《醫院革命》 前情提要 Previously on "New Amsterdam"...
作為這個部門的新任一把手 As your new chair,
我將重建這個部門的榮耀 I will restore dignity to this department
首先要做的 就是 by throwing away every last thing.
把所有卡普爾醫生的痕跡全部抹掉 Kapoor has ever touched.
錢斯 你是想填補自己的空虛 Chance, you are trying to fill a void in you,
但你填補空虛的方式是不行的 but the way you're trying to fill it, it's not real.
我要把你轉去另一個醫院 I'm transferring you to another therapist
其他治療師名下 at another hospital.
弗洛姆醫生 不要 Dr. Frome, no!
東村有家唱片店 There's this, uh, record store in East Village.
想周六去看下 然后共進晚餐嗎 Want to go Saturday and maybe grab dinner after?
榮幸至極 但是 I'm flattered, but...
老天啊 Oh, God.
蕾拉 Leyla?
怎么了 What happened?
好吧 Oh, okay.
從一到十有多痛 Uh, how bad's the pain from one to ten?
你笑啥 你是在笑嗎 Is that a smile? Are you smiling?
我通過醫學委員會的考試啦 I passed the medical board exam.
什么 What? -
我可以在美國接受培訓了 I can train in the U.S. now.
你參加了醫委會的考試 怎么做到的 You took the boards? But how?
你在醫院給我提供了個床位 You gave me a bed at the hospital
好運又接踵而至 and then this.
我不用再擔心生計問題了 I didn't have to worry about surviving.
我還能上學 I could study.
蕾拉 真是太棒了 Leyla, that's amazing.
我真的好為你高興 我 I'm so happy for you. I...
我去拿點冰來 I should get some ice for this. Uh...
勞倫 多虧你 我又可以當醫生了 Lauren, because of you, I can be a doctor again.
真抱歉 I'm so sorry.
哦 不不 Yeah, no, no.
不 沒事 No, it was, uh, fine.
完全沒問題 Um, totally fine.
那個 我剛想起來我得早點去上班 Actually, I just remembered I've got to get to work early.
所以 咱們一會兒再見 好嗎 Okay, uh, well, look, I will see you later, okay?
太好了 你醒了 Oh, good. You're up.
趕緊著 你上班要遲到了 Chop, chop, you'll be late for work.
趕緊著 我還要工作么 Chop, chop, I'm working?
沒錯 因為我認識一個人 Yes, indeed, because I know someone
托人走了走后門 who knows someone who pulled some strings
給你在新阿姆斯特丹 and got you a job at...
找了份工作 New Amsterdam.
我不想去新阿姆斯特丹工作 I don't want to work at New Amsterdam.
這種感覺通常也就持續到午餐前吧 Yeah, that feeling usually goes away by lunch.
我還是個孩子啊 I'm a child.
使用童工不是違法的嗎 Isn't it illegal to make a child work?
如果讓你退學都不違法 這又算啥 Well, it's no more illegal than letting her quit school.
那我穿衣服吧 I'll get dressed.
很好 Good.
打扮得公立醫院風一點 Think, um, public hospital chic.
簡·芒西 歷史學教授 Jane Munsee, history professor.
被學生送至就診 患有嚴重深靜脈血栓 Her students brought her in with a massive DVT.
她恢復怎么樣 How's her recovery?
如果她不急著出院的話 It would go a lot better if she weren't demanding
- 情況會好的多 - 為什么這么講 to be discharged. - Uh, why exactly?
好像跟關于帝國主義 Something about imperialist crimes
對美國原住民的罪行有關 against Native Americans.
這樣啊 Oh, that.
芒西教授 Professor Munsee,
我是麥克斯·古德溫 這里的醫務主任 I am Max Goodwin, the medical director.
幸會 請你簽一下吧 我就能出院了 Nice to meet you. Please sign this so I can go.
問題是 Well, uh, the thing is
您的腿上還有大塊血凝 you have a pretty sizeable blood clot in your leg
任何形式的站立 行走或移動 and standing or walking or moving of any kind
都有可能導致血凝塊破裂 could cause that blood clot to break free
然后流動進入你的肺部 and travel to your lungs,
我們現在需要對你滴注肝素 and we need you on a heparin drip now
您需要留在新阿姆斯特丹 and here at New Amsterdam.
這六個字 恰恰就是 Those two words, Doctor, are exactly why
我必須走的原因 I need to leave.
新阿姆斯特丹嗎 New Amsterdam?
你知道新阿姆斯特丹對我意味著什么嗎 You know what New Amsterdam means to me?
死亡 謊言 還有對我祖先的殺戮 Death, lies, the erasure of my people.
特效 老y
我明白了 I see.
你說的是荷蘭人殖民曼哈頓的時候 You mean when the Dutch colonized Manhattan.
翻譯 歐若拉歐小姐
在這片土地成為新阿姆斯特丹之前 Before this land was New Amsterdam,
雷納佩族：美國原住民族之一，第一家與十三州簽署了和平協議的北美原住民部落， 居住地分布在現特拉華州，亦稱“德拉瓦族”。
它叫雷納佩和平 It was Lenapehoking...
翻譯 吃竹大米 參宿
是我的祖先 雷納佩人的家園 the home of the Lenape people, my ancestors.
翻譯 廿八
我們在荷蘭人到來前就長居于此 We were here long before the Dutch.
比阿姆斯特丹這六個字 As long as the name New Amsterdam
校對 歐若拉歐小姐
刻在這座大樓上的時間都長 is emblazoned on this building,
合作QQ：864413459
而你們對此欣然接受 甚至慶祝 you're accepting, even celebrating
這種對原住民生命的踐踏 the destruction of indigenous lives.
好吧 Okay.
我明白 I hear you.
你不想待在這里 You don't want to stay here,
但現在你的靜脈里 but right now you have a ticking time bomb
有個定時炸彈 in your veins.
你需要滴注肝素 You need this heparin drip,
不然就有生命危險 or you could die.
告訴你吧 So tell you what,
如果你有辦法彌補 if you think you can make up for 400 years
這四百年來對美洲原住民犯下的罪行 of crimes against Native Americans,
那我就留在新阿姆斯特丹 I'll stay here at New Amsterdam.
醫 院 革 命
手機給我 Give me your phone.
女孩 在我們那邊兒 Girl, where I'm from,
搶手機 會被人胖揍一頓的 jacking a phone gets people got.
第一 我不是什么普通人 A, I'm not people,
只是個好心同事 想給你今天的生活加點料 just a colleague here to edify your day.
所以呢 So...
把手機給我 give me your phone.
這是第二部步 B.
第三步呢 我給你 Uh, C, I made you...
建個播放列表 A playlist.
聽到第五首給我發短信 Text me when you get to track five.
- 弗洛姆醫生 - 回頭再聊 Dr. Frome? - Talk to you soon.
- 你有空嗎 - 當然有 Do you have a minute? - Yeah, of course.
我得跟你談談 I need to talk to you
神經內科的新主任的事 about the new chair of neurology.
露西爾醫生 艾格尼絲 干得漂亮 Dr. Lucille--Agnes, oh, my gosh, what a coup.
- 你是怎么說服她加入我們的 - 這就是問題所在 How did you get her to join us? - That's the thing.
有什么手段能讓她 不加入我們嗎 Is there any way that she could maybe unjoin us?
哦 只剩下辦手續了 別擔心 Oh, that's just a formality. Don't worry about that.
董事會明天正式同意她的入職 The board officially approves her tomorrow.
沒什么難度 好嗎 我得告訴你 It's gonna be gravy, okay? And I got to tell you--
我原以為沒人比維杰做得更出色 I didn't think anybody could do better than Vijay,
但你做到了 but you nailed it.
可能我也 沒做到吧 I'm thinking maybe I didn't nail it.
你真的做到了 相信 我的天 You nailed it. Trust-- Oh, my gosh.
你好 羅米·露西爾醫生 Hi, Dr. Romy Lucille, hi.
太榮幸了 對了 I'm honored. It's, uh...
您還不認識我 不好意思 You don't know who I am. I'm sorry.
我是伊基·弗洛姆醫生 行為健康科的主任 I'm Dr. Iggy Frome, chair of behavioral health.
很高興認識你 Oh, it's a pleasure to meet you.
對對 彼此彼此 另外 Yeah, likewise, and, uh,
我再說一句 我真的很期待 let me just say, I'm really looking forward
和您一起工作 to working with you.
卡普爾醫生和我 Dr. Kapoor and I--
一起合作了 we had a number of collaborations
很多項目 going on here,
我真的迫不及待 要向您討教一二了 and I just can't wait to pick your brains about them.
那真是棒棒噠 Oh, uh, fabulous.
不過 不好意思 我還有病人要看 But, uh, if you'll excuse me, patients call.
哦 對 Oh, yeah.
對對 快進去吧 Yeah, yeah, yeah, get in there, go.
抱歉了 你們兩個大忙人 Sorry. Look at you two.
很高興認識你 祝您一天愉快 Nice to meet you. Have a great day.
拜托再也別讓我單獨碰上 Can you please make sure I'm never alone
這個怪胎 with that weirdo?
他昨晚呼吸困難 His breathing was bad last night
今天早上更差了 and even worse this morning.
他戰勝了淋巴瘤 是個哮喘患者 He's a lymphoma survivor, an asthmatic,
但我從沒見他情況這么嚴重過 but he's never been this bad.
他新冠檢測呈陰性 Well, his COVID test was negative.
尼爾 吸了氧你覺得有幫助嗎 Niall, is the oxygen helping?
那還不是你說了算 I'm pretty sure that's your call.
他什么都不在乎 He never takes anything seriously.
所以她才這么愛我 That's why she loves me.
他手上的抓痕是怎么來的 Do you know how he got these scratches on his hands?
我們昨天去采蘑菇了 We went mushroom foraging yesterday.
我需要讓同事給他檢查一下 I'm gonna get my colleague to take a look at him.
可以嗎 Is that okay?
你會沒事的 Shh, you're gonna be okay.
手術室里有我一個病人 Hey, uh, I got a patient in the procedure room--
尼爾·芬坎農 Niall Fincannon.
他肺部病情嚴重 He's got some pretty serious lung issues.
也是位淋巴瘤幸存者 女朋友帶其就醫的 Lymphoma survivor. Girlfriend brought him in.
胸部照過X光了嗎 What did his chest X-ray say?
尼爾·芬坎農在哪里 I'm looking for Niall Fincannon.
尼爾是我的病人 有何貴干 Uh, Niall's my patient. How can I help?
我是他男朋友 I'm his boyfriend.
雷諾茲醫生正要過去看他 Dr. Reynolds was just heading over there.
他可以給你帶路 He can show you the way.
跟我來吧 Follow me.
邁克爾 Michael.
嗨 親愛的 Hey, baby.
好的 人都到了哈 Uh, okay, that's great.
我打賭你們都在尋思 I bet you're all wondering why
我召集這次緊急會議的原因 I have called this emergency session.
沒關系 進來吧 別擔心 That's okay. Don't worry about it.
說得像你有不讓我進來的權力似的 Particularly because you don't have that authority.
行吧 感謝你的加入 凱倫 Great, thank you for joining us, Karen.
今天早上 我受到了挑戰 So this morning I was challenged
迫使我重新思考這家醫院的歷史 to reckon with this hospital's past,
為我們曾在這片土地上 to do something about the crimes that were committed
犯下的罪行做點什么 on this very ground.
林賽 你知道大多數美國人 Lindsey, did you know that as Americans,
腳下生活的土地 都是帝國主義 most of us live our lives on land that was taken
暴力掠奪而來的嗎 by brutal imperialistic violence.
我住在霍博肯 I live in Hoboken.
對 我知道我們無法 Yeah, so I know there's not a lot that we can do
改變歷史 about our past,
但也許我們能做點什么 but there is something that we can do
改變現狀 about our present.
我們可以向曼哈頓的原住民致敬 We can honor the original people of Manhattan,
也就是我們腳下這片土地 the original stewards of this land
最初的擁有人和管理者 that we are currently standing on--
雷納佩族人 the Lenape people.
麥克斯 你到底在說什么啊 Max, what in God's name are you talking about?
我們要把醫院名字改掉 We're changing the name of this hospital.
新阿姆斯特丹醫院將成歷史 Say goodbye to New Amsterdam
大家歡迎 and welcome...
雷納佩和平醫院 to Lenapehoking.
雷納佩和平醫院
往好了看 這個名字的拼寫 Well, the good news is that it's pronounced
和發音一毛一樣 exactly like it's spelled.
浪費大家時間了 我真誠地道歉 I sincerely apologize for wasting your time.
散會吧 This meeting's adjourned.
別 別散會 No, not adjourned.
等等 埃文 你知道 Uh, Evan, Evan, did you know that New York
紐約擁有全美最多的 has a larger Native American population
- 美洲原住人口嗎 - 不知道 than any other city in America? - No.
不知道吧 那么想象一下 No, no, so just imagine for a second
一個美洲原住民人來到這里的感受 what it must feel like for our Native American patients.
此時此刻 我樓上就有個病人 I have a patient right now upstairs who is ready
只因這名字 就打算離開醫院 放棄治療 to walk out these doors and die because of that name,
因為這意味著 她的歷史不重要 because it says to her that her history doesn't matter,
她也不重要 但是 that she doesn't matter, but--
埃文 聽我說 Evan, just listen.
小改一下醫院名字 A simple name change
可以使我們反省歷史 糾正現狀 could reckon with our past, rectify our present,
而且也花不了什么錢 and cost us practically nothing.
除了幾十年來 Aside from decades
我們兢兢業業打下的口碑 of carefully crafted branding efforts
以及數百萬美元的設計投入 and multimillion-dollar design campaigns,
新阿姆斯特丹已經開了近300年 New Amsterdam has been here for almost 300 years,
大概還會再開300年 and it will be around for another 300.
醫院名字不許變 The name stays.
休會 Meeting adjourned.
不要休會嘛 凱倫 Meeting's not adjourned, Karen.
這個決定撤銷了 大家 We're gonna un-adjourn, guys.
我們要重新開啟會議 請大家回位 We're re-adjourning, so everybody go ahead
我們就在原地休會 and adjourn around the table.
支持一下我吧 我需要幫助 Back me up. I need a little help.
我完全孤立無援 一個人也不幫我嗎 I'm all alone here. I'm all alone here.
有人通過貶低自我價值來激勵自己減肥 People who try to shame themselves into losing weight
這種方法可以說是南轅北轍 are actually acting in direct conflict with their goal.
尖銳的自我評判會引起大量的應激激素的釋放 Harsh self-criticism triggers a flood of stress hormones,
比如說皮質醇和腎上腺素 這些物質會導致焦慮 like cortisol and adrenaline, that create anxiety
然后招致情緒化進食 and can lead to emotional eating.
相比起來 規律的鍛煉 有營養的食譜和自愛 You get far better results with regular exercise,
起效更快更好 a nutritious diet, and self-care.
你懂我的意思嗎 You know what I mean?
我聽懂了 Yeah, I do know what you mean.
雖然我在學校學了13年的相關知識 Although I had to go to school for 13 years
但我的確懂你的意思了 to learn about it, but I do know what you mean.
薩菲 看看你 看看這個 Saffy, look at you. Look at this.
你完全不需要我陪你走過這一段啊 You don't even need me on this journey.
不 我不需要 No, I don't.
我需要的是你的簽名 What I need is your signature.
我的簽名 My signature...
你想做胃分流手術 for gastric bypass surgery?
對 Yep.
我不太明白 I'm a little lost here.
你剛剛說得那么好啊 What about everything you just said?
我相信那都是真的 It's all true, I guess.
只是對我沒用而已 It just doesn't work for me.
弗洛姆醫生 Dr. Frome...
你看我 look at me.
我 我看著呢 I-I am.
薩菲 我正看著你呢 Saffy, I am looking at you.
眼睛一眨不眨的 I'm looking right at you, and I see
而我看見的是一位出類拔萃 an incredibly impressive,
年輕貌美的女士 beautiful young woman.
這就是我的所見 但胃分流手術 That's what I see. Gastric bypass surgery--
的確是很吸引人 但并不總是有用 I get the allure, but it is not always effective.
還可能會有危險 It can be dangerous.
所以 咱們再重新規劃一下吧 跟著計劃來 So I say we recommit. We stick with the plan.
- 鍛煉六個月 - 別這樣 Six more months of exercise... - Come on!
堅持健康飲食 And healthy eating.
薩菲 我們就這么辦 Saffy, that's how we do this.
弗洛姆醫生 Dr. Frome...
家族遺傳注定了我會長成一個胖子 I'm genetically predetermined to look this way.
但我不想啊 But I don't want to.
我猜你的父母也不愿意簽字 I assume that you need my signature on this
所以你才來找我的吧 because your parent refuses to sign it?
她拒絕了我 She refuses.
是啊 這是因為她愛你 Yeah, that's because she loves you
希望你能健健康康的 and she wants you to be healthy.
不 我媽媽根本不在意我吃什么 No, my mother doesn't care what I eat.
她想讓我長胖 She wants me to be fat.
他是淋巴瘤幸存者 但他的胸片沒有顯示 He's a lymphoma survivor, but there's no lymphadenopathy
淋巴腺病跡象 on his chest X-ray.
邁克爾說他們早上檢查的時候 Uh, Michael mentioned that on their morning run,
因為尼爾胸痛中途停止了 Niall had to stop because of chest pain.
是心肌缺血嗎 So cardiac ischemia?
肌鈣蛋白顯示正常 Troponins are flat.
我還注意到尼爾手上有抓痕 Oh, I also noticed that Niall had scratches on his hands.
颯拉說他們昨天去尋找蘑菇了 Zara said the went mushroom foraging yesterday.
- 傘形毒菌蕈中毒嗎 - 你看著像嗎 Amanita mushroom poisoning? - You think?
這種說法不太常見 但確實能對上 It's an odd presentation, but that explains everything.
我按這個給他治療 I'll get him started on treatment.
有什么能幫到您的嗎 Uh, can I help you?
我的男朋友進醫院了 My boyfriend was brought in.
- 尼爾嗎 - 你怎么知道的 Niall? - How'd you know?
跟我來 Follow me.
你好啊 Hi, hi.
他得換個大點的病房 He's gonna need a bigger room.
別這么古板 Don't be such a square.
來 你的工作就是往網上數據庫里 Right, your job, my dear, is to input these records
輸入這些記錄 一個不落 into the online database-- all of them.
從1998年開始嗎 誰用得著這些啊 This is from 1998. Who would ever need this?
真高興你問了 I'm glad you asked.
說來其實挺有意思的 It's quite interesting, actually.
按時間順序延展我們記錄的跨度 Extending the chronological span of our records
并將診斷串聯在時間橫軸上以供調查 creates a researchable X axis of diagnoses across time--
- 氣死我得咧 - 什么 Did I die? - Sorry?
這是什么古怪無趣的地獄嗎 Am I in some kind of weird, boring hell?
這是打工人每天都要面對的問題 A question working adults grapple with every day.
海倫 Uh, Helen, uh...
對了 好吧 Oh, hi. Okay.
我就想跟你說一聲 董事會否決了我的提議 I just thought you should know that the board
不讓我把新阿姆斯特丹醫院改名為 is blocking my attempts to change New Amsterdam's name
- 雷納佩和平 - 震驚 to Lenapehoking. - Shocking.
我知道 我覺得我的發音是對的 I know, I think I'm saying it right.
發“和”這個音 雷納佩族和平 It's like "hawk." The Lenape-hawk-ing.
這就是你對象嗎 Is this is guy you were dating?
米娜 這話太不得體了 Mina, that is completely inappropriate.
不 沒事 Oh, no, that's fine,
因為我們沒有約會 所以 你懂的 because we're not dating, so, you know...
我是說 我們從沒約過 I mean, we never dated.
我們只是 待在一起消磨時間而已 We just, uh, have spent time together.
時不時一起待一會 We spend time together from time to time,
你懂的 大家都這么干 you know, as people do.
然后其他人起了誤解 And I think that other people get ideas,
- 然后他們就傳 - 麥克斯 and they talk-- - Max.
好的 我閉嘴 犯傻了 對不起 Yeah, shut up. Idiot, sorry.
問一小句 你是說 以前約過嗎 Real quick-- did you say "were dating"?
也就是說你和卡西安現在不約啦 Does that mean you and Cassian are not dating now?
- 你們是 - 也許你說對了 Are you...? - You might be right.
- 這還真是地獄 - 很高興見到你 This may actually be hell. - Nice meeting you.
我們回顧一下 我需要你的幫助 Let me rewind. I need your help.
如何我能讓這家醫院改名 If I can change this hospital's name,
那就能救我病人的命了 then I can save my patient's life.
麥克斯 我不知道事情緣由 Max, I don't know what this is about,
也不想問 and I don't want to ask,
但如果你是鐵了心想給醫院改名 but if you really want to change the hospital's name,
得到我一人的支持遠遠不夠 you're gonna need a lot more support than me.
為雷納佩族伸張正義 正義 Justice for Lenape! Justice!
- 這是我們的土地 - 你們偷了我們的土地 This is our land! - You're on stolen land!
把相機挪開 Put that camera away.
- 誰是管事的 - 那個身材火辣的白人 Who's in charge here? - Hot white guy.
凱倫 拿一支彩筆和紙板 Karen, grab a Sharpie and some cardboard.
- 你他么在干什么 - 首先 安全有保障 What the hell is going on? - Well, first off, it's safe.
每個人都檢測了核酸 Everybody has been tested.
其次 看上去我們要給新阿姆斯特丹改名了 And, secondly, it looks like we are renaming New Amsterdam.
重新命名 新阿姆斯特丹
這算非法入侵 把他們帶出去 These people are trespassing. Get them out of here.
- 不好意思 做不到 - 為什么 Sorry, I can't do that. - Why the hell not?
因為這是他們的土地 而我們才是非法入侵者 Because this is their land and we're the ones trespassing.
要不我們立塊牌匾 How about a plaque commemorating
來紀念里雷納佩族人民吧 the Lenape people?
四處看看 凱倫 Look around, Karen.
這些人都是美國原住民 This protest is filled with Native Americans,
也是這座城市的市民 all of whom are residents of this city.
他們理應在自己城市的醫院里感到賓至如歸 They deserve to feel at home in their city's hospital,
我的病人也是 and so does my patient.
行吧 立個雕塑成嗎 Well, fine, a statue.
再加點碼 We'll take a wing.
看 連電視臺都來了 Oh, look, here come the TV cameras.
去你的 麥克斯 Damn it, Max.
你能重新命名這個接待大廳 You can rename this lobby.
這是我最終提案了 And that's my final offer.
您真大方 您做了件好事 That's very generous of you. You've just did a good thing.
不要表現得這么驚訝 Don't act so surprised.
您人太好了 You're amazing.
感謝大家前來 Thank you all for coming.
借過 Excuse me.
海倫 Helen!
羅米 Romy.
我們一會就好 We'll be really quick.
高醫生和我想告知你一些 Dr. Kao and I wanted to fill you in
部門調整的細節 on some departmental changes.
是嗎 Is that right? - Mm-hmm.
你也知道 我們的部門管轄范圍 As you know, our departments have
有許多重疊之處 a lot of overlaps.
是的 比如說 后勤人員 Yes, our support staff, for one.
正是 Oh, exactly.
我打算對后勤進行裁員 And I plan on downsizing the support staff
并分開管理部門預算 and uncoupling our budgets.
分割腫瘤科和泌尿科嗎 Uncoupling oncology and urology?
我們幾乎共用所有儀器啊 We share almost all of our equipment.
夏普醫生說得對 Dr. Sharpe's right.
我們還會共享資源的 海倫 Well, we're still share everything, Helen.
不過是書面規定罷了 This is just on paper.
好吧 那我期待看到方案出臺 Okay, then, I look forward to seeing it.
我也很期待多多見到你 And I look forward to seeing more of you.
如果我們分開管賬 又減少后勤人員 If we uncouple out budgets but downsize support staff,
也就是說我們可以在人工上省錢 that means we get the savings on staff,
但腫瘤科還是要付設備的錢 but oncology still foots the bill on equipment.
腦子轉的挺快的 You're quick.
對了 日后不要在我跟其它醫生說話的時候 Oh, and maybe don't contradict me
反駁我 好嗎 when I'm talking to the other doctors, okay?
胃分流手術 Gastric bypass surgery?
薩菲 Saffy!
你還背著我做 And you went behind my back?
在你開口之前 這孩子的檢查結果非常好 And before you start, our numbers are stellar--
膽固醇和血糖 所有指標 cholesterol, blood sugar, all of it.
還有你跟他說了尊巴舞蹈訓練營嗎 And do you tell him about the booty Zumba classes
我開車帶你去的 一周兩次 I drive you to twice a week?
顯然沒有效果啊 It's obviously not working.
扎瑞女士 Ms. Zaree,
薩菲說您想要她胖下去 Saffy says that she thinks you want her to stay fat.
您是這樣想的嗎 Does that sound right to you?
你是這樣講的嗎 Is that what you said?
多年以來我餓著自己 I spent years starving myself...
憎惡自己 hating myself.
因此自小以來我教導薩菲 And I raised Saffy to know that healthy and beautiful
健康與美有多種表現形式 can look a lot of different ways.
但她如今 But here she is--
和我落入相同的陷阱 falling right into that same trap.
您會幫我簽字的 對嗎 You're going to sign the form, right?
薩菲 Saffy...
我 額 I, uh...
我只是 忍不住想 I just--I can't help but wonder
要是我簽署了這項手術 if by signing off on the surgery,
我不只是把你這樣的孩子的生活環境搞得更艱難了 I'm not just making the world a harder place for kids like you,
也是像我這樣的孩子 for kids like me,
像你媽媽這樣的 like your mom.
她是支持你的啊 She's here for you.
我的爸爸 當我和你一樣大的時候 他讓我憎惡自己的身體 My dad, when I was your age, he taught me to hate my body.
我以自己的身體為恥 I was ashamed of it.
他每天給我稱重 He weighed me every day.
我們為什么要談論你 Why are we talking about you?
你才是治療師啊 你肥又不是我的錯 You're the therapist here. It's not my problem you're fat.
薩菲 在這里不許這樣講話 Saffy! You will not talk like that in this office.
而且我的媽媽也沒有支持我 And my mother's not supportive.
她只是想讓我長得像她 She just wants me to look like her...
讓她能心安理得地胖下去 to make her feel like being fat is okay.
胖不是錯 Being fat is okay.
那你為什么想減肥 Then why are you trying to lose weight?
我們沒有 We are not...
我們不是來談我的事的 薩菲 We're not here to talk about me, Saffy.
我們是來談你的事情的 We're talking about you.
我是在說我的事情 Well, I am talking about me,
但你不聽我說 and you're not listening.
洛杉磯 * Mm, L.A.*
對他來說太過了 *Proved too much for the man*
太多 * Too much for the man*
承受不了 * He couldn't make it*
在急診大聲放歌真是個好主意 Blasting music in the E.D. is a really great idea.
聽不聽得見別人說話根本不重要 Ease of communication just doesn't matter here.
對不起 Sorry.
對了 你覺得這首歌是什么意思 Hey, what do you think this song is really saying?
我覺得單看歌名就能明白了 I think the title gets us most of the way there.
是啊 但也可能是別的意思啊 Yeah, but could it be something else?
比如 可能是個隱喻 Like...like a metaphor?
換個話題 In other news,
尼爾在接受傘形毒菌蘑菇中毒的治療了 Niall is now on treatment for Amanita mushroom poisoning,
到目前為止一切都好 and so far, so good.
我去跟他的四角戀通個氣 I'm gonna go give his quad the update.
你覺得自己能接受 Do you think you could be in one of those, uh,
多角戀嗎 polyamorous relationships?
好吧 Okay.
這問題問得有些許詭異 You are in a really weird space,
但由你提出來感覺還不賴 and I like it on you.
別鬧 你接受嗎 Seriously, could you?
我覺得我對自己的戀愛觀 I think the jury is still out on me
都還沒有定論 and relationships in general.
你呢 You?
我沒法 There is no way
和別人共享愛人 that I could share my person with someone else.
你的人有什么可分享的呢 And what makes a person yours to share anyway?
不知道 I don't know.
我就是覺得那樣不對 不道德 It just seems wrong to me, like, morally.
道德 行吧 Morally, okay.
不是每段感情都像你和艾薇那樣 Not every relationship has to look like yours and Evie's.
最好別像 Oh, I think it's better if they don't.
找到一個人都很難了 It's hard to find a person, period...
更別說分享了 let alone share them.
沒錯 Yeah.
尤其是咱這個年紀的人 Especially people our age, you know?
經歷了 With all this...
許多 history.
有經歷不見得是壞事 History isn't always a bad thing.
-怎么了 - 血氧飽和度下降 What's happening? - O-2 sats are dropping.
需要插管 All right, we need to intubate.
你們誰是他醫療代理人 Which one of you is his medical proxy?
我現在要做肺活檢 Okay, I need to do a lung biopsy now.
誰有權簽字 Who can legally sign off on that?
他老婆 His wife.
- 他結婚了 - 還有別人 He's married? - To someone else?
別把特琪扯進來 Don't bring Tweetie into this.
特琪 Tweetie?
麥琪 他向她坦白自己是雙之后 她就離開他了 Maggie. She left him when he came out to her as bi.
她傷了他的心 他們好幾年都沒說過話了 She broke his heart. They haven't spoken in years.
聽我說 如果找不出病因 Listen to me--Niall could die if we don't figure out
尼爾可能會死 明白嗎 what's really happening, all right?
誰有他老婆電話 Now, whose got the wife's number?
能找來 It is amazing
一群學生和抗議者以及電視臺 what a group of students and protesters
還挺厲害的 and an impending TV spectacle can do.
芒西教授 我們以雷納佩 Professor Munsee, we are naming the lobby
為大廳命名 以表紀念 for the Lenape people.
雷納佩族遺產永存 The Lenape legacy will live on.
等等 Hold it.
等等 Hold it?
雷納佩族遺產 The Lenape legacy?
雷納佩沒有滅絕 古德溫醫生 The Lenape are not extinct, Dr. Goodwin,
也沒打算滅絕 nor do we intend to be.
立塊牌子能使美國原住民 Does your sign improve
醫療保障情況得到改善嗎 Native American access to healthcare?
能解決部落間的健康差異嗎 Does it address tribal health disparities?
想贏得像我這樣的病人的信任 This hospital has a long way to go
醫院改革之路漫漫 to earn the trust of patients like me.
芒西教授 Professor Munsee...
麻煩你 please...
就讓我治你腿上的血栓吧 Just let me treat the clot in your leg.
這是我唯一能確定可以修復的事情 That's the only thing I know for certain I can fix.
有權有勢的人之中 So rarely does someone
少有想要變革的 in a position of power try to make change.
我為什么要阻止你呢 So why would I let you stop now?
因為也許你撐不到我成功的那天 Because you could die while I'm trying.
為變革而死 Dying for change...
沒有比這更好的遺產了 I couldn't think of a better legacy.
勞倫 抱歉打攪 Uh, Lauren, sorry to interrupt.
我有個困擾已久 I have a potentially loaded
但有點不合時宜的問題想問你 and inappropriate question for you.
我該回避嗎 Should I leave?
沒關系 他知道的 No, it's fine. He knows.
- 他知道 - 我知道 He does? - I do?
弗洛伊德和我交往過 Yes, Floyd and I used to hook up,
但這不會影響工作 but we have no problem working together,
事實上 我們關系因此變得更好 and, in fact, our relationship has never been better.
不是那事 That's not, uh...
樓上有位病人 Anyway, I have a patient upstairs right now
我覺得由一位原住民出身的醫生 that I think would like to be treated
去救治會比較好 by a Native American doctor,
但我鎖定不了目標 but I'm having some trouble tracking one down.
- 還鎖定目標 - 問題就是這個 太敏感 "Tracking one down"? - No, see? So many landmines.
我不知道怎么去問 I don't know how to ask
人家是不是美國原住民 if someone is Native American or not.
你就不該問 Yeah, you absolutely shouldn't.
沒錯 別問 Yeah, don't do that.
對 但是 Yeah, but it would--
我在救病人的命 I'm trying to save my patient's life.
她不讓我給她打肝磷脂點滴 She won't let me put her on a heparin drip,
但我越想越覺得她沒錯 but the more I think about it, the more I realize she's right.
- 她憑什么要信我 - 就憑你是醫生 Why should she trust me? - Because you're a doctor.
美國醫生和原住民病人 American doctors and Native American patients,
歷史糾葛可不少 not the easiest history,
但是如果我能找到人說服她 but if I can find someone to convince her
接受點滴 那就能保住她的命 to get on that drip, then I can keep her alive.
你需要我做什么 Okay, so what do you need me for?
因為我大概很久聽聞說 Because I may have heard a long time ago a little rumor
也許你有四分之一原住民血統 that you were maybe a quarter something.
能有共同語言之類的 "Shmative Shmishmerican."
鬼才幫你 No way this ends well for you.
不是你說的那種印第安人 但我確實用過死藤水 Wrong kind of Indian, but I did do ayahuasca once.
那樣算嗎 Does that count?
不是 Nope.
搞沒搞錯 Seriously?
不是 但有人說我長得像雪兒 Nope, but some people think I look like Cher.
我是猶太人 I'm Jewish.
祝好運 Mazel tov.
你早就知道了 對不對 You knew about this, didn't you?
我天 Oh, boy.
你家大明星主任精心謀劃 Your new rock star chair has orchestrated
做了些許改組 而這會把腫瘤科的 a little reorg that's gonna suck the funding
資金吸走 最后手術賬單 out of oncology and stick us with the bill
還得我們付 for operational costs.
夏普醫生 我發誓與此事無關 Dr. Sharpe, I wasn't in on this, I promise.
但我知道她一直從 But I know she's been sucking money
其他部門和經濟有困難的病患身上 out of other departments and out of patients
榨取錢財 who don't have much to give,
我也知道我們不該這么做 and I know that's not what we do here.
艾格尼絲 你得在 Agnes, you need to get rid of her
她把這家醫院其他部門 before she systematically dismantles
拆得七零八碎之前趕走她 every other department in this hospital.
沒錯 但董事會喜歡她 I agree, but the board loves her.
你不能炒了她嗎 Can't you fire her?
- 你是醫療副主任 - 不再是了 You're deputy medical director. - Not anymore.
我就不該雇她 I never should have hired her.
等等 你雇的她 Wait, you hired her?
你是招聘委員會一員嗎 Were you even on the search committee?
不 No.
我不是 No, I wasn't.
是麥琪·麥奎爾嗎 Maggie McGuire?
- 你好 我是雷諾茲醫生 - 他怎么樣了 Hi, I'm Dr. Reynolds. - How is he?
尼爾的肺活檢顯示 Well, Niall's lung biopsy shows
他患有間質性肺炎 interstitial pneumonitis,
我們還不清楚病因 and we're not sure what's causing it,
但他的肺已經發炎 but his lungs are enflamed,
拖越久情況越糟 and they're getting worse by the second.
我們也想參與進來 We'd love to be a part of your private conversation
鑒于我們三個都和他 since the three of us are still actually
有實質性戀愛關系 in a relationship with him.
好吧 抱歉 Okay, I'm sorry,
但從法律上來說 麥琪是唯一一位 but legally speaking, Maggie is the only person here
對尼爾狀況有發言權的人 who has a say in Niall's--
就這么把我們排除在外 真的太侮辱人了 It's pretty insulting for you cut us out like this,
是我們在這兒守了他一天 when we're the ones who've been here all day
擔心他的安危 worrying about him.
好吧 麻煩各位出去 All right, I'm gonna have to ask you all to leave.
雷諾茲醫生 讓他們留下吧 Dr. Reynolds, they can stay.
我知道你們都不喜歡我 I know none of you think much of me,
我到現在都搞不懂 and I still don't understand
你們之間的關系 this relationship of yours.
但我現在來這 But I'm here now...
是因為我還愛他 Because I still love him.
麥琪 你的手 Maggie, your hand.
非洲灰 African Greys...
鸚鵡抓的 My parrots.
- 你養了鸚鵡 - 對 You have parrots? - Yes.
好幾只 Quite a few.
抱歉沖你嚷嚷 弗洛姆醫生 I'm sorry I yelled at you, Dr. Frome...
抱歉叫你死胖子 and called you fat in a negative way.
我不該那么說的 I shouldn't have done that.
接受你的道歉 Apology accepted.
我也應該道歉 And I feel like I should apologize
我不該把個人問題引入討論 because I brought my issue into the discussion,
那樣是不對的 and that wasn't okay.
接受道歉 Apology accepted.
我會允許薩菲接受 And I'm going to go ahead and let Saffy
胃分流手術 go through with the gastric bypass.
怎么 I mean, what--
你確定這樣好嗎 Are we sure that's a good idea?
我選擇接受身體現狀 I've chosen to love my body as it is,
但我不能將這個觀點強加給薩菲 but I can't impose that choice on Saffy.
我必須尊重她決定 I need to respect her right to determine
自己身體狀況的權利 what happens to her body.
是這樣的 Yeah, well, look, look, you know,
在動手術之前 there are a lot of steps that we can take
我們可以嘗試一些別的方式 before we just jump into a drastic surgery.
- 你是說心理治療 - 對 心理治療 You mean like therapy? - Yeah, exactly like therapy.
薩菲還年輕 Saffy is young.
我們可以讓你 We have a really good shot
身心同時得到很好的療效 at getting you somewhere great mentally and physically.
你認為心理治療能讓我開心起來 You think therapy is gonna make me happy?
我媽認為徹底的自我接納才是解決辦法 My mom thinks radical self-acceptance is the answer,
那手術難道不是一種解決辦法么 and isn't surgery an answer, too?
手術有風險 It's a risky one...
也許做手術是個錯誤的決定 one that could be a mistake,
一旦做了就覆水難收 a mistake that you cannot take back.
這個 Well...
即便錯了 也是她自己選的 弗洛姆醫生 It's Saffy's mistake to make, Dr. Frome.
二位 我 Well, guys, guys, I'm, uh--
療程結束的太倉促 薩菲 I'm not used to my sessions ending like this. Saffy--
你是說建議被無視了 You mean with your suggestions being ignored?
沒錯 Yeah, yeah, exactly.
我覺得我 You know, I feel like I've--
我沒能起到正面引導作用 I did a disservice to you somewhere along the way.
我把話題引到了自己身上 I hijacked your issue,
以己度人 I totally made it about myself,
我還是沒改過來 對吧 and, um, I'm doing that right now, aren't I?
對 Yeah.
我覺得我辜負 I just feel like I failed--
我辜負了你 I failed you.
有時候你只能承認 Sometimes you just have to own it.
我失敗了 I whiffed it.
你也失敗了 You whiffed it.
是啊 Yeah.
雷納佩族人中庭 這家醫院坐落在德拉瓦人祖先的土地上
古德溫醫生 簡博士情況如何 Dr. Goodwin, how's Professor Jane doing?
仍然拒絕治療 Still refusing treatment.
我做什么都改變不了她的主意 Nothing I've tried has changed her mind.
沒錯了 簡教授狠起來連自己都搞 Sounds about right. Professor Jane's relentless.
我想從醫院里找出一名 I even tried reaching out to Native American personnel
- 原住民職工 - 進展如何 here at the hospital. - And how did that go?
我們醫院就沒有 Well, we don't have any Native American personnel
- 原住民 - 很驚訝嗎 here at the hospital. - And you're surprised by this?
說實話 醫生 我也從沒見過 To be honest, Doc, I've never seen
原住民醫生 a Native doctor either.
高中那會兒 我跟輔導員說 Back in high school, I told my guidance counselor
我想讀醫 I was interested in medical school.
他遞給我一張景觀設計的傳單 He handed me a flyer for landscape design.
一點不出奇 Of course he did.
即便讀醫很不錯 And even if med school felt like an option,
即便被錄取了 學費也很貴 even if you did get in, it's expensive, you know.
誰會讓家里人因為這個欠更多的債呢 Who's gonna ask their family to go into more debt?
不過牌子不錯 Cool sign, though.
是簡出事了 Uh, it's Jane.
黑命貴
氧飽和度低于80 她的心率在增高 O sat's below 80, and her heart rate's rising.
血塊轉移到肺部了 我們需要把 Clot's moved to her lungs-- we need to get her
她送到手術室 to the operating room right now.
等等 Wait, wait.
你會治好她 對吧 You're going to save her, right?
她之前愿意為此而死 She was ready to die for this.
如果你治不好她 你就會讓我們再失望一次 If you don't save her, you'll fail us again.
你干嘛站在那 Why are you standing there?
我要跟你說點事 I need to tell you something.
我真的很崇拜你 I really looked up to you,
但如果現代化意味著榨取 but if modernizing means milking patients
病人的價值 for all they're worth,
讓他們病急亂投醫 rushing them out of consults and into admissions,
如果意味著榨取 and if it means fleecing other departments
其他部門的預算 out of their budgets...
那么我不確定我屬于這 then I'm not sure you belong here.
卡普爾醫生也許作風老派 And Dr. Kapoor may have been old-fashioned,
但他的方法不是開玩笑 but his methods are not a joke.
他有同情心又給人希望 They were hopeful and compassionate,
但你的方法冷酷無情 又操縱人心 whereas yours are heartless, cold, and manipulative.
好了 說重點吧 All right, get to the point.
你被解雇了 You're fired.
真幽默 我不知道你可以這么幽默 That's kind of funny. I didn't know you were funny.
不 No.
我不是幽默 I'm not funny.
你被解雇了 You're fired.
我要解雇你 I'm firing you.
不好意思 艾格尼斯 我不認為 Well, I'm sorry, Agnes, but I don't think
你有這個權利 you have the authority.
這就是重點 Well, that's the thing.
我也沒有雇傭你的權利 I didn't have the authority to hire you either
或者推薦你到董事會 or even recommend you to the board,
那么意味著我仍是神經內科的臨時主席 which means that I am still the interim chair of neurology,
而且作為神經學的臨時主席 and as the interim chair of neurology,
我要終止你的臨時雇傭關系 I am terminating your interim employment.
你走的時候可以把鑰匙 You can leave your keys and I.D. badge
和身份卡留下 with security on your way out.
你感覺怎么樣了 How are you feeling?
好 Yeah.
好極了 Fantastic.
謝謝 Thanks.
你得了鸚鵡病 尼爾 You have psittacosis, Niall...
也叫做鸚鵡熱 also known as parrot fever.
麥琪 Maggie.
是麥琪沒錯 Maggie, indeed.
天啊 Oh, God.
他們不會高興的 They won't be happy.
我們什么都沒做過 麥琪和我 And we haven't even done anything, Maggie and me.
只是聊聊天 Just talked.
好吧 Well...
我以為多角戀的重點是自由 I thought polyamory was all about freedom...
讓人們嶄露本性 letting people be themselves.
我知道 我花了好多年定義自己 You know, I spent years putting labels on myself,
一夫一妻 多角戀 monogamous, polyamorous,
雙性戀 但是現在 bisexual, but now...
我想要外面那三個美麗的人 I want those three beautiful beings out there...
我也想要麥琪 And I want Maggie.
我沒法為這想法道歉 I can't apologize for that,
但我也沒法定義它 but I also can't find a label for it.
你覺得你需要為你所愿 And you feel like you need a label
下個定義來解釋一下 to explain what you want?
想得到一件無法言喻之物 It's terrifying to ask for something
這種感覺很令人恐懼 when you can't put a name to it,
但沒錯 but there you go.
我是個貪婪的混蛋 I'm a greedy bastard.
我全部都想要 I want them all.
我愛他們所有人 I love them all.
只是不知道怎么告訴他們 Just don't know what to tell them.
我覺得你就這樣告訴他們就行 I think you tell them that.
- 嗨 - 嗨 Hi. - Hi.
- 你感覺怎么樣 - 好了 How are you feeling? - Okay.
- 嗨 寶貝 - 嘿 Hi, baby. - Hey.
嗨 簡教授 Hi, Professor Jane.
我怎么還活著 Why am I still here?
你腿上的血塊 That blood clot in your leg broke free
轉移到了你的肺部 and traveled to your lungs.
我們不得不做肺動脈栓塞切除術 We had to do a pulmonary artery embolectomy
來把它取出 to get it out.
對我 對我們所有人都很清楚 It was clear to me, to all of us,
你的生命比你的死亡更有價值 that your life mattered more than your death.
你就是不肯聽 對吧 You really don't listen, do you?
400年的掠奪 對你毫無意義嗎 400 years, they mean nothing to you?
我沒法補償這個國家對你 I can't make up for what this country did
對你的家庭造成的傷害 to you and your family,
但聽完你的學生的話 but after listening to your students...
我想我也許發現了一條前進的道路 I think I may have found a way forward.
你有沒有聽過 Have you heard
簡·芒西醫學路徑計劃 of the Jane Munsee Medical Pathways Program?
沒有 No.
沒有很正常 Well, that makes sense.
因為我一小時前才剛想出來 I just came up with it about an hour ago.
這是一個很棒的新項目 It's this amazing new program that gives
為美國原住民學生提供實習機會 Native American students shadowing programs
獎學金和考試預備課程 and scholarships and test prep courses
還有一個直接進入醫療行業的渠道 and a direct pipeline into the medical profession.
并且新學生可以通過回饋社會 And the way the new students pay it forward
指導當地和部落學校的方式 is by giving back,
將愛心傳遞下去 mentoring local and tribal schools.
一波嶄新 充滿活力 A living, breathing new wave...
的原住民美國醫生浪潮 of Native American doctors.
像我一樣嗎 Like me?
就像你一樣 Like you.
好吧 Well...
算是個開始 It's a start.
開始 Start.
一個不錯的開始 It's a good start.
我很慶幸我可以見證它 I'm so glad I was here to see it.
我也高興 Me too.
隨便拿吧 * Take a load for free *
不好意思 Hmm. - Oh, sorry.
你找到了嗎 You got it?
找到了 Yeah
讓我帶上 * Put the load on me *
BGM: The Weight - Aretha Frankin
拾起我的行囊 * Picked up my bag *
我去找尋一個藏身所 * I went looking for a place to hide *
當我看到卡門與惡魔 * When I saw Carmen and the Devil *
與我并肩同行 * Walking side by side *
我說 嘿 卡門 * I said "Hey, Carmen, *
來吧 我們進城去 * Come on, let's go downtown" *
她說 我得走了 * She said, "I gotta go *
但我的朋友們會留下 * But my friend can stick around" *
拿吧 芬妮 * Take a load off, Fanny *
我很抱歉你今天過得不太好 I'm sorry your day was so weird.
是不太好 Oh, so weird.
真不太好 我失敗了 So weird. I whiffed it.
他們這么說的 不是我 Their words, not mine. - Oof.
是啊 Yeah.
你今天過得怎么樣 What about you? How's yours?
我跟我的新病人 Uh, I had a tremendous breakthrough
取得了很大的突破 with a new patient.
他是個戰場老兵 所以你也想象得到 創傷綜合癥 He's a combat vet, so you can imagine the PTSD.
但他想好起來 Mm. - But he wants to get better.
實際上 我明天還會跟他見面 In fact, I'm seeing him tomorrow.
那是他的帽子嗎 Is that his hat?
他把帽子落在我的辦公室了 Oh, uh, he left his hat in my office.
他的名字不會恰巧是錢斯·貝克爾吧 His name wouldn't happen to be Chance Becker, would it?
你怎么會知道 Uh, yeah, how'd you know?
我希望你已經有些進展了 I do hope you've made some progress.
我 I...
大部分我都做完了 我保證 I did with most of them, I promise.
米娜 Mina?
這些都是活生生的人 These are all people.
每個都是 Each one.
這是份很長的檔案 This is a long file.
我認識她 I knew her...
很多年了 For years.
我認識她的孩子們 I knew her children.
她去世了 She died.
她剛剛去世 She just died.
那邊有個抽屜放不常用的檔案 There's a drawer over there for inactive files.
你是說逝去的人 You mean dead people.
是 Yes.
你每天都是怎么熬過來的啊 How do you do this every day?
你不難過嗎 Don't you get sad?
這是做醫生的一部分 It's part of being a doctor.
我必須得把一些情緒收起來 I just have to put some things away.
我不想這么做 Well, I don't want to do that.
我不想遺忘 I don't want to forget!
我做不到 I can't!
米娜 Mina--
我太愚蠢了 I'm so stupid!
我過來找你 Coming here to you,
我以為一切都會變得更好 I thought it would make things better,
但是沒有什么變得更好 but nothing gets better!
只會變得更糟 It's just worse!
每天都變得更加糟糕 Every day it gets worse!
我爸爸去世了 My baba is gone.
米娜 Mina.
米娜 Mina--
我爸爸去世了 My baba is gone.
過來 Come here.
如果你一直占著我的位置 You know, if you keep taking my spot up here,
我不知道我可以去哪里思考 I don't know where I'm gonna solve
如何解決世界的難題了 all the world's problems.
我當你沒有改掉 So you didn't change the name
- 這家醫院的名字 - 出乎預料 并沒有 of the hospital, I take it. - Surprisingly, no.
你怎么樣 How'd you do?
我 Well...
我傷害了一個孩子 I traumatized a child.
如果能安慰到你 Makes you feel any better,
我回家以后大概也會那樣 I'll probably do that when I get home.
我愚蠢地把她拉進了醫院 I stupidly brought her into the hospital,
卻沒意識到 not realizing that...
在這里 這些病痛 這些死亡 being here, the illness, the death,
會直接讓她想起失去父親的過程 it would take her right back to losing her father.
我應該預料到 我應該 I should have seen it coming. I should have...
我應該保護她 I should have protected her.
我不認為我們能夠保護我們的孩子 I don't think we can protect our kids
遠離那種傷痛 from that kind of pain.
我沒辦法 I couldn't.
但有人陪伴總是好的 But it helps not to be alone.
卡西安的事我很抱歉 I'm sorry about Cassian.
我不知道怎么說 I don't know what to...say.
我是說 我們從沒聊過 I mean, we never talk about it.
麥克斯 Max...
怎么了 Yeah?
你之前說的話 What you said earlier...
我之前說了什么 What--what did I say?
我真慶幸我們是朋友 I'm really glad that we're friends.
我也是 Me too.
你在做什么 What are you doing?
我整天都在打包和拆包中渡過 I have been packing and unpacking all day.
- 得了吧 - 但我決心要走了 Oh, come on. - But I decided I'm leaving.
求你了 別這樣對我 No, come on, don't do this.
今早的事我很抱歉 I am so sorry for this morning.
- 別道歉 - 我逼你離開 No, no, don't be. - I made you run out of here--
- 你自己的家 - 沒有 your own house. - No.
我讓你覺得 I made you feel--
很意外 好嗎 Surprised, okay?
我只是意外而已 I was just surprised.
因為我喜歡你嗎 What, that I like you?
不是 No.
我意外是因為 I'm just surprised that...
那感覺很正常 it felt normal.
我不習慣正常 I'm not used to normal...
或者真實 or real.
你覺得 You think...
這很真實嗎 this is real?
我整天都在想你 I've been thinking about you all day.
而且我覺得你不該走出那扇門 And I don't think that you should walk out that door.
為什么呢 Why not?