydalis, I'm very sorry that I betrayed you.
人是不會變的 People stay doing their own thing.
你覺得你和別人不一樣嗎 You think you special?
沒有 我并不覺得 No, I don't.
但是我會克制自己 盡量不控制他人 But I try to not manipulate people.
同時讓人卸下防備 Take away their control.
和我講講你上一次感覺 Talk to me about the last time
自己被別人控制的經歷 you felt like you were in control.
你之前說那是在一年前 對吧 You told me that was about a year ago for you, right?
也就是疫情剛開始的時候 So that was right around the beginning of the pandemic.
當時候都發生了什么 What happened then?
你可以同我講講 想講什么就講什么 It's okay to talk about, and whatever you tell me--
由你自愿選擇 whatever you choose to tell me is in your control.
我只管聽 I'm just here to listen.
當時突然之間 大家到處都在說 You know how all of a sudden, they were screaming,
居家隔離 我們封城了 你知道的吧 "Shelter in place. The city's on lockdown"?
我知道 Yeah.
我媽媽整天暈乎乎的 My moms was tripping,
我爸爸的繼兄讓我去和他住 so my dad's stepbrother said I could stay with him.
我一開始也是抱著試試看的心理 And I was like, bet.
我覺得還不錯 It was cool, you know.
他供我吃 家里還有WiFi Free food, Wi-Fi.
后來他沒了工作 But then he lost his job.
政府發的錢很快就花完了 That stimulus check went real quick.
然后我們生活一團糟 Got hectic, and uh...
他變得易怒 He got so angry.
天天說世道如何對他不公 Talking 'bout what he was owed.
我如何虧欠他 How I owe him.
有天晚上他突然開始向我索取 One night he just started taking.
我跟他講 這種事我不答應 And I told him, I don't do that.
我永遠不會答應 I'd never ever done that.
但是他根本不管我咋說的 But he ain't care.
他就不斷向我索取 索取 再索取 He would just take, take, take.
后來我不想抵抗了 I got tired of fighting, so...
就假裝自己身處世外 I would pretend I was somewhere else.
眼前一切與我無關 That wasn't me or my problem.
怎么可能會發生在我身上呢 Couldn't be.
于是就有了另一個人 So it wasn't.
也就是她 That was her.
我還是我 伊利達斯 And I'm still Ydalis.
你為了保護自己 壓抑了自己情緒 造成了心理創傷 You repressed a trauma for your own emotional safety.
這是你的應對方式 That's what you did.
但你自己也知道 這個創傷不能代表你 But you know that you are more that trauma.
對嗎 Right?
你知道這個創傷是你的一部分 You know that it may be a part of you, yeah,
但不能代表你 but you are so much more.
這個心理創傷遠不能代表你 You will be so much more than that trauma.
但要是再發生什么事情的話 Till something else happens.
永遠都會有事情發生 There's always gonna be something
永遠 這是我們選擇不了的 that we can't control, always.
但有一件事你可以選擇 But there is one thing that you can control.
你能選擇下一步怎么走 What you do next.
現在收縮子宮壁 Now, retract the uterine wall.
給我點伸操作空間 Give me a good field.
開始收縮 Retracting now.
好的 穩住 等我把她取出來 Okay, hold steady while I get her out.
把孩子拿好 我要給她止血 Grab her. I need to stop the bleeding.
孩子沒有呼吸 She's not breathing.
伸兩根手指壓在她胸腔中線上 Place two fingers just below the intermammary line.
下壓一尺半 Now compress the sternum about an inch and a half.
- 這樣嗎 - 沒錯 重復這個動作 - Like this? - Mm-hmm, and repeat.
快一點 Faster.
再快 再快一點 Faster, faster.
做的不錯 You're doing great.
你好呀 * Hello *
陽光 * Sunshine*
見到你真好 陽光 I'm so glad to see you, sunshine *
你好呀 陽光 *Hello, sunshine*
雷諾茲醫生 干得不錯 Dr. Reynolds. Good work.
我身處黑暗已久 * It's been dark for such a long time *
孩子的頭要出來了 Baby, the head is right there!
感覺到了嗎 You feel that?
- 我的天啦 - 感覺到了吧 - Oh, my God! - Right?
好 下一次宮縮我們就繼續 Okay, next contraction we go.
馬上就完了 伊芙 Show me how it's done, Ev!
馬上了 加油 Almost there, you're doing it.
出來啦 Someone's here!
生日快樂 Happy birthday!
又是一個男孩 Another boy!
我的小可愛 My sweet, sweet baby.
我身處黑暗已久 * It's been dark for such a long time *
每晚 我不停哭泣 Every night, I cry more and more *
就在昨晚 Just a little bit more than the night before *
我還與痛苦作伴 Misery was my company
但你的到來拯救了我 Till you came along and rescued me *
怎樣 Well?
大家都死了 醫生死了 護士死了 Everybody's dead-- the doctors, the nurses.
那個孩子是個可怕的怪物 The baby is some kind of hideous creature--
麥克斯 Max!
好得不能再好啦 Couldn't have gone better.
謝天謝地 Thank you.
我們真是幸運 不是嗎 You know we were lucky, right?
這可是一場高危分娩 你可是偽造了數據 A high risk birth, one where you falsified race
修改了種族 得出剖后順的指標 on a medical record to fake a VBAC score?
這可不是擔責任的問題 這就是詐騙 That wasn't just a liability, it was fraud.
我知道 你說的沒錯 I know. That's true.
所以我們要把那個剖后順指標計算方式扔掉 That's why we're getting rid of that VBAC calculator.
然后在整個醫院重新推行一種更全面的 We're gonna implement a more holistic approach
方法 to everything.
什么叫整個醫院 What do you mean, everything?
麥克斯 麥克斯 Max? Max!
整個醫院 聽著有點過了 Everything sounds like a lot.
此句出自莎翁《仲夏夜之夢》
盡管她還很小 但她可不簡單 Though she be but little, "Miss Thing" is fierce.
她們馬上就能把她帶回家了 They'll be taking her home in no time.
我當外科醫生這么久 Well, you know, I've been a surgeon for a long time.
很少有這種新鮮的體驗 It's rare that I get to experience something new.
為此 我要感謝你 For that, I thank you.
至少以后你不會再把所有孕婦都送來 Well, maybe now you won't send every pregnant woman
急診室或者產房了 who walks in to the E.D. up to OB.
無從反駁 Touché.
我得聲明一句 我并不害怕女性的外陰 And for the record, I'm not afraid of vulvas.
你說是就是吧 Mm-hmm.
東村有家賣唱片的店 There's this record store in East Village.
雖然不豪華 但是挺別致 It's nothing fancy, but they got some really special stuff.
周六有興趣一起去看看嗎 完事兒再吃個飯怎樣 Wanna go Saturday and maybe grab dinner after?
雷諾茲醫生 如果我沒會錯意的話 Dr. Reynolds, if that was what I think it was,
我感到挺榮幸的 但是 I'm flattered, but...
對不起 我不知道 I'm sorry, I had no idea.
回見 I'll see you around.
沒問題 Yeah.
你沒必要這樣的 You know, you didn't have to do that.
沒必要撒謊 Lie.
要是我早知道你撒謊這么爛 If I had known how bad you were at it,
我就不會撒謊了 I wouldn't have.
我知道你無家可歸了 I know you've got no place to stay.
我會有辦法的 I'll figure it out.
好 那我給你找間房間怎么樣 Okay, can I get you a room somewhere?
為什么 其他醫院有衣柜可以睡嗎 Why, do you know a good closet in another hospital?
- 我是說 給你找間真正的房間 - 勞倫 - I mean, like a real room. - Lauren.
我不會讓你為我租房的 I won't let you pay for me to stay somewhere.
你不需要在我這搞慈善 I'm not a charity case.
那你就和我住吧 Then just stay with me.
反正 我也不怎么用那個房間 I mean, I'm, like, never there, so...
你想讓我做你室友嗎 You asking me to be your roommate?
是吧 Maybe.
為什么 Why?
有什么問題嗎 What's wrong with that?
我有間多余的臥室 I mean, I have an extra bedroom,
我又不是連環殺手 and I'm not a serial killer,
沒有貯藏癖 也不是一大早就唱歌的人 or a hoarder, or someone who sings in the morning--
我來就是了 I'll take it.
好 Okay.
那我們回家吧 Let's go home.
今天不太順利嗎 Rough day?
我盡力了 現在還得趕快回家 Did my best, and now I must hurry home,
這樣我的侄女才不會無視我 so I'll be there in time for my niece to not acknowledge me,
我真是金牌家長 champion parent that I am.
我倆感同身受啊 簡直一模一樣 We could start a club. We could get matching jackets.
我為了這個孩子真是拼了 I've bent over backwards for this girl.
我整個人生的規劃都變了 I've completely rearranged my whole life
全是為了她 你猜怎么著 to be available for her, and do you know what?
我又不是她媽 I'm...I'm not a mother.
本來我還以為這是我天性使然 Here I was thinking that it was innate,
我會供養她 陪著她 that, oh, I'd root for her, and we'd do stuff,
我們會像一個團隊 and we'd turn into a team.
現在我根本不想回家 I don't even want to go home.
我女兒喜歡說 爸爸 我恨你 Luna's really taken to the phrase, "Dada, I hate you."
只要我拒絕她要求 或者要她好好吃飯 Any time I say no, or try to feed her,
或者給她換上睡衣 她就會這么說 or put her in PJs.
這話就像一根刺 It's like a shiv every time.
但是 But--
孩子其實就像那些搞笑的福袋 kids are like these funny little bags
里面裝滿了笑聲 抱抱 還有匕首 full of laughter, and cuddles, and daggers.
鋒利的匕首 但你得背上這福袋 Sharp daggers, but you gotta carry the bag.
這就是你的任務 That's the job.
聽起來你好像痛并快樂著 Sounds like a fun variety of flesh wounds.
沒錯 但是 Yeah, whoa, but...
但是像有時候 but then there are times,
露娜洗澡時終于不用頭頂撞我 like when Luna finally stopped head butting me at bath time.
你感覺獲得了小小的勝利 Very small victory.
是的 幾乎微不足道 Very small, almost imperceptible,
但是你還是要繼續背負責任 but you gotta take 'em where you can.
姑姑 Ammeh Joon!
這是什么 What's this?
你大老遠跑來給我送比薩嗎 Did you come all this way to bring me pizza?
也不是 我地鐵卡沒錢了 No, my metro card ran out.
能搭你車嗎 Can I get a ride with you?
當然 沒問題 Sure, sure.
我得先安置一個病人 I just need to get a patient situated first.
我吃剩的可以給你 You can have my leftovers if you want them.
真的嗎 Really?
我很久沒吃比薩了 I haven't had pizza in ages.
反正剩下的你不吃我就丟了 I was just gonna throw it out anyway.
好 Right.
那我們一會見 Well, I'll meet you back here.
瀑布啊 * Waterfall
什么也傷害不到我了 Nothing can harm me at all
我的擔憂看起來是如此微不足道 My worries seem so very small *
我有了這瀑布 With my waterfall
我便能看到 I can see
我的彩虹在呼喚我 My rainbow calling me
透過瀑布 Through the misty breeze
的層層水花 Of my waterfall
和我一道下落 Fall with me for a million days *
噢 我的瀑布 Oh, my waterfall