醫院革命 前情提要 Previously on "New Amsterdam"...
我愛你 I love you.
他們一直讓你敞開心扉 They keep hammering on at you to open up,
但是這需要是雙向的 but that has to go both ways.
即便我的身體在告訴我 And even though my body is telling me
放手一搏 但我做不到 to just let go and jump, I can't.
即便為了你也不行 Not even for you.
我為了錢斯付出了一切 I gave Chance everything.
我只想讓他好起來 I just wanted him to get better.
但是永遠不夠 But it was never enough.
如果你不用抗爭 If you don't have to fight for it,
那是因為不值得 it's 'cause it's not worth it.
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請在滴聲后留言 Leave a message after the tone.
是我 It's, uh, me.
我想你了 I--I miss you.
一直想你 停不下來 I can't get you out of my head.
啥都干不好 It's, uh, it's very distracting.
我們對彼此說的話只是個開始 We said things to each other that were just the beginning.
而且我們一直都沒 And we never quite, um--
反正現在你走了 anyway, now you're gone,
就感覺過了好久啊 and it just feels like it's been forever.
我真的需要 And I really need...
需要見你 I need to see you.
需要跟你聊聊 I need to talk to you.
需要跟你在一起 I need to be with you
用盡所有方式 in all of the ways that I've been dreaming of.
完事了 And we're done.
好 很簡單 All right. Easy enough.
看起來都很好 古德溫醫生 Everything looks good, Dr. Goodwin.
很好 Fantastic.
-太感謝了 - 半年之后見 - Thank you so much. - See you in six months.
沒事吧 Is everything okay?
看到我婚戒了嗎 Have you seen my wedding ring?
肯定是沒有 Sure haven't.
醫 院 革 命
我要見你 I need to see you.
夏普
需要跟你聊聊 I need to talk to you.
需要跟你在一起 I need to be with you
用盡所有的方式 in all of the ways that I've been dreaming of.
這個太緊了 And this one's too tight.
我穿什么都不好看 Everything looks terrible on me.
沒有啦 你只是緊張了 Oh, stop that. You're just nervous.
很好奇為什么 Wonder why. It's only the beginning
這只是我下半生的新開始 of the rest of my whole life.
我是麥克斯 Hey. You've reached Max.
暫時不能接電話 請留言 I can't take your call, so leave a message.
我很喜歡你的留言 I very much enjoyed your message.
我明天才能飛 My flight's not till tomorrow, but, um...
不過我一直在想 I've been doing some fantasizing of my own.
好吧 Okay.
我覺得我準備好了 I'm ready. I think.
- 你不是認真的吧 - 那么吃驚干嘛 - You can't be serious. - Oh, don't sound so surprised.
我又不會一直待著這 I was never gonna stay here forever.
但是今天呢 But today? But today?
特效 老y
我要去趕一趟備用航班 I'm gonna try and catch a standby flight.
但我想你跟我回劍橋 But I wanted you to come back to Cambridge with me.
翻譯 一江 Efroimson
我知道 I know.
我玩的很開心 I've had a wonderful time.
翻譯 廿八
但你們都準備好了 But you're all set up in the halls.
你穿著很美的裙子 You have an amazing dress.
翻譯 nick12138
最重要的是 你已經不再需要我了 And most importantly, you don't need me anymore.
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我好為你驕傲 I'm so proud of you.
你把我帶到了你家 You took me into your home.
從未放棄我 You never gave up on me.
我不知道要如何感謝你 I don't know how to thank you.
無需感謝 You don't need to.
你不需要我 我們是家人 You don't need to. We're family.
到機場了說一聲 And text me when you're at the airport, okay?
會的 I will.
還有一個地方要去 I just have one more stop to make.
抱歉來晚了 媽媽 Sorry I'm late, Mum.
既然你來了 我們就可以走了 Now that you're here, we can leave.
給你做了吃的 I made you some red-red.
沒必要在這里浪費錢 No use spending hard-earned money on beetroot foam.
我請你 媽媽 Well, let me do this for you, Mum.
一頓飯 It's a meal.
而且看到你真開心 And it's really good to see you.
很高興你抽出時間來見我 Glad you found time to fit me in.
妮娜要去劍橋的國王學院了 Yeah, uh, Nina got into King's College
這周很忙 in Cambridge. It's been a busy week.
我想幫她都準備好 I wanted to help her get set up.
終于說真話了 So, the truth comes out.
媽媽 她很優秀 Mum, she is wonderful.
很聰明 很努力 She's smart, she's driven,
而且她是家人 and she is family.
既然我要回紐約 And since I'm going back to New York,
我就把你寫成她的緊急聯絡人了 I put you down as her emergency contact,
我覺得你應該見見她 and I think that if you would just meet her--
- 絕對不行 - 媽媽 - Not on your life. - Mum.
你總是拒絕 You say no all the time.
倫敦也拒絕 結婚生子也拒絕 No to London, no husband, no baby.
我干嘛非要答應 Why must I say yes?
但是求你了女兒 把那個女人的孫女給我吧 But please, daughter, give me that other woman's grandchild.
我們是血肉之親 We are blood.
而且既然你一直瞞著我爸爸的事情 And since Baba was kept away from me--
我沒有瞞著你你爸的事情 I didn't keep your father from you.
是他斷聯了 他回到了德黑蘭的家 He cut off ties. He went home to Tehran
找到了現成的波斯妻子 and found his ready-made Persian wife.
是他拋棄了我們 He abandoned us.
那現在怎樣 Okay, so now what?
我們拋棄她嗎 Hmm? We abandon her?
你上周一直 You spent the past week
忽略你自己的親媽 為了那一家人 ignoring your own mother for that other family.
結果你跟你爸一模一樣 Turns out you're just like your baba.
媽媽 你咳嗽多久了 Mum, how long have you had that cough?
幾周了 A few weeks.
可能更久 Or more.
你要是打電話來就會知道 You'd know if you ever rang.
要走了 老媽 Come on. We're gonna go, Mum.
快點 Come on.
這是你的舊診所 This is your old clinic.
是 Yes.
也曾輝煌過 It's certainly seen better days.
打擾一下 Excuse me. Hi.
我想讓我媽媽拍點片子 Hi, I was hoping to get my mum in today for some scans.
一直咳嗽 今天發現咳血了 She's had a persistent cough, and today we found some blood.
抱歉已經預定滿了 We're booked solid, I'm afraid.
最早可以下周 I could maybe get her in early next week.
所以我從來不跟醫生廢話 This is why I never bother with doctors.
老媽 等下 - - No, Mum, wait, wait.
麥克斯來電
抱歉 我是海倫·夏普醫生 Uh, sorry. Excuse me. My name is Dr. Helen Sharpe.
我大學的時候在這邊做過義工 I used to volunteer here when I was in college.
跟你一樣 從前臺做起的 I started behind the desk, just like you,
但是我在這家診所找到了我的使命 but this clinic is where I found my passion,
現在我請求你 and now I'm pleading with you.
我需要確保媽媽看上病 I need to make sure that my mum gets seen.
我可以安排一下 I can move things around.
太感謝了 Thank you. Thank you.
不 我才不要特殊待遇 No, I don't want any special treatment.
我不喜歡我女兒動用關系 I don't like my daughter pulling strings
好讓我插隊 just so we can jump the queue.
媽媽 有空位了你就去 Mum, we are taking the opening
不管你喜不喜歡 別再說了 whether you like it or not. End of discussion.
這邊 我帶你過去 Right this way. I'll take you back.
謝謝 Thank you.
不用你跟我來 No, I don't need you to come with me.
我自己可以的 I can do this all on my own.
海倫 Helen?
請上帝保佑 As I live and breathe.
愛麗諾 Elinor.
你還在這啊 I didn't know you were still here.
還有工作要做 你的借口是什么 There's still work to do. What's your excuse?
不去紐約了 No more New York?
我媽病了 來看病 My mum's sick. She's getting seen.
我能問下 Can I just ask? Um...
這地方 怎么了 This place--what happened?
由于英國脫歐 我們的員工開始大量流失 We started hemorrhaging staff due to Brexit.
然后我們失去了以前從劍橋得到的資助 And then we lost the funding we used to get from Cambridge,
然后一切都開始分崩離析 and it all started to fall apart.
上個月 我們的醫療主任收拾行李離開 Last month, our medical director packed up and left.
現在在掙扎著運營下去 Now we're fighting to hold on.
這地方這么特別 怎么就 This place is too special to just--
夏普醫生 可以來一下嗎 Dr. Sharpe, can you join me?
見到你很高興 愛麗諾 It was good to see you, Elinor.
你也是 親愛的 - Oh, you too, love. - Mm-hmm.
謝謝 Thank you.
我就在這 媽媽 I'm right here, Mum.
哪里也不去 I'm not going anywhere.
我只是想讓你看看我們今天發現了什么 So I just wanted you to see what we found today.
布魯姆
26床驗血 Run blood tests on Bay 26,
送她去做壓力回波檢查 and let's send her up for a stress echo.
為什么9號病房還沒出院 Why hasn't Bay 9 been discharged?
我可能忘了 這就去 Because I possibly forgot. On it.
你有伊格的消息嗎 Hey, have you, uh, have you heard from Iggy?
好久沒有了 你呢 Uh, no. Not in weeks. You?
完全消失 我一直想他 Radio silence. I've been thinking about him.
不過 怎么了 But--uh, what's up?
沒啥 就是我把婚戒搞丟了 Nothing. Stupid. I lost my wedding ring.
-額 - 是啊 - Yikes. - Yeah.
不過沒事的 But it's okay. No big deal.
又不是 I mean, it's not like it's worth
很值錢什么的 a ton of money or anything.
就是個小破戒指 It's just a little silly ring, you know?
但是肯定在這里的 But it's gotta be in here somewhere.
誰丟了一只鞋 Okay, who loses one shoe?
你摘哪里了 Well, where did you take it off?
我沒摘 I--I don't take it off.
- 晚上睡覺也不摘嗎 - 對 - Not even at night? - No.
- 那刷手的時候呢 - 也不摘 - Well, what about to scrub in? - No.
你跟那女人約會的時候也沒摘下來嗎 Not even when you were dating that woman?
我婚戒從來不摘下來的好吧 Never. Okay? I never take it off.
26歲 室顫148 26-year-old. Tachy at 148.
血壓100 56 腹部刺傷 呼吸率14 100/56, respiratory rate 14 from an abdominal stab wound.
- 被神劍刺傷了嗎 - 角色扮演出事了 - From Excalibur? - Cosplay gone horribly wrong.
那傷口上的血可真多啊 Oh, that's a ton of blood for a wound in that area.
呼雷諾茲醫生 去創一 Let's page Reynolds now. Trauma one.
紗布 Gauze.
紗布 紗布 Gauze. Gauze. Gauze.
我靠 繼續拿紗布 Damn it, keep them coming.
刺穿很嚴重 但是病人 The puncture's bad, but it shouldn't cause
不應該失去意識 loss of consciousness.
布魯姆醫生 你看 Dr. Bloom, look at this.
負P波 Negative P waves?
以及QRS波群為負 T波 外加低電壓 And negative QRS, and T waves, plus low voltage?
QRS波群是由單獨的Q波、R波、S波，或這些波形相互組合而成 T波：心電圖5波段之一 心電圖低電壓：指的是用心電圖在體表測得的心電活動的電位過低
怎么會這樣 What the hell?
右位心 Dextrocardia.
她的心臟在胸口的另一邊 Her heart's on the wrong side of her chest.
這有個很棒的病例 Boy, do I have a great case for you.
右位心解釋不了出血過多 Dextrocardia doesn't explain the excessive bleeding.
除非她全部逆位 Unless she also has complete situs inversus.
不僅是心臟 她所有器官位置都是左右顛倒的 Not just her heart, but all of her organs were flipped.
那么她的脾臟在右側 Then her spleen is on the right side.
也就是說匕首正好刺穿脾臟 Which means the dagger is going right through it.
但這并不能解釋她失去意識 But that doesn't explain the LOC.
去手術室之前停一下 做個頭部CT檢查 Stop for a head CT on your way to the OR.
好主意 Good idea.
嘿 你來啦 怎么了 Hey, you. What's going on?
住院醫師名單出來了 The residency match list came out.
我入選了 I got a spot.
是嗎 太棒了 You did? Oh, that's amazing.
我真的不敢相信 I honestly can't believe it.
別這么驚訝 Well, don't look so surprised.
- 你知道自己有多厲害嗎 - 別說了 - Have you met you? - Stop.
你知道競爭壓力有多大 You know how competitive these things are.
加上這是我第一次考 And it was my very first try.
而且我還是個在外國培訓的醫生 And I'm a foreign-trained doctor.
然后這些對于你來說都不是事兒 And you blew them all away.
不盡然 Well, not all.
這里沒要我 I didn't get a spot here.
但我們都清楚道阻且長 But we knew that was gonna be a long shot.
等等 這里沒要你 Wait, you didn't get a spot here?
是斯波坎 華盛頓 Spokane. Washington.
太不可思議了 Wow. That's incredible.
確實 對吧 It is, isn't it?
我還沒告訴我媽媽呢 I haven't even told my mom yet.
那你還等什么 Well, what are you waiting for?
給她打電話 讓她驕傲一把 Give her a call. Let her be a proud mama.
她會樂上天的 She's gonna explode.
你選擇無視我的推薦 So, you just chose to ignore
沒讓萊拉·辛瓦里當選住院醫師 my residency recommendation for Leyla Shinwari.
我整個上午都在和董事會成員通電話 I have been on the phone all morning with board members
以及面對像你這樣憤怒的醫生 and angry doctors just like yourself,
所有人都驚訝于自家醫院竟然 all astonished that their personal recs
沒有為他們精心挑選的門徒敞開大門 didn't open the doors for their hand-picked proteges.
錯 辛瓦里醫生是這些年來最有希望的 No, Dr. Shinwari is one of the most promising candidates
候選人之一 明白嗎 她配得上待在這里 we've had in years, okay? She deserves to be here.
但她的申請書上卻看不出來這點 Yet her application says otherwise.
開伯爾醫科大學 Khyber Medical University?
巴基斯坦最好的醫學院之一 One of the best medical schools in Pakistan.
沒有國際地位 That has no international standing.
她在難民營行醫 漢克 She practiced medicine in refugee camps, Hank.
明白嗎 她居然得重新從 Okay? The fact that she even
住院醫師做起這件事 這已經很不尊重人了 has to redo her residency is offensive.
好吧 就算我同意你的觀點 我能怎么辦 Well, even if I agree with you, what can I do?
我不能撤銷已經發出的邀請 I--I can't rescind an offer that's already been made.
我也沒法憑空變出一個位置給她 I can't make another spot just magically appear.
那兩年前呢 Whoa, whoa, whoa. Well, what about two years ago?
嗯 Huh?
普外變魔術似的變出了第五個位置 A fifth spot just magically opened up in general surgery.
那可不是魔術 It was hardly magic.
那到底是怎么回事 漢克 Well then, what the hell was it, Hank?
你想讓辛瓦里醫生進你急診室對么 You want Dr. Shinwari on your ED?
你想要第五個位置是么 You want a fifth spot?
醫學院院長出了名的 The dean of medicine has been known
將等價交換發揮到極致 to make allowances for the right price.
你是要我賄賂他嗎 Are you talking about a bribe?
你想讓我說什么 What do you want me to say?
那可是聯邦犯罪 漢克 That is a federal crime, Hank.
我可能會被吊銷行醫執照 I could lose my medical license.
我可能會坐牢 I could go to jail.
我只是告訴你我聽到的 I'm just telling you what I've heard.
并不是建議你這么做 Not suggesting you do it.
我當然不會這么做的 Of course, I am not gonna do it.
上帝啊 Dear God...
請賜予我平靜 Grant me the serenity
去接受我無法改變的事情 to accept the things I cannot change,
賜予我勇氣去改變我能改變的事情 the courage to change the things I can.
上帝啊 Dear God,
請賜予我平靜 grant me the serenity
去接受我無法改變的事情 to accept the things I cannot change,
賜予我勇氣去改變我能改變的事情 the courage to change the things I can...
賜予我了解世界參差的智慧 And the wisdom to know the difference.
只是 This is just...
謝謝 Thank you.
恭喜 Congratulations.
聽著 我一整天都感到內疚 Look, I have been feeling guilty all day.
為什么 Why?
我太興奮了 I was just so excited.
我甚至沒想過你的感受 I didn't even think about what you must have been feeling.
我想讓你知道 離開你我并不開心 And I want you to know that I'm not excited to be leaving you.
- 你是我的一切 - 萊拉 - You're everything to me. - Leyla.
我能行的 I can make this work.
我能的 I can.
我別無選擇 I don't have a choice.
我愛上你了 I'm in love with you.
未知來電
不 你接吧 No, you should--you should get that.
- 你確定嗎 - 確定 - Are you sure? - Yeah. Yeah.
你好 Hello?
是的 是我 Yes, this is she.
好的 Okay. Okay.
你說真的嗎 Are you serious?
那真是 That's--
我不知道該說什么 I don't know what to say.
當然 非常感謝 Yes! Yes. Thank you.
剛才是新阿姆斯特丹的住院醫師主任 That was the residency director from New Amsterdam.
院長剛給了急診開了第五個名額 The dean just opened up a fifth spot in the ED.
他們把位置給我了 And they offered it to me.
太棒了 恭喜 That's amazing! Congratulations!
你和這事有關嗎 Did you have anything to do with this?
什么 沒 當然沒有 What? No. No, of course not.
這都是你自己憑本事得到的 No, this--this was all you.
全靠你自己 It was all you.
雷諾茲
我搬到了萊諾克斯 不是鄉下 I moved across Lenox, not the country.
我還是會經常見到你的 媽媽 I'll still see you all the time, Mama.
好吧 是的 就 Okay, yeah, just--
記住我不是小孩子了 好嗎 try to remember I'm not a little boy anymore, okay?
房主特供 House special.
- 什么呀 - 這個 - Oh, what? - Bam.
天 Oh, my gosh.
要不是很了解你的話 If I didn't know any better,
我會以為你是想讓我搬進來 I'd say you're trying to get me to move in.
那樣不好嗎 Would that be so bad?
好吧 好了 Mm, all right. Okay. Okay.
- 怎么了 - 你知道規矩 - What? - You know the rules.
我也知道規矩就是用來打破的 I also know that rules are meant to be broken.
是打破了 And we have.
本來就是一夜情 You get one stay.
不知怎么的 變成了周四常態 Somewhere along the line, this turned into Thursday.
好吧 我明白了 Okay. Look, look, I get it.
我試著拒絕你好幾個月了 對吧 I tried to resist you for months, right?
最終還是屈服了 現在看看誰拒絕不了了 Finally had to give in. Now look who can't resist.
是啊 Yeah, yeah, yeah.
會愛上兩個占有欲強的男人一點都不出奇 Of course I'd fall for two alpha males.
好吧 等等 Oh, okay, hold on.
我也有規矩的 好嗎 No, I got a rule, too, all right?
不許提那個丈夫的事兒 None of that husband talk.
來 Come here.
- 弗洛伊德 - 在 - Floyd. - Yeah.
這是我們的約定 This is the arrangement.
不能再比這更過分了 你是知道的 We can never be more than this. Tell me you know that.
沒錯 我知道 Yeah, I know.
我去洗個澡 I am going to take a shower.
右位心解釋不了出血過多 Dextrocardia doesn't explain the excessive bleeding.
不僅是心臟 她所有器官位置都是左右顛倒的 Not just her heart, but all of her organs are flipped.
那么她的脾臟在右側 Then her spleen is on the right side.
也就是說匕首正好刺穿脾臟 Which means the dagger is plunging straight through it.
但這解釋不了為什么失去意識 But that doesn't explain the LOC.
去手術室之前停一下 做個頭部CT檢查 Stop for a head CT on your way to the OR.
好主意 好吧 Good idea. All right.
我要空著的手術室中最大的那間 I'll need the largest OR that's empty
以及所有O型陰性血 and every unit of O-neg we got.
手術室已經訂好了 一切就緒 Already ordered and waiting for you.
好的 很好 還需要一個 Okay, good. We'll also need a fresh staff
至少能工作12小時的新員工 that can work at least 12 hours.
這次手術是場馬拉松 This one's gonna be a marathon.
- 我會把他們召集起來 - 我給你安排了 - I'll round them up. - I've got a full craniotomy
一個開顱手術 - set up on order for you. - Oh!
時間剛剛好 我來接手吧 Perfect timing. I'll take her from here.
- 等等 怎么回事 - 薩拉塔醫生 - Wait. What? - Dr. Salaita.
CT顯示馬德拉女士腹部血栓 The CT showed Ms. Madera threw a clot from her abdomen
通過她畸形的心臟進入大腦 up through her poorly-formed heart to her brain,
從而導致出血 where it caused a hemorrhagic event.
需要從頭部把血抽出來 You'll need to drain the blood from her head.
團隊已經就位 巴普蒂斯特醫生 Our team's waiting, Dr. Baptiste.
好的 拿個掃描器來 Okay, get a scanner in here
這樣就能做個實時圖像引導手術 so you can do a real-time, image-guided surgery.
他們不會讓我用慣性制導系統的 They'll never let me have the IGS system, sir.
跟他們說 是外科主任 Tell them the chief of surgery
親自授權的 personally authorized it.
弗洛雷斯醫生 召集你的團隊 Dr. Flores, gather your team
做中隔膜重建 for the septal reconstruction.
你是最后一個開工 所以先在觀測臺等吧 You'll be last, so just wait in the obs deck.
- 好的 - 還有你 - Will do, sir. - And you.
你是急診創傷外科醫生副手嗎 You're the associate ED trauma surgeon?
- 雷諾茲醫生 是的 先生 - 看看你有什么本事吧 - Dr. Reynolds. Yes, sir. - Let's see what you've got.
好了 開始吧 準備好手術棉 All right, here we go. Get the lap pads ready.
- 匕首取出 - 血液溢出 - Dagger's out. - Replaced by blood.
這里肯定有出血點 There's gotta be a bleeder in here somewhere.
再來個手術棉 - Whew. - Another lap pad.
還是看不到 拜托 Still can't see it. Come on.
拜托 Come on.
拜托 Come on. Come on.
找到了 縫合 Got it. Suture.
監測收縮脈搏 Monitor the systolic pulse...
在逆位的地方 With situs inversus,
我們在她的腹部發現了小脾臟 we got small mini-spleens all through her abdomen.
我這邊縫合完畢 就可以移除它們 Once I get this under control, I can remove them.
沒必要 我會在做腦部手術的時候自己做 No need; I'll do it myself during the brain surgery.
你做了CT血管造影來確定副脾的位置了嗎 Did you get a CT angio to locate the accessory spleens?
剪刀 沒做 Scissors. I did not.
死亡始于放射科 death begins in radiology.
待命 standing by.
應該沒問題 That should hold.
我可以協助做脾切除術 I can assist in the splenectomy.
你被可以走了 You're dismissed.
我的神經團隊呢 輪到你們了 Where's my neuro team? You guys are up.
確保供血充足 Make sure there's enough blood...
換人 Switch up.
你要拿去干洗嗎 Do you dry clean?
剛好我也有幾件襯衫 Got a couple of shirts that could use a press.
我把結婚戒指搞丟了 Lost my wedding ring.
今早就沒見你戴著 Well, you didn't have it on this morning, if that helps.
你居然會關注別人有沒有戴戒指 You notice who's wearing a wedding ring?
最近才開始關注的 Recently.
我找了一天了 I have looked everywhere for it.
再找不到我就去翻醫療垃圾了 I'm gonna be sifting through medical waste pretty soon.
你應該特意把它摘下來了吧 I guess I just assumed you took it off on purpose.
沒有啊 No.
我也不知道 I don't know.
這戒指依然對我意義非凡啊 Still means something, I guess.
畢竟這代表著我和她的婚姻啊 I mean, it's everything we had, you know?
反正 不能就這樣丟了吧 It's like--come on, it can't just be gone.
其實 我和伊芙離婚以后 Actually, uh, I felt the same way about Evie's ring
我也有這種感覺 after we, uh, you know.
結果呢 So what changed?
結果 我發現 我不是因為我還愛著她 Well, I realized I wasn't hanging on to Evie's ring
才會對一枚戒指有這種感覺 because she still had a big piece of my heart.
而是因為我不愛她了 I was hanging on to it because she didn't.
這戒指也不再代表我們的愛情了 And the ring wasn't about our love anymore.
它只代表著我的愧疚 It was about my guilt.
雷諾茲醫生 弗洛里斯醫生要你去手術室 Dr. Reynolds, Dr. Flores needs you in the OR, stat.
- 弗洛里斯醫生 - 我們要把她 - Flores? - I'm trying to pull off
心室的三角創面補上 a triangular patch reconstruction
你以前做過這種的嗎 of the ventricular wall. You've done one?
- 做過幾次 - 我控制不好 - Several times. - I just can't get it to hold.
- 好 我來 - 血壓還在下降 - All right. I got it. - BP's still dropping.
我們要加大創面的壓力 We need to increase patch adhesion
避免微循環導致出血 to seal microcirculatory leakage.
快去壓住她腔靜脈 Go ahead and clamp the inferior vena cava.
我要施壓了 I'm gonna apply direct pressure.
聽我信號 然后你就 On my signal, I want you to squeeze
擠她最大的一塊脾臟 the largest piece of spleen you can fine.
- 好 - 好了嗎 - Mm-hmm. - All right?
準備 就現在 Ready. Now.
好 Okay.
好 慢慢松開腔靜脈 All right, so go ahead and slowly release the vena cava.
好 現在放血過來 All right. Now increase the flow.
輕輕地 慢點 Gently. Ah. Slow it down.
好 完事了 Okay. And all the way.
- 沒看到流血 - 干得漂亮 弗洛伊德 - I don't see any leaking. - Nice save, Floyd.
現在給她縫上吧 We'll close her up.
雷諾茲醫生 Dr. Reynolds.
手術完了以后 和你談談行嗎 After surgery, may I have a word?
再給她腿上蓋張毯子 Get another blanket on her leg.
我初來乍到 不太了解 I've only been here a little while, so tell me.
你怎么會就這樣在急診室扎根了呢 How'd you end up buried deep in the ED--
請坐 請 please, please, have a seat--
怎么就成了這里的副外傷醫生 associate trauma surgeon?
我只能在這啊 It's the only spot I could get.
你以前可是心胸外科主任呢 You never mentioned you used to be
這事你怎么從沒提過 the chair of cardiothoracic surgery?
發生了什么 So what happened?
一年前我辭職了 Well, I left about a year ago.
被別的醫院挖走了嗎 Poached?
訂婚了 Engaged.
我未婚妻在舊金山找到了她心心念念的工作 Yeah, my fiancée got her dream job in San Francisco,
我就跟著去了舊金山 so I followed.
長話短說 最后我又回來了 Long story short, I'm back.
我們有很多共同點 We got a lot in common.
我也是跟著我的女朋友過來的 I followed my girl out here too.
但是有一點不一樣 我算是人盡其用 my job makes full use of my talents.
- 但你沒有 - 我反正不介意 - Yours doesn't. - Well, I'm not complaining.
我也沒有侮辱你的意思 And I'm not insulting.
我想給你升職 外科副主任醫生怎么樣 I'm offering you a promotion. Deputy chair of surgery.
這升了不少啊 That's a big promotion.
反正官比心胸外科主任都大 Bigger than chair of cardiothoracic.
比他大多了 To say the least.
- 那你就是同意了 - 沒錯 我同意了 謝謝 - Is that a yes? - Oh, yes, it is. Thank you.
我也不知道說什么好了 反正謝謝了 I--I don't know what to say, but thank you.
別客氣 別客氣 You're welcome. You're welcome.
你好啊 - - Knock, knock.
你好親愛的 Hey, sweetheart.
雷諾茲醫生 這是林恩·馬爾沃醫生 Dr. Reynolds, Dr. Lyn Malvo,
我老婆 就是她把我搞到新阿姆斯特丹來的 my wife, the one who lured me to New Amsterdam.
很高興認識你 Nice to meet you.
弗洛伊德以后就是我的新副手了 Floyd's gonna be my new right-hand man.
哇 恭喜啦 Wow. Congratulations.
墻上有37杯果汁 * 37 bottles of juice on the wall *
37杯果汁 * 37 bottles of juice
你取下一杯 傳了出去 * You take one down, pass it around *
伊格
墻上還有36杯果汁 * 36 bottles of juice on the wall *
36杯果汁 * 36 bottles of juice
你取下一杯 傳了出去 * You take one down, pass it around *
墻上還有35杯果汁 * 35 bottles of juice on the wall *
來個空氣吉他版的 Air guitar version!
墻上還有35杯果汁 * 35 bottles of juice on the wall *
35杯果汁 * 35 bottles of juice
你取下一杯 傳了出去 * Take one down, pass it around *
墻上還有34杯果汁 * 34 bottles of juice on the wall *
停 爸爸需要消停一會兒了 And cut. Papa needs a break.
別呀 我們來再唱幾首 快來 No, guys, let's sing some harmonies, come on.
還是讓我們大家來享受片刻清靜吧 Or we can enjoy the meditative silence
現在開始你們可以玩45分鐘的電子設備 of a solid 45 minutes of screen time.
太棒了 Yes!
太遜了 太遜了 Boo. Boo.
好了 晚飯還有一個小時開飯 All right, dinner is in one hour.
去和你兄弟姐妹說一聲 Tell your brothers and sister.
- 等我忙完再說 - 等你忙完再說 - Okay, when I'm done. - Oh, "When I'm done."
等她忙完 When she's done.
- 她對你這么無禮嗎 - 沒錯 - She sassing you? - Yeah.
天啦 Gosh.
雖然不該這么說 但是 You know, I hate to say it, but I think, um,
我覺得多虧這疫情 咱們才能來這清閑 對吧寶貝 I think we've been COVID-blessed out here, babe.
- 沒錯 - 你看看咱們 - Yeah. - You know, look at us.
一個大家庭 露營 做彈弓 We're out here being a family, camping, making slingshots,
她還對你這么出言不遜 she's giving you sass.
我愛這樣的生活 I love it.
讓人不禁想問 Kind of begs the question,
要不咱們就不回去了吧 why don't we just stay here indefinitely?
別呀 伊格 Uh, Iggy.
我只是想想 I'm just having a little fantasy.
- 想想都不行嗎 - 好 - Let me have my fantasy. - All right.
是這樣的 孩子們 Look, the kids are going back
得回去上課 to in-person learning full-time.
我也要回去工作 I need to get back to my practice,
你也要回醫院上班 and you need to get back to the hospital.
是 但是 要是我還不想回去呢 Yeah, well, what if I'm not ready to go back?
那我們 是要在紐約郊區的房車里 So, uh, we're gonna live out of a rented RV
- 一直住下去嗎 - 也不是 - in upstate New York? - Pfft, no.
我尋思著要不開著這租來的房車 I thought maybe we'd live out of a rented RV
去佛蒙特州的郊區住下 in upstate Vermont next.
啥 What?
你不能再回避了 伊格 You can't just keep running, Iggs.
我沒有啊 I'm not.
我沒有 I'm not.
救命 救命 Help! Help!
爸爸 Dad!
怎么 What happened?
- 快來 快來 - 爸爸 爸爸 - Come on. Come on. - Dad! Dad!
- 救命 - 爸爸 - Please! - Father!
慢點 慢點 Slow down. Slow down.
我被刺了 Splinter.
我看看 Show us.
瑪瑪西塔 你中彈了 Mamacita, you took some shrapnel there, buddy.
但是好消息是 咱們戰隊 Okay, but fortunately for you, our crack team
- 的外科醫生已經準備就緒 - 沒錯 - of surgeons are at the ready. - Yeah.
哈珀 把我的切除工具呈上來 Harper, bring me the instruments of abscission.
- 啥玩意兒 - 就是那把老鋸子 - What? - That old rusty saw
在垃圾堆撿的那把 we found by the dumpster.
- 你知道的啊 - 爸爸 - You know what they are. - Dad!
薩利姆 準備毛巾 要大出血了 Saleem, bring me a towel for all the blood
再準備個桶來裝我鋸下來的四肢 快 and a bucket to put the severed limb in, stat.
- 沒問題 - 爸爸 認真點 - You got it. - Dad, be serious.
我 孩子 我很認真的 這就是戰場好嗎 I--kid, I am being serious. This is war, all right?
來 Here you go.
幾秒鐘就好 好嗎 I promise you it'll be over in a couple seconds, okay?
哈珀 看別處 Harper, look away.
大家都別動 也都別呼吸 除了我 Nobody move. Nobody breathe. Except for me.
很明顯 我必須要呼吸 我是醫生 I have to breathe, obviously. I'm the doctor.
好了 馬上就好 Here we go. Almost there.
對了 Yes.
- 我們成功了 - 看看這野獸 - Victory. - Look at that beast.
看看這玩意兒 它剛才鉆到你手指里了 Look at that thing. That was inside your finger.
- 好惡心 - 我說 - Disgusting. - I'll say.
這就是一片木頭 That is a serious piece of timber.
留著別丟 Actually, don't throw that away.
我們可以坐在上面去薩斯奎哈納河漂流 We might want to ride that down the Susquehanna later.
我們是個大家庭 We're a big family.
我們會淹死的吧 Probably sink with all of us.
沒錯 但是我是船長的話就不一樣了 Oh yeah, right. Not with me as a captain.
- 我們有五個人啊 - 你真勇敢 士兵 - We have five family members. - You are brave, private.
薩米拉 Sameera?
為我們的戰士包扎一下 I need you to bandage this soldier.
- 薩米拉 - 薩米拉 - Sameera. - Sameera.
怎么回事 她回車里了嗎 What, did she go back to the car?
我也不知道 你們看見過薩米拉沒有 Uh, I don't know. Did you guys see Sameera?
薩米拉 Sameera.
剛剛她還在這 應該還沒走遠 She was just here. She couldn't have gone far.
- 薩米拉 - 薩米拉 - Sameera! - Sameera!
薩米拉 Sameera.
好了 你帶大家 All right, um, you take
- 回車里 - 親愛的 - everybody back to the RV. - Hon.
不 不 我去找她 No, no, I'm gonna go look for her.
你去看看附近最近的護林站在哪 You find out where the nearest ranger station is, okay?
大家 大家 跟近點 跟近點 Guys, guys, stay close. Stay close.
- 薩米拉 - 薩米拉 - Sameera. - Sameera!
薩米 Sammy!
薩米拉 薩米拉 Sameera! Sameera?
薩米拉 寶貝 Sameera, baby!
薩米拉 Sameera!
天啦 Oh, God.
天啦 不是吧 Oh, God, no.
薩米拉 Sameera!
薩米拉 薩米拉 親愛的 Sameera? Sameera, honey.
我來了 I'm coming.
薩米拉 親愛的 Sameera, honey?
薩米拉 能聽見嗎 回答我 親愛的 Sameera, if you can hear me, answer me, baby.
薩米拉 Sameera!
薩米拉 Sameera.
薩米拉 Sameera!
薩米拉 天吶 Sameera. Oh, my God.
你 寶貝 你沒聽到我叫你嗎 Did you--baby, did you not hear me calling you?
你為什么不回答我 薩米拉 親愛的 說話呀 Why didn't you answer me? Sameera, honey, say something.
我不想要你回去 I don't want to go back.
你不想要我回去 你不想要我回去哪 You don't want--you don't wanna go back where?
你不想要我回到營地 You don't want to go back to the campsite?
- 你不想要 - 回歸正常 - You don't wanna--- Back to normal.
回歸正常 Back to normal?
是怎么了 是學校的事情 你是不是 What is it? Is it school? Are you--
我更喜歡在電腦上上學 I like school better on the computer.
那樣我學得更好 I learn better.
是 Yeah.
是 但是你的朋友們呢 寶貝 Yeah, but what about your friends, baby?
他們怎么辦 What about all them?
我寧愿和你還有爸爸待在一起 I'd rather be here with you and Papa,
一起吃午餐 一起玩 eating lunch together, playing together.
在家里做什么都容易些 Everything's easier at home.
是 Yeah.
是 我也喜歡那樣 Yeah. I like it too.
我們為什么非得回歸過去的樣子 So why do we have to go back?
因為 Well, because...
因為日常本就不該這么容易 Because it's not supposed to be easy.
你要知道 反復向你的老師尋求幫助 You know, asking your teacher for help over and over again,
能夠幫助增長你的韌性 that helps you become more resilient.
經歷友情中的波折 Navigating tricky friendships,
即便對你來說很不快 even though it's a pain in your butt,
也能夠增強你的自尊 你明白嗎 that builds self-esteem, you know?
生活重新開始 Life is starting again.
我們不能在安逸的地方 We can't stay here
得過且過 where it's easy.
能理解嗎 孩子 Make sense, kiddo?
那可真夠折騰的 Well, that was quite the adventure.
- 天吶 那個 - 烤好了 - Oh, my God, that one... - It's roasted.
- 你還好嗎 - 天吶 - You okay? - Oh, my God.
是 沒事 Yeah, yeah.
你知道 薩米拉失蹤的時候 You know, when Sameera went missing,
我眼前就浮現出了錢斯的影像 I just had these visions of Chance.
他在傷害她 Hurting her.
伊格 我知道 我知道 - Iggy--- I know. I know.
我知道這么想不理智 我心里知道 I know it's irrational. I know that in my heart.
可他就在那 在光天化日之下 There he was, you know, clear as day.
對了 金黃色 Yes! It's golden.
為什么不會這樣 And why not?
你知道 日復一日地 我吸收了他的絕望 You know, day after day, I just absorbed his despair.
這一切就成了我的一部分 It all just became a part of me.
我的耐心 還有他們的絕望 All my patients, all their despair,
就都 就都成為我的一部分 it just--it just becomes a part of me.
但是那都是值得的 你知道 But it was all worth it, you know,
因為到頭來 我可以用我的心安 because at the end of the day, I can just trade
來換取這份經歷帶來的自尊 my peace of mind for the self-esteem it brought me.
輕而易舉 Easy-peasy.
我不想要再這樣做了 I don't wanna make that trade anymore.
我不 我不需要 I don't--I don't need to.
看看這個 看看我們做了什么 Look at this. Look at what we've done.
馬丁 你給了我我所需要的一切 Martin, you give me everything that I need.
我的家庭給了我 Our family gives me...
一切 Everything.
只要你需要我們隨時可以回家 We can go home whenever you need to.
不再逃避 我保證 No more running. I promise.
但是我不會再見病人了 But I am not going to see patients anymore.
我受夠了那種生活 I'm done with that life.
看看 我自己的的生活都后院起火了 Watch it--I got mine on fire.
麥克斯
我知道你討厭預算會議 I knew you hated budget meetings,
但是這也太極端了 but this seems extreme.
我弄丟了我的戒指 I lost my wedding ring.
麥克斯 從那里出來的 Max. Come out from there.
- 我做不到 - 拜托 - I can't do it. - Come on.
戒指對我們有著 I mean, rings do hold
一定的象征性力量 a certain amount of symbolic power over us.
- 不是嗎 - 是 - Don't they? - Yeah.
我最清楚不過 我有過三個 I should know. I've had three.
三個 你明白的 Three. You get it.
麥克斯 我明白 Oh, Max, I get it.
你感覺就像是你失去了一條胳膊 You feel like you're losing a limb.
你生活的一部分 Part of your life.
如果這么輕易就會丟失 And if it can be lost that easily,
那么這表明了什么 then what does that say?
表明了你不值得擁有 Says you didn't deserve it.
快出來 All right, come out of there now.
- 出來 - 我必須要這么做嗎 - Come on. - Do I have to?
是的 Yes.
如果說我學到了什么 If I've learned anything...
那就是知道什么時候防守 It's knowing when to let them go.
什么時候向前看 When to move on.
我想要向前看 真的 I want to move on. I do.
但是輪不到我來做這個決定 But I didn't get to make that decision.
這個選擇權被從我的手中奪走 That choice was taken from me.
她會理解的 She'd understand.
麥克斯 Max.
看著我 Look at me.
她會理解的 She'd understand.
我差點就拿掉了 I almost took it off.
在她的紀念日 On the anniversary of her--
你為什么沒拿下來 Why didn't you?
因為我看到露娜的時候 Because when I look at Luna,
我看不到喬治婭的影子了 I don't even see Georgia anymore.
我只看到我的小女兒 I just see my little girl.
當我反觀內心 喬治婭也不在那里 And when I look inside, Georgia's not there either.
那枚戒指 That ring--
我所剩下的 it's all I have left...
唯一的對我們生活的紀念 Of our whole life.
它沒有從你的指頭上滑下來 Well, it didn't just slip off your finger.
你拿下來一定是有原因的 There's a reason you took it off.
也許你應該信任你的潛意識 Maybe you should trust your subconscious.
是 對 Yeah. Yeah.
就像是我的內心想要告訴我什么 Like I'm trying to tell myself something.
- 找到了 - 什么 真的嗎 太好了 - Found it. - What? Really? Wow! Yes!
你太棒了 謝謝你 我得走 You're amazing. Thank you. I gotta go.
對不起 我 謝謝你 Sorry. Wow. I--thank you.
謝謝你 計費部的桑德拉福爾 Thank you, Sandra Fall from billing.
你是在哪找到的 Where did you find it?
你的辦公室 在你的白大褂的口袋里 Your office. In the pocket of your lab coat.
我們今天在這棟樓里拯救了很多生命 Oh, many lives were saved today in this building,
但是都不如你所作的事跡這么英勇 but nothing as heroic as what you just--
是 我知道 Yeah, I'm aware.
對不起 Sorry.
差點就出事了 That was almost a pile-up.
- 你 你在這 - 是 - You're--you're here. - Yes.
六個小時坐在不能后仰的中間座位 Six hours in a middle seat that wouldn't recline.
不容易 我很高興你回來了 Oh. Rough. I'm--I'm glad that you're back.
- 雖然有點憔悴 - 一樣 - Though a bit wrung out. - Same.
- 為什么 出什么事了 - 不 不 - Why? Did something happen? - No, no.
我有段時間找不到 I just--I lost my wedding ring
我的婚戒了 但是 for a minute, but...
讓我一下子不知所措 但是找到了 所以 Kind of freaked me out, but found it, so...
我明白了 I see.
我一整天都和我媽待在癌癥診所 I spent the day with my mum in a cancer clinic.
天吶 海倫 Oh, God, Helen.
不 不 她沒事 但是在那幾個小時的時間里 No, no, she's fine, but for hours,
我都以為是肺癌 I thought it was lung cancer.
但是結果只是嚴重的支氣管炎 But turns out it was just, um, severe bronchitis.
讓人松一口氣 That's a relief.
你想要 你想要和我走走嗎 Do you want--do you wanna walk with me?
你可以跟我說說你媽的事 You can tell me about your "mum."
我說得對嗎 聽起來怪怪的 Did I say that right? Came out weird.
我覺得我今天說不動了 I'm a little bit talked out today, I think.
- 是嗎 - 是 - Yeah? - Yeah.
是 Yeah.
說實話 我也是 Me too, to be honest.
也許是說了太多了 Maybe too much was said already.
海倫 Helen.
我能和你走走嗎 Can I just walk with you?
我們不需要說話 我 We don't need to talk. I--
也許還有另一條路 * Maybe there's another way around *
好讓我們生活在這顛倒的世界 * So we can live this upside-down *
現在對誠實的人很不好過 * It's hard now for an honest man *
這就是我嗎 * Is that what I am?
一個誠實的人 * An honest man?
你是那種看起來 * You're the kind who seems
美得觸不可及的人 * Too beautiful and out of reach *
對我來說 * For me
我在 * I'm in
我將你深埋心底 * I've got you underneath my skin *
我失魂落魄 * I fall apart
忽視愈加困難 * To look away is getting hard *
好了 All right.
我到了 Well, here I am.
也許我們應該放手 * Maybe we could just let go *
不祥的預兆 * And say yes
積極面對 * When the signs say no
深呼吸 * Breathe in
傾身吻你的嘴唇 * Lean to kiss your lips
我該走了 I should go.
然后我的眼瞼垂下 * Then my eyes eclipse
好 Okay.
- 晚安 - 一切歸于黑暗 - Night. - * And it all goes dark
晚安 Night.
你是那種 * You're the kind
晚安 Night.
你說過了 You said that.
好 Okay.
對我來說不可觸及的存在 * Too beautiful and out of reach for me *
你深埋于我的心中 * I've got you underneath my skin *
我散落一地 * I fall apart
想要忽視愈加困難 * To look away is getting hard *
你善良 * Oh, you're the kind
謝里丹廣場觀景花園
看起來 * Who seems
櫻桃巷劇院 吻之序曲
不可觸及 * Too beautiful and out of reach *
對我來說 * For me
我在 * I'm in
你深埋在我的心中 * I've got you underneath my skin *
我散落一地 * I fall apart
想要忽視 * To look away
越來越難 * Is getting hard
你是那種 * Oh, you're the kind
看上去 * Who seems
美麗又不可觸及 * Too beautiful and out of reach for me *
我深陷其中 * I'm in
將你深埋心里 * I've got you underneath my skin *
我失魂落魄 * I fall apart
要忽視愈加困難 * To look away is getting hard *